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Wei Mingxu really couldn't tell what was wrong, he just felt that he couldn't see Chen Jianan often when he was not at home. Now Chen Jianan brought Wei Mingxu too much uncertainty, and Wei Mingxu always had no confidence.But when school started, he still worked hard as Chen Jianan's driver and helped him move his things to the dormitory.

After all, Wei Mingxu still can't understand Chen Jianan very thoroughly. He is not like Chen Jianan. He has lived for more than 30 years, and only he can choose the school whether he wants to study or not. Unwillingness and longing have been hidden until today.

Chen Jianan didn't know that Wei Mingxu didn't look down on his dormitory and cafeteria, he liked it very much, in the quadruple room with a balcony, there was a wardrobe for each person on the bed and under the table, it was no different from the university he had dreamed of before.The long corridor was full of large and small luggage bags for freshmen. Wei Mingxu pushed the suitcase for Chen Jianan, while Chen Jianan held the food prepared by Mrs. Wei in his arms.

Wei Mingxu walked around the dormitory twice, but he didn't seem to be able to say anything bad. Although he was pampered, he had been in the army for ten years after all, and the dormitory of a recruit company was no better than a university dormitory.In the end, Wei Mingxu gave in to his heart with difficulty. He said to Chen Jianan, "Put your things here first. The bedding and daily necessities will be delivered directly from the mall later. Let's register first."

Chen Jianan happily followed Wei Mingxu out. His excitement hadn't passed yet, and the whole school was covered with banners and posters of welcoming new students. When two people like Chen Jianan and Wei Mingxu walked together, they were very eye-catching everywhere. There are a lot of leaflets.

Seeing more and more single pages in Chen Jianan's hands, Wei Mingxu was actually very nervous. He asked Chen Jianan, "Is there anything you are interested in?"

When Wei Mingxu asked this question, he thought that he must not be interested in anything. Club organizations are troublesome and take up time. If Chen Jianan participated, he would have no time to go home every week.

Chen Jianan seemed to have figured out what Wei Mingxu was thinking, he casually flipped through it a few times, shook his head and said, "No."

Hearing what Chen Jianan said, Wei Mingxu felt that he was too selfish and wanted to deprive Chen Jianan of the right to choose for himself, so he bent slightly and said, "If you are interested, it's okay to try."

Chen Jianan was a little shy, and hummed in a low voice: "I'm already this old, how can I play with a group of children like them?"

Hearing this, Wei Mingxu felt sour again. He took Chen Jianan's shoulders and said, "You will always be a baby with me. You can do whatever you want and play whatever you want."

The words were disgusting, and Chen Jianan really complained about why he spoke so sourly, but it still benefited him a lot. He curled up in Wei Mingxu's arms, feeling an indescribable but ubiquitous sense of security.

Chen Jianan is going to participate in military training. Wei Mingxu glanced at the commander in chief who arranged the military training from a distance, and laughed, and quietly said to Chen Jianan, "I brought that with me. Do you want me to say hello to him?"

Chen Jianan tilted his head and thought for a while, then asked very cautiously: "Then were you fierce when you took him?"

Wei Mingxu also thought about it for a while, and also replied very cautiously: "A little bit."

Wei Mingxu said something, that is very fierce, Chen Jianan quickly waved his hand and said: "Then don't! What if I am lazy, what if he avenges himself and tortures me!"

Wei Mingxu laughed out loud when he heard the words, he seldom laughed like this, Chen Jianan was a little stunned, Wei Mingxu put his arms around Chen Jianan, rubbed Chen Jianan's hair, and said, "Don't be lazy, you have to persevere, huh?"

Chen Jianan talked about him from left to right, pulled Wei Mingxu's clothes, and said, "I'm a little hungry, let's go out for dinner."

It was probably because he was going to be taken to military training the next day after the registration was over, and he had to be separated from Wei Mingxu for a long time. Chen Jianan seemed to be extremely dependent on Wei Mingxu, always unconsciously revealing intimacy that he hadn't even noticed.

Chen Jianan didn't notice it, but Wei Mingxu could feel it. It had been a long time since Chen Jianan took the initiative to get close to Wei Mingxu. Although Wei Mingxu was pleasantly surprised, he also restrained himself.He asked Chen Jianan: "What do you want to eat?"

There are really no high-end places on the snack street in front of the school. The two of them walked along the greasy floor tiles for a long time. It was still early, and before they reached the most popular barbecue food stalls in front of the school, Chen Jianan said: "Eat something casually." .”

Wei Mingxu chose a good-looking Sichuan restaurant, then sat in the box and ordered a few dishes. Chen Jianan covered half of his face with a greasy over-plastic menu, and asked very gossip: "Do you never come to this kind of place to eat?" ah?"

"What are you thinking, didn't you take you to that time-honored noodle restaurant before? I used to eat there when I was young, and I took you there too." Wei Mingxu said.

In fact, when Wei Mingxu said this, he felt a little uneasy. He didn't know how Chen Jianan would respond to the things they regretted when they were young. It was a bit risky to say it directly, but Wei Mingxu said it anyway.

However, to Wei Mingxu's surprise, Chen Jianan didn't change his face suddenly, but seemed to be interested. He held his chin and said, "Tell me about what happened after I lost it." He then added and limited the content. , "It's how sad you are after I lost you, why did you go to the army, have you ever dreamed about me, etc."

"At first I didn't believe you were lost." Wei Mingxu said slowly, "Because although you are young, you are really smart, and you can talk a lot at that time. I thought you would go to the street by yourself Playing, you shouldn’t run too far, and I didn’t even think that you could run out. Because the threshold of the old house was very high, you were just like that at that time, and you might have to climb on the threshold to climb out.”

Wei Mingxu stretched out his hand to compare, then shook his head, and said, "If I believed you were lost at the first time, and then went to check the train station and bus station immediately, I wouldn't have lost it for so long."

Chen Jianan hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his hand, and took Wei Mingxu's hand that was gesticulating to the table, hanging empty.

"It's okay, don't blame yourself anymore, you have found me." Chen Jianan said.

It doesn't matter what Chen Jianan said sincerely, which shocked Wei Mingxu. He wanted to say something more, but the waiter opened the curtain and came in to serve the food. Surprisingly, even though the waiter brought the food with a flushed face, Chen Jianan still maintained the original posture of holding Wei Mingxu's hand.

After the waiter fled in despair, Chen Jianan rubbed his thumb on the back of Wei Mingxu's hand a few times, and asked him in a low voice, "Will you come to me when I usually have no classes and you are not busy?"

After asking this sentence, Chen Jianan withdrew his hand, and Wei Mingxu also kept an unbearable silence. He felt that he was really finished, and the feeling of falling in love with such passion made all the blood in Wei Mingxu's body rush.After waiting for the waiters to serve the dishes one after another, Chen Jianan asked again: "Will you come?"

"Yes." Wei Mingxu said firmly, and then he asked Chen Jianan urgently: "You want to be with me, why do you still live in the school?"

Chen Jianan blinked and said, "Because distance creates beauty, we don't know each other very well, we don't have enough tacit understanding, and we haven't gotten along to that level. If we stay together every day, there should be no beauty."

Wei Mingxu seemed a bit at a loss for what to say. What Chen Jianan meant by saying this was an attitude of wanting to have a relationship life with him forever. He felt that his hand holding the chopsticks was shaking a little, and finally asked what he wanted to ask the most: "I thought, you'll never accept me, or I'll be hot for a long time, you know me...I really didn't see any hope before. How...how are you willing to accept me?"

Chen Jianan's pretty eyes were bent, he bowed his head and took a few mouthfuls of food, and then he whispered: "You know that when I came to City B from Xishui Village, I just finished my third year of high school. I dropped out of school myself, and told the teacher I don’t want to study anymore, and I really didn’t study hard. The environment there is like that, and there is really no money. I was thinking on the train that I came, and a new life will begin when I go, but if I can study, then It's a new life."

Chen Jianan said slowly: "I used to always think about what ifs, what ifs, but I also knew at that time that there were no ifs in the world. I didn't expect that there were ifs. I think this is the beginning of my new life. Everything is going to pass, and I will do what I want to do."

Wei Mingxu didn't know what to say. The turning point came too suddenly. When he was ready to fight a protracted battle, Chen Jianan suddenly opened the city gate to let him in. Wei Mingxu was silent for a long time, and decided to tell the truth: "I think I It's like dreaming."

Wei Mingxu was a little embarrassed, he said in a low voice: "I also prepared some very vulgar idol drama romantic plots, I can't help it, I thought you would be moved by that."

Chen Jianan chuckled: "Then I said it too early, I should wait for you to have some romance, and then record it, as a full record of your embarrassing moments."

Wei Mingxu sighed, and said helplessly, "If you really want to watch it, you can let me prepare it now."

Chen Jianan was a little hesitant, and asked back, "Will that embarrass me?"

Wei Mingxu also became cunning and said, "You'll know if you try it."

After the two of them finished their meal, they walked around the campus sticky side by side. Wei Mingxu babbled to Chen Jianan: "You should eat the food that mom brought you as soon as possible. It’s also easy to break. When things come, let’s fix them together. We’ll also buy the changed bedding and put them in the closet. If you don’t want to wash them, you can pack them at home on weekends. If you think the cafeteria doesn’t taste good, don’t go outside. Eat at roadside stalls, just tell me what you want to eat, and I will take you there..."

Chen Jianan finally interrupted Wei Mingxu, complaining: "You are really long-winded."

Wei Mingxu was laughed angrily by the Chen family man, pinched his shoulders, pretended to be fierce and said: "Listen to the long-winded ones!"

Chen Jianan grinned and ran away, stopped before taking two steps, turned around and asked Wei Mingxu, "You really will come to me, right?"

Wei Mingxu also smiled, nodded and said, "Really."

Chen Jianan squinted his eyes and turned around very girlishly, saying, "This is really my dream life!"