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Accelerator didn't care about the follow-up matters, anyway, he had shown his fear of fire in front of those two people according to Dazai Osamu's instructions, and he just left it to Dazai Osamu.

Accelerator doesn't know whether his clumsy performance can hide Mori Ogai, but from Dazai Osamu's free time to staying in his apartment every day playing games and watching TV, it should be considered smooth.

Just listen to Osamu Dazai's words, and the time goes by quickly, and it's not too difficult.

Such days can even be said to be easy in his limited life.

However, such calm days occasionally have waves.

It was still night, and the dilapidated doll that once belonged to Saki Le came back to life again.

Fortunately this time, All Might was not trapped in another room, so that the two of them did not even see each other, and because of the experience and lessons learned from the first time, they communicated in a very concise and concise manner, in the shortest possible time. Get as much information as possible within a short period of time.

The most urgent piece of information is the time difference between the two worlds. Judging from the dramatic changes in the previous two possession scenes, All Might suspects that Accelerator may not have only passed one night like him.

So before Yifang Accelerator started to narrate, he first asked Yifang Accelerator how much time had passed since he came to another world last time.

Accelerator was silent for a while, and answered All Might's question lightly, "Two years."

After hearing the answer from his adopted son, All Might felt a trace of worry on his eyebrows, and sighed, "It's been too long."

There is such a long time difference between the two encounters. If the time difference between the next time and the next world is even greater, will one day, when he appears in front of Accelerator, he no longer remember the existence of this long time ago? Who is the person at the other end of the memory?

But then he also explained to Yifang Accelerator how much time had passed in the original world, and then he stopped interrupting Yifang Accelerator's words.

Accelerator, on the other hand, roughly understood the ratio of time flow between the Holy Grail World and the current Mafia World, and the parallel world where All Might was originally located.

Both of them knew that since in this world, two years had elapsed between the last meeting and this meeting, the next meeting must be two years later.

One party, Accelerator, quickly finished his two years in this world with ease and succinctly, and incidentally mentioned the ridiculous war in the previous world.

Accelerator, who has lived with All Might for so long, naturally knows that All Might will never agree with what he has done in this world——

Massacre troops, steal intelligence, smuggle guns, attack government buildings.

Each of them is conclusive evidence that can make him regard himself as an enemy.

If you want to still enjoy All Mighty's trust without any malice after you go back, you must keep the things you did in the other world a secret.

Absolutely, absolutely must not let All Might know what a dirty and hopeless villain he really is.

After recognizing this fact, Accelerator finally understood one thing——

The happiness that I think I have is actually nothing but a mirror image, which cannot withstand the slightest touch, nor can it tolerate the slightest impurity and crack.

All Might, who grew up in such a bright world without a trace of darkness, and All Might, who has such a perfect heroic thought that is both tolerant and intolerant, is a person from two worlds with the dirty and smelly side Accelerator.

If All Might hadn't dragged him into the sun forcibly, they would probably be like parallel lines, past, present, and future never intersecting.

All Might can forgive a big mistake made by a child who has been used as a guinea pig in a research institute since he was a child to constantly modify his body.

But he would never tolerate a crime committed by a young man who had lived in a normal society for many years and knew right from wrong by his own will.

Even Accelerator didn't know what he would do if he was looked at by All Might with the cold eyes of looking at enemies and criminals.

So he performed a play that had been prepared in front of All Might.

Wearing a carefully crafted mask on his face, he speaks lines that he has pondered over and over again.

Relying on the impression in his mind, Yifang Accelerator played the role of the "Yangtong Accelerator" in his own memory and also in All Might's heart.

Fang Accelerator never knew that he had a talent for acting.

A self floating in the air of nothing to rely on quietly observes his performance from the perspective of God, and makes critical comments from time to time.

The other self did not change his face, and performed the performance that had been rehearsed thousands of times with ease.

When the tattered doll fell down with a gratified smile, Fang Accelerator suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't even dare to think about the encounter two years later, and what kind of story he would use to perfuse it.

After communicating with All Might, whom he missed, Accelerator did not feel relaxed, but instead felt more and more tired. It was a kind of mental burnout, and no amount of sleep and rest could make up for it.

Except for the things that Osamu Dazai told him, he didn't even want to leave the house, whether it was seasonal clothes, daily utensils or three meals, he let his subordinates deliver them to the door.

At home, it was just playing games. It was a two-player game that he and the King of Conquerors played together in the last world. Unexpectedly, there was also a single-player version, but for some reason, it was an interesting game. It also became increasingly boring.

Soon, no game of any kind could hold his attention.

Then he started reading again.

This is one of his rare hobbies.

Before accepting the courses and books carefully calculated by the tree diagram designer, books were the only tools he could get to communicate with the outside world in the hell-like "Teliyan".

He knows everything from books.

Knowing that children from the outside world will not spend all day on the laboratory bench like them, knowing that not every child will be forced to accept electric shocks, injections, whipping, and accept all the pain inflicted by demons, just to become superpowers, and also know They are not born alone, everyone will have parents and relatives, who can stay with him forever, and will not lose his breath in the next second-family.

Books are of course endless, and no one can read all of them even if it takes a lifetime.

Therefore, if a person does not read books, it is definitely not because he has no books to read, but because he has lost interest in books.

Fang Accelerator never imagined that he would be in such a state.

In fact, all the states up to now have been very clear, and of course he knows that he is suffering from some kind of mental illness.

Burnout, passivity, indifference, loss of interest in everything.

In fact, without a doctor, Accelerator can break out of this depressed state on his own.

as long as he wants.

Use [Vector Operation] to adjust the hormones in his body, so that they can reach a balance. As long as Accelerator needs it, he can even stimulate the brain with his own ability, adjust the hormones, and maintain a happy mood for a lifetime.

In fact, until he came to this world, he had always relied on this method to ensure his mental health.

But now it can't be done.

The time that could be saved has passed, and during the few days when he could not accept the death of Oda, the seeds of depression had been planted.

Why not wake up sooner?

Why didn't there be time to stop Odasaku then?

Why don't you get there sooner, even if it's a second earlier.As long as his heart doesn't stop beating, he can snatch him back from death!

At the moment of waking up, huge and noisy self-tortures swarmed into his brain, causing his already fragile nerves to scream and shout, and his subconscious self-protection made him deceive himself and separate Xue and Accelerator.

That's right, it's Xue who suffers, it's Xue who blames himself, and it's Xue who is on the verge of collapse.

No matter what happens on one side.

There is no way to do it.

As time slowly chewed and digested, the mask of self-deception was also torn off, and all emotions were nakedly placed in the market in broad daylight for people to observe and appreciate.

There was no way he could do it with his own strength to save himself.

It's not impossible to do it, but the imbalance of hormones made him unable to make himself desire to be happy at all, so he couldn't have the desire to use his ability to regulate hormones at all, and lost the opportunity to stop it at the beginning. The heart on the edge of the cliff fell straight into the abyss like a parabola.

Perhaps it was because he relied too much on his own ability, so that Accelerator's own adjustment ability was actually so weak that it could be ignored, just like a person whose hands and feet were bound fell into a deep well, how could he climb out of the deep well with his own strength? Woolen cloth?

The only way is to ask for help.

In the increasingly gloomy spiritual world, Accelerator's little desire to survive made him contact the only person he could trust in this world.

"... Dazai."

After hesitatingly calling out the other party's name, Accelerator didn't know what to say next.

But Osamu Dazai seemed to be able to read minds, and said on the other end of the phone, "I'm going to your place now."

"I thought something was wrong with you before, hey, Mr. Yifang Tongxing, your subordinates reported to me that you have not left your room for two consecutive days, and you have not asked them to continue to deliver food to you."

The noise of the phone blurred the tone of his voice, which sounded extraordinarily unreal.

"Relax, Accelerator, I will let you live to witness Mori Ogai's death."

"I will never let you starve to death in your own home."

Joking tone.

— but so reassuring.

Accelerator who was thinking this way forgot one important thing.

Osamu Dazai himself is a lunatic who pursues death.

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Yifang Accelerator: What does your want to catch snow have to do with my Yifang Accelerator?

I stayed up all night yesterday, and I didn't sleep until nine o'clock this morning.Then get up and code for you.

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