disqualified hero

Yuki's attitude towards the hero made Midoriya very concerned, not to mention that Dazai made a phone call as if adding fuel to the fire, and he was still worried until the end of the work. The people in Class A have already rested in the common room, and what is rare is that the expressions on most of their faces are similar to those of Green Valley.

Minoru Mineta and Shangming Electric sat back to back, like a pair of brothers in difficulty. Looking at the tired expressions on their faces, it would not be so even after a few training sessions.

"The children here are all demons! Demons!" In terms of endurance, Mineta is definitely the weakest, holding his head frantically. They came up with various ways to torture me, and I was chased and beaten several times.”

"Children are already very energetic." Someone said, "But the children here seem to be really difficult to get along with. Is there any reason?"

Seeing Bakugo standing with his hands in his trouser pockets, with impatience written all over his face, Kirishima Eijiro put his hand boldly on Bakugo's shoulder: "Hey Bakugo, do you know the reason?"

Seeing that his hands were about to explode, Bakugo said, "Don't get so close." He turned his head and yelled at the confused people, "Hey, don't you all check online before participating in extracurricular activities?" His With a stinky expression on his face, he pointed his thumb down at the floor, "The orphanage we are in is well-known throughout the country, not to mention in Kyushu. The little ghosts here are all the family members of the enemy, because no one is raising them or they are grown-ups. People come in after prevaricating."

After these words, the expressions of the students in the class changed. Some suddenly realized, and some fell into thinking. Midoriya Izuku felt a little more guilty. He said that he was participating in the event, but he did not do his homework well. In terms of planning for a rainy day In fact, he has always been far behind Ka Jiang.

"Yo, thank you, Bakugo." Kirishima patted his back heavily again, and let out a loud sound, "I didn't expect you to be quite careful!"

"I told you not to come near my shit head!"

"Just like what this classmate said." Shino Nagae's voice sounded from behind Xiongying, and when he turned around, he saw a very beautiful female college student standing behind them, "The children here really don't like heroes. If If any of their actions offended all the students, I apologize for them first." He bowed deeply and folded his hands on his abdomen.

"No, no, no!" The nearest one is Lu Gu, he is almost at a loss, he can't wait to reach out his hand to help Xinye Changzhi up, the scene was once very chaotic.

After calming down, he asked, "Excuse me, why don't the children here have a good impression of heroes?" He said embarrassedly, "I met Yuki-chan just now, and she said that she would be attracted by classmates who played heroes in school." Bullying, I haven’t experienced this kind of thing, I want to ask what happened to the children here.” Yuki-chan happened to be wearing a name tag folder with her name on her chest, so Green Valley could read it out her name.

A voice came from behind: "Of course, if they are the children of the enemy, generally speaking, heroes will take away their parents. Isn't it normal to hate heroes?"

Silence, silence spread.

"No." Green Valley said firmly, "I don't think that's the case." He said, "Just now Yuki-chan told Dazai classmate that she hates heroes because people in the class always let her play the enemy, and the person who plays the hero She hurts so much, that's why she hates the enemy, not because the hero took away the parents."

There was a cold smile on Changzhi's face, and no one knew who the ridicule in her eyes was directed at: "That's right." She changed into a more gentle tone when explaining, but if Dazai was in Here, it can definitely be seen that the current Changzhi sauce is frozen many times more than usual.

From the bottom of her heart, she despises the profession of a hero.

[Since childhood, heroes have brought me nothing but suffering. ]

She thought indifferently [I still want to thank the hero like this, am I shaking M? ]

Facing the seedlings of Xiongying, it is impossible for her to dissect the true heart. Those are very personal things. Even if the hatred has not subsided, she is not willing to reveal it to outsiders. She assumed a business-like attitude and began to explain: "The vast majority of enemies, even at home, are not gentle, but rather violent."

"According to the statistics of the Ministry of Health, Welfare and Welfare, there are not many full-time criminals among the enemies. More than 70.00% of them were originally good citizens. Most of them became enemies because their jobs did not improve and their income was not enough. Such a loser in life, even at home. There are very few who raise their children well, and there are a lot of alcoholics and domestic violence."

"With this as a major premise, even if children don't like heroes, they will hate the enemy even more. Older children even feel grateful to the heroes who took away the enemies and stopped the atrocities of their parents."

[...]

"But—" After the turning point, there is an even more terrifying reality.

"It doesn't matter how much they hate their enemy parents, to distance themselves from them, in the eyes of others, the enemy's child is the next enemy," she said. They will fill in their family information, and there will always be supernatural parents who will know the background of their children and then ask their children to stay away from them."

"The identities of the enemies are passed on one by one, and in the end the whole class and even the whole school know their situation." Nagae Xinye couldn't help it anymore, her smile was extremely sarcastic, "Do you think, under this situation, they will How were you treated, classmate?"

"Ah, no, I was wrong. Xiongying's students were very good in middle school and elementary school. They probably don't know the feeling of being bullied."

"...No." A weak voice squeezed out of Midoriya Izuku's throat, he was a little weak, but his voice became firmer and firmer, "I know what it feels like He lowered his head, not knowing whether he was looking at his shoes or his curled palms, "I know what it feels like to be bullied, and what they, those children, will only experience is worse than me."

Bakugou couldn't help squinting at him.

Changzhi looked away, well, she knew that she was a little out of control and even a little bit angry, otherwise she wouldn't have said so much to these innocent students, but people always have a point that is easy to be offended, for her For her, the topic of heroes and enemies cannot be discussed. She hated heroes from the bottom of her heart.

"Of course it's bad." Changzhi said, "Because of their peers, other children at school have treated them as enemies since they were young. Children's malice is the most terrifying. Some children originally looked forward to going to school, but stayed at school. After one semester, there was such a huge psychological pressure that I had to catch them and suspend their studies temporarily, there are already several such children.”

"I have an unfeeling request. Even if those children do something inappropriate, please don't take your anger out on them." She bent down deeply, "They are just like other children. Not evil."

"Everyone, please look at them the way you look at ordinary children, please."

……

Dazai is very popular with the girls in the orphanage, whether it is a 5-year-old Yuki or a 13-year-old girl, they all like him.

It was lunch break, but no one would go to bed, and young ladies surrounded him, asking questions.

"Nane, is Mr. Dazai really the Mr. Dazai on TV? A great writer?"

"What's Dazai-kun's blood type, A or AB?"

"Really, I'm B and we're a good match!"

"I like Dazai so much!" When she said the last sentence, Xiao Yuki hugged Dazai's thigh fiercely, and the cleanliness he often used as an excuse seemed to disappear, but waiting for other girls, especially those with inhuman traits When the child rushed towards him, he was dexterously avoided.

Yuki has no personality, which may be another reason why she was bullied.

"Lovely ladies, don't be too anxious." Dazai said with a smile.

"Is Yuki a lovely lady too?" the child with a lollipop asked in a childish voice.

"Of course." He grabbed a handful of foreign words, "You are not only a lovely lady, but also an elegant lady."

He pronounced English words differently from other Japanese, with a curly tongue, very elegant, those girls seemed to have been intoxicated, and when they heard the word lady, they even screamed like girls in the support club.

"Really, I want to be Yuki-chan too."

"Too cunning!"

Girls gathered together regardless of age group, chattering, arguing, and laughing. The boys in the High School Affiliated to Dongdae University could not help but repeat the old ways of the boys in Zhesi Middle School, crowding in a dark corner and wantonly moldy.

In this situation, it is impossible to say that he is not jealous, not that the girls in the orphanage are so cute, but that when he is with Dazai, no matter what kind of woman it is, all eyes seem to be focused on him.

Even in the class, even if the noble daughter of the High School Affiliated to Dongdae knows that Dazai has an unknown background, has no personality, and has a very powerful girlfriend, she always sneaks a look at him out of the corner of her eye after dinner after class.

Boys are more or less aware of girls' rankings related to school grass, and Dazai will always be the unshakable number one.

"He is really popular with women." The sour words spilled from the corner.

"Let's not talk about women, at most it's girls." Stretching out his finger to Xiao Yuki, "Kills all age groups."

"What's good about Dazai, the central air conditioner?"

"Be gentle." A boy said eccentrically, and laughed twice at the end.

It was the same with the girls. Someone reminded Akemi Kobayakawa in a weird way: "Kobayakawa-san, Dazai-san are still being surrounded, why don't you go and have a look?"

Kobayakawa didn't even glance in that direction. The girls' work hadn't been finished yet, and the children's clothes needed to be folded neatly, with edges and corners. But they didn't do much housework at home, and they never even did it. However, he clamored to take a break within 2 minutes of doing it. Even though there was not much work assigned to him, he did it for a long time, and now only Akemi Kobayakawa is doing it.

Not to mention, she is only one person, but her movements are better than all the people rushing up together.

Ever since she entered the orphanage in Saga, she has not been in a very good mood. It is not right to say that she is depressed, but it is like a taut string that has been pulled apart and stretched to the extreme.

She took a deep breath, and the "powerful" side of her character reappeared: "Isn't Mr. Dazai just like that?" She retorted, "I have seen his attraction to women a long time ago, and I have seen it before." For many years, even you, Mogawa, have often peeked at Dazai-kun's side face, haven't you?" Her gaze was full of oppression, even a bit condescending, "Sitting on Dazai-kun's side is really a very good position, right?"

After being told what was on his mind, Zao Chuan blushed, and then showed a look of embarrassment: "You—"

"I know what you guys are saying about me." She said generously, "One-pointed arrow Dazai-kun is a poor man who has never received a response, but it is a pity that in this respect, Sagawa you and I , and even more people, all the same, at least I can see what I'm doing, and I'm working hard for it."

"I can protect Dazai-kun well."

Mogawa thought that Akemi Kobayakawa's next sentence would be "the place next to him must be mine in the end". What kind of dirty TV series lines.

However, she said.

"Therefore, he treats every child and every woman present the same." Her sneering eyes see through the soul of people, making Mogawa, and the other female students hiding behind her, have to Avoiding the sharp edge, "Put your little thoughts away. This is an orphanage. Talking about children in this kind of place, talking about them as the children of the enemy, do you think you won't be noticed? Living in this environment Children are more sensitive than hamsters, and they can tell whether they are really gentle with them."

Her voice is not high, and the content of women's conversations is limited to a narrow range, except for them, no one can hear it. Sagawa looked at Minmei angrily, and ran away with her clothes. The girl under her, although He was very afraid of her, and he couldn't help but slander her in his heart, but he just bowed his head silently and went about his work.

Kobayakawa Akemi, just like in the women's group at Oriji Junior High School, has a very high dignity.

Not far away, Dazai was so entangled with the girls that he had to make up a story to tell them on the spot.

"Hey, why can't you just read the book? Sister Changede said, Mr. Dazai is a very great writer."

The person concerned did not have the humility that the Japanese have passed down from generation to generation. He said boldly: "It is true to say that it is very remarkable, but the book I wrote is indeed not something you should read at your age."

"Hey, Mr. Dazai also treats us as children, obviously you are only a few years older than Aying."

Aying is 13 years old, and the children in the orphanage are 15 or 16 years old at most.

"Aying's words are fine." He said, "But not everyone here is Aying, just like Yuki." He said, "Not every book contains shining treasures and treasures. Sweet honey, some books are completely devoid of nutrition, and tasteless after reading; some books contain arsenic and frost, which will arouse endless reverie after reading, and make people get lost in the ocean of thinking." He pointed to The place in my heart, "If you understand it, it will be heavy and filled with bitterness like yellow soup. Even if you don't understand it, you will feel dizzy and unable to experience pure happiness."

"The book I wrote might be poisonous."

Not to mention Xiao Yuki, even the older A Ying seemed to understand what he said, Xiao Yuki raised her hand: "Then why A Ying can read it, but I can't?"

"A young girl should always know the bitter taste in the world." He said, "But for a lovely lady under ten years old, all she needs to know is the taste of happiness."

Yuki who has always been like a little adult, her eyes also become confused.

Dazai clapped his hands, and with several loud high-fives, he dispelled the fog in his mind: "Then, let me tell a story about happiness. The protagonist of the story is a very cute and strong girl who grew up in Hokkaido. She is surrounded by either the sea or pure snow-white flowers all year round. One day, she went to the seaside and picked up a piece of shell..."

[For children, you should listen to fairy tales. ]

In my childhood memory, there are no fairy tales, only Miss Ji’s snow-white skirt. She likes to sit on the stool in front of the piano and play Tchaikovsky’s tunes, or Polonaises without names?Forget it, I can't remember it anyway.

My father is very busy, and what he means to my father is not the continuation of life, but an accessory. Reading is impossible, and occasionally I pay attention to the progress of my studies.

Ms. Ji likes to read silently very much. In her heart, when the written words come out of her mouth, they lose the meaning of existence and become funny.

Until the end of his short childhood, he didn't seem to have acquired anything like a fairy tale book.

……

"Yingzhi is back!"

As the shouts entered the inner room, the children rioted.

The girls were more reserved, while the boys jumped up like monkeys and hung them around the young men's necks.He is really young, but in his twenties, his whole body is filled with a certain youthful force, but that force is much stronger than the high school students in the High School Attached to Dongda University.

"I'm back!" The bag was thrown aside, "I brought gifts for everyone. Everyone has something."

"Yingzhi, is it summer vacation?"

"No, no, it's not summer vacation. I graduated this year and I'm going to start working soon!"

"Hey, does that mean Yingzhi will come back more often?"

"Stupid, work means that he will be very busy!" The little boy just finished reprimanding the companion behind him, then turned around and said, "Then come back for Christmas today?"

"Do you want a Christmas present?" Yingzhi smiled and patted him on the head, "Understood, you can make a wish with Mr. Santa in advance if you want anything."

"Oh, that's too much, I've known for a long time that there is no Santa Claus."

Youth and children quarreled.

The dean of the orphanage came late, and everyone was puzzled by Monk Zhanger: "This is Mr. Yingzhi, the first batch of children in our orphanage." He sighed, "Mr. Yingzhi is from our orphanage. Proud, admitted to Kyushu University." For children like them, it is not easy to go to university. Most of them are directly employed or go to short-term colleges. If they can be admitted to a serious university, it is one of the imperial universities. Yingzhi was the first.

"Brother Yingzhi was able to go to Dongdae University, but he stayed there because his family is in Kyushu." Aying explained, "As long as he has time, he will come to the orphanage to help and remit the scholarship to us. Everyone I like him a lot."

"Oh—" Dazai dragged out his voice, "Is that so, it's really excellent."

"And, besides, Brother Yingzhi has no personality." Little Yuki slapped Dazai's waist, "Just like Yuki, he has no personality."

"Hello." Yingzhi stood in front of Dazai generously.

"My name is Yingzhi, please give me your advice."

……

[Yingzhi? ]

Akemi Kobayakawa's ears moved.

[It’s really a very familiar name. ]

"Kyushu Orphanage?" The elementary school girl wearing a sun hat stood in front of the Orphanage, "It is named after the place, but it is so dilapidated." The house in front of her is not so much a house as a warehouse. The size of a similar building is sufficient, but whether it is the dilapidated walls or the tiles with gaps on the top of the head, it can prove the dilapidation here.

"Well—" Ah Shun stretched out his hand to touch the back of his head in embarrassment. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything, because what Mingmei said was the truth.

The Kyushu Welfare Institute couldn't be more dilapidated.

"Actually, I'm already working hard to apply for government funds." He said as he walked, "The government's funds are limited, and welfare homes generally rely on donations to operate, but our hospital is a bit special, and we can't even recruit volunteers. Don't say donate."

He counted with his fingers: "The government's money is used to buy clothes for the children, as well as some necessary vegetables and seeds."

[seed? ]

Mingmei only took a few steps inside when the pungent smell came over her face. She immediately covered her mouth and nose with her hands: "What smell!?"

"Ah!" Ah Shun raised a finger, "It's the smell of chemical fertilizer, chemical fertilizer." With a warm smile on his face, he led the elementary school students a few steps further in, "Look, it's here, we cultivated fields.”

It’s really a big field. Their orphanage was originally located in the suburbs far away from the city center, and it was rebuilt from dilapidated houses. Even if Ah Shun’s parents were not very prominent in official positions, they were also very capable. He borrowed his father’s name to do things. Finally, a large piece of land was approved.

"I planted some vegetables here," he counted with his fingers. "There are cabbage, snow peas, corn, etc. This year is the first year, but the harvest is very good, and the children are finally eating fresh vegetables. With experience, the harvest will definitely get better and better."

[etc. ]

Minmei couldn't understand.

"Why do you want to grow vegetables? Can't you go buy them?" Even when she was asking, she had no expression on her face, and this attitude could only be described as domineering.

"What the hell question, where did you find the lady, Ah Shun." The same domineering, even a little arrogant voice sounded from behind Ah Shun, Kobayakawa Mingmei's brows were instinctively twitched, she was very, very annoying The tone of the other person's speech.

A young man with a schoolbag on one shoulder walked into the gate of the orphanage. The gate was made of iron, and the thin iron pillars were covered with red mottled rust. When the gate was pushed open, there was a creaking sound. The teeth of the person listening to the voice were sour, as if the iron gate would die in the next second.

"Yingzhi." Ah Shun called out helplessly, "This is Minmei-chan, I told you before, she is a very good girl."

"Hey——" Yingzhi has passed the puberty period, and he is about to enter high school. Naturally, he is several heads taller than Akemi Kobayakawa, but judging by his expression, he is not rational at all, the corners of his eyebrows are raised, and the wrinkles on his face are tucked in. Full of hostility.

"No, if it's you, please call me Ms. Kobayakawa." Mingmei said, her voice was flat, and when they were put together, it was absolutely impossible to tell who was the bigger one without looking at their height.

"And, I don't think he is an excellent person worth making friends with, Ah Shun." Saying this, Kobayakawa took a step forward, standing in front of an adult who was several times taller than her, "On the contrary, I think the more you leave him, the more The farther the better, this kind of person is just like those people in our school who have messed up their grades and make trouble because of their good personality, and they will definitely become the bottom of society in the future."

"Huh? What do you mean brat?"

Yingzhi lowered his head, Kobayakawa Akemi raised his head, his vision almost became solid, crackling sparks kept flickering.

"Wait, wait, you two." Ah Shun was beside him blushing.

[Ah, now that I think about it, this is the first time Yingzhi and I met. ]

[It is not a memory worth cherishing at all. ]

Akemi Kobayakawa thought indifferently.

As for the last time they met, it’s better not to recall it. After all, some memories will not dissipate with time. Every time they are dug out from the depths of their minds, they are all bloody, connected to the flesh, and the pain is beyond description. .

"Why? Why is this happening?" There was a noisy voice next to my ear, who was it?Whose screams are echoing?

"Answer me, didn't you say you would protect him? This is your protection?!"

"If I were here..."

"It's useless even if you're here, you're just a kid from elementary school, just like me, no matter how strong your personality is, you're still just a high school student, and you don't even have the ability to step into society!"

"In the end, it's his personality who has been bragging! What's the use of having a strong personality?!"

Blood, white cloth, swollen corpses, quarrels, dilapidated courtyards, shivering children...

There are always smiling, black and white photos.

"I'm not like you," she said, "I will protect, and I will protect everyone I want to protect."

……

"We met for the first time." Yingzhi's hand was a young man's hand. He spread his palm and presented it to Akemi Kobayakawa, showing a smile full of alternative appeal that made people feel happy from the bottom of their hearts.

"I'm Yayingzhi, please give me your advice."

"Please give me your advice." Akemi Kobayakawa showed her characteristic earnest expression in front of Dazai, as if she was listening patiently, "I am Akemi Kobayakawa."

[As a result, after all, we followed that person's back during the years we hadn't met, and achieved what we are now. ]

[Body: Osamu Dazai]

[Synchronization rate: 87%]