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After Wei Mingxu helped Chen Jianan clean up the dormitory, he also met Chen Jianan's roommates. Chen Jianan's roommates were all fresh candidates, but Chen Jianan looked about the same age as them.Wei Mingxu explained some things to them in a long-winded manner, and then asked Chen Jianan to send him downstairs.

When going downstairs, Chen Jianan followed behind Wei Mingxu, giggling at Wei Mingxu's back, Wei Mingxu turned around and asked him, "Are you so happy?"

Are you happy? Yes.

The dormitory building was full of luggage bags from freshmen’s registration. Chen Jianan almost jumped up and down as he walked. When he reached the first floor, the sunlight came in from the hall of the dormitory building, and he could see the dust floating in the air. What he couldn’t see was Chen Jianan. jumping heart.Everything felt real, the school was real, the roommates were real, and the winding dormitory building was also real. He had really waited too long for the day when he entered the school gate, and everything was worth starting over.

He sent Wei Mingxu to the parking lot. In order to keep a low profile, Wei Mingxu drove a very ordinary car. Chen Jianan didn't have to worry about being surrounded by people, and he opened the car window to bid farewell to Wei Mingxu.

Such a clingy Chen Jianan is really rare, and Wei Mingxu was reluctant to leave, but Chen Jianan bit his lip and said with determination: "Okay, you should go home quickly, or there will be a traffic jam later."

Wei Mingxu wanted to ask for a farewell kiss, but firstly, this was a campus full of people coming and going, and secondly, it was not easy for Chen Jianan to take the initiative to take this step, so the intimacy can wait.

Waiting has become a key word in Wei Mingxu's life, and he himself is not sure whether Chen Jianan really wants to understand it, or he is just stupidly excited because of enrolling in school.

Military training is a good buffer period, closed training should make Chen Jianan think clearly.If he made up his mind, Wei Mingxu would of course be happy, if he regretted it, Wei Mingxu could wait any longer.In short, Chen Jianan is the person he believes in, and it will not change.

In fact, Chen Jianan had already begun to reminisce about the experience of the day when he was lying on the bed that night.He began to wonder if it would be too risky to take the initiative to reconnect with Wei Mingxu. He still didn't know if Wei Mingxu would be like before: lose his temper casually, hide things from him, use others to test him, or something else.

In fact, these are not important, Chen Jianan himself will lose his temper with Wei Mingxu and get awkward.The only thing that Chen Jianan was most worried about was whether he was the one Wei Mingxu destined, and whether he and Wei Mingxu could make it to the end.

If he doesn't take a step forward and only maintains a brotherly relationship with Wei Mingxu, then it will undoubtedly be the best choice for his parents, family and themselves, so that even if they grow old and die one day, they will still be a harmonious and beautiful family people.And today he took this step forward, which means that he no longer has a way out. If one day he and Wei Mingxu get tired of this relationship, the whole family will fall apart, and they will no longer return to their status as family members. Brother Christine.

Wei Mingxu has been looking for Chen Jianan for more than ten years, does he hope that the family will not be married?He probably didn't want to reap such an ending.

Do I really love Wei Mingxu so much that I am willing to block all retreats for him?Does Wei Mingxu really love me so much that he doesn't need any leeway?Before today, Chen Jianan had always harbored such thoughts, so he hesitated and retreated.

This may be due to Chen Jianan's strong inferiority complex for a long time because he is "not good enough". Emotion is his only attachment and all his sustenance. He dare not take a risky gamble.

But now it is different, Chen Jianan is lying on the bed, blinking his eyes in the dark, he has entered the university, although this kind of school is not good enough in front of Wei Mingxu, Chen Jianan has already started to have his own brand new life.

Unlike the new life when he came to City B in a daze on the train, Chen Jianan knows that the future is unfolding bit by bit. The future is exciting enough, why not make it even more exciting?

The adventurous factor in Chen Jianan's personality has never diminished. In the past, he used this factor to go north alone and obtain the short-lived rich life he wanted.Chen Jianan was still the poor fool who only bet on himself, but this time Chen Jianan felt that his chips were thick enough.

Chen Jianan couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, he quietly got up and hid in the balcony to call Chen Mao.

He didn't care if calling so late would disturb Chen Mao's colorful nightlife, now his heart was ebbing and flowing, if he didn't find someone to talk to, Chen Jianan would explode.

Fortunately, Chen Mao didn't forget his friends, so he quickly answered Chen Jianan's call, and Chen Jianan told Chen Mao what happened during the day.

Chen Mao was very surprised: "So you two didn't get along before? I didn't see it at all, Chen Jianan, you are really crazy and arrogant on one side."

Chen Jianan rolled his eyes inwardly, and scolded, of course you can't tell, you've been fooling around with unknown wild men all this time, and you can't even go to your shop to check in every day.

Chen Mao chuckled, then turned the topic back to Chen Jianan, and said, "My man, I think your worries are not unreasonable..."

Chen Jianan already knew Chen Mao's personality very well, so he directly interrupted Chen Mao's long speech and said, "Say no."

Chen Mao followed suit and talked about but, "But, think about it, Wei Mingxu has been chasing you for so long, can he understand these things without you? You are not so much worried that Wei Mingxu will get tired of this one day. If you don’t have such a relationship, why don’t you reflect on whether you don’t like him like Wei Mingxu likes you.”

"I like it! Otherwise, would I let him pester him for so long?" Chen Jianan quickly defended himself.

Chen Mao sighed, and said: "I'm not saying that you don't like him, I just mean that between the two of you, he likes you more than you like him. As for you, after all, you are still nested in your own little world. The change is not because I really love Wei Mingxu so much that I can't help myself."

Chen Mao didn't say the subtext of these words, but Chen Jianan has already tasted it: any change Wei Mingxu made was based on liking Chen Jianan and wanting to go with Chen Jianan for a long time.

Chen Jianan was silent for a while, and said: "I have low self-esteem. He is better than me in everything, knowledgeable and experienced to make money, I must find some confidence in front of him."

Chen Mao interrupted him angrily, and said: "You two are dating, Chen Jianan, not talking about projects and cooperation. Is any of the above items you mentioned useful in dating? "Chen Mao sighed, reassured him and said: "If you want me to say, you are obviously more confident than him. You are young, good-looking, approachable, and you can get in touch with the feelings of normal people better than him. He is older than you. There are so many, it is because he is eager to integrate into your world."

"But...but..." Chen Jianan hesitated for a long time, and finally said as if giving up on himself: "I'm just worried that I made this decision too hastily, and should I think more about it."

Chen Mao sighed for a long time, and said, "Chen Jianan, you are really a genius."

Zuojing Chen Jianan had no choice but to say: "Then I will think about it myself." He hung up the phone in a hurry.

During the military training, Chen Jianan spent a lot of time thinking about himself and Wei Mingxu, which was very strange. Although Chen Jianan felt that he was sloppy, he didn't mean to regret it with Wei Mingxu.Wei Mingxu was very restrained and caring when it came to love. He didn't send messages to Chen Jianan regardless of time and place. Firstly, he himself was busy with work, and secondly, mature men would not do such childish and stupid things.

Chen Jianan received greetings from Wei Mingxu on a regular basis, and he could still receive video invitations after dinner in the evening.Chen Jianan is very stinky, if he has taken a shower, he will make a video call with Wei Mingxu, if he has not washed, and his body is still smelly, then he will only make a voice call.

Chen Mao was actually right. Between the two of them, Wei Mingxu was more enthusiastic than Chen Jianan, but he could control himself and let this enthusiasm flow slowly in a moist and silent state. Chen Jianan himself Also indulge in it.

For example, Wei Mingxu would ask him if he had a good dinner. If Chen Jianan said there was something he wanted to eat, he would be able to receive the food delivered the next day—and this is obviously forbidden in the training base, so Wei Mingxu would probably contact him. He became the commander in chief of military training.When contacting him, Wei Mingxu probably specifically stated that he should not pay attention to Chen Jianan alone, so he has not focused his attention on Chen Jianan so far.

Chen Jianan was very grateful for this, and quickly conveyed his experience to Chen Mao. Chen Mao was well-informed and said: "Let me tell you, an old man really knows how to love others, especially when he cares about you." Sometimes, it’s like the wind and the rain.”

Chen Jianan said hesitantly: "Then what if he doesn't treat me so well one day?"

"Chen Jianan, no matter how hot your heart is, you have to cover it to keep it warm longer. If you only wait for this heart to warm you, and you just put your hands in your pockets, then even a stove will be cold." You can figure it out for yourself, I think you shouldn't take it too seriously."

While Chen Jianan was hesitating, the military training was over, he was a little tanned, and when Wei Mingxu came to pick him up, he didn't even want to lift his head.Wei Mingxu laughed at him when he got in the car: "Why, are you still embarrassed to see me? You look good in every way, so don't hide it."

Chen Jianan didn't know if the embarrassment he had felt could be included in the category of "self-pleasing appearance", but he felt that he was dark and unattractive, which made him appear mentally weak.

After keeping his head down and being an ostrich for a long time, Chen Jianan suddenly raised his head, but found that Wei Mingxu was not driving on the way home. He quickly turned his head and asked Wei Mingxu, "What are you doing! Where are you going!"

Wei Mingxu blinked and said, "I have a surprise for you."