unexpected rain

After Lin successfully met Song Guangfeng in Mianshi, he officially started a new internship.Because Song Guangfeng felt ashamed of him, he was very patient and enthusiastic towards him. When negotiating the contract, he was taken by his side, and he was even involved in some internal affairs of the company, and let his trusted employees lead him to learn about the jewelry industry. Knowledge.

Song Guangfeng is also a monk halfway. His family used to be a farmer on the top of the mountain. He unintentionally mined a batch of high-grade jade, and thus embarked on this entrepreneurial road. , established his own jewelry brand in a few years, not only has his own source of jade, but also holds the raw material channel of the largest foreign jewelry supplier. Unlike Lin Ji's bad luck, he is going smoothly.

Lin also learned a lot from it. Originally, he only wanted to find a small job under Song Guangfeng, broaden his horizons, and make his future more optional. What he didn't expect was that Song Guangfeng would take him with him every time he went out to discuss business. By his side, Lin touched the ceiling directly when he came into contact with the mall for the first time.

The communication between businessmen seems to be enjoyable, but in fact there are traps everywhere. When Lin Ji was next to him for the first time, he could vaguely hear some clues, but Song Guangfeng, a seasoned veteran, couldn't detect it at all. It's all "in the wine".

In two months, Lin traveled to many cities, from the southernmost to the northernmost, stayed in the top hotels, and went to the mountains to inspect the quality of jade mines.

In the past two months, he has subverted his previous peaceful life, walking every day to acquire knowledge, and he is busy every day.

In the first half month, Lin Ji talked to Lu Qianran every day, and he hid in the quiet toilet cubicle, weaving interlocking lies to Lu Qianran.On the first day, he was still very flustered and stuttered. When Lu Qianran asked him a question, he had to think for a while before answering.

But after getting used to it, he can do it at his fingertips.

Lin Ji still remembers that the words "honesty and trustworthiness" were indispensable in the comments given to him by his teachers since he was a child, but until now, he is full of lies.

He didn't want to think about what would happen if the lie was exposed one day, he only knew that it would be enough to make Lu Qianran feel at ease.

After Nanxia signed a contract to settle in the commercial plaza, all the work of Song Guangfeng's trip came to an end, and Lin Ji was finally able to go home.Before leaving the city, he had a conversation with Lu Qianran. It was night, Lin had been traveling for a day, and when he received a call from Lu Qianran, he didn't have the energy to support the falsehood.

"Xiaoji, are you sick?" Lu Qianran asked worriedly.

"No..." Lin Ji's ending sound was soft and long, "I have a lot of classes today, I will go to the greenhouse experiment with the teacher in the afternoon, and I will be a tutor in the evening..."

"You should take a good rest if you are so busy with your studies." Lu Qianran felt distressed, "Stop working part-time."

"How can you support your family if you don't work part-time?" Lin Ji smiled.

"..." Lu Qianran was silent for a moment, "Xiao Ji, mom can't do anything, mom just wants to get this way, and treat you well..."

Lin yawned, his eyelids drooped, and he replied in a low voice, "Well, you can do whatever you want, as long as you are happy..."

"Alas..." Lu Qianran sighed, and then she talked about something else, "Xiaoji, do you still remember the first day in elementary school? All the children were crying that day, but you didn't cry, be good Yes, my mother was very proud at that time, I think you are better than everyone else."

Lin not only listened to the few words, but also laughed foolishly.

"How time flies, it seems that yesterday you were a little one, and you still pulled your mother's clothes when you walked, and now you are a college student." Lu Qianran said slowly, "Mom's biggest wish is that you I can live a good life without any burden or pressure. I sometimes think, if only you hadn't been reincarnated in our family..."

Lin Ji was half asleep, with an unhappy whine from his throat.

Lu Qianran chuckled, and changed another topic, it was still about Lin Ji, about their once complete and happy family.

When Lin Ji woke up in the morning, the phone was still on the pillow and had been turned off.He charged it and turned it on, and saw that he and Lu Qianran talked for more than three hours last night.

He seemed to have also dreamed of Lu Qianran's figure. He was pillowing on her lap, just like when he was taking a nap when he was a child, Lu Qianran would pinch his ears, which was very comfortable.

After three days, he can go home.

Since Lin has never been away from home for so long, he has a strong sense of belonging when he sets foot on the land of Mianshi City again.He hasn't told Lu Qianran about his return today, and he wants to surprise her.

Song Guangfeng also wanted to send him a special car to make noodles for him to return home, but Lin Ji refused.

On the way home, Lin Ji took out a brocade box, which contained a jade bracelet.He picked this piece of jade himself, and the quality is not good, but after making it into a jade bracelet, the white and emerald green are lingering like smoke, giving it a different and elegant style. This is his gift to Lu Qianran.

When he returned to the door of the house, he even inserted the keyhole as lightly as possible. He slowly opened the door, looking in carefully through the crack of the door. The living room was very quiet.

Lin Ji pushed the door open and shouted like a mischievous child: "I'm back!"

No one answered.

Lin Ji touched his nose in embarrassment, he hasn't been so stupid for a long time.

He went into the kitchen, no one was there.

I went to Lu Qianran's room again, but there was no one there.

This time is supposed to be lunch time, and Lu Qianran doesn't have to go to chemotherapy today, so why isn't she at home?

At this time, Lin Ji was only suspicious. He didn't stay at home for long, and immediately went to Grandma Wang's house.

When Grandma Wang saw Lin Ji, she was so surprised that she could not close her mouth from ear to ear, "Is this our little one? Why has it changed so much?"

"Has it changed?" Lin Ji rubbed his temples shyly, "Has it turned darker?"

"It's darker, and he's grown up, he's an adult." Grandma Wang grabbed his arm and looked around.

The appearance is still the same, the black-rimmed glasses have been replaced with silver rims, his beautiful peach eyes are no longer hidden, and his gentleness is highlighted, and his mature temperament has faded away from his youthful restraint and innocence. Lin is a gentle and elegant big brother who looks very comfortable.

"It's become more beautiful." Grandma Wang pinched his face affectionately, "Your mother said you are very busy with school, so you came back today?"

"En." Lin Ji nodded, "Is my mother with you?"

"No, she said three days ago that she went back to her hometown to attend a relative's wedding, and she will come back after a while, don't you know?"

"I don't know." Lin Ji said confusedly, "She didn't tell me."

"Hey, didn't you tell her you were coming back today?" Grandma Wang asked.

"Yeah." Lin said shyly, "I wanted to surprise her."

"You young people." Grandma Wang said with a smile, "Call her and tell her to come back tonight and come to my place for dinner."

Lin responded and returned home.He suddenly realized something was wrong, Lu Qianran was going to undergo chemotherapy three times a week, why would she go out for a few days and not come back?

This realization made Lin Ji flustered for no reason, so he immediately dialed Lu Qianran's number.

"...Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off..."

Why is it turned off at this time?

The uneasiness expands infinitely, like being chased by a fierce beast, there is only one road ahead, and that road leads to a cliff.

Lin Ji called the nanny, Aunt Zhang.

"Ms. Lu? I don't know either. She fired me half a month ago. She said you already knew about it..."

Lin Ji's hand fell down weakly, the air around his body seemed to be sucked clean, and his internal organs were all cramping.

Lin both called the police.

The police came to the house to search for clues, and found Lu Qianran's suicide note in Lin Ji's room.

small

When you read this letter, I have probably already left, don't ask me where I am, and don't come to me, you just need to know that I must be happy, that's enough.

Mom's illness is not going to get better, no matter how much treatment is done, I won't be able to accompany you for a few years. It just so happens that I keep dreaming about your father these few nights, so I think it's time.You know, in fact, I have been thinking about him, every day and every night.

The two most correct things in my life, one is to marry Lin Cheng, and the other is to give birth to your son.Xiaoji, my mother will always be proud of you. Because you are such an excellent child, my mother doesn't want you to waste your time because of me, because of a disease without light.

You have only relied on us for 17 years. We still owe you a long, long time. I really miss the old days and regret not cherishing that time.

The biggest guilt is to let you bear those debts. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

Mom is so useless.

love you, mother.

Lin Ji's soul split into two extremes, one is gentle and optimistic, and he politely sends the police out and comforts the sad neighbors, like the hardest armor.

Until he was alone in the house, the armor cracked and half the soul dissipated.

Lin knelt straight down as if his legs had been removed, and there was a dull sound when his knees collided with the floor, but he didn't feel any pain.He propped his hands on the ground, panting violently, as if someone was gouging out his flesh with a knife.

"don't want……"

Lin Ji trembled and said, "Don't leave me alone, don't...please...don't leave me alone..."

He has no family anymore, so what is the meaning of this world to him?

No one loves him anymore.

"I won't lie anymore..." Lin Ji's face turned red and he was about to suffocate from crying, "I'm sorry, I won't lie anymore, don't leave me alone, I won't lie anymore..."

With his forehead pressed against the ground, he begged humbly, begging for forgiveness.

But he was resentful in his heart, resenting himself, resenting everyone who led to today's situation, and resenting the world.

This world is rejecting him, every node is forcing him to give up resistance, forcing him to die.

……

Then I will not resist.

Lin was in a mess from crying, he seemed to be in a daze, but at the same time he seemed to be very sober.

He went to the kitchen and pulled out a fruit knife as long as the palm of his hand.

"Wait for me." Lin Ji murmured.

It hurts.

But it made him see the way ahead.

"... Poor, this family was originally good, how could they know... well, they are all good people, so why didn't they have a good life? Well..."

who?Who is speaking.

"Let's take Xiaoji over and let him be my god-grandson. Do I still have my pension? Is it enough for him to go to college?"

Where am I?so tired...

"Hey, did the child's eyelids move?"

"Xiaoji, Xiaoji!"

Lin opened his eyes subconsciously, but his eyelids seemed to have fallen from a piece of iron. It took him a lot of effort to open them a little.

"Wake up! Doctor, he's awake!"

The light in the world stung Lin Ji's eyes, and he suddenly remembered everything.

I failed again.

He thought neither sad nor happy.

"Silly boy, you silly boy! Why are you so upset?" Grandma Wang cried and scolded, "If you come to our house in the future, we will be your family, silly boy!"

Lin's eyes were lowered, and his face was extremely pale due to excessive blood loss, like a person in a snowstorm.He didn't seem to hear anything, and didn't want to hear anything.

Uncle Wang persuaded Grandma Wang to the side, and said to Lin Ji: "Little Ji, Uncle knows that you are very sad, but Uncle still hopes that you can cheer up, you must live well and live beautifully, so that your mother can be happy. wish, isn't it?"

Lin was quiet and said nothing.

Uncle Wang sighed, he sat on the chair next to him, and said, "It's okay, our family will stay with you."

Lin refused to communicate with the world. After waking up, he didn't say a word or drink water. He only relied on infusions to maintain his body functions, but he lost weight quickly.He has just matured, his figure has been trained to be tall and straight, and his arms still have some muscles, but these days, he has become so thin again.

When Song Guangfeng heard the news, he also came to visit Lin Ji, but even if his voice was so loud that it could shake the floor, it couldn't stir up any ripples in Lin Ji.

After seven days like this, Lin was as thin as a piece of paper, and sometimes he wanted to respond to them, but his voice seemed to be locked, and he couldn't say a word.

On the eighth day, Lin Ji received a call.At that time, Grandma Wang was peeling fruit for him, when the mobile phone in the drawer rang, Lin lay on the hospital bed with his head tilted unmoved, Grandma Wang went to take it out, squinted her eyes for a while, and said, "Xiang Shifang? "

Lin Ji's eyelashes trembled.

"Xiaoji, can you take it? Is it your friend? It's good to chat with your friend..."

While talking, the ringtone stopped abruptly, and the other party hung up.

Lin Ji pursed his lips, moved, and buried most of his face in the pillow.

Grandma Wang had no choice but to put down the phone, but at this moment, the phone rang again.

Lin Ji's face straightened again.

Grandma Wang understood, and handed over the phone with a smile.

Lin hesitated for a few seconds before taking it.

The other party said: "Hello?"

At the bottom of Lin Ji's body, an old disease quietly recurred.

Lin Ji opened his mouth and tried very hard to say a hoarse "Hello".

"Lin Ji? What's wrong with your voice?" Xiang Shifang asked.

Lin bit his lip before replying with difficulty: "I'm sick..."

"Pay attention to your body." Xiang Shifang's tone was light.

"……it is good."

Grandma Wang watched and applauded, Lin Ji looked at her with some embarrassment, Grandma Wang made an OK gesture and left him private space.

"How are you doing recently?" Xiang Shifang said.

"..." Lin closed his eyes and replied, "It's not very good."

Xiang Shifang thought he was talking about illness, so he said, "Your illness is very serious? Do you want me to arrange a doctor for you?"

"No, no need...it's ready, thank you." Lin Ji said.

"Where are you, is it convenient to meet up?"

Lin Ji subconsciously turned his head to look at the window, his face was projected on it, decadent, thin, with dull eyes and messy hair, which can be described as ugly.

"No, it's not very convenient." Lin Ji said weakly.

"Forget it. If you have any requirements, you can just ask me."

Lin asked in bewilderment, "Why?"

"..." There was silence for a while, and then he said, "Is it almost your birthday?"

Lin Ji opened his eyes wide, "Do you still remember?"

"Well, so I can help you realize your wish, tell me."

"My wish..." Lin Ji smiled sadly, "I dare not have any more wishes."

Xiang Shifang sensed Lin Ji's emotions, "Lin Ji?"

Lin Ji sniffled and said, "Tell me about yourself? After graduating from high school, I don't seem to have heard from you again."

"I went abroad." Xiang Shifang said, "I went to K University, and I came back this time to move."

Lin Ji was startled, "Are you back?"

"Probably not."

It's strange, Lin Ji's body should be empty, but at this moment, he can clearly feel that there is a piece of emptiness somewhere in his chest.

"It's the same wherever you go." Lin Ji said.

"what?"

"I mean, a guy like you shines wherever you go."

Wherever you go, there is an existence beyond my reach.

"You are always good at complimenting people." Xiang Shifang said with a smile.

"Then, will we meet again in the future?" Lin Ji asked softly.

"..."

Lin knew that Xiang Shifang didn't bother to lie, and the distance between the two of them was heaven and earth, how could a piece of dust contaminate the clouds?

"Yes." Xiang Shifang said.

"Varied……"

"You are not an ordinary person, Lin Ji. I have a hunch that you will reach the top, and we can meet there then."

Lin Ji opened and closed his mouth, not knowing what language to use to express his heart.

Both sides fell silent.

then--

"you……"

"you……"

"I want to ask you what gift you need." Xiang Shifang said lightly, "I can be satisfied with at least one gift."

Lin gathered all his courage, but his voice was weak and cautious, "Can you play the violin for me?"

Xiang Shifang froze for a moment, "Okay, what do you want to hear?"

"..."myownturelove"." Lin Ji said, he originally wanted to talk about "Concerto in the Rain", but it was "myownturelove" that really meant a lot to him.

Because of this song, Xiang Shifang saved Sunshine, and Lin Ji gave his sincerity.

"it is good."

After a while, the voice of the sound test came from the mobile phone, followed by melodious music.

Lin closed his eyes, as if he was brought back two years ago by the notes, Xiang Shifang turned his back to the hazy sky, and his posture with the violin on was incomparably elegant.

In the sound of the piano, the dark clouds recede, the sun shines, and the ten directions are like gods.

"I like you." Lin said.

The last tone stopped, and Xiang Shifang picked up the phone and said, "I'm going to get in the car."

Lin Ji said, "I wish you a safe journey."

"Ah."

"Xiang Shifang, can I take you as a target?" Lin Ji said, "Can you be the strength to support me and heal me?"

These words don't need to be said clearly, they will sound strange, but Xiang Shifang feels something unusual from them.

Like a grass in a desperate situation, it needs the last drop of water to push away the stone.

So Xiang Shifang said, "It's a great honor."

Lin Ji smiled, "Thank you. Then, goodbye."

"Goodbye."

Three days later, Lin Ji received a violin with a small word "Xiang" engraved on the sound of the violin.

Lin chose to survive, to support that "goodbye".