After going bald, I got stronger in front of my ex

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The smell of disinfectant was terrible again. I don't like hospitals very much. I rang the bell beside the bed. When I waited for Chu Ci, he almost ignored his image as a doctor and strangled me.

I said, "I saw my brother."

Chu Ci looked disgusted and couldn't eat: "That man won't inherit his family business properly, why did he come to see you?"

I said, "The old man is going to die, and I don't know why he came to see me."

Chu Ci began to curse, and then chatted with me while doing an examination. I asked my elder brother, Chu Ci said he didn’t know, so I yawned, and Chu Ci said, “Then let’s go to sleep.”

I haven't seen my big brother for a whole day. I was so bored that I could only find Chuci to play with. Unfortunately, he was too busy and kicked me out of the office.

I rubbed my nose and went to the square of the hospital. The sun was just right there. There was a beautiful little girl playing ball on the lawn by herself. I sat down on the bench next to it. The sun was warm and comfortable. After a while, I felt something next to my leg, only to realize that a ball had rolled to my feet.

As soon as I was about to pick it up, I saw a pair of black grape-like eyes staring at me. The little girl's beautiful face was flushed. I gave her the ball, but she didn't leave, she just looked at me.

I'm a little funny, but I always feel that it's not good to be so stiff, "Want to hear a story?"

The little girl nodded vigorously twice.

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"...discovering that sugar is still sweet, but life is too bitter."

When I was talking about this, I saw the little girl’s red eyes twitching, I couldn’t help laughing, I touched her head, this is a story I like very much, the little rabbit always gives the best to others, but She did not receive the same love.

Then I saw a person I hadn't seen for a long time. The little girl ran into the man's arms crying, and the latter asked softly, "Why are you crying?"

The little girl said: "Why does the little rabbit always give the candy house to such a bad person?"

The man was silent, he looked up at me and I grinned at him.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

"Well, long time no see."

The man's name is Li Xinyuan, and he is one of my ex-boyfriends who cannot be counted as ex-boyfriends.

Because I was with him, he never only thought of me as his bed partner rather than his object, he didn't put me in his eyes at all.The hardest years of my life were when I was just kicked out. I lived in a small room of only six square meters and worked by delivering food.

In fact, I still want to be like this job. Although sometimes I can’t vent my grievances, but the job is good, and I don’t have any family members to spend the holidays with me.

Later I met Li Xinyuan, he hid in the doorway of my dirty door, I wanted to take him to the hospital, but he kept yelling no, so I took him to a small private clinic.

The most serious thing on the man's body was the place where he hit a heavy object on his head and had to sew a lot of stitches. I asked him many things, but he always said he didn't know, forgot, and lost his memory.Although it was obviously pretending, I still kept him. After all, people always have some difficulties that they don't want to talk about.

But my six-square-meter room can't sleep two people at all.

I looked at the savings on hand, and after finding someone to rent a slightly larger room, there was not much left.I like him more and more, the feeling that someone is willing to turn on the light and wait for you when you are tired is very good.

But he is always like a layer of mystery, I can't see through.Even when I said I liked him, he immediately agreed. I think even if I kept it from myself, he would have more or less love for me.

As it turned out, in fact, it didn't.

On the day of the breakup, I found him sitting on the sofa in the living room, and the ground was a mess. I approached him in shock, but two bodyguards rushed out from nowhere and pinned me to the ground, and he threw me hard With a slap in the face, he said, "I didn't expect Wu Guo's son to be so good."

I looked at him inexplicably, he threw me on the bed, took off my pants, and then rushed in without any warning, the two bodyguards were holding cameras, and the camera was just staring at me.

I've heard a lot of Li Xinyuan's intermittent words, and I can sum it up like this, my rough dad actually learned to team up with others to rob him of a project, and he just happened to be hit by his former enemy with a car, and while he was dying, met me.

He was all about revenge from beginning to end, and it felt really good to hold the enemy's own son under him.

"But, I mean nothing to him..." He still didn't let me go.

In the end, he wiped his lower body and left, but the pain in his lower body made me unable to move my legs. He took the video and left contentedly. Everything in the house was smashed. I took the medicine alone and hugged the quilt I cried for half the night.

I'm weak, but I don't want to die. When I went back to work, I was told that I had offended someone. I couldn't let me stay any longer.

I lost my job.

But Li Xinyuan didn't let me go. When I was looking for a job again, I hit a wall everywhere. Finally, I managed to work in a bar. I was a man. He yelled "Are you so unfucked?", and raped him again in the toilet.

I was in severe pain, but the eye sockets were so hot that nothing could flow out. Sure enough, Mr. Li made me lose my job the next day.

I locked myself in the house for a long time and didn't come out. Mr. Li seemed to have forgotten me. When I was desperate and wanted to commit suicide, I didn't take two steps to pick up a baby. The baby escaped from the orphanage. I like the little one very much. Children, but I'm gay and probably don't have children, so I really raise the bear child as my own son.

But my salary can’t support the children. I don’t know why Mr. Li came to the door again. This time, he brought threats. He said that I am not qualified to □□, and he can ask someone from the orphanage to take him away at any time. Knowing what residual value I had, I knelt down and begged him not to do this. Mr. Li said, "Sleep with me, and I will give you money and help him register."

I thought about it and agreed.

Later, Mr. Li didn't know what was going on, he fucked me in front of the brat, and played the video tape at the same time.The bear boy ran away and never came back.

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I used to hate Mr. Li quite a bit, but after so many years, I don't know how much of this hatred is left, at least I wouldn't tell him that I haven't seen him for a long time.

"I..." Li Xinyuan hesitated to speak, "This is Tiantian, my niece."

I smiled and touched the little girl's head: "She is very cute."

"go to play."

Li Xinyuan let Tiantian go, and sat next to me, "When Tiantian was born, she had a bad heart, and she is often hospitalized at this age."

"Ah."

"How have you been... all these years?"

I really wanted to have a few polite words with him, but all I could say was: "Without you, I'm doing pretty well."

Li Xinyuan seemed to turn pale for a moment, his lips trembling slightly: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I..."

I felt a little ridiculous, I shook my head: "The past is the past."

"I can't make it through!" Li Xinyuan yelled suddenly, and put his arms around me, "I'm sorry... I love you... Please come back... I'll treat you well, we're still renting out the house, okay? I'll wash and cook for you, don't leave me..."

I really wanted to push him away, but I couldn't use my strength. As a result, I was suddenly pulled into my arms, feeling the breath of a big brother, "I will naturally pamper my boyfriend."

Oh shit, the brat I haven't seen for a day is back.

I saw Li Xinyuan's expression cracked every inch of it, but a kind of bewildering pleasure rose from the bottom of my heart.

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"I...I don't believe it!" Li Xinyuan raised his head viciously, the way he gritted his teeth was really not pretty.He stubbornly repeated the three words "I don't believe it" over and over again, and then asked me, I must have lied to him.

But I was a little sleepy, he kissed the big brother on the chin, then turned to Li Xinyuan and said: "I will never fall in love with a criminal."

The big brother carried me on his back, he weighed it up and frowned, "Have you lost weight after a day?"

"That's great, the little girls are envious and still envious."

Big brother said: "Not good."

We went back to the ward with a smile, and never looked at Mr. Li again. Time is really a magical thing. If we wanted it at the beginning, it is like the chirping of flies in the ear, which makes people irritated, and the strong love at the beginning is also hateful. Whether it is meaning or meaning, it has become a sarcasm and irony.

I climbed on the big brother’s back and told him the follow-up of the little rabbit’s story. The big brother listened to me without saying a word all the way: "...the little rabbit understands, and the little pig said, that day, that day I just passed by The little bear forced the money, and the little tiger said that if I could put the sugar back, the ice cream machine would be mine."

I asked my big brother cheerfully: "Which one do you like?"

The big brother was silent for a while: "If I were a little tiger, then from the very beginning I would hold my little rabbit in my arms, instead of going to him regretfully, or even hiding and dragging passers-by into the water."

I rubbed against his soft hair: "If only I had met you in the first place, I would have given you my candy house."

The big brother didn't speak.

I happened to be in the ward too, the big brother put me down and stared at me for a long time, suddenly he kissed me, I opened my mouth obediently, let him in, and accepted his somewhat intense kiss, until he had difficulty breathing, he just Let go of me.

I looked at the red eye sockets of the big brother unsteadily, and touched his head. The young face that was neglected because of maturity approached me, and kissed me again. The big brother was like a naive Child, after confirming something over and over again, the big brother finally kissed enough, I said helplessly to him: "Bear boy."

The eldest brother asked, "When did you know?"

I squinted my eyes: "Probably after the first chemotherapy, my intuition told me."

The eldest brother was a little annoyed: "Then you pretend you don't know me!"

I squeezed his face: "It's what you deserve, who made you run away without a word at that time."

The eldest brother was silent: "I will never leave you again, and you don't want to leave me either, okay?"

I stretched out a little finger: "Pull the hook?"

"If the hook is hung for 100 years, it must not be changed."

Well, don't change.