magnolia slow

Primer

"There is no end to chasing the days gone by."

He is not too young.

Before going out, Wang Suye suddenly thought of this sentence.After looking at himself in the mirror for a long time, he went out the door as usual carrying the very worn brown bag.

Go downstairs, turn left, cross the parasol tree after tree, and enter the school where he has been in for more than [-] years from the south gate of the school.People come and go, and the clouds come and go, only the sun is still as bright as before.

The years are suddenly too late.

The school is a well-known key middle school in the province, and he is quite satisfied with what Green Plant has done in this regard—when the early spring came, his eyes were full of flowers, and the light fragrance filling every breath made him lazy in the spring afternoon.

When Wang Suye walked into the class, the clamor in the class gradually died down.

Wang Suye is really a person who cannot be hated.

Any behavior of the teachers of various subjects is very likely to provoke this group of immature high school students to arrange behind the scenes, but Wang Suye is not.A high school biology teacher, who is nearly 50 years old, is strict with students and speaks slowly - all characteristics that make students stay away.However, this person is always gentle and refined, has a very good temper, and speaks very reasonable, which makes the students love this teacher Su Ye very much.

Wang Suye Wang Suye—Wang Suye once told the students that he was born in a rural area, but he was lucky to be named by the father of a friend. The father was a high-ranking official, an intellectual, and knew a lot, so he took this name The name of the traditional Chinese medicine - Su Ye.

Someone was curious and asked, Mr. Wang, what is the name of your friend?

Wang Suye lowered his eyes to think for a moment as usual, then raised his head, smiled as usual and said:

"His name is Jiang Tang."

He put the bag on the podium, took out the book and the box containing the little bee, gently opened the box, and asked when he took out the little bee: "Who is going to give a speech today?"

The topic was "Comparison of Sense of Smell Between Humans and Dogs". The female students who came to the podium were holding books and reading the whole time. Various encyclopedia excerpts appeared one after another on the PPT. The students below lost interest, but Wang Suye smiled gently as always.After the speech, Wang Suye talked about the human sense of smell to the students as a supplement, and the students' attention was immediately attracted.As he talked, Wang Suye wrote the words "memory" on the blackboard.

"People's sense of smell should have a unique memory." Wang Suye said slowly, "One day I was correcting the test paper, and a very special smell came from the window—"

His description made the students laugh, but the next sentence made the classroom completely quiet——

"Reminds me of when my father died."

Eyes full of gray smoke.

When the firewood burned, the flames jumped on the retina like that, slowly blurring the coffin.

Is that fire destiny? !

Burn away wandering memories little by little, and burn false thoughts little by little.

That year there was a barren mound.

That year the magnolia withered.

"I don't know if you know that there is such a tradition in the countryside that firewood is burned on both sides of the coffin when it goes out?" Wang Suye still seemed to be teaching the students about science knowledge seriously, "That smell has left a memory since then, until that day. Smelling it again, the outline of that piece of memory gradually emerged...suddenly became clear."

That kind of clarity makes him very uncomfortable, like a small, gentle and shy pill that can cause death suddenly grows into a sharp and bright knife out of thin air, it seems that it can cut your throat in the next moment, and seal your throat with a knife.

It is the knife that gouges out the heart most, and the poison that kills the heart the most.

Wang Suye shook his head trying to get rid of the memory.He changed the subject and said: "The magnolias are also blooming these days, and the aroma reminds me of the one I smelled more than 30 years ago..."

The students all gasped and were amazed: "30 years ago?!"

30 years ago.

Wang Suye felt a sudden suffocation in his heart. This suffocation came without warning, just like the memory that gradually recovered.He heard a student below smiling and asking, "Teacher, how old are you this year?"

He tried his best to grin and said, "Secret."

Can't control it.The picture became clearer and clearer.The young man under the magnolia tree had razor-sharp eyebrows and extremely dark eyes, but there was no trace of hostility.He just looked at him like that, and the years came again.

The young man smiled lightly and said, "Don't come here without any problems."

(One)

"There are tens of thousands of Wang Suye in this world."

"Jiang Tang, where have you gone?"

Wang Suye held his chin and looked at the gloomy young man in front of him, with a smile involuntarily in his voice.

"Picking fruit." The young man was about thirteen or fourteen years old, he was extremely tall, with black eyebrows and black eyes, and when he smiled, he showed his white teeth.He moved closer to Wang Suye, "Su Ye, please."

Wang Suye raised her eyebrows: "Let me intercede with your father again?"

Jiang Tang clasped his hands together, with a sad expression on his face: "Please."

Wang Suye thought for a while, and smiled helplessly. Just after changing the shoes, she heard a "bang" when the shoes fell to the ground, and then the boy said with a smile: "Today I will live at your house!"

Wang Suye: "!!!"

The crumbling old house of Wang Suye's family cannot be compared with the Jiang's house at all. Jiang Tang's father, Jiang Yi, was originally the director of the Forestry Bureau of X City, and Jiang Tang was naturally included in the "children of high-ranking officials".And Wang Suye just happened to live next door to Jiang Tang's house, and happened to become good friends with Jiang Tang.Without these things that have nothing to do with him, Wang Suye is just an ordinary farm boy.

There are tens of thousands of Wang Suye in this world.

"Uncle Jiang, I'm here to see you." Wang Suye said softly.

"It's Su Ye? Come in."

Uncle Jiang didn't have any pretensions at all. He stood up and went to pour water for Wang Suye. Wang Suye hurriedly said, "No need, Uncle Jiang. I just want to ask if Jiang Tang can... stay at our house today?"

Wang Suye caught a glimpse of Jiang Tang's room in the house from the corner of his eye, and bit his lip.

"Of course." Uncle Jiang readily agreed.Immediately he frowned again, Wang Suye's heart skipped a beat, thinking that he still disliked the poor living conditions of their house, but he heard Uncle Jiang suspiciously asked: "Did this kid do something bad today to hide from your house?"

Wang Suye breathed a sigh of relief, straightened his back, accepted Uncle Jiang's suspicious gaze, and said with a smile, "No."

"Su Ye, sit down. Don't rush away, Uncle Jiang will talk to you." After all, Uncle Jiang went to fetch water, but Wang Suye was helpless, thanked him, took the water and sat down.

"Su Ye, you have been a peace of mind since you were a child. Unlike my brat." Uncle Jiang looked at Wang Suye with satisfaction, "If there is anyone in the village who can go to college, I think you are the only one."

Wang Suye quickly waved his hand: "Uncle Jiang, Jiang Tang is much smarter than me."

Uncle Jiang laughed, and said lightly, "Su Ye, have you ever heard of cleverness being mistaken by cleverness?"

Wang Suye didn't answer.

Jiang Tang is not smart at all, but rather smart.Everything can be learned in one go. He climbed trees to pick fruits and explored the mountains all day long. I didn't see how he studied, and his grades were still pretty good.Wang Suye, who was famous for his seriousness and rigor in school, couldn't find any faults with him.

Speaking of learning, if Wang Suye hadn't met Jiang Tang, perhaps he wouldn't have learned so much knowledge about natural science from Jiang Tang's family's collection of books, and perhaps he wouldn't have learned many things about the city from Jiang Tang's mouth. There will be no Wang Suye today.Jiang Tang used to live in the city. Before he was born, Uncle Jiang also went back to the countryside to visit his mother. That's when he gave the newborn Wang Suye an official name.Later, Uncle Jiang got divorced. In order to take care of his elderly mother, Jiang Tang's grandmother, Uncle Jiang resigned and took Jiang Tang back to the countryside. He lived there for five years.

Zong Wang Su Ye is like this today, and it is all Jiang Tang's achievement.

Seeing that Wang Suye didn't say a word, Uncle Jiang hurriedly smoothed things over and said, "Of course, Uncle Jiang hopes that both of you can be admitted to a good university and be friends for life."

Wang Suye's heart shook violently, as if something was slowly taking root and sprouting in his heart.

He couldn't help but clenched his fingers slightly, and the nails that hadn't been trimmed in time were embedded in the palm, leaving marks one after another.Wang Suye lowered his head and said word by word: "Uncle Jiang, I will work hard."

In order to be friends with Jiang Tang... for a lifetime, I worked hard.

(two)

"I am, the fire of my desire."

"Wang Suye, Jiang Tang is looking for you!"

Wang Suye didn't raise his head, when the light suddenly dimmed, he vaguely felt a young and warm body leaning against his back, with hot air exhaling above his head, it seemed that Jiang Tang had just returned from playing basketball.Wang Suye frowned and looked around. It seemed that someone raised his head slightly. Wang Suye immediately separated the person behind him with his elbow as if he was electrocuted, and continued to work on the question.

"The high school entrance examination is coming soon." The voice was calm and flat, but the calculations on the paper suddenly accelerated.

"Really?" Jiang Tang thoughtfully, pulled a chair and sat beside Wang Suye, tilted his head and smiled calmly, his eyes were dark and moist, his sweaty clothes vaguely outlined the outline of his body, shoulder line ,clavicle.Wang Suye glanced at it and then stopped looking, lowering his head to answer the question.

"Seeing that you have been busy for more than a month, don't you want to relax?"

Wang Suye looked at the stack of unfinished test papers in his hand and shook his head: "Relax after the test."

Jiang Tang was about to speak, but was interrupted by a cold female voice: "Student, what class are you in?"

Jiang Tang replied, "Class Three."

Gu Xiaxiu frowned, and turned to Wang Suye: "Student Su Ye, do you know him?"

Wang Suye glanced at Jiang Tang, and said apologetically, "Squad leader, I'm sorry, I'll let him go out immediately."

Wang Suye closed the pen cap, put away the paper and pen, glanced at Jiang Tang, and beckoned him to go out with him.Jiang Tang raised his eyebrows, pushed away the chair and walked out with Wang Suye in a swaggering manner.

Wang Suye stopped walking all the way to the school's magnolia tree, turned her head and whispered to Jiang Tang, "Next time, don't just come to our class casually."

"What are you doing now..." Jiang Tang lowered his head, and suddenly met Wang Suye's gaze.

He had never seen such Wang Suye before. In his memory, Wang Suye was always gentle and gentle, but now Wang Suye's eyes looking at him were extremely bright and compelling.It seemed that something flickered the candle, and what Wang Suye was doing now was to crush the candle.

Wang Suye looked at him for a long time before slowly saying: "Don't make fun of your future."

"I can't afford it. Neither can you."

His tone was unexpectedly harsh.

He turned away.Wang Suye's back, which was always straight, fell slightly.After a few breaths, his back slowly straightened again.

Jiang Tang was silent for a long time before he said, "Since everyone has come down, why don't you go out with me."

Wang Suye didn't refuse either, so he followed Jiang Tang, told the guards that there was something urgent at home to go home, and left the school smoothly.

Wang Suye looked at Jiang Tang's back not far ahead, his eyes swept from his ears to the ankle exposed under the jeans, and he was in a trance when suddenly his feet were empty and his body suddenly lost his balance.From the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of Jiang Tang in front of him turning around at an astonishing speed. The next moment, he fell firmly to the ground, but Jiang Tang's arm blocked him, and he didn't feel any pain. It felt like Jiang Tang was irresistibly attached to him.

Be strong.Wang Suye could really feel Jiang Tang's firm and resilient chest, the thin layer of sweat on his body and the smell of washing powder that Uncle Jiang's family used to use, as well as his every breath, even every heartbeat.

Time stood still.At that moment, Wang Suye, who believed in materialism very much, even felt this way.He knew it couldn't be explained from a physics point of view, but he felt that moment seemed as long as a century.

That counts as a hug, right?Wang Suye suddenly thought.

The person who "hugged" him at this moment grew up with him, endured joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys together, did the same things, and showed the same smiles.As the saying goes, boys' friendship is to treat each other with sincerity and to share weal and woe.His language has always been very good, he knows that he and Jiang Tang are not just like that.

He is his belief, his future, his everything.

I □□, the fire of my desire.

Sweat dripped from Jiang Tang's forehead, and he whispered, "Su Ye, get up quickly."

In the evening of that day, Jiang Tang was admitted to the hospital.The medical record reads: right arm fracture.

Later, Jiang Tang refused to go to the city to go to high school, and went directly to the senior high school of his junior high school with Wang Suye.

(three)

"For me, there is only Wang Suye in front of me in the world."

It was still dark when Wang Suye woke up.

In the darkness, Wang Suye wondered if he was too excited to wake up so early the day before school started?

It seems a little excited.

never had.

Wang Suye patted his head and lay down under the blanket.When he learned that Jiang Tang was staying, his first feeling was actually happiness.

He felt really—bad.

Jiang Tang deserves better.

He should go to the city to go to high school, get more knowledge, and win a brighter and more open future.

he deserves it.

He's so good, he's worth everything.

Why is he still happy? !

Wang Suye felt that he was really terrible.This has been the case since childhood, hoping that Jiang Tang would walk slowly and wait for him.He is really stupid, so if he wants to catch up with Jiang Tang, no matter how fast he walks, Jiang Tang has to walk slowly.

Invisibly, he actually wanted to sacrifice Jiang Tang's future to fulfill his wish to walk side by side with Jiang Tang?

No!

Wang Suye stared straight at the darkness, as if he could see the uncertain future from it, and seemed to be able to find out that he and Jiang Tang had the same color in the future.

Wang Suye got up, lit the oil lamp, and saw Jiang's house looming in the darkness not far away.

There is no moonlight.

There was not even a glimmer of light.

He lowered his eyes and turned off the oil lamp.What the eyes see in the darkness is still pitch black.

I seem to have never described the place where Jiang Tang and Wang Suye grew up together.Although it is a barren land, the loess road that runs through the entire village is muddy every time it rains, but Wang Suye's deepest impression is the countless summer afternoons with the faint singing of cicadas, looking out from the dilapidated windows of the school It is full of dark green, and farther away is the area where the villagers live. You can see Fang Zheng's Jiang's house and his old house standing in dilapidation. Not far behind his house is a small pond, and there are always laundry women coming often.The crisp sound of the mallet beating the clothes and the cicadas singing in the wind constitute most of Wang Suye's memories of sound in the past 15 years.

It was a small, ordinary, vibrant village.

It was a hometown that was so different because of Jiang Tang.

The high school is located farther away, and the situation in the high school has improved a lot compared to the dilapidated original middle school.Wang Suye listened to the classmates lamenting the bright and clean classroom, while opening the plug and pushing the window open, the wind roared into the classroom.Looking far away, Wang Suye could only see the desolate hills.

He closed the window gently.

When Jiang Tang's right arm was broken, he was really sorry, and he walked a long way to take care of Jiang Tang every day after school.

On the day Jiang Tang was discharged from the hospital, he was peeling apples for Jiang Tang—it was a very expensive apple bought by Uncle Jiang's trustee, it was red and big.When he lowered his head to peel the fruit, he could smell the fresh and sweet smell unique to apples.

Jiang Tang was flipping through an encyclopedia, and suddenly asked:

"Su Ye, what are you going to do in the future?"

Wang Suye stopped his hands and said slowly and clearly: "I want to learn biology." After speaking, the knife in his hand slowly moved again, and the long peel immediately grew another section.

"Biology?" Jiang Tang thought for a while, then laughed, "It's very suitable. However, Su Ye can do everything well."

The knife in Wang Suye's hand almost slanted, and the long peel was cut off and fell to the ground.Like a crimson silk, it twists and turns, but there is still an end after all.

Wang Suye raised his head and smiled:

"Do you still remember that time when we followed the expedition team to play in the mountains in the neighboring village?"

"I remember." Jiang Tang laughed, "You still got lost."

Wang Suye seemed to recall something warm and happy, with a shy smile on his face: "You know, when I stood on the mountain and looked at the starry sky that night, I felt that I was very close to you. "

"I have always wanted to catch up with you...but then I found out that you are the starry sky." Wang Suye said calmly and persistently, "There will be tens of thousands of Wang Suye in this world, but there is only one Jiang Suye. Tang."

This boy named Jiang Tang.

High-spirited, bright as the sun, silent like a mountain breeze.When Wang Suye was young, he often felt that he was older than Jiang Tang, and he should be taken care of everywhere. Later, he found that Jiang Tang guarded him every time, changed him, showed him the colors of the world, and opened the door to a new world for him.

To give everything.Smile again and say it doesn't matter.

This boy named Jiang Tang.

His faith and yearning.

Wang Suye knew very well the distance between Jiang Tang and him, but he still refused to let go of the years.

This life, this person.Whether it's parting ways or going the same way, he only knows that he must never let go of his hand first, and no one knows whether it will be a lifetime after letting go.

Wang Suye was in a trance, but saw the young man on the hospital bed with sharp brows, and those bright black eyes seemed to reflect the starry sky of that year, deep and clear.A beam of sunlight coming in from the window illuminates the fine down on his neck, outlines the slightly pointed jaw, and the reddish lips open and close. Jiang Tang said that sentence clearly——

"Wang Suye.

"For me, in this world, there is only Wang Suye in front of me."

The air was quiet and the dust was floating. Wang Suye could clearly see himself in Jiang Tang's eyes.

(four)

"Under the Magnolia in five years' time."

Nothing happened.

In the third year of high school, Jiang Tang should still have fun and have fun. He still clings to Wang Suye like brown candy all day long, but he is a good student. When he sees Wang Suye studying, he doesn't bother him. Sneak out the back door.

Wang Suye is not used to it, but he is so happy.Although the time without Jiang Tang was a bit deserted, but it was the only way to concentrate on studying.Wang Suye never forgot his identity, just like he never forgot his belief.

The interaction between Wang Suye and Jiang Tang gradually decreased.Wang Suye occasionally took a breather in the corridor, looked at the class sign of Jiang Tang's class not far away, then walked back to class and continued to study.

He wants to last for a long time, not just for a short while.

The big break in the morning was the opening ceremony of the new semester, and Wang Suye spoke as a freshman representative.In front of the teachers and students of the school that day, Wang Suye wore a clean and appropriate school uniform, unfolded the manuscript, cleared his throat, and was just about to start talking, when he saw a line of black words on the manuscript poke into his sight clearly——

"Flag raiser: Jiang Tang, Class [-], Senior Three."

He was startled, he just got the manuscript, and when he read it in advance, there was no name of the flag-raiser and flag-bearer.He turned his head and saw the position of the flag guard and flag raiser. There stood a young man who was slightly shorter than him, with bright eyes, waving to him and smiling.

Wang Suye also smiled involuntarily, looked away, and began to speak calmly.

Seeing Wang Suye's smile, Jiang Tang exploded with joy in his heart, and then thought a little depressingly that their relationship had gone back to the way it was before.

Yeah.

Jiang Tang looked at the tall, calm and quiet young man on the crude rostrum... No, it wasn't the young man back then. Suddenly, the man grew taller and his shoulders gradually became wider. Wang Suye was no different from an adult man. .

Jiang Tang, who has never liked writing and ink, also said "the years are quiet" in his mind.

The next day, the results of the preliminary test for the start of school came out. Jiang Tang never looked at these things, but when he heard from his friend that Wang Suye had failed the test, he hurried to look at them.

It was the first rain of the spring this year.

The torrential rain washed away the ink on the paper with the rankings a little unclear.Jiang Tang counted the names one by one in the rain, and finally found Wang Suye's name after more than 100 names.

Jiang Tang slid his finger over the line with Wang Suye's name on it, and suddenly reached out, tore off the big list, and threw it into the ditch beside him, pretending it was raining.

Jiang Tang stood silently in the rain. After a long time, he turned around and ran to Wang Suye's house.

Wang Suye knelt in front of his father, silent.

"Humble with him every day, it's no wonder you can pass the exam!"

"...Jiang Tang is different from you! If he doesn't study hard, he can still do well in the exam. Even if he fails in the exam, he is still a high-ranking son. What is his background, and what is your background?!"

"Wang Suye, think it over for me!"

The roar of Wang Suye's father seemed to be able to overturn the house that looked like it was about to collapse at any time in the wind and rain, and the mother standing next to her bit her lip and could not say a word.The rain became more urgent this time, and the sound of raindrops falling on the eaves became louder and louder. Wang Suye just knelt in silence without saying a word.

Jiang Tang outside the door could hear clearly, he wished he could rush in to tell Wang Suye's father to stop talking, he knew very well in his heart that the thing that could shake Wang Suye the most was his background.Jiang Tang gently pressed his ear to the wooden door, trying to hear Wang Suye's voice, but he couldn't hear anything.

What is his origin, and what is your origin...

Why is it this person.

Jiang Tang placed a branch of magnolia that had not fallen completely in front of Wang Suye's house.

Inside the magnolia petals was a small note torn off:

"Under the Magnolia in five years' time."

Jiang Tang's distant figure gradually disappeared into the rain.

After that night of heavy rain, Jiang's house suddenly became empty. Some people said that Uncle Jiang's mother passed away that night, so Uncle Jiang took Jiang Tang back to the city.

This is actually unreasonable.Uncle Jiang's mother didn't even have a funeral. How could Uncle Jiang's family suddenly disappear?So some people said that Jiang Tang transferred to another school, and Uncle Jiang's family of three moved back to the city.

No matter what it is said, Jiang Tang never appeared again.

The Jiang family house was sold soon.Later, Wang Suye became the only student in the village who was admitted to university.Wang Suye went to the most famous teacher's college in the province at that time, and studied biology, that's all later.

(Fives)

"When I was 23 years old. It was a bit cold in late winter and early spring. I couldn't warm my heart, and I couldn't go back to the past."

"You are Jiang Tang?" The director of the personnel department squinted at the young man in front of him.The young man was of medium height, wearing a black jacket, with disheveled hair, very protruding eyebrows, and a pair of dark and bright eyes.

"It's me." The young man replied with a smile in his eyes.

The director of the personnel department flipped through the thin resume.

Jiang Tang, male, Han nationality, born on July 196, 7x.

Studied at x technical secondary school.Served as xx middle school security guard, xx primary school security guard...

The terms of office are, without exception, short.

The director of the personnel department was curious and asked, "You like school so much?"

"No." Jiang Tang said, "Children are quite troublesome."

"Then why have you always been the school's security guard?"

"...Do you have to answer?" Jiang Tang asked sincerely.

The director of the personnel department glanced at him again, looked away, and signed the document: "I'm not interested in your private affairs. The old security guard of our school has retired, and there is a shortage of people now. You can come to work tomorrow."

"Thank you very much." Jiang Tang hesitated, then asked, "Can I live in tonight?"

"Well, you live on the first floor of the teacher's apartment, 107." The director of the personnel department said without raising his head.

Jiang Tang thanked again and again, and walked out the door with a low body.

After five years of ups and downs, Jiang Tang has long been used to the humble life of being ordered around.

After leaving the office door, he subconsciously touched his pocket, and when he was about to take out a cigarette, he suddenly saw the "No Smoking" poster posted on the administrative floor, and lost interest.

He started walking aimlessly in the school, pretending to be familiar with the new environment.

The environment of this school is very good, especially the green plants.It was the beginning of spring at this time, and a huge magnolia plant in the school was already blooming gorgeously.Jiang Tang smelled the familiar fragrance of magnolia, and when she raised her head, the petals fell slowly.

It's as if a branch of magnolia fell off in the rain that year.

Back then...

Jiang Tang smiled miserably.It may become an eternal mystery in Wang Suye's heart.

That night my father had an accident and my grandma died.

He went to Y City alone to join his second-married mother.

The mother's current husband had a dispute with his mother, so Jiang Tang didn't accept anything and left alone.

Because he didn't have a degree, he forged a technical secondary school degree, and has done all kinds of work, the most satisfying thing is being a security guard.

He heard that Wang Suye studied as a teacher, so he almost worked as a security guard for schools in X city.

He has already lived like this, he can only hope to see Wang Suye live well, that's enough.

Smoking and drinking, running around for a living every day, barely getting by with meager wages.

Such a 23-year-old Jiang Tang.

The temples are grizzled.

Jiang Tang, who was dispirited as a young man, would no longer laugh because of arrogance, because of ridicule, or even because of Wang Suye...he would only laugh for his livelihood.Nodding and flattering to those who are stupid and stupid.

He was mad with jealousy.

He missed it like crazy.

Wang Suye.Jiang Tang squatted down slowly under the magnolia tree, his eyes were dry and hot.He hadn't tasted the feeling of crying for a long time.

Wang Suye, even if you stay the same, I, Jiang Tang, am not what I used to be.

"Dinglingling——" the clear bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the campus seemed to suddenly become noisy, and groups of students filed out.Jiang Tang stood up and walked straight out of the campus.

Returning to the hut where he lived with his former colleagues, Jiang Tang simply packed up his things, left the key of the hut on the table, and went out without looking back, carrying an old military bag.

The door slammed shut with a bang, but it was not locked.Saying goodbye to the past again and again, Jiang Tang is already familiar with parting.

This body has been floating for a long time.

There is no fixed place in the heart, and people are always in the end of the world.

When I was 23 years old.It's a little cool in late winter and early spring, and it can't warm your heart, and it can't look back at the past.

(six)

"Hearing that person say a few words in the dark, Jiang Tang has already suffered a crushing defeat."

It is indeed easier to be a school security guard, and they are all young high school students.Jiang Tang worked as a security guard for two weeks, and nothing happened.

Jiang Tang didn't look very old, although his temples were gray, his good features could not be suppressed by time.Occasionally, a girl came to the duty room to bring some cheap snacks to Jiang Tang, but Jiang Tang had to send them back as they were.

That evening, Jiang Tang was sitting at the door of the dormitory as usual, eating with a rice bowl and greeting the students who came and went. Suddenly, the dormitory manager of the teacher’s apartment, Old Zheng, rushed over and said that his wife was about to give birth, so Jiang Tang took over the class and helped to look at the teacher's apartment.

"It's very simple, just register the teacher's name, and remember to turn off the boiler room at nine o'clock in the evening."

"Okay." Jiang Tang answered without hesitation.

Jiang Tang found the teacher's apartment, sat in Lao Zheng's duty room, and took out the registration book and pen, when a person pushed the door in.

Even though the lights are so bright, the night is still so dark.The man's eyes, nose, mouth, and ears were blurred in the darkness. He tried to open his eyes, but he couldn't see clearly.The man was tall and broad-shouldered, and walked at a leisurely pace.

In the dark I heard the man say:

"Old Zheng isn't here?"

Low, slow, clear.Strange and familiar.

Jiang Tang hurriedly looked back, and replied:

"I... I'm a substitute. Which teacher are you?"

In a trance, I heard the man chuckle and said:

"Wang Suye. The revived Su, the leaf's leaf."

Hearing that person say a few words in the dark, Jiang Tang was completely defeated.

Wang Suye didn't seem to recognize him, he was wearing a black jacket, his hair was disheveled, his face had already turned wheat-colored in the wind and sun, but his eyes had not changed from beginning to end.But he was no longer him, no longer Jiang Tang.

Wang Suye is still Wang Suye.

The blurry light and shadow gradually spread out under the bright white light like water, and slowly became three-dimensional - slightly lighter eyebrows, eyes still clear and clear, looking sincere, always smiling, as if there is no one in the world What can worry him is not worth his worrying.

Ugh.

Wang Suye.

How come you haven't changed.

Jiang Tang scribbled down the words "Wang Suye" in the registration book.Neat and neat, force through the back of the paper.

Maybe he shouldn't blame Wang Suye for not changing.Jiang Tang, it is you who have changed, it is you who have become worse.

In a daze, he remembered the words of his father at that time:

What is his identity, and what is your identity...

Yes.

What is his identity, and what is my identity.

Jiang Tang suddenly put down the pen in his hand, "Huo" stood up, and stopped the person who was about to go upstairs:

"Teacher Wang, please wait a moment."

Teacher Wang, Teacher Wang.It was extremely strange, but reading it at this time actually made him feel a rare relief in the embarrassment.

When Wang Suye turned around, Jiang Tang added:

"Mr. Wang, please follow me. I have your letter."

Wang Suye took back his steps and followed him to the door of 107.

Wang Suye felt that something was wrong, and suddenly, Jiang Tang turned around and pressed Wang Suye firmly against the wall in the darkness.

There is a cherry blossom forest at the entrance of the dormitory on the first floor.

It's just the two of them in the world right now.

It's what he has been thinking about for many years, it's the misses for many years, it's the fall of Magnolia that he didn't see eight years ago, it's the fact that he meets this person now that he's in a world.

A faint smell of blood came out of his lips and teeth, and what swept his senses together was the subtle fragrance of magnolia that year, the loess dust on the road, and the warm breath of Wang Suye.

Kissing should be a human-created way of expressing intimacy and affection.Now Jiang Tang is only thinking about the suffering he has suffered in the past five years and the countless grievances and sorrows that suddenly surged in his heart when he saw this person at this moment. He doesn't care about it, even if he dies the next moment, he is willing to die——

He used a lot of strength to prevent Wang Suye from breaking free - how could the suffering he had suffered in the past five years despite the wind and rain be comparable to that of Wang Suye, who had been studying in the university campus for the past few years.

Jiang Tang hurriedly ended the kiss.He took a breath, looked up into Wang Suye's eyes, and said:

"Teacher Wang, I'm Jiang Tang."

(Seven)

"Bitter in this person's arms is no longer bitter. Jiang Tang raised his tear-stained face and kissed him hard on the cheek. It's sweet."

Wang Suye and Jiang Tang sat down facing each other. Wang Suye sat on Jiang Tang's bed without refusing.

Just like many years ago.

Wang Suye breathed slowly, and asked slowly and with some difficulty:

"How...how have you been these years?"

"As you can see." Jiang Tang laughed, still with a very innocent and beautiful smile, "I am now the security guard at the north gate of your school, and today I will temporarily act as the dormitory manager of the teachers' apartment."

Wang Suye tightened her fingers slightly, and said in a deep voice, "You know that's not what I want to ask."

Wang Suye was angry.

Jiang Tang reacted immediately.

"I didn't leave without saying goodbye on purpose back then, and I didn't count as leaving without saying goodbye." Jiang Tang sat upright and said softly.

"...Under the magnolia flower in five years' time?" Wang Suye squeezed out these words between his teeth.

With just eight short words like this, he can walk away with peace of mind for five years? !

"Yes."

Jiang Tang had nothing to answer.Too much happened in the past five years, but he didn't want to tell Wang Suye, it was all his suffering, he had tasted it all, and he didn't want Wang Suye to taste it again.

Wang Suye didn't speak, and Jiang Tang knew that he was trying to restrain his anger.He was taken aback. He didn't know that five years later, Wang Suye was still so stubborn-to him.

"Didn't recognize me?"

Jiang Tang smiled and changed the subject.

"Nearly. But it will be confirmed soon." Wang Suye lowered his head, his voice seemed to be suppressing something deliberately.

"No matter what, I finally saw you, didn't I?" Jiang Tang smiled, stood up and approached Wang Suye, but was caught off guard by Wang Suye's arms.

Wang Suye is so hard, Jiang