disqualified hero

The fire was approaching. It spread all the way up from the port area. At first, it was just a few scattered lights. Accompanied by the sound of guns "convex" and "convex", and occasionally "boom", small bombs and Vehicles on the street, garages on the side of the street, and buildings collided, and the heat wave erupted. People who were still alive were instantly turned into charred corpses. They included gangsters, innocent citizens, and women with their daughters in their arms. Before, the mother was still holding the child.

"Support, ask for support." People from the Yokohama Police Station poured out, as well as people transferred from Tokyo, and police officers seconded from surrounding cities. Compared with the port mafia, their guns and ammunition reserves could not keep up. Who would have thought that there were gangs killing people in urban areas, what did they want to do, want to drag the city into flames?Do you want everyone to be buried together?

Some police officers were in charge of organizing the evacuation. They were inexperienced, and their command seemed chaotic. Those rich people living in the city and in stable areas panicked. Some flocked to the Shinkansen station, while some started their private cars and wanted to escape to Kanagawa is safe, but taking a private car is undoubtedly the most dangerous and unwise choice now. The streets are full of bombs. Even if you choose a means of transportation, a flexible and maneuverable motorcycle is better. At least the speed is fast enough and the target is small enough. .

Members of the port mafia were confronting the police and killing innocent people. Some of them felt compassion and asked in a low voice to the people around them, "Is this really okay? Are they from rival gangs?"

"Don't talk about it, the old man said to shoot indiscriminately. If you don't shoot now, go back and wait to die. It's not like you don't know how many people died inside." They were talking about the inside of the port mafia, because the tyranny of the leader is dead I don’t know how many people there are. There are cadres at the top and cannon fodder at the bottom. He has some hardcore faction. The hardcore faction is the supporter of all the orders of the leader. Dead and alive, no one wants to try torture to death.

They are oppressed by fear, and they go to slaughter others.

[Even if you die from a grenade, it is better than having your teeth knocked out one by one and your fingernails pulled out piece by piece. ]

"Attack up the mountain!" The little leader shouted hoarsely, "The leader let us go to Chongming."

The military and police stationed here are lying in a pool of blood. There are not many of them. After all, there are not many people guarding Yokohama. They maintain the safety of the citizens and watch the gang struggle with a cold eye. The slums are outside the law. No one cares, even so, the loss rate of the military and police here is also very high. After dinner, they will joke with each other, saying "the comfort money that the family can get" and "the insurance company does not sell insurance to us", talk about it I was also afraid in my heart, but who would have thought that this day would really come.

They thought that as long as they lived carefully and didn't care about the slums, how could they expect violence to come to them?

So what if they really come to your door, why don't you use your flesh and blood to stand in front of ordinary people?Those common people and residents may die, but they will die first, that's it, why give their lives, because of duty.

People from the port mafia ran over, regardless of the people who fell together, regardless of the blood, they should all be dead. The order they received was to go to Chongming to take away "someone" instead of quarreling with this group of soldiers and police. The leader said that in order to find and bring her, no matter how much people pay, no matter how many people die, it is worth it.

Whether the ability to interfere with reality is in her domain, I can survive for a long time. I accidentally learned that the leader of Banzhai's supernatural ability entrusted his life to her.

Therefore, she must be found, she must be obtained.

A hand trembling slightly groped in the blood-stained pocket, and the owner of the hand fell into a thick tomato juice-like pool. His movements were too slow, and the frequency of his movements was indistinguishable from that of a human being. In the same way, if there is an electrocardiogram by your side, there should be a series of parallel lines on the screen, with occasional sound fluctuations.From the perspective of human vitality, it is already a miracle that he is still alive.

Fortunately, the phone is not broken and can still be used.

"This is... number... 2123." Every few syllables, a mouthful of blood would spit out, "The port... the mafia... the target is Chong... Ming."

After saying these words, he felt that his mission was completed and he could rest first, so he let go of his hand and the phone rolled to the ground, but his eyes were still open, looking directly at the sky.

The sky is still the same sky, with a bright moon, two or three stars, clouds, and night fog.

The moon rises as usual, and the ground has turned into a purgatory on earth.

……

"For, Dazai, classmate?" Gaoyuan Puli stuttered every single word, she was a little short of breath, her face was abnormally pale, Donghai wasn't sure if it was because of the moonlight or something else, he observed Gaoyuan more carefully Puli, this kind of observation is by no means a person looking at another person, but like a painter staring at the landscape in order to describe the scenery. He saw a lot, such as the ups and downs of the plateau's chest, the pulsating nerve endings in her eyes, her Slightly twitching fingertips, these actions prove that Gao Gao is on the verge of collapse, she can't do it anymore, she can't maintain her mask anymore.

What would be the result of provoking a murderer who was about to collapse?Donghai thought that the other party might catch his breath. I heard that Gao Yuan took a breath at the entrance of the auditorium, but there are other possibilities. It is possible that she will lose control and go crazy, and she will become a "work" and become a ghost under the knife.

Are you afraid? It’s impossible not to be afraid, but there are certain things that cannot be ignored because of fear. There are always things in the world that cannot be ignored. Donghai thinks that he is definitely not a good person, otherwise how could he be indifferent to the deaths of seniors and sisters? ?But Dazai-kun, he is different, he didn't bully me, the friend who nodded, maybe it's our relationship.

"Before I came, I actually thought about a lot of things." He sat on the chair with a calm face. When you clearly know what Gaoyuan Puli has done, you will be surprised by Donghai's calmness. He has the feeling of putting life and death at risk Extraordinary detachment.

"I'm definitely not a good person. If I were a good person, when I saw those photos, I should have asked you, Gao Yuan. How should I put it? I also have my own thoughts. After all, senior sister and the others are still moving." , I can tell myself that the photos I see are artistic photos, they have been processed, right, in that case, I can live more easily.”

"And when I thought about my mentality at the time, I absolutely didn't feel sad because of their deaths. How could people not hate those who bullied them? When I first entered Chongming, I hated those people very much. I hated them to death. The same goes for the eve of the transfer."

"..."

"That matter, Teacher Si's matter, was Gao Yuan's classmate who called the police, right?"

"..."

"Actually, I thought about it. It would be fine if I didn't expose it, and it would be fine if I didn't call the police, because I can't hate the teacher, and I even like his embrace. I am really a disgusting person."

"A person with a distorted mentality like me would die in society, and many people would want to spit on me."

"No, it's not." Gaoyuan Puli stopped him eagerly.

"Please let me finish, Gao Yuan-san." He said calmly, "I know that Dazai-san must have done something. He may have taken my drawing book into the classroom. It is evidence. As long as the evidence is destroyed, It will never be found on my head, he has seen my paintings, and he must know everything."

What he said is true, because there is nothing in the drawing book in Puri Takahara's hand, how empty it is, the painting was torn off neatly from the edge, it must have been taken away by Shuji Tsushima, he is such a smart person , I should have burned the painting directly, it turned into soot and disappeared.

"At the same time, I also know that he will provoke Mr. Gao Yuan. You met in the classroom, right? I heard that you went back to the hall together."

"..." Can't refute, can't say anything, can't say anything.

[Because what you said is the truth. ]

"What will Mr. Gao Yuan do next? In order to silence everyone who knows, and to maintain his perfect image, he should kill Dazai-kun, right?"

"I..." She opened and closed her mouth, wanting to speak, but didn't know what to say.

"I understand very well." Donghai's brows and eyes are almost stretched. Is he relaxed?Yes, he is very relaxed, even if death is coming soon, he can face it with his head held high.

[Some things are more important than death. ]

"Student Gao Yuan can't stop, you can't even control yourself." Donghai said, "Please turn yourself in, Student Gao Yuan."

"..." She murmured for a long time, "Surrender yourself, huh?"

Gao Yuanpuli said softly: "I want to ask Donghai-kun a question."

"?"

"Tokai-kun and I have known each other for many years, from elementary school to middle school to now." She said, "Why can't this matter be treated as non-existent, why come to ask me to surrender once you find out that I might threaten Dazai, you Are you not afraid that I will lose control and kill you?" "How long have you known Dazai-san, is he, is he that important?"

[Is it more important than us who have known each other for many years? ]

"Well." Donghai said, "What Dazai said, he actually knows something." He said, "The time when he entered the school is also very strange, maybe it is because he knows something, that's why he entered this school and became a Our classmate, I sometimes guess, maybe he came to us because he saw the photos on the Internet and recognized Chongming's school uniform."

"then you……"

"But his attitude towards me is sincere. When he said that he hoped that we could become friends and talk about some art topics with me, he really thought that way." He said, "Student Dazai's disdain is disdain, and ridicule is ridicule. , Like is like, dislike is dislike." He said, "I think the shallow friendship between him and me is real."

"I'm real too!" Gaoyuan Puli couldn't stop refuting. For her own behavior, she put her hand on her heart and kept saying, "I really hope that Donghai-jun can be happy, I hope that Donghai-jun can be well, I want to help you, I want to help you to do those things!" She roared hoarsely.

Donghai shook his head: "Student Gao Yuan's words are just out of self-satisfaction."

[Why? ]

"You always thought that what happened to Mr. Si was your own sin, right? Now think about it, Gao Yuan should have seen something at that time, and then chose to back down." Donghai said, "Actually, you don't have to blame yourself, that is also my choice , I did it on my own.”

"As for flattery." He smiled helplessly, "Not everyone can be flattered, Gao Yuan."

"If you really want to do something for me, please turn yourself in."

"boom--"

The fire engulfed the dormitory building.

……

"Are the people in the port mafia crazy?" Asuka received the news, but he received it too late. There was an explosion and the flames had rushed to a very close place. They were desperate and even set off a wildfire , Burned all the mountains where Chongming was located.

They were besieged on the mountain with no ammunition and no police force. The enemy came down the mountain, and Tokyo's support had just dispatched the police. Why did this happen? What did those lunatics want to do?

He had no choice but to gather the teachers together and ask them to try their best to arrange for the students who stayed at the school to escape, while he and other policemen blocked the entrances and places where the port mafia might appear.

He made a phone call to Oda Sakunosuke.

"Doo Doo, Doo Doo"

the phone is ringing.

"Oda." He asked, "Where is Shuji Tsushima, what can he do?" He laughed dumbfounded at his own thoughts. After so many years, the wisdom of the other party's "father", Osamu Dazai, is still in his heart Leaving traces, he thought that Osamu Dazai's wisdom was similar to that of a demon, and he might be able to find a glimmer of life from the inevitable situation.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa—"

He heard the sound of Oda Sakunosuke running. He was running fast, his lungs expanded and contracted. After a few breaths, he said intermittently, "We're going to find Osamu Dazai."

"Huh?" He thought of Tsushima Shuji's pseudonym and said, "Okay, I see, Tsushima's pseudonym, right? Are you looking for him?"

"No, it's not."

Oda Saku said, "We're looking for Osamu Dazai."

"Osamu Dazai, the man who died in the fire five years ago."

bang-

The phone fell to the ground.

……

wheeze, wheeze

wheeze, wheeze

Shuji Tsushima heard his own breathing, he was exhaling, inhaling, inhaling.

"The next thing, you have to listen to me carefully." Odasaku took a deep breath, and took out a yellowed photo from his pocket, "I went to the school where Ban Zhaixin used to be, the elementary school, and the guard gave me this. "

Boom, boom

Shuji Tsushima heard his own heartbeat.

He saw Osamu Dazai, saw the man five years ago, he was smiling, smiling, smiling exactly as he remembered, he was so fresh, so vivid, as if he still had life.

"It should be five years ago, when he went to Banzhaixin School to collect materials, he discovered the other party's supernatural power." He parroted what he just heard to Shuji Tsushima, "Then, maybe he has his own plan. "

"He has his own... plans." Shuji Tsushima's processor crashed in rare cases.

"Ibuku told me." Oda Sakunosuke sighed, "He should be Dazai."

"Bangdang-"

The door was knocked open, and he ran out like crazy.

[Dazai, Dazai, Dazai]

[Dazai, Dazai, Dazai]

Countless thoughts, countless memories, and countless emotions flooded his heart. He didn't know what to say, what he was thinking now, what to do, what he would say when he saw that man, what he should say.

He just knows "I want to see him" and "I must see him".

Second floor, third floor...

The steps were left behind by him, and the scene on both sides of his body was constantly changing, and he was constantly moving backwards, hurry up, hurry up.

He knocked open the patio door.

It's not an art classroom, but a rooftop.

"Oh, what a rush to run." He heard a familiar yet unfamiliar voice, and saw that smiling face.

Dazai looked at him and said, "You've grown up, Shuji."

He heard himself say, "You're getting old, Mr. Dazai."

The man rolled his eyes with a smile and said, "Really?"

The wildfire surrounded the campus, and Ban Zhaixin, who was unconscious, fell at his feet

"Bangdang-"

The door opens a second time.

"oops."

Odasaku walked in.

"I always thought." The man with almost no emotional fluctuations said, "I always thought that I would meet you on a sunny day, on the edge of Yokohama Port, with the sea breeze blowing. Cans of bad canned coffee, Mr. D, you must complain about the quality of the coffee beans, and I will listen to you complaining in silence, we may talk about some topics, I lament your youth, you say I am old, look It's still boring."

"Really?" Dazai Osamu said with a smile, "Then next time, the next time we meet, we can do that."

"No, there is no need for a next time." Oda said, "It's fine now."

"It's the first time we met, Mr. D," he said, "I look forward to you and admire you very much."

"But now you have to tell us what you want to do."

……

"I have been thinking for a long time, thinking about what the world should be like, thinking about how to develop human beings so as to avoid the fate of extinction, thinking about how Yokohama can survive for a long time, thinking about how to let Shuji-kun and Oda Saku you live in the same place at the same time. way of the world."

[Very abnormal. ]

He said that Oda Saku's name is too familiar, as if he knew each other's existence from ancient times, from a longer past, and knew that they would become close friends and become people who could change each other's destiny.

"Ah, don't look at me with such eyes." He said with a smile, "Books, you all know, I borrowed it to see a lot of things, in simple terms, it's parallel worlds, after reading countless parallel worlds, , I know that it is impossible for Osamu Dazai and Oda Saku to exist at the same time, and it is also impossible for Osamu Dazai and Shuji Tsushima to exist at the same time."

"you……"

"It literally means it." He looked at Shuji Tsushima who was gradually widening his eyes and said, "A world can only accommodate one Dazai in the end, and the Dazai of the parallel world overlaps with the Dazai of this world, never before. What happened."

"Then, I also did some social research and concluded that the development of this world is absolutely deformed and absolutely incorrect. Countries with lower levels of development have become lower, and Japan, we should obviously live in an extremely safe environment. In this world, there will be orphanages, but the children in the orphanages will not be starved to death, do not need to prostitute to survive, there will be guns and there will be gangs, but they are controlled by the government, it is absolutely impossible to wantonly massacre in the city, and there will be cities in chaos. The economy is sluggish, but no city will perish due to the rampage of supernatural powers.”

"War should be the only thing that can destroy a city, and war should not exist in the world forever, and it should not involve all countries in it, so as to create an undead army."

[Wait, he, what does he want! ! ]

"I have thought of many ways and tested them one by one. As a result, the only way to restore the abnormal world to normal is to fight poison with poison and use supernatural powers." He said, taking out a few red crystals from his pocket. , are Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's red crystals, to be honest Osamu Dazai is holding them almost like a villain.

"Use the ability to pull the normal parallel plane into our plane, and the two worlds overlap. In this case, the repulsion between the planes will make the supernatural power disappear, and the development of education, literature, and other aspects will return to normal. .”

"That's a world where you both could become famous history writers," he said.

[Do not make jokes. ]

Oda said, "I think I can become a writer in this world." He frowned, seeming a little confused, "And even if your method is successful, it is impossible not to pay a price."

"Well," said Osamu Dazai, "it's just a very small price."

[As the connection point, I should be impacted by the repulsive force to the point that I don’t even have a soul, it’s just a small price. ]

[In the end, let me be a hero once, I don’t want to be disqualified from being a hero again, I am disqualified from being a human being. ]

He said, "I'm glad to meet you, Dazai, Odasaku."

He jumped back, the red crystal turned into powder between his fingers, and he opened his arms to embrace the night.

The gunshots were exploding, and the mountains and plains were all red. He saw some people, the birds that had been shot, the plateau in front of Donghai, the crying people, the light, and the fire.

[I will throw myself into the fire again. ]

As he thought about it, his senses were almost blurred, but the next moment, the next moment, he felt warmth and the grip from his hands.

"Are you kidding!!!" It was the first time he heard Shuji Tsushima's out-of-control roar.

"You bastard, do you want to leave me alone to die?" he said. "Again!"

Oda Saku said: "Ah, although it's not on the edge of the port, I finally waited for you, Mr. D. I don't want to miss it this time."

"..."

There was a smile in his eyes, not at all like welcoming death, but like welcoming a journey. At that time, Osamu Dazai somehow saw many shadows from behind them, he saw Aizawa Shouta, saw After seeing Hawks, I saw Akemi Kobayakawa, I saw Nagae Shinano, I saw Izuku Midoriya, and I saw Bakugo.

I saw all the people who had loved but separated.

He opened his mouth, words were drowned in white light.

[thanks. ]

When dawn comes, I'm not alone.

--use up.

The author has something to say: wry smile, this time the real "hero" is disqualified.

Insulting China and anti-humanity are still done by the creators who portray heroes

Knowing that 731 still uses it as a meme, is it still a human being? ? ?

so ironic

My little hero has been chasing for three years, but I never expected it to end like this. Thinking of the original intention of writing this article, I feel ironic when I see the word "hero" in the title.

I am very sad and sorry that this article has ended in this way.

Because this article has a large amount of my English plot, and the structure itself is based on my English, I can only skip the plot first and end it. I will release some episodes one after another, and write out the future life that everyone wants to see.

I won’t be able to write my English in this life anymore, I’ve retired, let’s take the past three years as the past.

I'm sorry, but I can't look directly at this article that was born in English, and as a Chinese, I think, at this time, please keep in mind "I humiliate China".

I hope that the memory of netizens can be longer. Only by remembering for a longer time, will things like Woying never happen again.

Really Sorry.

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There will be a few episodes, tell me what you want to see, I will try my best to write.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

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My hero, really disqualified.