Sapphire case

48.

Jiang Cheng was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly it was like five thunderbolts.

At that time, his face must have been too terrifying, so ferocious and distorted that he seemed to rush up and grab the shoulder of the skeletal young man, asking him what nonsense he was talking about, forcing him to look into his own eyes and call his name, Tell yourself he was just trying to annoy him before.

Jiang Cheng stood there and forgot to move, but at this moment another young man knocked on the door and dragged him outside.

The young man said, I was instructed by my superiors to take care of the patients.

The young man said, no matter what your relationship was before or what happened to him before, in short, he can't remember some things now, and it seems that you are one of them.I speculate that he is post-traumatic stress affective disorder, the scientific name is psychogenic amnesia, the forgetting of specific objects and situations, this concept is a new thing in foreign countries.

The young man also said that he was pessimistic, and from my point of view the situation was not that bad, but he didn't cooperate.

Finally he said, we've met.

Hello, my name is Yang Xian.

Jiang Cheng didn't really listen to what he said.Apart from confirming that his life was not in danger, Jiang Cheng only remembered one thing.

That's why Gu Sheng forgot.

Gu Sheng had indeed forgotten him.

why?

How can it be?

This is really a very ridiculous thing, as if you hate a person so much that you want to tear him up and eat him, and you subconsciously struggle and clamor for irresistible obsession and obsession, and you remember so much about him The things, the things he did, the things he did, the damage he caused, are irreparably embedded in your flesh and blood, your soul is at the mercy of you, you are willing to surrender, you trek alone After thousands of mountains and rivers, countless one-man shows of cannibalism have been staged, and that is also the only protagonist. To put it lightly, I forgot.

I forgot the love and hatred you imposed on me, forgot your tyranny and oppression towards me, forgot your hypocritical and pale comfort and kindness, and forgot all the hegemony and violence you represented.

You are like a wisp of smoke among all living beings, unworthy to leave the slightest trace in my life.

All your heartbreaking love and sorrow have nothing to do with me.All your calculations about the past are just calculations with yourself.

Jiang Cheng couldn't bear to do it himself, as long as he hinted that those people who were staring at Gu Sheng would not let him live until the next hour.

At that time, all the blood feud between him and Gu Sheng will be wiped out with death, how can the living settle accounts with the dead, and does Gu Sheng care that Jiang Cheng asks him to settle accounts?

Jiang Cheng was unwilling.

He insisted on the ridiculous nonsense that Gu Sheng disappeared under his nose.As long as Gu Sheng is alive and no one is dead or dead, as long as he holds the military and political power of the Jingbei Army in his hands, no one can touch him.

He still has expectations.

What is he looking forward to?

Gu Sheng didn't close the door again, but also opened some of the windows. He simmered the medicine of the day, and the air was filled with the bitter smell of traditional Chinese medicine.

Jiang Cheng walked back and didn't go in again.Gu Sheng was pulling up a small bench and sitting by the fire, his face was slightly reddened by the light of the fire, this kind of picture gave him a bit of worldly fireworks, Jiang Cheng's heart skipped a beat when he saw it, and then he ached again You have to die.

Jiang Cheng cleared his throat, but Gu Sheng didn't look back, his voice still said in a low voice: "I won't bother you...I won't bother you again. Today I just...I just...will not in the future, books and houses I'll help you sort it out a bit, you...don't worry about it."

There are not many things in Gu Sheng's room, and the bedding and clothes are fairly neat, but there are some books scattered in the room.Jiang Cheng just noticed when Gu Sheng was out of the house and entered his house. He picked it up and looked at it, but there were some profound things that he couldn't see. Gu Sheng didn't dare to move it because he had some bookmarks and handwriting in it, so he tidied it up.

Gu Sheng didn't know if he heard him, but he used to ignore Jiang Cheng. Before, Jiang Cheng was furious because he didn't respond, but now he only thought it would be best if he was in his sight, so he continued: "You were so angry before. Say... then you can treat me as your former fanatic, I won't bother you... I'll just... see you occasionally."

He expected that Gu Sheng would not answer, so after saying this, he didn't wait to be annoying, said his goodbyes and left.

Gu Sheng lowered his eyes and looked at the fire, the flames jumping under the blowing wind of the cattail fan blurred his eyesight, only he heard a sneer, and sighed deeply:

"You don't have to do this..."

He paused for a while, the footsteps outside the door were already too faint to be heard, and he said softly: "Jiang Cheng."

Jiang Cheng kept his word and never bothered him again.

Even though Yang Xian said he didn't remember, Jiang Cheng felt almost intuitively that Gu Sheng hadn't forgotten, at least not completely.

It may be that Jiang Cheng's scientific thinking can't keep up with modern medicine, or it's just out of selfishness. He just has a deep-rooted feeling that even if he forgets pathologically, he will always leave a little bit of impression of.

But even though he was cautious and wandered around the courtyard with all kinds of thoughts, he did not make any cross-border actions.

Later, Jiang Cheng grabbed Yang Xian and forced him to ask if it was a physical problem and whether it could be cured.

Yang Xian scratched his head, saying that research in this area has not yet started, either domestically or internationally, and it may be related to physical pathology—he said that he has always had headaches, which seemed to be normal before the serious illness, but now the technology can’t keep up , I can't be sure, so maybe it will be fine after a while, maybe it will be like this forever.

It's strange to say that Jiang Cheng obviously hoped that he could remember everything—everything about Jiang Cheng, but when he heard the words "maybe he will never remember", he felt a certain feeling in his heart. Subtle ease.

If all you remember...is bloody pain and despair, maybe forgetting is the best choice, maybe.

And Jiang Cheng was still deceiving himself, thinking that he could get to know that young man... again.

The next day, Gu Sheng asked Yang Xian to call someone to heighten and strengthen the courtyard wall, lock the fence and the back door separately, and simply paste the windows with newspapers.

He was so frightened to death that he put the cut kitchen knife next to his pillow when he slept at night. He was completely calm at that time. His fear of Jiang Cheng went deep into his bones, and he was afraid that his brain would forcibly forget the name and most of the things related to it. The degree of self-protection, the insecurity that the other party can do whatever they want with you, as long as you experience it once, you can't deny the fear.

He had to calm down because he knew otherwise it would only be worse.And unexpectedly, at that time, he seemed to be firmly in control of the other party's everything.All the emotional ups and downs, all the joys and sorrows, he is high above, but the other party can only stay low and be small.

The reality is not the same at all, he is worried about Jiang Cheng's revenge - he has no fear of those who have been offended by him fiercely, it's all about severing the arms of a martyr who will die, but for Jiang Cheng... ...that doesn't seem to be the case at all.

Because Jiang Cheng was never satisfied with letting him die easily, or being tortured so hard that he could not die, Gu Sheng was at a loss for Jiang Cheng's thoughts. He was unwilling to speculate before and ignored it, but now he is completely unable to understand.Jiang Cheng's torture to him was weird and crazy, but it seemed that he himself was the one who was tortured.

Gu Sheng never faced Jiang Cheng's feelings for him squarely. He was forced to endure his atrocities, and habitually ignored this man. When he looked back, the other party's thoughts had already changed a thousand times, and in his eyes he was still an intact man. Motionless violence symbol.

... If Jiang Cheng knew what he was thinking, he really didn't know how he should feel.

Fortunately, Jiang Cheng didn't have a chance to know, he was looking at Gu Sheng's construction, and really wanted to tell him that he was no longer such a jerk like before, but he finally held back and just stared at the newspaper-covered window for a long time.

Gu Sheng stayed like this for more than a week, never went out again, and even gave up his habit of reading in the yard, as if avoiding Jiang Cheng like a snake.But Jiang Cheng did not make any movement as he said.

Although Gu Sheng felt a little weird, it was a good thing that Jiang Cheng didn't show up. He secretly breathed a sigh of relief and stopped being overly alert.It's just that I'm still a little unsure whether to go to the yard or not.

Since he was a child, he was not a crazy and troublesome character. He spent almost all of his childhood and youth in a deep house compound, and because he was young and smart, he was not sent to school by his father like his brothers and sisters. Mr. Li came to teach, and rarely went out except for festivals or events.Gu Hou had always favored him and didn't care about his habits, only his mother said he was too quiet, Gu Sheng himself didn't care much, and was quite happy with himself.

And even Gu Sheng, who is naturally quiet, couldn't bear being locked up in the house all day long. Seeing that Jiang Cheng hadn't been out of line recently, he thought about practicing his voice in the yard.

At that time, Jiang Cheng also frightened Gu Sheng, causing the other party to refuse to come out to read in the morning, and was very annoyed. He wanted to come to apologize but was afraid of disturbing him again. Just when he was about to lose control, he unexpectedly heard Gu Sheng tried to practice his voice, and it sounded like he was in the yard!

This turning point was like a shot in the arm for Jiang Cheng. He listened to it in his own yard for a few days, but he couldn't enjoy it after all, and Gu Sheng also made up his mind not to go out, so he boldly went outside Listen, after all, Gu Sheng has solid skills. After a week, he has already started to practice specific repertoires, and Jiang Cheng can gradually hear some meaning.

More than half a month passed peacefully, and Jiang Cheng got used to reporting outside Gu Sheng's courtyard early every day. On this day, he arranged his clothes like a routine and went to the place he specially selected. Hear noises inside.

Jiang Cheng looked at his watch repeatedly, but looking at the sun didn't seem like the watch had made a mistake.

Why doesn't he sing?

Rest today?

Gu Sheng has always treated this matter seriously, and there is absolutely no reason for fishing for three days and drying the net for two days at the beginning, that is, the health is not good?

Jiang Cheng looked around for a while, pacing back and forth outside the newly renovated courtyard door, thousands of worries passed through his mind, he gritted his teeth and stretched out his hand to push the door——

"Woo"——

Before his hand touched the door bolt, the main door was opened from the inside!

The stone steps were raised in front of the door, Jiang Cheng couldn't help but look up, and Gu Sheng appeared behind the half-open door.He was wearing a neat plain gown, a white scarf, and a pale hand resting on the latch, as if he was about to go out.

Jiang Cheng didn't expect it, he was stunned for a moment and didn't back away.

Seeing him, Gu Sheng didn't seem to be very surprised, but saw that he remained silent for a long time, and urged him impatiently, "Get out of the way."

"Oh..." Jiang Cheng took a step back subconsciously, and then reacted and shouted at him: "Hey? Where are you going?"

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The last few chapters have been very stream-of-consciousness, so I don't know how to choose the title...

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