whose child is the sugar pile

"Go out, you all go outside and watch." Su Sansheng lowered his head and ordered in a hoarse voice, "Take this woman out and watch."

After a while in the corridor, only the two of them were left, Su Sansheng was squatting, and Chen Shen was sitting.

"Chen Shen." Su Sansheng got up and walked in front of him, looking down at the top of Chen Shen's head, "Chen Shen!"

Su Sansheng was impatient, he grabbed Chen Shen by the collar and pulled him up, "You're deaf—!" His voice stopped abruptly, his eyes widened instantly, and he looked ahead in disbelief.

The moment Chen Shen was picked up by him, he raised his hand and pressed the gun against his eyebrows neatly. Su Sansheng saw that the gun was resisted before he had time to react, and the other party shot... never once, death Being so close and approaching so quickly, Su Sansheng was speechless for a while, and paused for a while before he began to pant. He was not dead.

Chen Shen put down the gun, with a look of impatience on his face because there were no bullets.

Su Sansheng saw this expression completely in his eyes, and couldn't help but feel chills. Chen Shen didn't hesitate at all in his actions just now. He really wanted to kill himself, just because of impatience.

Is this really Chen Shen?

At least not the one I knew before!

Su Sansheng's hand softened, and Chen Shen fell back to the chair, motionless, as if the electricity had been cut off suddenly.

"The matter about Li Xiaonan has nothing to do with Tang Shanhai, it was planned by me alone." Su Sansheng stood in front of him for a long time before finally organizing his words, "I imprisoned him once and wanted him to leave you, I want to Keep him away from you madman!"

"However, he still refuses, trying to escape in every possible way, even showing himself to Bi Zhongliang..." In fact, Su Sansheng's expression was no better than that of Chen Shen, his face was pale, "Perhaps this is what made Bi Zhongliang Always keep an eye on him."

Su Sansheng thought of Tang Shanhai lying in a pool of blood again, grabbing his hair and retreating step by step, leaning his back against the wall and sliding down slowly, sitting on the floor opposite Chen Shen, "When the accident happened, no one was by his side .”

"Why, what's going on!" Su Sansheng couldn't figure out, when did Bi Zhongliang know about it, and why did he rush to attack Tang Shanhai? !

This time, it was obvious that he saw the right moment to move, and he chose when Chen Shen was not in the action, what did he find?

"Tell the news to Bi Zhongliang." The empty corridor was full of pale lights, Chen Shen looked at it sideways, took out a piece of paper wet from the rain from his pocket, and handed it to Su Sansheng, "Sparrow informant."

Su Sansheng couldn't understand for a moment, "What do you mean?"

"Bi Zhongliang, damn it." When Chen Shen said this, he had no emotion, and his tone was flat, wiping the body of the gun with his sleeve.

"Chen Shen, did you make a mistake? From our standpoint," Su Sanxing shook the paper, "Why do you think I will listen to you?"

Chen Shen didn't respond to his lack of cooperation, he was neither irritable nor sarcastic, he just turned his head and looked in the direction of the operating room, "You can go."

"Chen Shen!" Su Sansheng suddenly stood up from the ground, took a step forward but suddenly thought of what happened just now, stopped in place with an ugly face, and his voice was subconsciously weak, "What qualifications do you have to order me?"

Hearing this, Chen Shen finally stood up from the chair, and looked at each other face to face with Su Sansheng for a moment, "Do something that will make him happy before coming back."

"I'm going to wait for him to come out, I won't go!"

"Tomorrow Xu Bicheng will tell Li Moqun that Bi Zhongliang is a sparrow, and he is trying to plant it on me." Chen Shen put his hands in his pockets, watched the moths on the lamp without blinking, and wanted to make something that could win Li Moqun's trust. Evidence is too easy, not to mention that to Li Moqun, the truth is not important at all, the important thing is to trip Bi Zhongliang.

"Chen Shen, if you dare to admit your identity to me, aren't you afraid that I will expose you!" Chen Shen in front of Su Sansheng no longer pretended to be relaxed, and put away his usual face, so ruthless that it was almost unrecognizable. .

"He can't just wake up with bad news waiting, but also good news, isn't it?" One is not enough, Liu Meina will still steal the zeroing plan tonight... At the most chaotic time, she caught him by surprise.All things must be carried out at the most unexpected time, so that the other party can't react or even know where to plug the loopholes.

Chen Shen is like a person who has suddenly lost his emotions, his emotions are all pale, and the life and death of the person who can bring him emotional changes is still uncertain.

Su Sansheng tightened his hands holding the note, and put the piece of paper that was about to cause a bloodbath into his pocket.

Bi Zhongliang got in touch with the sparrow's informant, and when he was chasing Chen Shen, Li Moqun mistakenly thought that he wanted to frame him, and he revealed to Ying Zuo at the most critical moment that Bi Zhongliang wanted to escape the golden cicada's shell, so in the end he would not be able to argue with anything, waiting for his Only death.

Good news for him...

Su Sansheng had to admit that this sentence was too tempting.Without much hesitation, he glanced at the door of the operating room again, turned and left.

Chen Shen was sure that he would do as he said.

When he came out of the operating room, Chen Bingquan was hunched over, and he was helped out. The operation really consumed him too much energy, and his whole body was drenched in sweat. He was afraid that one of them would lose his family.

Tang Shanhai survived in the end, he had endless nostalgia for life, he still had a lot of things to do, and he still hadn't heard a word, Chen Bing was all amazed by his tenacious and tenacious vitality.

Arranging manpower and wards, Chen Shen was busy until dawn and finally sat quietly in front of Tang Shanhai's hospital bed, with his eyes closed and his hands resting on the armrests.

There was no light in the room. Chen Shen was used to the darkness, and only in the dark did he not need to dodge to cover up.

He looked at Tang Shanhai's weak and pale sleeping face, and his heart began to throb, "Why are you so stupid?"

This kind of heart pain is familiar and unfamiliar.

There seemed to be an iron door in front of him, and a person exactly like him was sitting opposite him. The black water under his feet was covered with layers of white ripples. Chen Shen seemed to be divided into two, looking at himself.

"Can you understand this feeling?"

The person on the opposite side was also stroking his heart, looking at his expression with some doubts and confusion, and gradually his face became clearer, "Is this the feeling of feeling uncomfortable because of the disappearance of a life?" Can't stop looking at him. passed away.

Chen Shen nodded, put down his hands, leaned his head on the back of the chair, and let his bangs fall.

When he killed the child with a gun in front of Bi Zhongliang, he was frightened by his indifference. He dropped the gun not because he killed someone, but because he suddenly couldn't feel the weight of life at that moment, and he felt calm in his heart. Can't tell the difference between killing a man and breaking a glass.

From then on, Chen Shen didn't dare to use a gun again. This kind of weapon that can end a life just by moving a finger is too light, and it's too convenient for Chen Shen.

This was the first seed. Chen Shen noticed the anomaly and locked it in the cage he built, thinking that it would fend for itself.

However, with the passage of time, the loneliness, pain, and despair that were forced to separate under the mask were thrown in again and again, growing in the darkness.

When there was only a confident, ambitious and cynical Chen Shen left outside, the indifferent, vicious and unconscious Chen Shen inside also began to be nourished. He bore all the negative emotions that Chen Shen could not bear, and he could not perceive Positive emotions, he lives in a world without time, light, and sound. He doesn't even have life, and naturally he can't appreciate the weight of life. , Comrade's death struggled painfully in the quagmire, watching him sink deeper and deeper indifferently.

I am the beast imprisoned in your heart, bloodthirsty and flesh-eating.

It was a beautiful night for him until the fall of the military-controlled Shanghai area. Before that, he had never tried to get out of the cage. He was not interested in anything, and only the smell of blood could stop him.

Tang Shanhai was sitting in the square pavilion, it was pouring rain outside, surrounded by bloody corpses, his fingers were blue from the cold, he sat there quietly, pretending that he didn't care about the things around him, his eyes The sadness inside is palpitating.

No one noticed Chen Shen's sudden abnormality, and the weird smile disappeared in an instant at the corner of his mouth.

Tang Shanhai was in so much pain, but he had to deliberately relax his whole body to look like he had nothing to do with it, and he didn't even dare to clenched his fists to resist.

He was touched by Tang Shanhai's deeply painful eyes, and for the first time had a perception of life and death.

until……

"Until the child is gone." It was his child, and he lost it before he knew it.

"It's your stupidity that killed him." The person opposite stood up from the chair, holding the iron door with both hands and looking at him fiercely from the inside. The iron door made an unbearable sound and was crumbling.

Chen Shen straightened up, walked to the door, and looked at himself through the iron bars, "Where there is light, there is shadow, and where there is white, there is black. I think he is so good, and I have to guard him cleanly and decently."

"Only being clean can't protect him at all!"

"Yes, there must be weapons and blood." Chen Shen put his hand on the handle of the cage.

The opponent's hand passed through the gap and folded on his hand, "Have you thought about it yet?"

"He accepted me, and he also accepted you." Chen Shen bit your words hard, "Do you want to come out of this world that you despise?"

"Without me, you are completely incomplete, and there are too many things you can't do."

"Yes."

"He made me feel the temperature and weight of life, and taught me how to love someone."

"You are me, and I am you." Chen Shen opened the iron door, held his own cold hand, and let the blood with the black aura spread up, soaking the upper half of his body.

Everyone wants me to live as a sparrow, only Tang Shanhai taught me how to live as Chen Shen.