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(One)

When Ji Bianding was three years old, he liked to watch "The Legend of the Seven Heroes of the Rainbow Cat and Blue Rabbit" the most, and his father liked to watch the news.

Every time, he won the pity of his mother and grandma by crying and swearing, and then won.

Each time, however, the fruits of his victory are stolen.

Whenever he snatched the control of the remote control, his sister Ji Bianan would gracefully walk to his side, Shi Shiran picked up the remote control in his hand, and changed the channel to her favorite "" Ba Lala little magic fairy".

Taking pictures of Ji Bian'an's illustrious reputation, Ji Bianding could only tearfully follow his sister to receive the teachings of the Demon Fairy Queen.

(two)

When Ji Bianding was five years old, he was fed by his grandma who doted on his grandson into a chubby, chubby little boy.

In this regard, Ji Bian'an, who has the same past, ridiculed many times, but he couldn't shake Xiao Ji Bianding's love for high-calorie food.

Although his mother, Bian Yimei, is worried about his fat, she has repeatedly broken down under the power of her grandma and Xiao Ji Bianding's greed.

One day, grandma took Xiao Ji Bianding away from the kindergarten where he was studying.

Grandma bought him an Alpine lollipop at the door.

When Ji Bianding was biting the candy happily, several chattering little girls passed by him, ran to a little boy, and gave a few lollipops to the little boy.

The boy was white and clean, with big eyes, but not fat at all.

The little Ji Bian must have been stimulated by this scene.

He decided to lose weight.

He also wants someone to give him candy.

But this move was opposed by the whole family, and even made his mother Bian Yimei stand beside her grandma, so he continued to gain weight.

(three)

When Ji Bianding was seven years old, he often watched the Nature Channel, and after watching many documentaries of various animals, he suddenly fell in love with imitating the sounds of various animals.

The Ji family was worried about this but there was nothing they could do.

On this day, he stood on the balcony again, holding the railing up to his forehead with his small hands, and yelled "Aooooooooooooooo" out the window.

When his sister came back from school and saw him barking again, she ran over aggressively and pinched his face.

He pursed his mouth tearfully.

Ji Bianan shouted: "Ji Xiaogou!"

He aggrieved and "barked" twice.

His sister called again: "Ji Xiaomao."

He pursed his lips and called "meow meow" twice.

Finally, his sister shouted: "Ji Bianding!"

He burst into tears, thinking: He will never like those voices again!

(four)

When Ji Bianding was nine years old, he was keen on climbing up and down.But the school was strictly controlled, and there was no place to climb in the house, so he had to settle for the next best thing, and stretched out his sinful hands to the anti-theft net on the balcony.

On this day, while mom was cooking, dad didn't come back, grandma was sleeping, grandpa went out for a walk, Xiao Ji Bianding secretly moved the small bench to the balcony and climbed up.

His gentle, beautiful, lovely and charming sister just came back at this time, saw his appearance, ran over and hit him on the head, then grabbed his armpits and tore him off like adhesive tape.

He was torn to pieces, screaming, kicking his legs non-stop, struggling hard, and finally threw himself on the little bear on the wooden sofa crying.

He thought, this world is so cruel to him, how can he be safe if he is born!

Ji Bian'an looked at his younger brother who cried when he didn't agree with each other, and rolled his eyes at the sky.

(Fives)

When he was 12 years old, he and his cruel and unkind son from another family, his sister Ji Bian'an, finally became a strategic alliance.

They have to cooperate and smuggle various novels from each other under the eyes of their parents.

However, the sad thing is that after staying up all night reading novels, his older sister is still firmly at the top of the grade, and this little scumbag of him...

I can only tremble at the academic performance.

(six)

When Ji Bianding was 14 years old, he met a girl.

He has seen too much of his sister's appearance as the number one child in the world, and he is especially fond of the girl with a gentle appearance and a shy smile.

So, when he saw Tang Xinxin, he thought, why is this girl so pretty when she smiles?

It was like the stars in the sky fell into the eyes, like an angel kissed her cheek, it was so cute that his heart melted.

So he goes after her.

She said yes shortly after.

But they are in the third year of junior high school, facing the senior high school entrance examination, no matter how defiant and stubborn he is, he still has to obediently bow down to his studies.

If he fails to pass the high school entrance examination, the elders will beat him to death.

Life was very ordinary, under his sister's eyes, they hardly had much chance to get along except for chatting between classes and drinking milk tea together at noon.

But one day, she suddenly cried and said: "Someone bullied me, I didn't borrow money from him, he blackmailed me..."

"I dare not tell my family that you must help me."

At that time, he was obsessed with Jin Guwen Liang's novels, fantasizing about the world in the book, when he heard his girlfriend's words, he didn't even bother to check them, and directly flew into a rage.

That day, he followed her after school and met those two boys on the road.

Dressed plainly, with a righteous face, he was not at all like the blackmailer she described as a bad guy.

But he had no doubts.

They quarreled first, then started fighting, and she kept crying beside her.

In the end, all three were badly wounded, and she was the only one who remained unscathed, as if she hadn't been involved.

Later, he was punished and taken home to meditate behind closed doors.

But he didn't regret it, he thought he was upholding justice, he was doing justice for the heavens, and he was a hero.

It wasn't until his sister Ji Bian'an started the investigation and educated her severely that he discovered that good and evil are reversed, and right and wrong are opposite.

That girl is a liar.

She was on four boats, and she borrowed hundreds of dollars from her boyfriend on the pretext of buying exercises, but she never thought about paying it back.

Moreover, she publicized the fight between the three as her own charm event, and the three of them are the ones who would do anything for her in the story, which brings out her beauty, purity and preciousness.

In the end, with injuries, he stopped her on the path near the school and slapped her with his own hands.

So he didn't make many good friends at all, let alone a girlfriend.Because of his beating of women, men simply look down on him, and women are simply afraid.

But he didn't hide it at all, and even admitted it directly when she was crying everywhere.

What is he not daring to admit?

What is there that he dare not admit?

(Seven)

When Ji Bianding was 15 years old, he became best friends with a boy from another school, the boy who lent money to his ex-girlfriend - Xie Heng.

At that time, the two boys entered the hospital with him.

The parents of the boy who borrowed the money hurried back from other places, greeted the child lying on the bed with a tired face, and then hurried back to work after finding that there was nothing serious.

At that time, after being educated by his sister, he felt very embarrassed, so he secretly dragged his head with the same bruised nose and swollen face, and poked his head outside the door.

He watched the parents take out a black plastic bag, count the money with saliva, took out the few big bills and some change, stuffed them into the boy's hand with their rough hands, and told him to study hard in local language.

Ji Bianding felt very sad at that moment.

So even at the end, he was suddenly depressed, and he couldn't help but want to commit suicide, but when he thought of the face of the second elder, he had the belief to endure the pain and sadness that came from nowhere and could not be resolved.

In addition to these, he also feels guilty, he has done something wrong, and he wants to make it up.

So he took the initiative to make friends with Xie Heng.

They end up being best friends.

So good that you can call the other party and cry for no reason, but don't say any reason; so good that you are willing to take care of the other party's sister, and don't care about hard work; At the beginning, the friendship was sincere.

(Eight)

When Ji Bianding was 16 years old, he went to see a painting exhibition in a library.

This exhibition is an exhibition where all the works on display are copies of masterpieces, and the focus of the exhibition is to let people get in touch with paintings at close range.

That was the first time he felt the beauty of those paintings.

He saw the layers of solidified paint so closely that even the texture of the two colors mixed together was clearly visible...

After that, an unprecedented dispute broke out between him and his family: he insisted on studying art.

Eventually, he gave in on the surface.

However, behind the scenes, he secretly taught himself through various channels and methods.

So he has a lot of pressure to study.

He knew he was distracted, but he was so persistent.

It's rare for him to be so persistent, he doesn't want to give up, he hopes to take care of both... But everything is not so good: his sister who has already gone to a good university has become what outsiders say to him, a child of someone else's family...

He began to feel very anxious about studying... Even if he stopped studying painting, he still felt very anxious, unable to concentrate on studying at all, and even more anxious when he couldn't concentrate...

This is a vicious circle.

He was so anxious that he began to lose sleep, and he could not sleep all night.

Lying on the bed with his eyes closed, his mind was muddled, his heart seemed to be on fire, and it burned all the way to his head, which made him have a headache, and the pain made him start to feel pain again.

His insomnia didn't have any external manifestations at first, but then it became more and more serious. His eyes were dark and dark, his complexion was dark yellow, and there were many acnes. He looked listless and listless.

The family is getting quieter and quieter, and people who are both teachers don't even dare to talk about study at home.

One day, he fainted on the table and was sent to the school infirmary by his teachers and classmates.

Later, he got two days off to rest.

When he returned to school, his classmates thought he looked much better.

But secretly, he secretly bought facial cleanser, essence, mask, eye cream and other skin care products online to cover up his poor complexion caused by lack of sleep and too much worry.

He is still very tired, but it's not that he can't live.He will still have sudden pessimism, but it is not impossible to get over it.

Let's just get by.Ji Bian must think.

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