Contemplating the past and standing in the setting sun

I don't know how I woke up, maybe I just sat at the table last night and fell asleep after crying?Hehe, it's been a long time since that man appeared in his world, he has never seen such tears streaming down his face again, that man is so kind, such a good him, he can be so dilapidated It took me a lifetime of luck to meet him, but I can't show the courage to love him all my life. I am afraid that because of my existence, he will have an accident like today. Without me, he can be with his wife for a hundred years. It’s a good relationship, they may have their lovely and innocent son in the future, he can live happily ever after, and he is a practical person in advance of this life, he doesn’t have the courage to spend the rest of his life with him, or, he has always only helped himself as a It's just a very good friend, really good, friend...

Sitting on the ground for a long time, Chen Sixiang wanted to stand up and go out to buy something to eat. Maybe he had been sitting on the ground for a long time, and he almost fell to the ground for a moment, but he still supported his body and walked out, still in a straight line. The familiar street was the place where he met that person. The wind still smelled of his body, which penetrated into his nostrils, making his nose sore, and tears fell one by one. I raised my hand and wiped it, and walked to the supermarket closer to my home. It is already around 3 pm. There were not many people in this alley, and there are even fewer people in this alley, so there are only a few supermarkets. An aunt was there watching, they might be free, so they watched TV and chatted there, seeing how haggard he was, and asking him how he was doing, if they had anything to say, they would feel sympathetic Feel better, Chen Si shook his head, said thank you, took some bread and wanted to leave, but the content on the TV caught his attention:

[Recently broadcast, Chairman Li's eldest son, Li Canyang, was seriously injured due to robbery, and is still being treated in the hospital, and there is still no sign of waking up...] What?Didn't the doctor say that he was fine? Why, why, why, Chen Sixiang panicked all of a sudden, put down the bread and ran outside, crying loudly while running, shouting, don't, don't, don't! !No!Tears slid down in the wind and wet the clothes of passers-by. Looking at this boy who was crying and running, many people wanted to approach him to ask what was wrong with him, but they didn't take this step. You are just the person I missed by my side, but If you are not the one who disturbs the rhythm of my life, then you are the one who has nothing to do with me.Chen Sixiang just wants to see that man now, he doesn't care, he doesn't care, even if it's because he came to kill him, he doesn't care, big deal, he will go with him, go to the Yellow River together, he will take Wash your soul clean, and then spend your next life with him well.

Chen Sixiang, who hadn't eaten much these days, ran a little hard, fell down and gritted his teeth and continued to run towards the hospital. The hospital is not far from his home, so he arrived after running for a while. There were a lot of reporters crowded at the entrance of the hospital. Everyone probably saw the news, so they all planned to come here to find out. Chen Sixiang gritted his teeth and squeezed himself in with all his strength, regardless of the people around him. , When he finally squeezed to the entrance of the hospital, he was stopped by two policemen.

"Who are you and what are you doing here!"

"I...I..." Chen Sixiang opened his mouth and didn't know what to say. Could it be that he couldn't see the last side of him?

"Let him in." Seeing that it was the girl he met in the hospital that day, he raised his head and nodded to the girl to express his thanks, the girl also nodded, and then he rushed into the hospital to look for Li Canyang Because Li Canyang’s ward hadn’t changed, he found it right away. After finding Li Canyang’s ward, Chen Si went in and saw a pale man sleeping on the bed with There are a lot of equipment and fruits and flowers, but he still has no sign of waking up.He walked over, sat on the chair next to Li Canyang's hospital bed, touched his hand gently, then raised his hand to caress his face, and then slid it to his lips, it was hot and humid, Chen Sixiang couldn't help it He moved closer and closer until his lips touched, and a trace of sweetness slipped into Chen Sixiang's mouth. He raised his head and kissed the man's eyes, then got up and sat next to the man, and said in the man's ear: "Setting Yang, what do you say?" Why are you so good, why are you so good to me, let me like you, let me fall in love with you, let me hurt you, I dare not love you, I dare not yearn for a life with you, let alone Dare to get close to your life, not to mention that there is such a beautiful and lovely woman beside you..." Chen Sixiang was talking there, but was suddenly interrupted,

"Baby, listen to me that she is my sister!"