single row ahead

"One Party Accelerator."

Osamu Dazai, who didn't knock on the door at all, took a wire and pried open the door of the apartment. The first thing he saw when he entered the door was the dark and gloomy interior.

None of the lamps could fulfill their original duties, and all the curtains were drawn to tightly block the light and heat released by the sun in the sky, preventing even a single ray of bright sunlight from slipping into the room.

On the sofa, on the floor, on the bed, and even on the window sill, the owner who fell into the depression that could not help himself threw away or turned half of the book, or only read the first page of the book, except for the book that should have been placed Instead, the bookshelves were empty and horribly clean.

On the screen of the old-fashioned TV that was dug out from the flea market, the frame number flickered halfway through the game screen, tirelessly reminding the owner that the game has not yet been cleared.

And right next to the collapsed game discs, the owner of this room, that is, Dazai Osamu, who specially took time out of his busy schedule to visit Accelerator, is sitting on the carpet leaning on the sofa legs and knees, head Leaning on the armrest of the sofa, the white hair that had lost its luster because the owner hadn't eaten for a long time stuck to his cheek, covering most of Accelerator's face, as if he didn't hear the sound of Osamu Dazai entering the door, his eyes were empty and his expression was dull, I don't know what to think.

Next to his pale and bare feet, a mobile phone with a blacked-out screen lay quietly on its back in the soft long hair of the carpet.

Osamu Dazai walked in as if turning a blind eye. Regarding the huge changes that had taken place in the house in just two days, he did not express a single word of nonsense, as if this place was such a mess from the beginning, and the owner here Such a decadent look.

He put the porridge in his hand on the coffee table that was also covered with various books, bent down to pick up the mobile phone from the carpet, and handed it to Accelerator.

Because it was Osamu Dazai standing in front of him now, Accelerator reluctantly raised his head to glance at him, but was completely in no mood to make any movements, allowing Osamu Dazai to maintain this movement like this.

Seeing that Accelerator refused to answer, Osamu Dazai shrugged and withdrew his hand.

He was slender and fair at all, playing with the phone in his hand that didn't look like he was holding a gun, his iris-colored eyes randomly searched the messy room, and took the tool at hand——

A dictionary of thousands of pages with metal binding at the corners.

Then he smashed it down without hesitation in front of Accelerator.

This dead silent room finally gave birth to a broken sound again.

The mobile phone creaked and groaned unbearably under the heavy blow, and after a few sparks popped out, it crackled and disappeared. It collapsed on the carpet with a dying appearance, parts splashed, and there were thumping sounds on the wooden floor.

Accelerator was also taken aback by Dazai Osamu's sudden outburst, and raised his head to look at Dazai Osamu's face without a trace of a smile. Although there was still no comforting emotion in those bloody eyes, they were no longer lifeless.

However, Osamu Dazai ignored Accelerator. He held up the dictionary in his hand and slammed it on the already torn mobile phone again and again, again and again, harder and harder, as if he wanted to smash the mobile phone to pieces , to restore to the unfactory state.

Osamu Dazai's hands had already been scratched several times by the fragments of the mobile phone, and blood was slowly oozing out, but Osamu Dazai continued to smash the mobile phone vigorously as if he could feel no pain, and finally he was hit by a piece of sharp fragments splashing He got up, and when he stabbed Dazai Osamu's neck artery, Accelerator stretched out his hand.

The pair of pale and thin palms only slightly blocked it when they opened, and the deadly fragment spun and bounced back, sticking straight into the blanket.

Osamu Dazai stopped the movements in his hands, looking at the fragment that almost ended his life with regret, "It's a pity, my dream of many years was almost realized, and the sun died brightly gone."

Yifang Accelerator ignored the words that he didn't know were true or false, and just asked, "You bastard, what exactly do you want to do?"

"Isn't what I did obvious enough?" Dazai Osamu threw away the thick dictionary, turned his sore wrist, and moved his joints.

Accelerator's gloomy eyes were fixed on Osamu Dazai. His patience was not very good, especially the low mood that he couldn't shake off in the past few days made him irritable and irritable. Will leave that person with a lesson that will last a lifetime - the kind that will be permanently disabled.

"Because Yifang Accelerator hates mobile phones, so I destroyed the mobile phone, what's the problem?"

Accelerator was startled, his thoughts seemed to loosen a bit.

Osamu Dazai propped one hand on the carpet splattered with fragments of the mobile phone, and slowly caressed Accelerator's cheek with the other hand, caressing Accelerator's cheek tenderly and pitifully. Those iris-colored eyes seemed to contain a swirl, which made people look at each other. The moment he closed his eyes, all the random thoughts were emptied.

His voice is deep and seductive, making people think along with his words.

"Accelerator can't forgive himself no matter what. I am the same. I can fully understand how you feel now."

"Why didn't you stop Odasaku earlier? Why didn't you arrive sooner? Why couldn't you cut off the source before it all started? Why - only I survived?"

Every word was shaking in his heart.

Accelerator's pupils trembled, and the dull blood-colored eyes suddenly wiped away the dust.

"It does not matter."

"No...relationship?"

"That's right, think about it carefully, is there anything wrong with such an idea? No."

"Yes." Accelerator murmured.

"I will blame myself, I will regret, no matter who encounters such a thing, they will think this way. This is also a normal thought."

"Yes."

"But it doesn't matter," Osamu Dazai said, taking his palm away from Accelerator's face, the blood that hadn't coagulated left several bright red marks on his cheeks, he slowly and Firmly giving Accelerator a hug, the emotion in the kite-colored eyes was unclear, "Such depression will not be a hindrance."

His lips were close to Fang Accelerator's almost transparent auricle, and he exhaled warmly, "This is what Mr. Yifang Accelerator is worried about, he wants to commit suicide, he wants to selfishly throw away all the burdens that make him breathless. I want to go to the other side of the world, but I feel guilty, I feel sorry for those who have died, and I can't avenge them."

"Swinging from side to side like this, even my own heart was torn in two, and it was so painful."

"En." Fang Accelerator felt that he had calmed down for the first time in so many days of self-torture, he quietly leaned against that warm embrace, and responded softly.

This is the only person in this world who can touch him without his consent.

Accelerator thought a little out of place.

"Turn all the guilt and pain into anger. It's all that person's fault, isn't it?"

"It can't be done." Of course Accelerator thought so, but it couldn't be done.

No matter how much you shirk responsibility, it's that person's fault when you say it, but only the feeling of emptiness in your heart is not an illusion, only a trace of thought that subconsciously emerges in your mind when you are alone tells him that even so, it is still true. There is a chance of saving, but because of your fault, Oda Saku missed all the chances of life.

"It doesn't matter if you can't do it." Osamu Dazai seemed to have easily given up trying to persuade Accelerator. He let go of Accelerator's shoulders, looked at Accelerator with a smile, and said, "The king of Accelerator can go to die." gone."

"Then after seeing Oda Saku, I said to him, I'm sorry, I became a deserter because I couldn't bear the pain."

Accelerator's brain, which had been a little dazed by Osamu Dazai's skillful talk before, became sober, and his expression became grim.

"So, do you understand? Accelerator." Osamu Dazai stood up and said to him condescendingly, "This has nothing to do with whether you can do it or not. This is what you must do."

Under the gray and dim light of the old-fashioned TV set, those iris-colored eyes shone with a cold light.

"After that, no matter what you want to do, I will not stop you, but before that, you will be a handy tool for me obediently."

"Understood? It's not for yourself that you want to survive, but for Odasaku, to avenge Odasaku's enemies."

"I will be your accomplice in whatever you do, until the leader has a taste of our pain."

Osamu Dazai used his shoes to crush the fragments of the mobile phone that could no longer be seen from its original appearance.

"If you hate mobile phones, I will destroy them. If you hate books, I will burn them. If you hate your subordinates in your sight, they will always hide in corners you can't see. But only suicide I will never allow this."

"You are an indispensable pawn in my plan."

"Without you, how could Mori Ogai feel the despair of nowhere to escape?"

The screen of that old-fashioned TV suddenly had spots like snowflakes flashing and made a noisy noise. Such old models that should have been out of the market a long time ago often have such poor contact problems.

However, in such a dark space, the originally accustomed voice also appeared a little strange.

zip - zip -

Such a sound echoed in the empty room, and the room filled with its echo made Accelerator gradually feel suffocated.

All space is occupied by echoes.

Noisy!

"It's so noisy..." Fang Accelerator murmured, the sudden hostility rising from his heart made him pick up a book and smash it at the antique TV set that his subordinates had painstakingly found. Go, the gloominess between his brows and eyes made him look extraordinarily gloomy.

The TV suddenly exploded under this blow, and the sparks that ignited instantly were intensified by the scattered books and wooden floors.

A large piece of plastic fragments flew across Dazai Osamu's face, adding a bloody mouth to the scars all over his body.

Osamu Dazai laughed out loud instead, "That's it, that's it! Continue to be self-willed! Accelerator!"

For the first time, the emotions in the iris eyes were not suppressed and hidden under the cheerful appearance.

Crazy, hopeless, lifeless.

Are those eyes different from his?Accelerator thought so.

Osamu Dazai turned around and picked up a book full of books from the coffee table and threw them towards the raging fire. Some were precious ancient books, some were expensive collector's editions, but he didn't care about them as if these books were just waste newspapers used to light the fire. He hesitated and threw it into the flames.

For the first time, the red light of the fire illuminated the room and dispelled the gloom.

Accelerator looked at the books he had spread out on the coffee table, and then threw himself on Osamu Dazai who was grabbing a book and throwing another on the floor, and reached out to grab the book he had put on the sofa——

Then he flung it fiercely into the flames that had rushed to the ceiling.

Looking at the coal book that turned black and shattered in just a few seconds, and then curled up into a ball with no original appearance, a cheerful smile that had been missing for a long time appeared on the face of Accelerator.

The crackling, chewing and devouring flames had already collapsed the ceiling, and the sound of panicked footsteps and panicked cries could be heard from the upper floor. He stepped forward and violently lifted Dazai Osamu from the floor, shattered the outer wall of the apartment with another punch, and jumped from the height of the [-]th floor without hesitation.

Left everything behind in that burning apartment.

Whether it's the relics left by the children, or the doll that All Might once possessed.

Amidst the dizzying weightlessness and tinnitus-like buzzing, Accelerator felt unprecedentedly relaxed.

Even the heart seemed empty and light.

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Osamu Dazai: How can I, a suicide lover, save you from depression? (laugh

Accelerator: (successful brainwashing)

Thanks to the little angels who voted for me~

Thanks to the little angel who voted [Mine]: First there is a party and then there is a sky, 1 vector, 1 Ye Xiu stuffed steamed stuffed bun

Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：九月天30瓶、冰菓14瓶、流年七月半10瓶、先有一方后有天,矢量10瓶、时流1瓶

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard! ^_^