disqualified hero

/ Zhan Xinjia.

How are you doing these days, Dazai-kun?Is life going well?Have you run out of inspiration to write a book?Did I eat properly when Shouta Takata and I were away?There is nothing wrong with liking canned crab meat, but eating it every day is very unhealthy.

I have received the last letter. I heard that you transferred to Xiongying. Even for the sake of protection, I am still very surprised. Even though I know that Dazai-kun is not a bad person, it seems that he is not very compatible with heroes. Don’t blame me Measure the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. Dazai-kun is not a gentleman. When I think of you entering the nursery of heroes, I wonder if you have any bad ideas again. I will pay close attention to the news during this time to see if Tokyo There are big changes.

Besides, my life in Kyushu is already on the right track. The schoolwork is not very hard, but it is the first time I have experienced campus life for many years. There are indeed many things to learn. The relationship between male and female students also makes me feel novel. What happened There are some good things, but there are also many bad things. I will tell you about them one by one when I go to Tokyo for the holidays.

At the orphanage, I would also like to thank Ms. Kobayakawa for taking care of it. After she transferred to Kyushu, we had a few brief intersections. Before the media swarmed like locusts, the orphanage changed its appearance and hid it in a hidden place. The lives of the children are still peaceful and unaffected. I go to the orphanage to do volunteer work on holidays, and I feel very satisfied.

Since it is not sending a letter this time, but writing a few small things on a postcard, I will say goodbye.This postcard was drawn by a child in the orphanage. It was previously purchased by someone with a heart to make a series of business cards. All the proceeds will be donated to the orphanage. I hope Mr. Dazai will like it.

Shino Nagae

yours truly. /

Dazai turned the postcard over, and on the back was Shino Nagae's beautiful handwriting. Years of geisha career had left an imprint on her soul. She has a strange love for letters. She prefers eloquent sentences, likes to collect postcards from all over the world, and can make handbooks.

The front of the postcard is an iris flower field drawn by a child. The strokes are a little immature, but beautiful. The petals of the iris are generally white. It is like a white canvas. The artist left traces of purple and yellow on the canvas , anyway, this flower is quiet and white, very lovely.

Looking at the postcard, his mood also improved. He groped in the desk drawer for a while, and only found the most common blank paper. His material desires were very low, and he kept everything simple except for buying a lot of books.

The layout of the home is very simple, there is no breath of life, no matter when he will move out, no one will be surprised.

/The postcard has been received.

My life is not so much smooth or not, it is better to say that it is like that, every day is nothing new, and what I do is nothing more than writing in class. Today, I have no interest in it.

I heard that you have adapted well to the university life in Kyushu. It is really good. The student days are very precious. I hope that Changzhi-chan can make a friend or two, so that the future life will not be too lonely.

Recently, I suddenly had the desire to write a new book. I have already completed several small chapter stories, but I don't know how long this book will be written and how many stories will be included.

Tomorrow I am going to leave for Baoxu, hope everything goes well on the road. /

He folded the snow-white letter paper in half and stuffed it into the envelope.

There is a green mailbox not far downstairs. Put the envelope into the mailbox this morning, and Nagae Shinano in Kyushu will receive his letter five days later. The way of sending letters is to maintain communication slowly.

There was a five-day time difference between the two.

……

After delivering the letter, Dazai returned home. Within a few minutes, the doorbell rang. The person outside the door was wearing a dark blue uniform with a peaked cap buttoned very low. He was holding an incubator for takeaway in his right hand. , After pressing the doorbell three times, he said loudly: "Mr. Dazai, your takeaway has arrived."

Not only Dazai Osamu, but Aizawa Shouta, who was staying at home, heard it.

He is a bit like a nocturnal animal. The morning sun was too bright for Aizawa Xiaota, so he half-drawn the curtains and half-opened the room to barely illuminate the room. He studied the extracurricular studies of the students project, and even spread out a large map on the big table.

There is a bustling small city on the map, Baoxu. He drew a small circle on Baoxu with a red pen, and the schools that other students went to were carefully put on thumbtacks.

The thumbtack was slender, and he tied paper tape on the body of the thumbtack. The name of the classmate was written on the paper tape. A rough strategic map was born under his hands.

[Takeaway. ]

He heard it strangely, and didn't even raise his head. Dazai's daily routine was very bad. Apart from eating convenience food and canned food, he also ordered various takeaways. This was generally the case for male high school students.

Aizawa Shouta doesn't know how to cook, but he is Yuei's teacher, so he can eat in the cafeteria. As for dinner, he usually takes it away from the cafeteria, which is the teacher's prerogative.

After watching Dazai eat takeaways for several days in a row, he wondered if he should also pack his meals.

The door next door opened.

A rustling voice squeezed in through the crack of the door: "I ordered crab porridge."

"This is it, thank you for your patronage."

He barely heard a few words, and Aizawa Xiaota felt that it was just a takeaway, and he didn't need to pay attention to it, so he didn't open the door.

Within 2 minutes, I heard the food delivery person shouting "Thank you for your patronage" angrily, and then walked out.

This is just a small episode in a peaceful day.

[Sure enough, let’s bring Dazai food from the cafeteria tonight. ]

……

Taka Shota flashed into Dazai's room.

Of course, it is impossible for an apartment full of heroes to be without surveillance cameras, but Bo Chejian, who has great powers, has already calculated with him. The videos played are also edited in advance.

However, it is easy to fool the machine, but it is a bit difficult to deceive the neighbors around Dazai. Therefore, Dazai ordered takeaway a few days in advance to strengthen his image of "know how to order takeaway". In addition, he even let Takashota control According to the speed and weight of walking, he ran several laps in the corridor, and finally created the illusion that he left.

Dazai closed the door, Takasho couldn't bear to take off his stupid takeaway hat, and said in a low voice, "Is there any problem then?" He took a long breath, "Sneaking into the hero's apartment is really difficult."

"This is just the beginning." Dazai added with a smile, "The mansion of a senior official must be more difficult to infiltrate than here. It is a good thing to accumulate experience at the initial stage."

Yingxiang smiled wryly: "Forgive me, even high-ranking officials can't have so many heroes in their families." At best, they hire bodyguards, and the protection of bodyguards is far worse than that of heroes.

"Then." Dazai took the crab porridge and put it on the table, lifted the plastic cover, and the strong aroma filled the bedroom. The takeaway delivered a spoon, so he simply sat down and ate it while asking, "Next, Shota-kun What do you want to do?"

"Me." His throat rolled, his voice was vague, "I still want to fight the hero killer." His brows were tightly frowned, "Even without Achilles, he is not something I can let go of." people.” He said, “Almost all of the heroes that Stein killed were innocent and beneficial to society, and his actions brought chaos and fear to society more than warning heroes, and I I am very worried that he will incite another group of people."

"Extreme beliefs can shake people's hearts, whether they are good or bad beliefs." He said, "At this point, Stein is no longer an ordinary enemy, but a criminal of ideas. He has killed too many heroes, and in the In the killing activities one after another, he has grown more and more and accumulated more experience."

"Even under the banner of Achilles."

He admitted with a little shame: "First of all, what drives me to act is to prevent him from spreading his thoughts. If possible, I hope to deter those people with a firmer belief and replace him."

"Secondly, I really can't stand that he acted in the name of Achilles."

"Well——" Dazai dragged out the ending, the meaning was unclear, but his eyes were undoubtedly playful, "That's a good answer." He actually gave a thumbs up.

"what?"

"I mean, that's a pretty good answer." Dazai said, "Whether it's to deter people who are about to move at first, or to admit that I hate him playing the banner of Achilles." He said with a smile , "Actually, I also hate that unrelated people fabricate their imaginary heroes and act in his name."

"Aka's idea is very simple, but it's not what he misinterpreted."

[Aka?here we go again. ]

Yingxiang felt helpless, but his heart was itching again. From the moment they first met, he realized that Dazai and Achilles had a very close relationship, and he even vaguely felt that Dazai There are certain expectations of myself.

It is really strange to say that, he is an adult and Dazai is a boy, but since he embarked on the road of anti-hero, he has been taught by Dazai, and it is not an exaggeration to call him a teacher in ancient times.

[So, what is Dazai looking forward to, hoping that I can become an anti-hero like Achilles?No, it seems that he expects more from me. ]

[Is it beyond Achilles?But behind the lighthouse-like back, what kind of scenery is presented? ]

Ying Xiangtai was very confused. He was like a person walking in the dark fog. He could only see the flickering light from the lighthouse in the distance. The light was dense, like two clusters of flowers.

"Dazai." He murmured in confusion, "Do you know Achilles?" He couldn't help but said, "What kind of past?"

"Hey." Dazai squatted down, squatting in front of him, he raised his head, what should I say on that face, it was obviously smiling, but in a daze, Ying Xiangtai thought he saw the face of a child.

Innocent violence, that's how he wanted to describe Dazai's expression.

"Do you want to know, Mr. Xiangtai?" He said, "Then sit down and listen to the past between me and Ahong."

[Body: Osamu Dazai]

[Synchronization rate: 85%]