disqualified hero

Kyushu, Saga, 22:30pm.

It was his old tradition for Yingzhi to stay overnight in the orphanage. When he came back from winter, summer and spring vacations, he had to feel the feeling of childhood, and then he would go back to his rented house.

His rented house is in Saga City, and it takes two hours to go to and from the orphanage.

After nine o'clock in the evening, the children went to bed one after another, and the high school students who came to the event also got a moment of leisure. The girls' dormitory at the High School Attached to Dongda University complained, saying that the skin on their fingers was wrinkled and soaked in water It's been too long, and my arms are sore and my legs are sore.

As he spoke, his words became more and more vicious, and Nagae Shino, who was behind the head of welfare, was also brought up, frying and cooking repeatedly like ingredients thrown into a frying pan.

"That girl, she's called Changzhi, isn't she? She's been laughing with the dean all the time. It's disgusting."

"Just put on a face of reprimand to us, who does she think she is?"

"Is it said that someone introduces his name as soon as he comes up? What is his last name? Is he trying to get close?"

"This is the so-called all-round beauty, who caters to everyone, even women who can tolerate sexual harassment in the workplace."

"Wow, how do you know that people are not what you want?"

[It's disgusting. ]

Akemi Kobayakawa lay on the bed, tossing and turning.

[It's really disgusting. ]

She picked up a soft white pillow with both hands and put it on her head. She didn't pay too much attention to it. All bedding and pillows were from the orphanage. Akemi Kobayakawa likes the smell of sunshine. In sunny weather, she would take the pillow to the yard to bake.From the small pillows, we can see how hardworking the people in the orphanage are.

She has always hated gossip and rumors with ulterior motives behind her back. Even though she knew that it was human nature to gossip, it would be too much to add fuel to the message and say something insulting to the personality.

[But what if I stop them severely? ] As a result, she already understood it very well, hugged the pillow on her head in her arms, and turned over.

[I’m afraid it’s because they kept silent on the surface, and when I was gone, they gathered together like crickets and whispered together, and then not only did Changzhi not be missing from the targets of slander, but I would also be added. ]

No matter how powerful she is, a girl like the sun has her own thoughts, just like a shadow under the sun, she almost meditates in her heart with an objective third-party indifference.

[It’s not a big deal how I’ve been vilified. Anyway, since kindergarten, the chirping birds have never stopped behind me, but I’m more or less tired of the useless repetitive work. ]

She couldn't help recalling the contents of Dazai-kun's book. As long as he was a reader, he would more or less admit that he would be touched by certain sentences in the book. Occasionally, when he dreamed back at midnight or saw absurd things, he would recall the book. sentence.

[Women are often lovely, but also hateful, especially when they gather in the corner and cover their faces with their hands and gossip.At that time, they often have smiles on their faces, which is really reminiscent of Pandora holding a black box, releasing plagues and diseases with laughter.Of course, men do the same. People in the world who love to fabricate and snare rumors are probably just as hateful, but who can escape the disgusting world?

This is the reason why I often talk about the silence of death. ]

What was the title of that article, like "Men and Women" or "Boys and Girls"?In any case, it is a noun of this type.

Because she couldn't remember the names of the books, Akemi Kobayakawa became even more irritable, and she sat up directly from the bed.

The girls in the class were still awake, and they paused when they saw her get up.

"What's wrong, Mingmei-chan?"

A girl asked nervously.

"I'm a little thirsty." She said, "I'm going to get a glass of ice water." As she spoke, she stepped on the stairs and came down from the second floor.

Everyone in the dormitory is paying attention to Mingmei. In the dark, pairs of eyes are staring at her, the same way that other people look at her at any place and any time.

Fearful, convinced, disgusted, jealous, in short, there are all kinds of eyes.

She pretended not to feel those gazes, and walked forward neatly. The door of the dormitory was pushed open, and then closed again. After a click, a door separated the two worlds.

The silent bedroom resumed its hustle and bustle.

"It scared me to death." A girl stretched out her hand to cover her chest.

"I thought Kobayakawa was going to lose her temper," said another. "She doesn't seem to like other people talking behind their backs."

"Hey, is there?"

"Last time I said that Asakami from the next class seemed to have plastic surgery, isn't her expression so indescribable?"

"But it's really not good to talk about it like this."

"Hey, didn't you, didn't you say it happily just now? And Kobayakawa just drank water and didn't say anything."

"Uh-huh……"

The atmosphere was indeed not as good as before.

……

Kyushu, Saga, 22:40pm.

Nagae Komino has trouble falling asleep.

It's a problem, rather it's the aftereffects of a long-term upside-down life of black and white, as well as various psychological traumas. With her rich life experience, it is almost impossible to live a healthy life. At night when she can't sleep, Sometimes she would choose to listen to music, watch videos, and read books. After arriving in Kyushu, she found a new way to pass the time, walking in the wilderness and breathing fresh air.

The Saga Welfare Institute is in the suburbs, surrounded by fields. She walked in the cold night light, and when she thought of Dazai's face, her expression became weird involuntarily.

"That guy, what a joke." She punched the air, "What a coincidence, even though I didn't tell him which orphanage I was a volunteer in, can't he figure it out with his brain? ? Is it interesting to jump off me suddenly this morning? I almost called out Dazai-sensei in a gaffe."

Her fist was quite powerful, and she hit the air several times like a straight fist, the wind was broken and wrapped around his fist.

"Changzhi-chan~Changzhi-chan~" A ghost-like voice suddenly came from not far away. Xinye Changzhi thought it was an auditory hallucination at first, saying that he was thinking day by day and dreaming at night. When the shadow of the Dazai in the fantasy punches, it is normal to hear the faint voice of the master, right?

"Nagae-chan~Nagae-chan~" The voice became louder and more rhythmic. This time, even if he wanted to ignore it, he couldn't ignore it. Nagie was forced to look up, looking for Dazai's shadow everywhere.

The fields here are paddy fields, and the bottom of the paddy fields is mud. She followed the sound all the way to find it, and saw Dazai Osamu whose lower body was now in the mud.

"...What are you doing, Dazai-kun." When she was speaking, there were already several consecutive crosses blooming on her forehead, as if Dazai would not give a suitable reason, and she would press the other person's head on it Like waking up in the mud.

"I'm committing suicide." He said, "I saw a new way of dying two days ago, that is to say, the eminent monks in ancient times would seal themselves in wooden barrels before they died, and the sheltered villagers would dig a hole in the ground. Then put the bucket in it, fill it with mud from top to bottom, wait until the person is submerged in the mud, then stop, the eminent monk will be sealed in the ground for a month, if the vow is strong enough, he will become a Buddha in the flesh."

Chang Zhi said indifferently: "Then please die peacefully." He was about to leave.

"When I heard about it at the time, I thought it was a terrible way to commit suicide, but after entering the mud pit, I realized that being trapped in the mud is actually very painful, and now because the lower body is stuck in the rice field, I can't do it. It's even more sad if you can't go up and down," he said, "so Changzhi-chan, get rid of you and pull me out."

In the end, Nagae with an indifferent face got Dazai out, and in order not to cause trouble to the local farmers, the two of them took shovels and filled the hole one by one.

[I shouldn't have taken this walk. ]

Dazai's trousers were dirty, he took off his coat directly, used it as a towel, and wiped his feet and calves clean, the trousers were rolled up a lot, the leather shoes were lifted, and his knuckle feet stepped on the soft Kyushu land, It turned out to be quite comfortable.

The two of them walked lightly, like cats, without making a sound. After entering the orphanage, Nagae whispered to Dazai, "We have a bathroom for staff, I'll take you there."

"Wow, that's so sweet, Changzhi-chan."

[Who do you think did it. ]

To get to the bathroom used by the staff, one had to go through the office where the dean was. It was almost eleven o'clock, and the lights were still on, so Changzhi let out a soft "Huh".

[How strange] she thought.

Unlike the young people whose work and rest are upside down, the dean is a bit older, and it is the age that he loves health preservation the most. On weekdays, he keeps emphasizing the role of going to bed early and getting up early and doing national gymnastics. Going to bed at ten o'clock on time, even after staying in the Saga Orphanage for a short time, Changzhi has figured out the other's living habits.

She was thinking about whether to detour or stop, when she noticed Dazai tugging at the corner of her clothes mysteriously, and the two of them fled behind the door together.

"It's really embarrassing." The lights in the room flickered, and the principal sat on the sofa with his hands on his knees and sighed heavily: "Although the material conditions are enough, these children still suffer a lot mentally. Many children have expressed to me that they don't want to go to school anymore."

"Being bullied at school is a common phenomenon, especially the recent situation is not safe, and the control of personality has been strengthened in the school." He said, "People's personality is inherited from their parents, and most of the children here are the descendants of the enemy. , Personality is also very dangerous, and then consider the background..."

"What about those children who don't want to go to school?" Yingzhi asked.

"Temporarily, I will stay here to study on my own." The dean said, "But this will not last long. The courses I have learned are different from those taught in school. As they get older, they will face the pressure of entering a higher school. You can't stay in the orphanage all your life, you have to have a skill to make a living."

"Has the dean thought about asking a teacher to teach?" Yingzhi asked.

"It is possible, but the age difference of the children here is too great to teach in groups. If it is one-on-one, it is not easy to hire professional teachers. The first point is the cost issue." He said He sighed and said, "It's too high. Even if the orphanage still has some spare time, it can't afford the education of every child."

"That's it." Yingzhi sighed, "So, if there is enough money, the problem can still be solved."

"That's a very high amount of money, Yingzhi-kun." The dean said, "Even if Yingzhi-kun finds a good job, it's not enough."

"I understand."

That's the end of the conversation, Yingzhi walked out the door, he walked in another direction, but Dazai and Shinano Nagae clearly saw him, and he stopped at the entrance of the stairs.

The life of the director of the orphanage is very regular. After Yingzhi left for a while, the lights in the office were turned off, and his bedroom was inside the office.

The sky was completely dark, only a little moonlight illuminated, Nagae's legs were sore from standing, but he couldn't go out, Dazai who stood in front of him was not going to leave, and Yingzhi was not going to leave either.

The latter lit a cigarette, and the small red cigarette butt flickered on and off.

At some point, Akemi Kobayakawa came out from another intersection, the light was too dim, even though Shino Nagae's eyesight was good enough, she couldn't see her clearly, only she seemed to walk past Yingzhi without looking sideways .

[It’s too strange, if you’re someone you’ve never met before, you should stay and chat for a while, even if it’s good to say good evening and other non-nutritive topics, it’s weird not to say anything. ]

Yingzhi exhaled a series of smoke: "Long time no see, Minmei-chan." His voice seemed to have changed, "The last time I saw you, you were only a little older." He said, "Now there is almost a shun It was taller then."

Mingmei is very tall, if placed in the entertainment industry, she might be called "Sky Tree".

"It makes me sick," Minmei said. "Please call me Kobayakawa."

"Also, do you dare to mention Ah Shun's name?"

"I hate the way you talk. It hasn't changed at all for so many years." Yingzhi said, "Why don't you dare to mention it? I followed Ah Shun's behest and did what he didn't do to protect the orphanage. , and what about you, Miss, did you hide in Tokyo or Shizuoka? It’s been a few years, and you have never set foot on the land of Kyushu. It’s clear at a glance who is the coward and who is running away, isn’t it?”

"Really?" Mingmei's voice was very cold, like the cold wind in Siberia, "You actually think that what you did is Ah Shun's last will?" She said, "I didn't connect the two things together. If it wasn't for you, I might never remember it in my life, but just because of you, I can guess everything."

[What, guess what? ]

Changzhi was confused when she heard this, her eyes were already squeezed together and turned into cute bean eyes. In all fairness, she is a very clever and even intelligent girl, but without Dazai's unfathomable wisdom, without knowing the cause and effect Under the premise of this, I can't understand it anyway.

[Can you understand what Dazai-kun said? ] She raised her head, and when the moonlight shone on Dazai's face, Shinano Nagae showed a very bad expression, not knowing how to complain.

[Well, I listened with gusto. ]

The expression on Dazai's face, how should I put it, his eyes are bright, his pupils are filled with bright starlight, the corners of his mouth are raised uncontrollably, his smile is very evil in Nagie's eyes, as long as you look at it Judging by his current expression, it seems that he can think of countless bad bad ideas.

[Dazai-kun is the worst person in a certain sense, but fortunately he still maintains a gentlemanly demeanor towards women, not to mention that Minmei-chan is his friend, and it is impossible to tease her more. In this case, the evil The smile should be aimed at Mr. Ya, right? ]

Yingzhi's full name is Bu Yingzhi.

But thinking about it, she felt that she thought too well of Dazai.

[Not necessarily, if this is a problem between Mr. Ya and Ming Meijiang, it is very possible that he has been holding a wait-and-see attitude. Wasn’t that what I was then?Speaking of which, it would indeed save a life at the last moment, but before that, the repertoire was allowed to develop freely, and he was just an occasional helper, not a silent onlooker. ]

[However, to make Dazai-kun show such shining eyes, what a big thing happened to you, Minmei-chan. ]

When they met for the first time, Nagae Anano sensed a sense of disobedience from Mingmei that only the most sensitive women can feel, but she always knew that no matter how glamorous people are, they will have their own secrets. Learn not to explore things that shouldn't be explored, and restrain your curiosity.

[If I really want to say it, being able to persist in chasing Dazai-kun, being able to tolerate him, understand him and protect him is something that ordinary people cannot do. Otherwise, there are so many women who fall under Dazai-kun's suit pants, and we can really take a step closer , isn't there only Minmei-chan? ]

From this point of view, no matter what happens, it will not make people feel strange.

……

Kyushu, Saga, 23:05pm.

Akemi Kobayakawa and Hideshi Meda played charades for a long time. Finally, the two broke up. Akemi went back to her dormitory, and Hideshi also returned to the room where she was temporarily staying. Dazai and Nagae Shinano crept through the dean's office. into the bathroom.

It was too late, and there was no one in the bathroom, Nagae Komino said, "Hurry up, wash your legs and leave." After speaking, he flashed back to his room.

Dazai waved half of his fingers to send him away, and when he disappeared, he hummed a little song and dialed a certain cell phone.

……

Bo Chejian specially prepared two mobile phones, one is for work, and the other phone number is only known to a few people. He will never mute the second phone, and put it in a place within his reach, so he will never miss it any phone.

Ding ding dong dong woke up Shota Taka who was dozing off. His work was too busy, he had to investigate and make plans, and occasionally returned to Shizuoka to be a mother and nanny. He is a hero in Japan Everyone knew his name, the arrest warrant was posted on the second page of the booklet, and preparing the safe house also consumed his experience.

All in all, his rest time is too little.

"Ah Jian, call." The life exercise of hiding and hiding in a short period of time made him much sharper, and he could wake up from a deep sleep at the slightest sign of trouble.

"I don't need you to remind me." Bo Chejian's temper was not good at all, he could even be called irritable. After yelling at Queen Yingxiang, he carefully picked up the phone, his expression became serious, even to the point of seriousness, "Hi, Mr. Dazai."

Ying Xiang was too sure, he had never heard such a gentle voice from Bo Chejian.

"Ah Jian, I won't do the small talk." Osamu Dazai said that he directly reported a series of time and place, "About seven to eight years ago, in the Kyushu Saga Orphanage, was there a person named Ah Shun? If so, send the relevant information directly to my mobile phone."

"Yes!" Bo Chejian was very excited when he was summoned. It was a great honor for him to be summoned by Dazai. The old Mr. Xiao has now become Mr. Dazai. The time is really amazing.

After hanging up the phone, Shota Taka interjected, "Is it Dazai calling?"

Bo Chejian was already busy looking up information, so he didn't have time to worry about him at all. He directly entered the location and name on the self-made supercomputer to start a preliminary search in the database, and Yingxiang leaned over curiously.

"Stay away, uncle who smells like coffee." He loathed Idleman's new partner to the point of boredom.

"Kyushu Saga?" Ying Xiang too accurately captured the key words, he stretched out his hand to touch the green and black beard on his chin, the beard is short, but quite prickly, "I remember, this place seems to be an area supervised by knights, right? ?” As soon as it came to the field where he devoted all his efforts, the words became more frequent, “That hero, there seems to be something wrong.”

……

"Ding Lingling—"

"Ding Lingling—"

Yamabukuro covered his head with a blanket.

To be honest, he doesn't like his hero name at all, Knight. He registered a famous name when he was still high-spirited. In the first 20 years, he occupied the title that many people wanted, but he didn't make any actual achievements. When he was middle-aged, he became more and more tired of the youthful and frenzied self at that time. After working with that person countless times, he had to think: [If I hadn’t taken this bright name back then, would I not have been found? ? ]

[No, if I really want to say it, that person didn’t threaten or lure me to do anything. After all, he was blinded by money and fame, and as he got older, he became less and less daring to take risks. The children in the family I'm still young, I have to maintain my father's image, my wife has been out of business for a long time, if I can't do a heroic career, who can support them, who can support the family? ]

[In short, there are too many worries and too many unsatisfactory things. ]

"Honey, call." His old wife, who was similar to his age, guided Yamabukuro Jun. He fumbled to get the mobile phone by the bedside and looked at the caller ID.

His face suddenly turned pale.

[Bomb Demon]

This is a sign full of blood coagulated on the screen.

[Body: Osamu Dazai]

[Synchronization rate: 87%]