Goodbye Midsummer 2

As the end of the period approached, Shen Yi's sleep became worse.

Not only was he always unable to fall asleep, but when he finally fell asleep, his sleep was so light that even a slight breeze would wake him up.

Zhu Yue blamed all this on stress, thinking that he was so worried about his grades in class that it was so difficult to fall asleep.But Shen Yi knew in his heart that his sleep status had nothing to do with work pressure.

Two days ago, he received an email from Qin Yang, saying that he is now in China.

He couldn't believe that Qin Yang would say these words so lightly: "I'm in China now."

He wrote back right away asking when he would be back and where he was now.Qin Yang didn't reply until half a day later, only saying that he returned to China to participate in a practical activity with a school in the United States. He stayed in the countryside some time ago and returned to the city yesterday.

Shen Yi repeatedly looked at the few words in his email, and tremblingly put down the phone.

So, now, Qin Yang is in the same city as him.

For the first time in three years.

Shen Yi almost had the urge to put down his work desperately and run out to find him now.But Qin Yang didn't write his location in the email, he only said that he would go to Shen Yi after the event was over.

In this way, Shen Yi could only passively stay where he was, waiting.

The side effect of this extreme anticipation was a sharp drop in his sleep quality.

Every night before going to bed, he couldn't help but imagine what he would do if he received a call from Qin Yang the next day.How to face this younger brother who hasn't seen him for three years?What can I say without embarrassment?

He rehearsed repeatedly in his mind, always exhausted by all kinds of imaginations, and couldn't sleep at night.

After all, in the past three years, how the other party has changed, I have no idea.I have no idea how to respond to what words.I can only deduce it over and over again, practice over and over again, and find the method that I think is the most foolproof.

He didn't know why he had to take such painstaking efforts.But he could vaguely feel that he really wanted to make up for Qin Yang.

He wanted to make up for everything about three years ago.

Maybe it was under the influence of this mentality that he had that dream.

In the dream, Qin Yang was still the boy he was three years ago.They walked side by side on an endless tree-lined avenue, and the sunlight fell on them through the gaps between the leaves. They seemed to be chatting about something while walking leisurely.

Slowly, the sky turned from blue to deep black, from sunlight to moonlight.Under the cold moonlight, they kept walking on this endless tree-lined road.

After a while, he suddenly found that Qin Yang was gone.The boy who had been walking on his left hand side disappeared for some reason.

He ran and called, but heard nothing and saw no sign.

He is the only one left in this world, and this endless boulevard.

He sat on the ground exhausted, crying bitterly.Just like when I was at the airport, watching Qin Yang's figure disappear at the security checkpoint.

Then, he felt someone gently stroking his shoulder.

Looking up, the familiar teenager squatted in front of him, smiling at him.

He stretched out his arms to hug Qin Yang, like holding a lost and found treasure, tightly, refusing to let go.

Qin Yang stroked his back tenderly and comforted him softly.

In a soft voice, with peace of mind, he raised his head and kissed the boy.

The boy then bowed his head to respond, parted his lips very tenderly, and kissed him deeply.

In the dream, it all happened so naturally.When he woke up in the morning, Shen Yi opened his eyes, recalled the details of the dream again, and suddenly found something strange under him.

He felt a sudden panic, and an unspeakable sense of shame.

"Teacher, your dark circles are so big that they can be regarded as national treasures."

In the classroom of Grade 3 ([-]), a student who was usually naughty said loudly, and there was a burst of laughter in the classroom.

Shen Yi on the podium frowned deliberately, and looked at the boy: "Oh? Since you are so observant, then this question is up to you to solve."

After that, he tapped on a topic he had just written on the blackboard, and the boy wailed.

"Okay, don't dawdle, come up and write."

Amidst the laughter of the students below, the boy reluctantly stepped onto the podium.

"Other students are doing calculations on the draft book, and the time limit is 10 minutes." After he finished speaking, he walked off the platform and walked around the aisle.

It's midsummer, and the final exam is less than two weeks away. The restlessness of the upcoming holiday and the hot weather combine to make every day seem so difficult.

In the corner of the last row of the classroom, Liang Ziji was sitting by the window looking at the playground outside in a daze, when his deskmate Luo Shuan suddenly poked him, reminding him to do the problem.

Although Liang Ziji snorted disdainfully, he obediently took out the exercise book.

Luo Shu'an saw that he began to do the questions obediently, and looked away, with a slight smile on his lips.

All this fell into Shen Yi's eyes.He walked around the two boys from the back of the classroom calmly and breathed a sigh of relief.

With Luo Shuan around, Liang Ziji shouldn't cause any major troubles in the remaining days.

Thinking of this, he unconsciously leaned against the back door of the classroom, looking at the playground under the scorching summer, and stared blankly.

"Teacher, I'm done!"

Until a cry brought him back to reality.

He pushed his glasses and returned to the podium.

Shen also didn't know who to tell about his changes during this period.

What is hard to say is not the erotic dream, but the object of the erotic dream.

It seemed that he had been looking forward to something ever since he received the news of Qin Yang's return.All expectations turned into a dream without trace at night.Only in the dream, he can get a glimpse of his deepest desire.

He had that dream three more times in the week since.

The scene may be different, the content may be different, but every time, it is the same object.

With Qin Yang, they hugged each other affectionately, kissed each other, and even acted more privately and intimately.

He didn't know what went wrong with him to dream of such a scene.In the past three years, he has always thought that his feelings for Qin Yang have not changed at all—it is his dearest brother, the support he does not want to lose, and the existence that makes him willing to be gentle to this world.

Could it be that just because of the upcoming reunion, he has a different emotion?

This is ridiculous too.

Every night, before falling asleep, he carried a tinge of fear.

Fear of dreaming that scene again.

In the dream, he and Qin Yang became closer day by day.He was afraid that in his dream, all this would get out of hand.

Ye Zi once said that sometimes, dreams can reflect a person's deepest desire.

So, he will have such a dream, does it also mean...

He expected another change in his relationship with Qin Yang?