the city I love

The number of times he came back was less and less, and he would use various reasons at the beginning, such as: there were activities, he wanted to work and exercise, he wanted to travel... Later, he simply said, I will not go back .

Zhang Zhihuai was very sad. He felt that he would not come home because he ignored him, so he treated him twice as well, bought clothes, food, and bought everything he wanted. Zhang Zhihuai would still be there when he was free. I came to see him at school, and worriedly asked him if he was doing well, why he lost weight again...

"Talk to uncle what you want"

The man sincerely held all the good things he thought were in the palm of his hand and handed them to him. Standing beside him, Zhang Chu was like a child who would never grow up.

In fact, Zhang Chu was very afraid that Zhang Zhihuai would mention the word uncle, which would bring him back to reality and cruelly tell him the gap that would never be crossed.

He actually wanted to say, I don't want these, I just want your love.

However, he could never say that.Saying it would destroy Zhang Zhihuai.For four years in college, he was as silent as a transparent person.He thought he would live like this for the rest of his life.He also doesn't want to find another man to try, he fell in love with someone, the love of his life, the love made him crazy, made him sad, made him want to die, he didn't have the energy to fall in love with others, and he didn't have any interest , his eyes and heart are full of that person.

Some people have hinted at him, and some have confessed to him, whether they like it or not, he refuses them all.If it wasn't that person, it would be impossible. He was so paranoid in his bones that he was even afraid of himself.

Later, he began to send money home, sometimes more and sometimes less, Zhang Zhihuai was very angry, thinking that he should keep it by himself, and that he should support him, he felt that Zhang Chu had begun to alienate him.

But Zhang Chu said: "Save it."

Save it... Zhang Zhihuai will save it and no one will let anyone move it.

He traveled to many places alone, met various people, heard many stories, and experienced moments of life and death.Then, he came to this place.

As if he finally calmed down the turmoil in his heart one by one with his feet, his heart calmed down, or in other words, began to wither slowly.

Zhang Zhihuai likes this city very much, or he admires this city very much.When Zhang Zhihuai was young, his grandfather told Zhang Zhihuai tirelessly about the city, marveling at its take-off.Zhang Zhihuai had always wanted to come, but he was always delayed by various things. At first he wanted to take care of Zhang Chu, but later he got married and had children, so he had no time.

When there were only the two of them, they slept next to each other. Zhang Chu put his foot on Zhang Zhihuai's lap and stared at the man beside him intently. The man used his dream to awaken the hope in his heart over and over again.

It's really funny, I don't know how many times he has been to the sacred place in Zhang Zhihuai's heart.He listened silently at that time, but did not say harsh words to laugh at him.

He found a job here, Zhang Zhihuai's favorite city.Zhang Chu thought, if he was in this city, he would transfer that liking to him a little. Thinking about it, he was intoxicated and lived in reality.I live in a small rental house, and for the rent of water and electricity, I squeeze a bus that swells to the point of exploding.In the middle of the night, there were still people carnivaling, drunk and dreaming, he was so sober and living in pain.Throughout his life, he could no longer have happiness from the bottom of his heart.