absence

"Take him into the car and go back to Nanjing!"

The car door was closed by Ye Xiu. Behind him, Lan He had already led the team to regroup, holding a gun with the same fighting spirit in his hand.

Huang Shaotian immediately understood what Ye Xiu meant, his eyes paused for a moment among the crowd, and he left a sentence seriously.

"Take care of yourself."

The black car slammed the accelerator and drove away, just to catch up with the life that was about to disappear.

Soldiers don't need to say goodbye, just a blessing.

Ye Xiu took off the fully loaded gun on his back, loaded it, and turned to face his teammates and the backs of the fleeing Japanese soldiers.

"This time it's our turn to kill them all."

His gaze stayed in Lan He's eyes, and both of them knew each other with certainty and familiarity.

Yu Wenzhou was seriously injured, and only the medical conditions in Nanjing City could save him.Returning to the city means that his identity cannot be revealed. Fortunately, Miyamoto Yuichi mobilized the garrison in Shanghai, and Nanjing did not leak the news, so they need to wipe out all the fleeing Japanese troops and create an anti-Japanese element to attack Miyamoto Yuichi and Only Yu Wenzhou's illusion can save the people who have returned to the city.

The meaning of that person, needless to say, is already clear to everyone.Even if they risked their lives today, it would be a good deal if none of the Japanese who knew the truth went back alive.

And this kind of pursuit and encirclement was all too familiar to Ye Xiu and Lan He, who had gone through countless field training in the military academy.

Body temperature and breathing are the most familiar tenderness before falling asleep and when they hug each other, but now for Huang Shaotian, they are the evidence that Huang Shaotian desperately wants to catch and keep, that person's breath is still alive.

He hugged him tightly, clasped his shoulders with one hand, put his head in his arms with the other, pressed a towel on the wound, and pressed his chin against his forehead, his lips were still stained with bright red on the side of his face.

It's been a long, long time since he hugged Yu Wenzhou like this.

That time when the Yellow River breached and the Central Plains suffered a disaster, Yu Wenzhou hated himself for not being able to save the situation, so he woke up from the nightmare in the middle of the night.Through the moonlight, he saw the tears in the corners of his eyes.So he helped him back into the soft pillow, and opened his arms to embrace him.Yu Wenzhou's breath lingered on his neck and chest, and they spent the long night together.

Other than that, Yu Wenzhou was holding him.During the day it was bright and then it was dark, and at night they met again and slept in each other's arms, or he returned with blood and wounds, listening to Yu Wenzhou's heartbeat and forgetting the labor pain.

The warmth of reunion after a long absence, but I didn't expect it to be so close to life and death.

Could it be that when Yu Wenzhou hugged him like this when he was seriously injured and unconscious, was he also so afraid of death?

Human beings are mortal, and death for country and righteousness are all worthy of death.They always admonish themselves like this, but they cannot be their comfort at this time.It's just that Huang Shaotian has added a layer of unforgivable regret, and he can't tell whether it is for his own emotions or for leaving these two days.Seeing the pure white towel in his hand turn bloody, he could hardly think normally, nor could he sum up his feelings.

He can take a person's life with a knife or a gun in his hand, or simply with his bare hands. He can also be fearless, kill corrupt officials and open warehouses to release food to save the lives of tens of thousands of people.He can do the ghosts and gods Rakshasa, and he can do the same with Jigong Guanyin, but at this moment, facing his unconscious lover, he admits that he can't decide anything.

In addition to hate, it is fear.Nowhere to dissolve, no one knows.

He really wanted to say to Yu Wenzhou, you think too much and I never intend to leave you, even if you lied to me and made me very angry, even if you have a lot of reasons waiting to explain to me and it will definitely upset me... ...I never thought that one day, swords and curses would be like strangers.Have you forgotten what you said the day you confessed to me, you said that the sword and the curse will not be separated, only when one of us...

Stopped abruptly.

I can't say any more, and I can't think about it anymore.

Huang Shaotian remembered that it was a dark night with heavy rain, they carried out an extremely dangerous task together, they were determined to die, but they finally met downstairs in the apartment where they lived.

Looking at each other's half-body redness soaked in the light of the rain, and their reborn eyes, they knew that they could no longer abandon each other in their lives.

The torrential rain seemed to fall silently, but thunder bursts could be heard in my heart.

They gave up the hypocritical umbrella, put their fingers on their lover's face, touched their foreheads, and then announced the agreement and promise with tears and kisses.No matter how many impermanent life and death, the unforeseen gatherings and separations, they can't reverse their love.Seeing all the joys and sorrows in the world in his eyes, he knows how to hold his lover's hand even more.

Yu Wenzhou said, the sword and the curse will never be separated, only one of us passed away and closed our eyes.

So don't die, Wenzhou... I don't want to break up.

For the first time in his life, Huang Shaotian shed tears because of Yu Wenzhou's deception and concealment.

Huang Shaotian shed tears for the second time in his life, and it was for Yu Wenzhou, but it was almost a kind of begging, begging him not to go, not to stop breathing, not to stop beating heart, not to give up opening his eyes.

Tears were scorching hot, flowing down the corners of the eyes, or falling directly from the edge of the eye sockets, like moths to a flame, sending this fleeting warmth to Yu Wenzhou's face, soaking in the congealed blood at the corner of his mouth.

He remembered two lines of poetry.

That night when he came back from Henan, he ate the food he bought and turned off the last light. Yu Wenzhou lay down and hugged him from behind.

He heard Yu Wenzhou's shallow breathing with a gentle smile, and he also heard the poem in whispers.

The wind and rain are like obscurity, and cock crows endlessly.

After seeing a gentleman, Yunhu was not happy.

The lips that spoke with laughter at that time are now stained with blood.

Meeting was originally the cause of joy, not the prelude to farewell.

He watched him fall into danger in order to save the country from danger, stand on the top of the cliff and waves, and also go through fire and water for him, and put an end to injustice in the world.

The only thing he can't do is allow him to leave like this.

When he is alive, he is the Yu Wenzhou of the country, the Yu Wenzhou of hundreds of millions of bloodshed compatriots.If he died, as a spy he would have no chance to be famous in history, so he would not be the Yu Wenzhou of the country, not the Yu Wenzhou of his compatriots, but only his Yu Wenzhou.

Huang Shaotian said in his heart that I am not such a stingy person who cares about every detail, if I don't want him, he belongs to me.I would rather be his shadow and guard for the rest of my life in the dark than watch him die openly now.

Chattering forgot to speak, handicap forgot to smile.

It seems like the whole world has changed.

He held him tightly in his arms without accepting his fate, like a round of struggle with fate.

Behind the car leaving in the dust are soldiers who are going in the opposite direction without hesitation.

Hatred and passion converged in the chest, turning into the force of bullets ejected from the chest.

"Blue River, to the right."

"clear."

After speaking, Ye Xiu and Lan He split into two groups.The latter replaced the visor with the goggles during the run, and led the three team members to accelerate to the front.

It didn't take long before gunshots were fired, and Yuichi Miyamoto's adjutant who led the fleeing team and three soldiers on both sides of the team fell down.The firing direction of the bullets could not be determined, so the Japanese army did not dare to rashly choose the direction to advance. This hesitation gave Ye Xiu the opportunity to continue to eliminate them.

For the Japanese army, the best choice at this time is to run to Nanjing, ask for help from Nanjing, or wait for the reinforcements sent by Nanjing.

But the people chasing behind attacked too fiercely, as if they were red-eyed, they would shoot whenever they met, almost no one cared about how to surround them, how to make a detour, and kill each one they saw.What was even more frightening was that these Japanese soldiers came from Shanghai and were not familiar with the place where they lived, but the rescue team was familiar with every plant and tree here.Where to hide, where to place booby traps, where to gather the enemy and catch them all with a net, they are very good at it.

They don't even care that the reinforcements sent by Nanjing are approaching, they are simply a group of lunatics who don't care about life and death

It is indeed a victory to make the enemy fearful.It's just that Ye Xiu led the troops, how could he have no rules and fight indiscriminately?

If there is a helicopter over them, it will be obvious at a glance.The running Chinese army is forming a semicircular encirclement of the Japanese army. At the bottom of the semicircle is the Blue River group that successfully intercepted the Japanese army. They kept firing and attacking, causing both sides of the Japanese army's tail to be attacked at the same time, making them dare not The soldiers are divided into two groups.

At the same time, there were also Chinese troops moving on the two wings of the Japanese army. Compared with the Japanese army running all the way to pay attention to the danger, their speed was much faster, but they did not shoot or attack, and they were hidden among the trees.When the rushing Japanese soldiers thought they were about to throw off the pursuers at the rear of the team, the ambushes that Ye Xiu had arranged in advance had already been waiting for a long time.The encirclement of the two wings was formed, the tail of the team followed up, the semicircle seal became a circle, and the Japanese army had nowhere to escape.

Like a flock of lost sheep stepping into the territory of wolves, they are besieged by enemies on all sides.

Lan He, who had never stopped shooting all the way, now held the gun again in his hand, and gradually saw Ye Xiu's eyes from the other side clearly as he shot forward.They rushed into the enemy's formation first, and cooperated with their teammates outside the encirclement, with their backs touching, to ensure that no one escaped from the circle.

This is a killing, bloody but not brutal, which is a response to the perpetrator.

It's okay to think about it, if the last thing they heard was the news of Yu Wenzhou's death, there would be more mourners to accompany these dozens of people in Huangquan.

The 68 Japanese soldiers who escaped were declared dead in this killing.The guns they held in their hands to massacre unarmed prisoners of war and civilians were now turned on themselves, spewing flames and laying dead bodies everywhere.

Rarely, as aggressors, they have the opportunity to confess their sins in fear and pray for forgiveness under violence, but it is too late.

The last five Japanese soldiers were surrounded by guns in the center, surrounded by red-eyed Chinese soldiers.

"I said, do you still want to fight? If you can't fight it, forget it. Aren't you very loyal to your emperor? Shouldn't you have a seppuku at this time? Just let us see."

The five people looked at each other, one of them cursed in Japanese, raised his gun at Ye Xiu, and made a desperate fight.

The person targeted just blinked his eyes, and Lan He next to him raised his hand and shot, and there was another corpse on the ground.

The other four were really weak-legged, they let go of their guns, raised them above their heads, and spoke very poor Chinese, asking Ye Xiu and the others to fulfill the "Geneva Convention" and treat prisoners preferentially.

"Oh, the Geneva Conventions, we know about this," Ye Xiu reached out and took the gun from Lan He, "But I'm sorry, this is too troublesome, we don't want prisoners."

All the bullets were fired, and all the Japanese troops sent from Shanghai were wiped out.

For the time being, they couldn't go back to Nanjing. The large army hid in the mountains not far from the city. Ye Xiu and Lan He planned to change their outfits and sneak into the city the next day to find out what was going on in Yu Wenzhou's side.

After a fierce battle, the people were exhausted, but the conditions in the mountains were not much better. At night, it was damp and cold, and there was no way to light a fire to keep warm. People didn't even have the temper to complain.

Lan He's coat was stained with a large amount of Japanese blood, washed it in the stream, and hung it hastily on a split branch, leaving him with only a shirt, which looked even thinner from a distance.Leaning against the tree, he felt the damp smell of plants on his back, which made him very uncomfortable, so he simply sat up straight and wiped the blood-stained watch in his hand.

When Ye Xiu came back from fetching water, he saw such a blue river, and felt pain in his heart that he hadn't seen for a long time.After nearly a year of separation, the people in front of me didn't feel strange at all, they were still the same as before, they couldn't bear to talk about the pain and cold, they were very stubborn.

He even read a little bit of anger from Lan He's movement of wiping his watch, as if he had always been alone, had never met Ye Xiu, and he had to digest everything by himself.

There is really no way, who is forced to admit it?

Suddenly there was a dry coat on his body, but there was still a familiar body temperature and a slightly strong smell of cigarettes.

Lan He raised his head to look at the person who gave him the clothes, his gaze subconsciously landed on the place where the person was about to sit down, but he missed it.

Ye Xiu, who had only one shirt left, walked to the distance to replace the guard post with a long leaf in his mouth.

The rescue lasted all afternoon, and it was not until late at night that Yu Wenzhou was pushed back to the intensive care unit.

After the Japanese doctor closed the door and only the bodyguards sent by the special committee were left at the door, Huang Shaotian was able to climb in through the window and guard Yu Wenzhou's bedside in the dark.

Waiting this afternoon was no easier than on the road.Before arriving at the Army Hospital, Huang Shaotian had to get out of the car to prevent the Japanese from seeing him.When he understood this, he had to let go of the lover in his arms, like a ghost that evaporated in the city of Nanjing, leaving Yu Wenzhou alone to face life or death.

This letting go, if Yu Wenzhou's life disappears on the operating table at a certain moment during the rescue, Huang Shaotian will live in regret and remorse forever for the rest of his life.

Because at the last moment of his life, he couldn't stay by his side.

Fortunately, such a cruel thing did not happen, at least not yet.

He lightly sat on the floor by the edge of the bed, watching the cold moonlight on his lover's pale face, watching the oxygen mask go up and down with his weak breathing.He suddenly had some admiration for those who have seen through life and death throughout the ages, and he also mocked himself who was fearless before yesterday, and he didn't dare to think about how to give up life at will.No matter what appeared in front of his eyes at this moment, it could not compare to Wenzhou's beating pulse and heaving chest.

He is not cowardly, and he admits that he can't be open-minded. At this moment, he only wants to lean here, put one side of his face against Yu Wenzhou's hand, and feel the warmth of his lover's existence.He is a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death, he is greedy for the years of love with Yu Wenzhou in his life, and he is afraid of Yu Wenzhou's departure and death in front of his eyes.

Returning in the dark and leaving before dawn, it is really like a ghost, unable to meet the sun and day.

Chu Yunxiu stopped at the door of the ward, respecting the doctor's order. She was not allowed to enter, but whispered to Lan He, who was standing next to her and put on a white coat again. She knew that Yu Wenzhou's shot was only an inch away from his heart. Not out of danger.

"How is the rescue situation this time?"

After returning to Blue River's own consulting room, the two of them had the opportunity to exchange information inside and outside the city.

"It was very successful at first, but the lonely boat was accidentally injured. We can only wipe out all the Japanese troops to ensure their safety when they return to Nanjing."

"Are you sure that everyone who knew about it is dead?"

"Ye Xiu here in Nanjing will do further confirmation. There were 120 Japanese soldiers who encountered us yesterday, including Yuichi Miyamoto and his adjutant. All 120 of them were confirmed dead. We also checked Yuichi Miyamoto's belongings. documents, nothing related to the lone boat was left."

"Are there any casualties among the rescue team?"

"Nine people were sacrificed, none were seriously injured, and they are now hiding in the mountains."

"That's good. I will also investigate the special high school and the government to see if there is any evidence of the identity of the lonely boat. You have only one task recently, which is to ensure his safety in the hospital."

"I see."

"Presumably you also know about Ye Yu's existence. He can't show his face in public. He will only sneak into the hospital at night to protect the lonely boat. Without special circumstances, he will not take the initiative to communicate with you. You just need to make sure that no one finds him. "

"Do you come every night?"

It sounds like a dangerous and hard job.But Lan He's question did not express surprise or doubt, but rather sadness and emotion.Chu Yunxiu has never experienced this change in love, but he has personally witnessed it.

The mind is connected, but at the moment of life and death, even a bystander will be hard to say.

For some reason, he thought of Ye Xiu again, as if the coat that smelled of tobacco from last night was still wrapped around his shoulders.

"Yes, every day."

Chu Yunxiu raised her hand and pulled her hair by her ears, covering up her sadness with sporadic little movements.

Huang Shaotian came back again on the second night, but Yu Wenzhou woke up in the daytime of the third day.

The world in front of me does not have the lover I saw before I fell asleep, and the whole sunny day feels dull.He only remembered Huang Shaotian charging towards him in the scuffle with knives and guns, he smiled at him and read out his name.

At that moment, he was really satisfied. He felt that he was going to die, and with his last glance before death, he could still see the person who loved him like his life.

Now he was lucky enough to stay, recalling the warm breath in his ears, the warmth on his forehead and the thought of his name after he closed his eyes and fell down, he was still very lucky to see the world again.

He closed his eyes again, looking forward to the unknown darkness.

In the middle of the night, that familiar and tired figure appeared, and he raised his arms to grab the lover who was attached to his lower body and carefully kissed his forehead.

"Young days."

That was probably the most beautiful love story that Huang Shaotian heard in his life, it was only two short words, but it was enough to last a lifetime.

The third time he shed tears was still because of Yu Wenzhou, for the sudden joy and reunion that was too real to respond to.With his face lightly pressed against his neck, he answered his lover with hot tears and a choked voice.

"I'm back, Wenzhou, I'm back."

Good to see you again in my lifetime.

He couldn't see Yu Wenzhou's smile clearly, but he returned a light kiss without hesitation.

They can't see the future fate clearly, but they hold hands and shoulders fearlessly.

When winter rages on, they don't know whether spring will come or not.Now that spring comes back with love, they don't mind cuddling a little tighter.The sword and the curse have never been separated after all, and the yin and yang who can separate them are not willing to destroy this feeling like gold and stone after all.They will try their best to live every day of the rest of their lives, until the moment when they can really face the sun, the swords and curses in their hands are hidden in silence, and they will enjoy peaceful happiness as ordinary people.

If not, it is also an agreement to go and return together.

The long recovery period turned out to be the happiest and most comfortable time Yu Wenzhou and Huang Shaotian have ever had since Yu Wenzhou hibernated in Nanjing.Huang Shaotian, a short-tempered person, behaved extremely actively and without objection in taking care of Yu Wenzhou, just like a caring and thoughtful little nurse, especially after moving back to the residence from the hospital.

In Ye Xiu's words, being in love can make a person unprincipled.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Huang Shaotian climbed out of the bed, brushed his teeth and washed his face for 3 minutes, tidied up his messy hair, and rushed into the kitchen to start preparing breakfast.

Yu Wenzhou could only eat plain porridge and plain bread, with some boiled vegetables at most.So Huang Shaotian cooks only one kind of food, the same food as him.He saw Huang Shaotian eating porridge and green vegetables, so he said you can make yourself something delicious, if you are too lazy to do it, you can ask someone to buy it outside, Huang Shaotian shook his head left and right to say no, you want me to eat with you Get well soon.This proposal had to be dropped in the end.

When the porridge starts to cook in the pot, Huang Shaotian will come to Yu Wenzhou's room lightly, draw the curtains silently, let the morning sunlight into the room, and gently brush the face of the sleeping person, use this There is a way to wait for Yu Wenzhou to wake up by himself.

The slightly pale face became rosy in the sun, and when the eyes that hadn't enjoyed such a long sleep for a long time opened, they could see a smile as warm as the sun.

Every time Yu Wenzhou wakes up, he feels that being a sick patient is really blissful.

Then, Huang Shaotian would support Yu Wenzhou to sit up slowly, and put the pillow on his back.When he sat down, Huang Shaotian would take out a half-wrought towel that had been soaked in warm water from the bathroom, wipe his face and hands for him, hand him a cup of not-so-cool water to rinse his mouth, and tidy up his somewhat messy hair.

Yu Wenzhou turned into a personable Yu Wenzhou again, and the white porridge in the kitchen also smelled like rice at this time.

Breakfast begins.

Huang Shaotian was very happy to bring food and drink directly to Yu Wenzhou's mouth, but after a long time, when Yu Wenzhou couldn't stand it and felt a little sorry, he insisted on asking him to put the bread and bowl in his hands.Huang Shaotian didn't object, because he was more willing to let Yu Wenzhou go.

Yu Wenzhou injured his lungs, which indirectly affected his swallowing of food. In this way, your breakfast would last for about an hour.

After breakfast, Yu Wenzhou had an hour to rest in bed to read the newspaper and listen to the radio. Huang Shaotian would take advantage of this time to clean the house briefly, wash the dishes and sweep the floor, and then go to prepare a change of medicine for Yu Wenzhou.Looking at Huang Shaotian who was jumping around in front of him, who was very energetic in doing all kinds of parental short stories, or "Ye Yu" in another way, Yu Wenzhou really felt a different kind of comfort and joy.

His lover, Ye Yu, who comes and goes without a trace and kills people invisible, can be ruthless to everyone except him; now, Huang Shaotian, who is by his side and takes good care of him, can accept such a trivial and complicated life.

He now understands why after the ball shooting happened, Chu Yunxiu dragged Huang Shaotian to run outside, Huang Shaotian looked back at himself, with worry and anger in his eyes.Probably no matter what he did, it was to finally be able to stand with himself.Even now, he feels good about laying down his knives and guns and being a full-time family escort.

So every time Huang Shaotian passed by, and looked at each other unintentionally or intentionally, he would always see Yu Wenzhou's gentle smile.

Immediately more energetic.

Getting out of bed for a walk is the most indescribable activity for Huang Shaotian.

It was difficult because Yu Wenzhou was wounded on his chest, and his heart, lungs, and ribs were all damaged to varying degrees. This made it extremely difficult for him to get up, which seemed effortless to ordinary people.Standing with the hands on the bed, the chest and waist are exerted, which will cause severe pain.So I can only rely on Huang Shaotian, put both hands under his armpits, let him hold his arm tightly, transfer the force between his hands, let Huang Shaotian exert strength, and slowly stand up.

The pain of pulling the wound like this is only the first step, what is more difficult is walking.

Like the prelude to a hug, they stood facing each other, with Yu Wenzhou's hands holding Huang Shaotian's shoulders, and Huang Shaotian's hands resting on Yu Wenzhou's waist.He took a step back, and he tried to move forward, even though every step would involve subtle but unnegligible pain, Yu Wenzhou would always face Huang Shaotian with a smile.Fatigue hit him halfway, so he took a step forward, folded his arms behind Huang Shaotian's neck, put his chin on his shoulder, hugged and rested like this, and then started the next section of the journey.

Huang Shaotian was very tired and worried about making mistakes, but such extravagant and long periods of intimacy were also memories that he couldn't help but giggle for a long time when he thought about it.

The end point is the open-air balcony outside Yu Wenzhou's bedroom, where there is good sunlight and you can see the flowers and trees in the yard.Huang Shaotian supported him to sit on the bamboo chair on the balcony, and sat himself on the other side of the small round table, chatting with him, even though 90.00% of the time he was talking and Yu Wenzhou was listening with a smile.

The sun at noon is warmer, and the balcony has also become a place for lunch.After lunch, Huang Shaotian would send Yu Wenzhou to take a nap, and then went to wash the dishes by himself, not worrying about him being alone, so he simply came back lightly, lay down on the other side, closed his eyes and fell into a light sleep.

After the lunch break, the sun changed sides, and Yu Wenzhou, who was sitting on the balcony again, would have an extra wool coat on his back.Ye Yu, who couldn't be idle, would take a plate of nuts at this time, pick up different types, peel a little of each one for Yu Wenzhou to eat, and put the rest into his mouth.

"Short day, eat less nuts, easy to get angry."

"You are envious of me, hehe."

"You see, if you get angry and have a sore throat, you won't be able to talk as much as you do now."

"I talk less, don't you happen to be quiet?"

Play hard to get.Yu Wenzhou showed a familiar smile.

"I still like to hear you talk."

Huang Shaotian knew that nine and a half out of ten times he was no match for Yu Wenzhou in speaking and flirting.But he refused to admit defeat, and always wanted to use various methods to join Yu Wenzhou's army. Who knows that this person is not only high-level, but also adapts on the spot. It's really disgusting to look innocent as if you didn't do anything.

Yu Wenzhou smiled even more happily when he saw Huang Shaotian, whose face was flushed and who was holding back his words, who was supposed to be slandering him.

Lan He sat on a wall with an excellent view at the edge of Yu Mansion, and a lush old tree stood at the base of the wall, just enough to completely hide him.

He looked at the warm yellow lights in the house, which turned on on the first floor at the beginning of the night, and then on the second floor. Occasionally, he could see a figure swaying by the bed, and it was fleeting. He thought it was busy with preparations. Huang Shaotian at dinner.

He recalled for no reason that when he was a child, he lived in his hometown in Guangzhou, his father was away all the year round, and his mother couldn't control a boy who was happy to jump up and down, so she let him play around.He often climbed up to the old-fashioned roofs of houses with his friends of the same age. When the sun fell to the sky in the evening, the windows of every house were lit with warm yellow lights, and the chimneys emitted leisurely and melodious smoke. He knew that his mother was waiting for him to go back. time to eat.

After growing up, he left his hometown to go to university and military academy. Such lights can still be seen everywhere, but he rarely feels the desire to rush over when he sees them.

There is no waiting for the mother, and no unexpected encounter with the father who occasionally returns home.

Now he faces this kind of light again, knowing that the two people in the light are in love with each other, maybe they will smile at each other when they are eating because they complain that the food is tasteless, maybe they will raise a glass filled with boiled water and pretend to drink, maybe Huang Shaotian is just Supporting Yu Wenzhou to advance slowly step by step.

They are like fireworks and poems in the distance, they do not belong to him, but he is willing to guard this piece of light in the dark.

"It's pretty cool here."

Lan He shook his head and smiled helplessly.

There are always some annoying people sticking to you, there is really no way.

"This place is nice, cleaner than Hualao's house, and the scenery is quite beautiful."

Ye Xiu had a long leaf dangling from the corner of his mouth, with his arms resting on his knees.

In the past, whenever he spoke ill of Huang Shaotian, he would get a blank stare from Lan He.

Now after he finished speaking, he consciously turned his head and waited for the roll of his eyes, but Lan He's eyes stopped at the distant light, with a smile like a superficial smile.

The person who spoke was like a child who failed to play tricks, hanging his head.It was rare for Ye Xiu to be deflated.

"How did you come?"

"See what you're asking."

"Don't worry about me being the commander of the army guarding you? That's just right. You came to replace me and go back to sleep."

Ye Xiu slandered, you kid did it on purpose, right?

Unexpectedly, Lan He really planned to turn over and jump off.

"Hey, hey," Ye Xiu raised his arm that was supporting the wall, "It's really going! Are you trying to run on brother, who can worry about you if you don't worry?"

With this pull, he took the opportunity to get closer. The moment Lan He raised his head, Ye Xiu was afraid that he would shake off his hand and sit further away.

Fortunately, one wall is so narrow that it is not easy to make too many adjustments.There is a person on one side, and the temperature transmitted just neutralizes the chill of the mid-spring night, which makes people feel a little greedy.Lan He was in a trance for a moment, feeling that he was sitting on a bench in the courtyard of the military academy, holding a political textbook for Ye Xiu in his hand.

The past should not be easily recalled, just like Pandora's magic box, once opened it is difficult to clean up.

Against the background of the distant lights, the complex feelings in the heart are more presumptuous.

"Ye Xiu."

The person whose name was called did not speak, but looked at him quietly.

"Did you have a good year in Peiping?"

It's a blessing to finally have a normal conversation...

"Fortunately" came to his lips, but Ye Xiu swallowed it back.

"What's the matter, no good." He decided to tell the truth.

"There are no good times when we work underground like this. It's the same wherever we go. Besides, it's not good at all to have no good partners to play with brother in Peiping."

Now that we've reached this point, Ye Xiu thought to himself, let me see how you choke me back.He knew that Lan He's words were out of words, but what he answered was indeed the truth.Now that he had this opportunity to sit quietly with the people he had been separated for a year, without thinking about life and death after dawn for the time being, Ye Xiu felt that he had to go all out, no matter what Lan He said, he had to say what he wanted to say.

"Do you still mind being alone?"

"That's right, I used to be alone, and that person was alone, and I didn't think there was anything wrong. But who made me meet a pretty good person later? Who let us happen to work hard in the same city What about it? It’s bad luck if you don’t meet him, but you’ll get used to it if you meet him, and if you get used to it, you won’t get used to it.”

"That should be my fault."

This self-deprecating laugh made Ye Xiu flinch a little.It seemed that something was wrong with the atmosphere, and it was not suitable to say the next words according to the plan.It's rare for Blue River to be in such a low mood. Ye Xiu searched the memories in his brain, but he couldn't recall much, except for the days in the Northeast, when was the last time he laughed so dejectedly and self-deprecatingly.

But giving up now, he is a little unwilling, even if it is understood as not crying when he sees the coffin, it can be regarded as an attachment.

After all, his attitude towards this relationship has never been half false.

So he emboldened himself.The way to be bold is to put your hands on his hands.

Feeling secretly happy, Lan He didn't take his hand back.

"Lan He, I'm sorry about your father. There's nothing to explain. It's a mistake. Even if I killed the envoy later, it's still wrong to lie to you. And...about me I have no choice but to conceal my identity, and I am sorry for you."

The people around were silent, not speaking, and even the wind around them seemed to have stopped.

In the past, many things were not said clearly, and the two sides understood and understood by default, thinking that there was no need to say it, but it was not the case.Just like high mountains and flowing water, a qin can hear thousands of wonders, but there is always a sound.This kind of confession is superfluous in most cases, but in Ye Xiu's view, it is not superfluous to say it at this time.He was willing to admit his previous mistakes, and he was willing to utter these words in a low profile, all because of his cherishment and unwillingness.

At that time, Lan He left without saying goodbye, and they ignored each other, and what they had said and expressed their hearts turned into an indifferent past.

A miss is a helpless accident, and now he doesn't want to just silently disarm like this.

There was no need for Lan He to respond, he continued to speak, his heart as calm as a mirror.

"I know you heard everything that was said that night. I, Ye Xiu, use my name to assure you that everything that was said that day was absolutely true. Now that you heard it, I want to know your answer."

That is my truest confession, I want to know your answer.

It was done in one go, as if all the courage had been taken.

The moonlight is so beautiful tonight.

Lan He realized that he had lost his mind for about ten seconds, so he lowered his head and gave a self-deprecating smile.

"My answer is the same as yours."

Being so straightforward, Ye Xiu suddenly suspected that he had heard it wrong.But facing Tong Lanhe, who had been talking all the time, he finally became silent.

"But Ye Xiu, I won't say this because we can't be together. When I say it, it's time to say goodbye."

really.

I still got the answer that most matched my subconscious mind.He had to admit that Blue River was Blue River, a unique person, a person calmer than himself.

He admitted their love, and their silent feelings for several years.

But he rejected any of them because of this relationship, and finally went to the end of death.

Still the same sentence, they can love each other, but they can't do the things after falling in love.

Lan He slowly stepped forward, leaned close to Ye Xiu's face, and placed his lips on his.

Together with the tears shed in the darkness that I closed my eyes.

Their first kiss was actually initiated by Lan He, and it was actually the person who refused to initiate this unprecedented intimacy.But it doesn't matter, they only confessed their love for one night, indulged in this darkness, and lost their love.

Ye Xiu responded to the kiss, stretching his arms towards Lan He's waist, gradually deepening it.And then, he himself shed silent tears