08

I promised my elder brother to live a good life, so I called Chu Ci on the public phone that night, and a familiar voice came from the other end.

"If you fart, let labor and management just fall asleep on the night shift last night. If you make harassing calls, I'll fucking chop your JJ—"

"it's me."

Chu Ci seemed to be taken aback for a moment, "Wu Yuan, you bastard, are you still alive?"

The big brother's face that flashed in front of my eyes grew on the dog's face, moving his waist wildly.

No, it's too magical.

I hastened to hold on to my fantasy: "Yeah, I don't want to die anymore."

"Why, don't you just want to die? You stopped chemotherapy, you stopped taking medicine, and you said you were going to blackmail each other and never communicate with each other."

"Because of love. And I still hope that you will send a bouquet of flowers on my grave."

Chu Ci yelled: "No! You are a love-brained fool! Force!" and hung up the phone.

Reluctantly, I hung up the public phone and gave the money to the old woman in the canteen, when I heard my cell phone ring.

"Are you really willing to continue treatment?"

"Yes."

"Then you come to the hospital tomorrow."

09

Although Chu Ci has a very elegant name, he is an irritable person, and he has a lot of bad words in his mouth. Even the people who come to see the doctor have half good and half bad comments on him, and they think he is difficult to get along with , I also feel that he is very reliable, as long as it is an operation, no matter how big or small, he is not as patient as usual.

He is my fellow countryman and my attending doctor.

I once joked, "I don't want you to be cured in my life."

At that time, he took a sip of wine and said, "I don't bother to treat you in my life."

It's a pity that I haven't had any minor illnesses in my life, except for my excessive anger and nosebleeds every season, this is the only time I got sick and I met him.

At that time, it was found out that it was already in the late stage. To Boss Ye, thinking that this would be the case in this life, he asked Chuci to withdraw the chemotherapy, and he punched me angrily. He also forced me to go for treatment when he got married. Her beautiful daughter-in-law also wants me to be their child's godfather.

It's a pity that my love brain is terrible. I think that if I have stomach cancer, I can see Boss Ye for a while before I die. If someone finds out about my illness, they can probably sympathize with me, but Boss Ye only has Fang Tang in his eyes. big baby.

It’s okay to endure cynicism every day in the company, but also to endure love rivals and loved ones showing affection, I gritted my teeth and went to the bar, where I met my big brother.

Although I don't know if the big brother is out of sympathy or what, and I don't know if I can still be saved, but this makes me clearly feel that there are still things worth living for.

I am very grateful to them.

10

Chu Ci said to let me die, but he told me the next day that he arranged for me to undergo chemotherapy and let me go.

He wanted to say something else, so he just listened: "My wife, why are you snatching my mobile phone... the radiation of the mobile phone is high..."

Chu Ci's daughter-in-law answered the phone, she was a gentle woman, probably the only one who could subdue Chu Ci.When I was introduced to her at the beginning, she knew my sexual orientation and didn't have any disgusting reaction, and even smiled and gossiped with me about Chuci's past love history.

Chu Ci drank with me and complained, his wife always chatted with me, and there was less time to talk to him.

I also don't want to stand between a couple and listen to their love every day? !

Chu Ci's daughter-in-law chatted with me a lot, just like when we first met, she took me to complain sweetly that Chu Ci was not considerate enough, she still regarded me as a friend, even though she was self-willed and Chu Ci at that time Cut off contact and insisted on dying.

She said that during that time, Chu Ci said he didn't care, but in the end, people would still ask about my recent situation, believing that one day I would go to see a doctor.

She said that she hoped that as their friend, I could work hard and live on.

11

Now that I said I needed chemotherapy, I had to worry about money. I handed in my resignation from Boss Ye’s job the day after I returned from the hospital. The resignation was accepted by Fang Tang, otherwise I thought I might suffer from Ye The boss sneered.The company also communicates secretly, speaking in a voice that I think I can't hear.

"This gay guy finally stopped pestering the boss."

"I finally don't have to work with such disgusting people."

"It's time to get out, that is, the boss is good."

"unlucky."

Things like that.

I don’t know why the mess between me and Boss Ye spread widely the next day, but most of them were calling me a toad for wanting to eat swan meat. As a victim, Boss Ye was more sympathetic.

Then Baby Sugar Fang parachuted into the design department, and after winning the hearts of everyone in the company with his strength and being with Boss Ye, they hated me even more.

Often excluded, bullied, discussed.

I can't even recall how I got through it.

Maybe it's love for Boss Ye?

No, I don't believe it myself now.

12

I went to the barber shop to have my head shaved, and my elder brother went with me. I asked my elder brother, if I am bald, you will give up.

The big brother smiled and said, "If I don't want such a marinated egg, I don't think anyone will want it."

For a moment, I felt that the old deer in my heart who only knew smoking that day spread his legs and slammed into it.

I was lying on the chemotherapy machine, the pain was so painful that I was dying, I tried my best to be like a man, but the life cycle started again, I even felt that the stomach cancer was still very mild, and I didn't want to have chemotherapy anymore.

After the end.

I really want to tell my big brother that I can't take it anymore.But those eyes made me swallow, the big brother let me lean into his arms, and I said: "I don't like being hospitalized, can you take me back?"

"However, the doctor said that you need to stay in the hospital for examination."

"Then stay for as few days as possible, I don't like the smell of the hospital."

The big brother agreed to me helplessly, and he sighed.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, I was lying in the car: "You look a lot like someone I know."

The big brother asked: "Who is it like?"

I closed my eyes and fell asleep, "A little white-eyed wolf, I picked him up on the side of the road, bought him a lot of things, and worked hard for him, but suddenly one day he ran away for no reason... I found I haven't found it for a long time, I was not old enough at that time, so I begged someone for a long time on my knees, but when I got home, he disappeared..."

"The first time I saw you, I thought you looked like him when he grew up..."

Later I fell asleep, and I heard that the big brother carried me back.

13

When you are with the big brother, you will always feel loved. I told him, "I have the illusion that he and I are a sweet old couple." The big brother asked me, " Is not it good?"

I didn't answer.

I have been fed a lot by the big brother recently, so that I have the illusion that I am not sick. Even Chuci and his wife have been conquered by the big brother, with a loving expression on your face that you have finally changed your luck.

Recently, my spirit and appetite are very good, so I pestered my big brother to ask him to bring me something good to eat. The big brother sighed, put a hat on me, and took me out.

It's a pity that when I just sat down, I met someone I didn't really want to meet.

I saw Wu Ji whom I hadn't seen for a long time.

He is still so beautiful, and that young and handsome face is still the focus of the crowd. I don't really want to go up to say hello, but he posted it himself.

I don't want to see him.

14

In the first half of my life, I was also a rich second generation. My father was a man who got rich by demolition, and my mother was his first wife. When a man is rich, he thinks about the colorful world outside, so when my mother gave birth to me , the father was still hugging a girl who was 20 years younger than him outside.

My mother suffered from postpartum depression after giving birth to me. She ignored the objections of her family and named me Wu Yuan, which probably meant that the two of them had no fate.My childhood was very rich, except that I was in tears all day long and was controlled by a mother who did not commit suicide and a father who rarely came home, so every time I wrote an essay on a topic like "My Parents", I could only start from the composition. A bunch of loving couples are pieced together in the book.

My mother finally couldn't make it through the winter when I was ten years old and passed away.The father whom he had not seen for a long time finally showed up. He seemed to be sad. I think that when the mother took possession of a piece of land in the father's heart, he brought back the children and women he gave birth to outside.A woman is beautiful, like a gorgeous rose, and his son is also beautiful, inheriting all the advantages of his mother.

But I hate this mother and son. I think they are the murderers who destroyed my family.

I tried to resist, but I didn't know how to lose my temper. I made trouble for them several times, but all I got was my father's scolding. Only then did I understand that the person who really destroyed the family was the father.

Whether it is academic performance or anything else, Wu Ji is excellent, but I am very mediocre or even terrible. Some nights, my father would always lose his temper at me, reeking of alcohol, beat me with a belt, and scold me for not living up to expectations.

He will always praise Wu Ji's excellence like a loving father, and show off to others. Whenever people mention me, they just fool around.

At that time, Wu Ji and his mother didn't do anything, they were just being themselves, and I couldn't catch up.

The person who accompanied me through these days was Tang Ming.

Like a piece of driftwood, it became all the happiness and light in my life. When I graduated from high school, I confessed to him, and all the greenness and passion of my youth were given to him.He is an excellent person. After the college entrance examination, he was admitted to the best university in the country, but I failed. I was forced into a third-rate junior college, but my love for him always made me save my living expenses over and over again. look for him.

Later, Wu Ji was also admitted to this university. Tang Ming became more and more perfunctory in chatting with me, and I panicked.

I rushed to his rental house to look for him without telling him, and then saw Wu Ji kissing him.

It suddenly occurred to me that Tang Ming seldom kissed me, and kisses were nothing more than lips touching.

When Tang Ming saw me, he didn't panic, he just said: "The only person I like is Wu Ji, let's break up."

I don't remember how I went back, I only have memories of Tang Ming and Tang Ming in my mind, and I suddenly remembered that nine out of ten sentences of him seemed to be inseparable from Wu Ji.

Maybe I'm just a springboard for him to touch Wu Ji.

Later I graduated and did an internship in an ordinary company.One day, I received a call from my father. When I got home, I was slapped across the face. I was stunned.

"I don't have a son like you who likes men!"

How did he know?

Forget it, I don't want to know either.

I just feel that my father finally has a reason to drive me out, which is not easy.

Since then, I went to work in other provinces, and I have never seen the Wu family and the young man who used to be my light.

15

When I saw Wu Yuan approaching, I even felt as if I hadn't seen him for many years, and he was still radiant. Now I am not only bald, but also on the verge of death.

"Can you share the table? Brother."

It was the first time for Wu Ji to call my brother, and he was flattered. I glanced at the big brother, and the big brother looked at me nervously.

My mind is very calm: "Okay."

Wu Ji's fingers slid on the rim of the glass goblet, and he asked casually, "Brother, don't you want some wine?"

The eldest brother quickly replied, "He can't drink."

Wu Ji frowned: "May I ask who you are?"

I said, "My boyfriend."

The big brother seemed to have joy in his voice: "I'm his boyfriend."

Wu Ji frowned even tighter, and he looked at me, "Didn't brother go back and have a look for so many years?"

I was a little hungry, and the big brother seemed to have noticed it. He picked some steaming dishes and stuffed them into his mouth. I swallowed hard, "What are you going to do when you go back? Do you want to disturb him again? And I can't afford you This is brother, Mr. Wu."

The food here is not for me, even the salt in the mild-looking dishes makes me feel bad.

Wu Ji seemed to have expected my answer, he took a sip of red wine: "But he is going to die."

I was in a trance for a moment, but I couldn't find any memory with warmth, only the cold belt and disgusting scolding.

That person is actually going to die?

Oh yes, I'm going to die too.

I felt the churning in my stomach that I hadn't seen for a long time. I tugged on the sleeve of my big brother. He seemed to feel something. He pulled me and was about to leave.

Unaware of the situation, Wu Ji stopped him: "What's wrong?"

The big brother roared ferociously: "Get lost."

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