The protagonist always says he loves me

The door of the bedroom was suddenly opened from the outside, and bright lights rushed into the room.Standing at the door, Chen Ci saw that the child he thought had been sleeping soundly was sitting on the head of the bed with his knees hugged, lowered his head timidly, his face was full of panic when he was caught doing something wrong.

Chen Ci was originally a little annoyed, but judging by his appearance, he couldn't get angry.He turned on the ceiling light in the bedroom, closed the door behind his back, and walked to the bed.

"Can't sleep?"

He put down the glass jar in his hand, sat next to the child, and picked up the child with slender hands and feet, letting him sit on his lap.

The child rubbed against his chest like a quail, which made Chen Ci very helpful.He has never brought up children, so it can be said that he has no experience in this area. Sometimes he can only use the experience of raising stray animals when he was with Augustus as a reference.But most of those stray beasts have rough skin and thick flesh, so it’s okay to suffer a few meals of hunger and cold, and they are not as delicate as children.How to raise this delicate flower, he really has no idea in his mind.

Thinking of the doctor's order, Chen Ci hesitated for a while, then lifted the quilt, "I'll sleep with you tonight."

One of the causes of autism in children is the lack of contact with others. The more lack of contact, the more likely the condition will be aggravated. The more serious the condition, the more resistant to contact with others, and the vicious circle continues.In the words of the doctor, since the child does not resist his closeness, he should seize this opportunity well.

Chen Ci never thought that he would one day become a human-shaped pill.

Maybe his pill was covered with a layer of sugar coating, unlike other pills that looked bitter, so the child didn't show any obvious resistance.

Chen Ciban forced the child into the quilt, only then did he remember his purpose for coming here tonight.But the kids watched him walk in with the candy jar, and the "surprise" that was supposed to be hidden under the pillow for the kids to find out in the morning was gone.It's a bit frustrating to think about it.

"That... can I eat it?" The child asked timidly, pointing to the glass jar on the bedside table.

Chen Ci straightened his face and said, "No, eating at night will cause tooth decay. Wait a minute."

Chen Ci grabbed the child's fingers and looked closely in front of his eyes, making sure that the bite marks all over the fingertips were not from his eyes.The latest wounds are still fresh, obviously just bitten out.

The child shrank his hand, and was tightly held by Chen Ci.He turned over and picked up the glass jar, picked up a hard candy and stuffed it into the child's mouth.

Chen Ci hugged the child's neck, stroking it gently, with emotions that had been brewing in his heart for a long time, and said solemnly, "Tell me what you want, and I will give you more and better things." He thought the child was because of Years of hunger has led to the habit of biting fingers. Just like a child's strange craving for candy, it makes people feel sad and pity.

The child was sucking hard candy, licking it intently, his hair was messed up, his eyes were staring at Chen Ci without blinking.

Chen Ci put his palms on his eyelids and whispered, "Go to sleep."

I don't know if it's the effect of the hard candy or someone sleeping next to him makes the child feel at ease, but soon Chen Ci heard the sound of light and rhythmic breathing coming from the pillow.Chen Ci was confused thinking about his lover who didn't know what he looked like, thinking about the life that would suddenly have the responsibility of raising a child, thinking about the possible dilemma, he was so restless that he couldn't sleep.

When he closed his eyes and tried to hypnotize himself, he suddenly noticed that the child beside him moved.There was a rustling sound, and the child seemed to be getting closer to him.

Seriously... haven't you fallen asleep yet?

The corners of Chen Ci's mouth were about to bend upwards when he was touched by something cold.

The child turned half sideways, looked at Chen Ci obliquely from above, poked the corner of his mouth with his finger, and then there was a dimple that was not obvious, just like getting a toy full of novelty and wanting to touch it everywhere .

Chen Ci closed his eyes, not wanting to expose him, but the other party's petty tricks were endless, as if he couldn't get enough of it.

"If you don't sleep anymore, I'll spank your ass." Chen Ci couldn't bear it any longer, grabbed the child in his arms, and stretched out his hands to scratch his creaking nest.

The child tensed up sensitively, and couldn't hold it anymore after a while, begging for mercy in a low voice, "Don't..."

"Are you still making trouble?"

"No more trouble."

"Go to sleep."

"Ah."

Chen Ci watched the child's face turn red with excitement, and finally had the fluffy and lively look that a child of this age should have.After playing around for a while, the annoyance in his heart dissipated, leaving a piece of peace and tranquility.

He had to admit that it was not just a responsibility, but from the first time he saw the child, he liked him very much, very much.

"I still need to discuss something with you." Chen Ci stabilized his voice, trying to make himself look more mature and reliable, "Would you like to live with me in the future?"

The child blinked, still out of breath, "Having been with you?"

"Just... eat together, sleep together, play together, just you and me, how about it?" Chen Ci said, "If you want, I will give you a name. What do you want to be called?"

……

"Chen Mi, Chen Mi?"

The young man sitting by the window rested his chin on one hand and pressed a book of test questions under his elbow. The fountain pen twirled around on the tip of his right finger, and was firmly held by his slender fingers, making a clicking sound.Hearing his classmate's voice, he turned his head slightly, the bright spring scenery was overwhelmed by the smile on his face.The blue and white school uniform has a special taste on him, like someone who came out of a cartoon, so beautiful that people dare not approach him.

"What's wrong?" The voice was also crisp and pleasant.

The girl's cheeks flushed suddenly, and she twisted her fingers behind her back, stumbling, "Kong Zhou didn't come to class today, and he didn't ask for leave. Do you know where he went?"

Chen Mi glanced at her sideways, and the corners of his long and narrow eyes seemed to contain an indescribable amorous feelings.

"You, don't get me wrong, I'm just worried about him." The girl said, "I will send out the three-model report card in the next class, if he doesn't come..."

"I don't know." Chen Mi looked at the empty seat at the front table with a half-smile, "Why would I know about him?"

The girl sighed in frustration, "The last time I saw you gave him a gift, I thought you two had a better relationship."

Chen Mi gave a low laugh, the girl somehow felt that the classmate with good personality and enviable grades and family background was a little gloomy at this moment.

The three-mode test is the last large-scale joint simulation test before the college entrance examination. After the three-mode report card is issued on this day, the school will give the senior three students a long vacation. There will be no lectures until the college entrance examination. Self-study is voluntary.When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, most of the people were sorting out the heavy materials to take home for review, while a small number of people were whispering about each other's grades. Chen Mi, who walked out of the classroom with the bell ringing, stood out from the crowd and was very eye-catching.

Carrying a light schoolbag, he walked through the long corridor with interlaced lights and shadows, and his steps were hurried and brisk.

Walking to the school gate, he saw the familiar commercial vehicle. He carried his schoolbag on one shoulder, opened the door with one hand, and smiled the most satisfied, "Uncle."

"After school?"

Chen Ci was sitting in the driver's seat, tapping the steering wheel with his fingers boredly, staring at the figure running on the basketball court outside the window in a daze.Hearing the sound of the car door being opened, he turned around and saw a smiling face.

Time flies so fast, Chen Ci feels a little emotional in his heart, six or seven years have passed in a flash, and the poor child who was picked up by him back then has grown into such a look.

"Uncle." Chen Mi sat in the passenger seat, put his schoolbag aside, his long legs were bent due to the small space, and the close-fitting school uniform outlined a slender silhouette, exuding youthful vigor all over his body. "What are you looking at?"

Chen Ci said casually, "Look at those kids playing ball."

He was in his early twenties when he came to this world, and he is almost thirty now, and the businessmen he usually contacts are in their 50s and [-]s, which made him have a lot of vicissitudes of mind.Especially with a young boy who is getting more and more eye-catching every day by his side, he often has a sense of pride and loss that "my family has a child who is just growing up".

Chen Mi looked at it seriously for a while, then smiled, "They don't play well. If uncle likes it, I will practice with him tomorrow."

"Don't torment me." Chen Ci stepped on the gas pedal, "I'm so old, I can't stand the trouble like you young people."

"Uncle is not old at all." Chen Mi smiled.

Chen Ci couldn't stand his stickiness.When the child was diagnosed with autism, he ate and slept with the child for a long time in order to encourage the child to get in touch with others.I don't know if it was because the intimacy was too much during that time, the child's problem of repelling contact with others has improved a lot, and he is very clingy to him, almost to the point of being inseparable.Now that he has grown up, he is getting better, but occasionally he is stared at like this. Chen Ci has the illusion that the other party wants to goug out a piece of flesh from his body with his eyes.

"Don't look, there's something to see."

Chen Mi said, "I haven't seen Uncle for a long time, I want to see him for a while."

Chen Ci coughed uncomfortably.In order to alleviate the embarrassment, he casually started a conversation, "Did the grades of the three models come down? How did you do in the exam?"

Chen Mi smiled, showing a mouthful of neat white teeth, "It's exactly the same as the two."

"That's good." Chen Ci touched the steering wheel, and pretended to ask casually, "Where's Kong Zhou? Do you know how he did in the exam?"

"do not know."

The atmosphere in the car visibly cooled down, and the young man who had been staring at him also turned his head away and turned his face out of the window.