Goodbye Midsummer 2

Push away the thick pine needles on the ground, and a burst of fresh earthy aroma comes to the nostrils. Under the needles, gray-brown mushrooms are thickly leaning against the roots of the tree.Qin Yang skillfully picked them off and put them into the basket.

The morning sun gently shines through the branches. He walks through the woods, stopping from time to time to pick the mushrooms that thrive in the dark corners. Soon, the basket is full of these fat foods.

He was alone in the silent woods, and occasionally he could hear a few melodious birdsong, but when he looked up, he couldn't tell where the birds were.He put the basket on the ground, stood alone among the trees, and took a few deep breaths. The morning forest and fresh air instantly filled his lungs.

He picked up the basket and slowly descended the mountain.

Staying in this mountain village is now No. 15 days.Tomorrow, they will leave this secluded valley and go to the city to experience another life.

Some of the students are excited about this - after all, they don't have to endure the backward living environment here; some feel regretful and nostalgic - this return to the original life like a paradise has come to an end.

For Qin Yang, the rare rural life gave him a moment of peace in his heart, which he cherished.But when he thought of the city he was about to return to, he felt restless.

After all, that was the city where Shen Yi was located.

On the last day in the mountain village, without the shackles of routine tasks, everyone has plenty of free time.Some people enjoy playing in the mountains, while others stay in the village to say goodbye to the villagers who have helped them.

Qin Yang packed his luggage almost, and didn't want to get involved in too many parting scenes, so he walked outside the house by himself and started walking along a secluded path.

Both sides of the path are full of emerald green bamboos, and the clumps stretch straight to the sky. In the hot summer, walking in the bamboo forest is a rare shade.He listened to the chirping of cicadas and walked leisurely along the path, and soon came to a secluded lake.

The lake is as calm as a mirror, surrounded by dense bamboo forests, covering most of the sky above the head, making the sunlight fragments falling on the lake both precious and bright.

It was rare to find such a quiet place, so Qin Yang found a grass field by the lake and lay down on the ground.

In the ears, there are cicadas and insects.When you close your eyes, it is pitch black, as if you are in another world.

Just lying on his back like this for a while, suddenly there was a rustling sound in his ears, he opened his eyes and looked around, and saw the blond Andre sitting beside him at some point, looking at it thoughtfully. he.

Qin Yang turned his back to him and lay on his side, without speaking.

"I ask you to forgive me for what happened that night." It was still a bit of broken Chinese, with a slightly pitiful tone.

"I really like you."

Qin Yang still didn't respond.

Andre didn't leave either, and continued to sit where he was, with the sun shining on his long eyelashes. He looked at the bamboo forest dancing in the wind, and chanted a poem to himself.

The fountainsminglewiththeriver springs always flow to the river

Andtheriverswiththeocean, the river flows into the sea again

Thewindsofhe□□enmixforever

Withasweetemotion; a sweet feeling;

Nothing in the world is single;

Allthingsbyalawdivine

Inonespiritmeetandmingle. All must be integrated into one.

Why notIwiththine—Why are you and I unique?

Seethe mountainskisshighhe□□en you see the mountains kiss the blue sky,

Andthew□□esclasponeananother; wave embraces wave;

Nosister-flower would be forgiven

Ifit disdaineditsbrother; sisters despise brothers?

Andthesunlightclaspstheearth the sun hugs the earth tightly,

Andthe moonbeamskissthesea: Moonlight kisses the sea softly:

What is all this sweetworkworth,

Ifhoukissnotme If you won't kiss me?

The wind blows from a distance, the fragrance of flowers wafts in the sun, the bamboo leaves rustle, and the green grass stirs the breath of a sleeping person.

Qin Yang still turned his back to him, but slowly opened his mouth.

"I don't like you, Andrei."

"I can wait."

"You don't need to waste your time with me."

"It's not a waste."

Qin Yang sat up and turned to look at him. 20-year-old Andre, with blond hair shining in the sun, and light freckles on his fair skin, smiled softly and looked at Qin Yang patiently.

Qin Yang sighed and turned his eyes away: "I have someone I like."

"I can wait," Andre tentatively approached him slightly, "wait until you don't like him."

Qin Yang looked at the sparkling lake and remained silent.

Will there be such a day?The day I stopped liking Shen Yi...

"I think you are in pain." Andre put his hands on his shoulders, his green eyes seemed to see his heart, "Your eyes are in pain. I want you to be happier and smile more."

He looked into Andre's eyes and felt an inexplicable warmth.

"Like, it should be happy, not painful." Andre expressed in broken Chinese, and then tried to search for available words in his mind. He gently stroked Qin Yang's face, and whispered:

"Omyloveislikeeared,redrose

That's newly sprunning June;

Omyloveislikethemelody

That's sweetly played intune."

My love is like a red rose,

In the first wind of June,

My love is like a sweet melody,

Sing beautifully and harmoniously.

Qin Yang subconsciously wanted to break free from his hand, but Andre pressed his forehead against his forehead and whispered in his ear:

"You can treat me as him, I just want you to be happy."

Qin Yang was about to push him away, but the dream came struggling.

He had dreamed countless times, the scene where Shen Yi hugged and kissed him.In every dream, Shen Yi is so gentle and calm, accepting his caress without struggle, and blending with his lips and tongue.However, every time he wakes up and looks at the empty ceiling, he will think of what Shen Yi said to him:

Qin Yang, I like you too, but not the way you like me.

How hopeless it is to fall in love with someone hopelessly.He has experienced this feeling deeply for many years.Maybe in the days to come, I will continue to experience it.

Andre's words made his heart shake for a moment.

Yes, how long will this kind of day, this kind of despair last?

Since three years ago, he has been stagnant, neither can return to Shen Yi's side, nor can he really leave him.

How long will this day last?

Maybe, it's time for a change?

Start by accepting another—

Under the shattered sunlight, Qin Yang looked at those green eyes, and the breathing that was so close disturbed his mood.

He closed his eyes and kissed Andre with trembling lips.

Andthesunlightclaspstheearth

Andthe moonbeamskissthesea:

What is all this sweet workworth

Ifhoukissnotme

The sun hugs the earth tightly,

Moonlight kisses the ocean tenderly:

But what good are these kisses,

What if you won't kiss me?