The gossip magazine said it was going to be porn [entertainment circle]

As an artist, you can really keep yourself busy 360 days a year without touching the ground.After An Xia came out of the original company, the new company he signed with prepared a brand new team for him. Except for his favorite music, other people are in charge of it. He only needs to be in charge of his own music.

An Xia found out that taking care of people can really be done by one person. Even if he can't do anything, there will still be someone to help him do it well.Back then, the person who took care of him every day was really dispensable.

An Xia completely cut off contact with Gu Tangqi, and kept in touch with the former members. He asked his assistant and manager to completely filter out all news from Gu Tangqi.In Nuo Da's world, he completely blocked Gu Tangxi.

Neither the manager nor the assistant knew what was wrong with Gu Tangxi, because he didn't even watch TV after Gu Tangqi's TV frequently appeared on David TV.

Everyone in Anxia's team knew that the boss was easy to say anything, but he couldn't mention Gu Tangqi, and he would explode if he mentioned it. He even fired a particularly pleasing assistant, because the other party chased Gu Tangqi's new drama, He also said that Gu Tangxi is quite handsome.

Being so extreme, An Xia himself knew that he had problems, but he was not the only one with problems.

Even if An Xia directly shielded Gu Tangxi from his own world, Gu Tangxi still appeared in front of him in another way.

These years, An Xia only does one thing, and that is music.Nowadays, singers are worthless, and many of them have changed jobs to act. He still sticks to the position of singer, but he turned down all invitations from movies or TV dramas.

The frequency of releasing one album a year is maintained, and the concert is also held from the beginning of the year to the end of the year.

Gu Tangqi was also present at every show, so even if everyone in the circle knew that An Xia and Gu Tangqi were at odds, in the eyes of the fans, even if the two were separated from the group, they were still true love.

It has to be true love, even a true fan can't follow every game.

An Xia even thought about canceling the tour directly because of this reason, but there must be a certain degree of willfulness. He can't make decisions about this kind of thing alone. The company still points to him to make money, and a lot of people are still waiting for him to support.

You can't avoid it, you can't avoid it, you can only turn a blind eye.

Later, Gu Tangqi went too far, and didn't know that the tickets he got there were all VIPs in the infield. An Xia could see him sitting in the audience with almost no effort, and would change the light board every time he came over. Stand by your side no matter how big or small, you are not afraid of being ashamed.He even bought a front row seat at a high price online, which made An Xia very angry and was criticized by fans for buying tickets from scalpers in such a high-profile way.

Later, Gu Tangxi's studio came out to apologize, the reason was because he didn't want to miss any of An Xia's concerts, and by the way, it was revealed that Gu Tangxi bought all the tickets by himself, and An Xia, a former teammate, was reluctant to give away the tickets .

The manager, Quan Anxia, ​​explained, but An Xia bit her to death and did not respond.

An Xia's fans are also used to the existence of this number one fan, and some people even made an inventory. Gu Tangqi, who is in An Xia's every concert, wears sunglasses and a mask in a low-key manner, but holds a shiny light sign.

Gu Tangxi's face also thickened with age.He himself has become more casual in the past few years, and the scandals have been one after another.There is no meaning of restraint at all.An Xia didn't realize this pattern at the beginning, because there were so many scandals about Gu Tangqi that he couldn't tell whether they were true or not. He probably had nothing to fear, and he didn't care if these things would make him fall. pink.

But among the many gossip girlfriends, there is a small rule, that is, as long as the female artists he has publicly praised or worked with, all of them have had scandals with Gu Tangqi.This rule was discovered by the fans. It's a bit far-fetched to say it, but An Xia still noticed it.

In addition to feeling bored, I feel that this person is seriously ill.

An Xia has been working hard in the past few years, and her lifelong goal is to hold concerts for a whole year, such as 360 concerts. If he has the ability, Gu Tangqi will go out of business for a whole year.

However, even though they haven't spoken a word in years, the two have spent more time seeing each other than they did in the same group.Being an artist is like this, you can not see each other for several years, but you won't feel a little strange.

It was the same with Gu Tangqi, and it was the same with the other members.

After An Xia left the team, she got closer to Jian Jing. Although she didn't meet the captain and the youngest very often, she still didn't feel strange seeing her again.On the other hand, with Gu Tangqi, who obviously see each other often, still have nothing to say.

An Xia also can't tell how he feels about Gu Tangqi now, probably because he wants to spend time with you after the end of life, he doesn't know if one day Gu Tangxi doesn't come to his concert, he Will it crash.In his heart, he has even been looking forward to this day.

The reorganization of the group is really dispensable to An Xia, but it is different to Jian Jing.The teammates who were in good condition at the beginning have now reached the point of passing, and as friends like family members, they must help.In the past, they were hindered by the suppression of their old club, but now they can develop freely.

This statement is too tempting.

An Xia also couldn't tell whether she was thinking from Jian Jing's position, or was she still looking forward to meeting Gu Tangqi deep down in her heart?He always felt that the two people's personalities and ways of doing things had to be driven by external factors to make progress, or to make things worse.

This idea has not been confirmed, and the time for everyone to meet is less than half an hour to get it done.

For such a big thing as reorganization, everyone is still quite hasty.

Then there was the training camp in South Korea. An Xia knew that everyone needed to get used to it, but she didn't expect Gu Tangqi to be so far behind. He used to have his own style, but now his physical fitness can't keep up, and his movements are not in place. , Do you forget that you are a singer even if you are an actor?Is he just messing around like this?An Xia wasn't targeting him at all, she just felt that since she wanted to return, at least she had to be kind to herself!How does he look like a professional singer and dancer?

An Xia thought that since they didn't pinch each other when they met again, they would definitely pretend that nothing happened by default.In the end, Gu Tangxi actually kissed him in front of everyone.

An Xia was criticizing his actions, but he directly held his face and kissed him. Before that, An Xia had just disclosed the fact that she liked men in front of the group members.

Just like he is very brave, Gu Tangxi has to act braver than him.

The two of them seemed to be at odds with each other all the time.

I have done countless things in the dark before, but Gu Tangqi just let them see the light of day.

In the past, the reason why the two people settled each other was because it was not easy to be discovered, because they were members, because it was convenient, and because... they would not be tempted.

The biggest fear of falling in love with a straight man is that the other party regards ambiguity as friendship, while he regards ambiguity as love.

The moment he was pulled away by the members, Gu Tangxi actually licked his lips, which was ambiguous and full of hints.

An Xia immediately ran away, rushing to fight him desperately, this is the correct way to reunite after a long absence.

But it didn't work out. With so many people present, they couldn't hold Gu Tangqi to kiss An Xia forcefully, and still couldn't hold An Xia to beat Gu Tangqi violently?

An Xia kept holding back his anger until the night, and he didn't see Gu Tangxi at night. He didn't come back drunk until he was about to go to bed after taking a shower, and saw him calling his name and pushing someone into the room. room.

This was the first time the two of them got together alone after their reunion. An Xia wanted to run away, but the drunk blocked the door. The drunk had no reason to speak, so he just sat by the door and just looked at him like this.

It looked like he was drunk and out of shape, but he seemed sober.

"It's been so long, and I finally caught you." Gu Tangqi smiled, and then stretched out his hand towards An Xia, "Let me hug you, I'm afraid it's just a dream."

An Xia ignored him, and continued following his words: "It's just a dream, it's wrong for you to dream of me without authorization, please let me out quickly."

"I don't..." Gu Tangxi turned his head away, with a stubborn and childish expression, "I want to sleep with you."

As he said that, he got up staggeringly, and rushed towards An Xia with precision.The room was not too big, the floor was full of luggage, An Xia had nowhere to hide, and was thrown on the bed by Gu Tangqi.

The feeling of catching the real thing made Gu Tangxi's eyes shine, An Xia was a little frightened, and said while struggling, "It's not a dream, it's not a dream, it's real! I'm real! So you better let me go , or I will really fight with you."

"Really?" Gu Tangxi lowered his head and smacked his face, then looked at him condescendingly, and muttered to himself, "It's true!"

What did you say!

As soon as the words fell, An Xia was hugged by Gu Tangqi without even being able to escape. It was different from ordinary hugs, it was a hug where the whole limbs were entangled.

"I love you!"

The man wrapped around An Xia gave him a critical blow as soon as he opened his mouth.

"I like you."

The second blow.

"I've always liked you, to the point of going crazy."

The third blow.

"I was wrong, I missed it." As he spoke, he buried himself on An Xia's shoulder and began to cry. For such a big man, he can say whatever he wants without being afraid of being ugly.

An Xia struggled a bit, her voice didn't sound like her own anymore, "Speak up if you have something to say."

Gu Tangxi refused to let go, and stubbornly pestered him, "You have been avoiding me, not talking to me, not listening to me, not looking at me, not giving me a chance, I can't let you run away again."

A lot of "no"s gave An Xia a headache.

There was probably no reason to talk to the drunk, so An Xia gave up, lay there, and resigned to her fate, "Tell me! I'll see how you see people when you get up tomorrow."

Gu Tangqi actually started to talk. Since An Xia knew Gu Tangqi, he hadn't heard as much as he said tonight.He said a lot over and over again, nothing more than liking him, loving him, missing him, trying his best to get close to him, but An Xia's copper and iron walls blocked him out, he thought it was very hard for him, so he could only use his work To paralyze myself, he has filmed many, many scenes, the most workload is being on the set for the whole year, and when he is not on the set, he follows An Xia's concert. It is very tiring, but compared to not being able to see him, the days I've been more tired.

Gu Tangxi seemed to have finally seized the opportunity to let An Xia know what he wanted, so he babbled all night.

An Xia was so read that he was about to fall asleep, and dazedly found that he was turned over and the clothes on his back were pulled away. He thought that Gu Tangxi was going to take advantage of him, so he suddenly turned over. A plaster was put on it.

"You have a bad waist, and you still dance all the time." The man who was still drunk kept repeating the movement of tearing the plaster and sticking it on. An Xia was speechless. As soon as he struggled, Gu Tangxi sat directly on him. I'm really worried that the fire will come out later, and he will suffer too. In addition, he is too sleepy, so I don't bother to talk to him.

Gu Tangxi was tearing off the plaster mechanically, while still talking, listening to the rambling was so annoying.After talking all night and not talking about the first time the two of them had sex, An Xia didn't even know why he had such a good memory?I remember everything so clearly, not so big as to hide in a corner and kiss, but as small as to look at each other in the show, I remember clearly.

This person is annoying.

So sick.

Early the next morning, An Xia ran away with a plaster on his back. He must not be caught by Gu Tangqi again, and he did not want to hear his memoirs again.

But An Xia tried to hide, but was still caught by Gu Tangqi.

The second time I told the story was when An Xia drank too much. The group members drank together. He and Jian Jing drank too much. The captain dragged Jian Jing away, and he was dragged away by Gu Tangqi.He was so drunk that he seemed to have listened to a long story, and when he woke up the next day, he looked at Gu Tangxi with affectionate eyes and bruises on his face.

An Xia's wine quality is not good, he knows it very well, if it's someone else, he doesn't know if he will do it, but if it's Gu Tangqi, he will definitely beat him up if he drinks too much, this anger is in his stomach I have been holding back for a long time.

"You hugged me last night." Gu Tangxi looked a little smug.

"I drank too much." There were a lot of things that happened last night, An Xia couldn't remember clearly, but she did remember that she hugged the other person and was still in his arms.

"You hug me and say you love me."

An Xia immediately retorted, "I never said that."

"Then you admit that you hugged me?" Gu Tangxi's eyes were sly, and he pressed him on the bed. Since returning to practice, Gu Tangqi's physical fitness has also improved. After An Xia's hangover, he was so weak that he couldn't push him away. .

"An Xia, let's be together!" As she spoke, her lips pressed against each other, and she said, "You beat me like this, I can't work recently."

"So what?"

"Can you make it up to me?"

"How much do you want?"

"I want you!" As he spoke, his clothes were lifted up, and the other party's hands touched his waist very skillfully.

The empty window of several years was burned away by the other party.With the remaining willpower, Gu Tangxi said: "It's not the first time for us, we are very familiar with each other, who are you playing with, why don't you follow me?"

An Xia was stimulated by his phrase "it's not fun to play with someone", so he just plays it and forgets it!

If it wasn't for Jian Jing who was worried about him and asked Ying Li to contact the hotel staff, the other party broke in and interrupted the matter directly, otherwise An Xia might have followed Gu Tangqi.

Afterwards, An Xia lowered her head and thought in her heart, it's okay to do it, anyway, everyone has physiological needs, and it doesn't mean anything.

Gu Tangxi was beaten by An Xia, and he probably didn't want to waste this opportunity to pretend to be pitiful. The meat/compensation failed, and he insisted on pulling An Xia to give him a cameo in the latest drama for two days.

When I got to the crew, I realized that the scene arranged by the guest star was quite familiar.

This is something that I didn't participate in back then, and now I have to repeat it again?The script actually asked him to sing for Gu Tangqi to chase girls.

Gu Tangqi had been chasing An Xia and told the story for so long, but before this part was reached, the reality was ahead of schedule.

Gu Tangxi wanted to ask the crew to revise the script, but An Xia said that since they all agreed, let's do it well.He felt that his performance was pretty good, and he felt that he could take the path of an actor in the future, but the director said that he was forcing a smile, and giving blessings to people should not be like this.

An Xia was a little dazed, he didn't want to wish Gu Tangqi happiness at all, even though he had been living in a muddle all these years, he still wanted to drag Gu Tangqi, it's best for everyone to drag it until they grow old, and be alone forever.

An Xia went back after filming the movie. He didn't plan to have anything to do with Gu Tangxi after work. The newly saved mobile phone number was originally intended to be blocked, but when he pressed his finger on it, he released it. This hurdle He couldn't make it through, he felt as if he was a little bit relieved, as if he had given up on the other party a little bit.

An Xia didn't remember the exact date when Gu Tangxi came to visit him, nor did he himself, the assistant notified him of the itinerary.

I don't know how Gu Tangxi knew about his itinerary, so he left his car on the road, just like those crazy illegitimate meals, he just crossed over on the main road, and waited until the door of An Xia's car opened. When he opened it, he dragged the person down, with great strength and a fierce expression, An Xia's staff were all frightened by his ferocious expression.

An Xia didn't dare to fight him, there were too many people on the road, and they had just returned, if there was news that the members of the group had a disagreement, it would be bad for everyone.

Gu Tangqi pulled An Xia into his car, and no matter what An Xia said, he continued to tell the third part of the story on his own. When it came to their first time, he said that he really didn't want to admit that he was Homosexuality, he made his debut with great difficulty, and he is about to go back. He doesn't want to admit that even his sexual orientation has become different from ordinary people.

At that time, everyone's future was very confused, and he himself could not see the slightest hope. The group that squeezed him out of his debut had not been popular for long. He thought he could slap people hard, but they also entered a low period.

After talking about this, it came to the matter of helping to chase girls. Gu Tangqi said that he didn't know what he thought at the beginning, and he didn't use any of the things An Xia prepared for him.

It turned out that he was really going to confess to someone, and even planned to sleep out with someone at night, but as soon as An Xia left, he felt that he couldn't take that step at all.He has only known each other for a few months, and even contacted him through mobile phones, he has not contacted him more than a few times. Moreover, he knew that the other party liked An Xia at first.

I met a girl on a variety show. Gu Tangxi was on a show alone. During the break, the girl said with admiration that she likes An Xia very much, and thinks An Xia is super good. Whether she sings or dances, she will Writing songs makes me smile so sweetly.

It's so sweet, so sweet that every time he sees An Xia's smile, he wants to kiss him, his legs go weak.

Gu Tangqi didn't know what was wrong with him, so he asked the girl directly: Let's exchange numbers!Come out to play together in the future, I am much better than An Xia.

The girl's face turned red all of a sudden.

Gu Tangqi thought in his heart that An Xia would never know about this.

In addition, he also went to approach any female artist that An Xia had expressed his affection for. He felt that he was sick, and it was meaningless to do so, but he couldn't help but do it.

"I know I have a lot of problems, I don't want anyone to like you, even your fans, every time I see them screaming for you so crazy in the audience, you still laugh at them, I just want Take you away and hide in a place that only I know."

An Xia was startled by Gu Tangqi's words, this person is sick.

Gu Tangxi's expression was ugly, and he continued to tell the story, "At the beginning, I thought you would ask a question, at least to show a little bit of concern. But you are so calm and active. Think, are you tired of doing that kind of thing with me again? At first I took off my feelings, and then when I wanted feelings, I found that you didn’t seem to have any feelings for me at all, you just like to tease me, You acted very close to me on the stage, but the way you looked at me off the stage was so cold that it frightened me."

Is that right?

An Xia shook his head, he just didn't want to be seen through.

"I forced it, but I don't want to let you go. If you can't forgive me, at least let me stay by your side."

"Then drive away anyone around me who is interested in me?" An Xia sneered.

Gu Tangxi let out an expressionless "Yes".

"I know you must have had feelings for me, but you were exhausted by me. When I was young, I was an asshole, and I am still a jerk now. I don't expect you to forgive me. I hope you can give me a good one." Chance near you... Shall we do it all over again?"

The car no longer knew where it was going, and the sky was slowly getting dark.

An Xia didn't know what she wanted in her heart, but Gu Tangxi looked helpless in front of her.The memory seems to have returned to the time when we first met. At that time, Gu Tangxi had a serious face, and his uncontested appearance seemed to make people feel distressed. I have known him for so many years, and this is the first time I saw him showing such a strong obsession. , It turned out to be because of myself.

An Xia didn't know if the time the two of them had entangled was a waste.

The car stopped at the entrance of a convenience store. Gu Tangxi asked An Xia if he was thirsty. He got out of the car to buy him drinks and food. Before getting out of the car, he glanced at the car keys, "If...you want to go... You can go first."

"Abandoning you?"

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter how many times you want to throw it, I will come back."

An Xia closed her eyes and turned on the radio, and a song came out that fit the occasion.

When Gu Tangxi came back, the music just reached the chorus, and he hummed along, "It's okay, you don't have to give me a chance, anyway, I still have a lifetime to waste, I just have a little bit of stubbornness left, so I can be called My strengths", I couldn't help but grabbed the back of An Xia's hand and put it to his lips for a kiss.

An Xia didn't break free, her expression was very calm.

The music goes on...

It's okay, you don't have to be ashamed of me

Maybe I just like being wasted by you

Even if I try harder to fall in love with someone

It's all for nothing in the end

It's better to be happy with you forever

right

There's still life to waste anyway.

Then continue to consume it!

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The author has something to say: Note: The lyrics are from "Waste" by Lin Youjia, friends who are interested can listen to it, there is also a Xu Jiaying version.