Contemplating the past and standing in the setting sun

Looking at the closed operation door, Chen Sixiang held his head in his hands in pain, and tried hard to wipe the tears on his face. The man said he didn't like the way his face was full of tears, but he always Appearing at the moment of his tears, as if it was just arranged, he always appears when he is most helpless and lonely, and just happens to bring him enough care and companionship to pray for, just like a ray of warm sunshine, The old city that refracts him, the old city that collapsed, has no life, but because of this ray of light, there are green mountains and green waters. Why did such a good man have an accident because of him, God, please, don’t take him away Let's go, okay, I only have this hope left, you can let me experience countless pains and tortures, but you must let him live, no matter what, let him live who I love.

He loves Li Canyang, he loves him, he loves his tenderness, he loves him who likes to touch his head gently, he loves him who gets angry in the rain, he forgets to bring an umbrella and wipes his hair with a towel, he loves him Love him who smiles softly at him, he loves him, yes, I love him, so God, can you not take him away, I love him, I only have this one person for me to love, so, don't Take him, don't take him...

Chen Sixiang kept touching his tears all the time. He said that he didn't like the way he was crying, so he must wipe away the tears before he woke up, and then faced him with a smile. I wiped everything until my face was red and painful, but I kept wiping it until the door of the operating room opened.He quickly got up and ran over, grabbed the doctor's hand, and asked, "Doctor, doctor, how is he?" The doctor saw him very nervous, and smiled and said, "Don't worry, even though he was robbed, it's not the same. It was very deep, and no vital organs were injured, and the patient will wake up naturally when he rests." "Then can I go in and see him?" "Of course, but make sure the patient rests." "Okay." Chen Si Xiang nodded and walked in, looking at the man who had suffered a disastrous defeat on the hospital bed, his heart felt as if thousands of needles were piercing him, he was in great pain, he approached silently, gently touched the man's hand, and gently touched the man's hand. The man's face, staring at the man with all his eyes, lay on the man's chest with a low smile, as if saying to his heart, get well soon, Li Canyang...

Li Ningning rushed to the hospital as soon as she received the message, found Li Canyang's ward and went straight in, saw a young man sitting next to Li Canyang peeling fruit, and asked, "Who are you?" He was startled, and ran out before the girl finished speaking. The girl in the ward thought that he should be Li Canyang's friend and left if he had something to do, so she didn't care too much.

Now it's autumn, and the wind is a little bit cool, Chen Si is sad while running, he, that man, already has a girlfriend... It turns out that he has never belonged to his sunshine, that person, is Other people's sunshine, there is another little princess living in his castle, that girl is so beautiful, delicate and cute, and she has a good figure, and she smiles very cute when she asks who she is, I am... broken in love ?

Chen Sixiang didn't know how long he had been running, he just kept running in this alley that he was familiar with, now he only had that home left, and only that home was his final destination, and that man's arms were not in his arms. Maybe it's his, and he's not just smiling gently at him alone, stroking his head, Chen Sixiang was crying while running, only by increasing the speed of his feet, the wind will wipe it off. These tears....Chen Sixiang who ran home was very tired. Before entering the door, he fell down at the door, panting heavily, trying to catch all the breath in the air, tears kept flowing, no matter what he did It was useless to wipe it with his sleeves. He looked up at the sky, which was slowly getting darker, because the sun was about to go down... The moment when his eyes were opened and closed were filled with the stickiness of tears, as if Suddenly, I saw a man with cold eyes and a resolute face. He stroked his head with a gentle smile, and said to him, I don’t want to see your tears streaming down your face. The tears between your eyelids can’t stretch anymore. Suddenly, he ran out of his eyes, and the man disappeared, as if he saw a familiar figure of a woman.

When Chen Sixiang woke up, it was already the afternoon of the next day. He remembered that he was still at the door yesterday, but today he woke up in his own bed. He tried to recall what happened, but he had a terrible headache and his mind was full of pain. They were all empty, he licked his dry lips, his throat was dry, he got out of bed and poured a glass of water on the table to quench his thirst, when he suddenly saw a note with very beautiful words written on it , very beautiful, but, he looked down slowly, and what he saw was the name he was no longer familiar with...

Missing:

Maybe we won't meet again in the future. I was caught in a gangster and I was caught. In fact, I have never regretted what I did. I left home, drank and smoked, followed A good-for-nothing hei gang boss lived a life. I didn't regret it the day I was sent to the police station, but I regretted everything I did to you before. I shouldn't blame you for your father's death. Yes I feel very sorry and guilty for what you did, and I don’t expect you to call me mom anymore, so I also confess to the police what I did to you, oh, to my own children, please forgive me for being so selfish I did it to alleviate the guilt in my heart, and asked the police to let me come back to see you again. When I came back and saw you lying at the door, I carried you into the room, let you lie on the bed, and watched your immature face slowly fade away. Slowly becoming an adult, I'm sorry that I missed your best years to choose to hurt you instead of being with you, I'm sorry, Sixiang, I hope you can forgive me for everything I did to you, goodbye, you have to be good Well, it is the beautiful April day of my last years.

祁莲

This seems to have destroyed the last defense in Chen Sixiang's heart, and the old city in his heart was slowly sinking into darkness. He seemed to be tired from crying, and his tears dried up, and he fell to the ground at once. Look, I Not only did I kill my dad, I sent my mom to jail, I made my best friend do this, and I made the one I love the most hurt and he's still in the hospital, what the hell did I do because What can be selected by them, pull yourself into their world, but let their original warm world collapse, you must be a monster... for causing everything to be so good to yourself, mom, I don’t blame you, really , In fact, I am the sinner, I am the sinner who should go to prison and go to hell...