when i used to love you
Chapter 15
After learning about my grades, my dad rushed back to the country. One rainy night, he knocked on the door of my house. He hugged me and kissed me fiercely under the dangerous gaze of the black-faced man behind him. He took me back home without any explanation. left his house.And she also gave me a rare phone call.For some reason, Zhiyu has been avoiding me these two days, perhaps because of what happened that day?I also held back my emotions and didn't go to him.
"Son, are you...with him?" Dad walked into my room, wrapped in a bathrobe and swaggered on the bed with milk.
"No." I answered briefly.
"Really..." Dad was a little disappointed, and then cheered up again, "Don't worry, my family is so windy, how do you say that sentence, uh... Where is there no grass in the end of the world? Yes, yes, yes, So, don't think about it anymore. Or just confess, if you get rejected, you get rejected, then turn around smartly, and find a better one!"
I shook my head with a smile, turned around and went to fill out the college entrance examination application.
"Wow, my son is a bull. You can choose any college or major for such a high school! Why don't we go abroad! Foreign countries are very open to us, and there are many beautiful boys there..."
I didn't speak, I held back a smile and pointed to Dad's back.Dad turned his head in doubt, and then he looked as if he had been struck by lightning, and began to speak awkwardly: "Well, that, listen to me, I..."
"Oh? Little handsome man? It seems that I need to 'interrogate' you well..." The man smiled coldly, bent down to pick up his father, and headed for the master bedroom.The man ignored his father's call at all, walked into the bedroom steadily, and kicked the door shut with a "bang".I breathed a sigh of relief and applied without hesitation to an S University that was not top-notch but was very close to this town.Closed the webpage, searched the specific time from S city to here, and turned off the computer with satisfaction.
After a few months of pastimes, learning to drive, traveling... Dad and that man were always with me.I had a great time, but I always felt that something was missing... I didn't tell my dad about my injury, and my dull dad didn't realize that I used to love playing football and always avoided that green field .
It's time to go to college.Dad came to see me off.After he learned of the school I applied for, he didn't say anything, just sighed lightly.I'm thankful he didn't ask too many questions.
"That boy...won't he come see you off?"
"Hmm... I don't know. I haven't contacted him very much these days. He is also preparing for the exam... Maybe I don't know where I went for the exam..." I smiled awkwardly.
"You..." Dad hesitated to speak, and finally had to pat me on the shoulder, "I was suffering enough at the time, but at least I got happiness now. I hope my son will not be like me at that time, son, Don't get in too deep."
"Dad." I smiled slightly, "After falling into the swamp, what was the result of trying to get out? At that time, if someone advised you not to sink too deep, would you get out in time?"
Dad didn't speak, just stared at me, eyes full of sadness.
"Dad, that... Uncle has been waiting for a long time, go quickly." I saw the man wearing sunglasses leaning against the door.He didn't know how long he stood there, the ground was full of cigarette butts.
"Then...you take care." Dad finally showed a faint smile.Then he turned and ran in that direction.He passed through thousands of people and saw him at a glance.
It wasn't until I watched them walk out of the train station that I packed my luggage and got ready to board the train.Suddenly, a slender hand grabbed my sleeve.I turned around in surprise and saw Zhiyu.
I am afraid I will never forget his stubborn face in my life.Under the dim light of the train station, his eyes shone like crystals.
"Why...you want to apply for S University?" Zhiyu questioned me, "Could it be...because of me?"
"Hmm..." I tilted my head on purpose, showing a sunny smile, "No, because S City is close to here, and it takes two hours to get there by train. I don't feel worried about leaving her at home alone, That's why I applied for S major."
Zhiyu pursed her lips, let go of my sleeve, and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito: "That... I'm sorry that day, because I was ignorant, I caused you more trouble... But when I think about it, I won't see you in a year. You...you can't help it...I've been studying hard for the past few months, and this mock test has improved by [-] points! If I work harder, I will definitely be able to get into S University!"
I looked at the face that I missed day and night, and realized how close he was to me, within reach.The longing that I haven't seen in the past few months gushes out at this time, and the calmness I have always been proud of can only suppress this feeling a little bit.I suddenly hugged Zhiyu tightly in my arms, as if I wanted to rub it into my bones.Zhiyu seemed to understand my mood, and didn't resist, but hugged me tightly.At this moment, the surrounding noise or the passage of time seem to have nothing to do with us.It felt like there were only the two of us left in the world.
The bell of the train arriving at the station rang, as if it was the horn that disturbed our dreams.I let him go slowly, with reluctance and sadness in my eyes.I looked at Zhiyu and almost couldn't restrain the impulse to kiss him.But I desperately restrained myself.
I got on the train and stared at Zhiyu.This kid, probably still can't understand the ulterior emotion in my eyes, right?His feelings were so pure that I dared not say anything.
The train doors slammed shut and the train began to move slowly.I ran in the opposite direction uncontrollably. Under the surprised eyes of the people, I ran desperately while looking at the window, and Zhiyu also ran forward desperately.One of us is outside the car and the other is in the car.No matter how hard two people run, no matter how much they try to touch, they are just two parallel lines in the end, no matter how close they are, they will never intersect in the end.At this moment, a secret desire arose in my heart, but it was finally suppressed by me.I don't want to tarnish his pure feelings.This invisible feeling of mine called "brother"...
Finally, he was never seen again.I slumped against the train, letting tears flow down my cheeks.
"Son, are you...with him?" Dad walked into my room, wrapped in a bathrobe and swaggered on the bed with milk.
"No." I answered briefly.
"Really..." Dad was a little disappointed, and then cheered up again, "Don't worry, my family is so windy, how do you say that sentence, uh... Where is there no grass in the end of the world? Yes, yes, yes, So, don't think about it anymore. Or just confess, if you get rejected, you get rejected, then turn around smartly, and find a better one!"
I shook my head with a smile, turned around and went to fill out the college entrance examination application.
"Wow, my son is a bull. You can choose any college or major for such a high school! Why don't we go abroad! Foreign countries are very open to us, and there are many beautiful boys there..."
I didn't speak, I held back a smile and pointed to Dad's back.Dad turned his head in doubt, and then he looked as if he had been struck by lightning, and began to speak awkwardly: "Well, that, listen to me, I..."
"Oh? Little handsome man? It seems that I need to 'interrogate' you well..." The man smiled coldly, bent down to pick up his father, and headed for the master bedroom.The man ignored his father's call at all, walked into the bedroom steadily, and kicked the door shut with a "bang".I breathed a sigh of relief and applied without hesitation to an S University that was not top-notch but was very close to this town.Closed the webpage, searched the specific time from S city to here, and turned off the computer with satisfaction.
After a few months of pastimes, learning to drive, traveling... Dad and that man were always with me.I had a great time, but I always felt that something was missing... I didn't tell my dad about my injury, and my dull dad didn't realize that I used to love playing football and always avoided that green field .
It's time to go to college.Dad came to see me off.After he learned of the school I applied for, he didn't say anything, just sighed lightly.I'm thankful he didn't ask too many questions.
"That boy...won't he come see you off?"
"Hmm... I don't know. I haven't contacted him very much these days. He is also preparing for the exam... Maybe I don't know where I went for the exam..." I smiled awkwardly.
"You..." Dad hesitated to speak, and finally had to pat me on the shoulder, "I was suffering enough at the time, but at least I got happiness now. I hope my son will not be like me at that time, son, Don't get in too deep."
"Dad." I smiled slightly, "After falling into the swamp, what was the result of trying to get out? At that time, if someone advised you not to sink too deep, would you get out in time?"
Dad didn't speak, just stared at me, eyes full of sadness.
"Dad, that... Uncle has been waiting for a long time, go quickly." I saw the man wearing sunglasses leaning against the door.He didn't know how long he stood there, the ground was full of cigarette butts.
"Then...you take care." Dad finally showed a faint smile.Then he turned and ran in that direction.He passed through thousands of people and saw him at a glance.
It wasn't until I watched them walk out of the train station that I packed my luggage and got ready to board the train.Suddenly, a slender hand grabbed my sleeve.I turned around in surprise and saw Zhiyu.
I am afraid I will never forget his stubborn face in my life.Under the dim light of the train station, his eyes shone like crystals.
"Why...you want to apply for S University?" Zhiyu questioned me, "Could it be...because of me?"
"Hmm..." I tilted my head on purpose, showing a sunny smile, "No, because S City is close to here, and it takes two hours to get there by train. I don't feel worried about leaving her at home alone, That's why I applied for S major."
Zhiyu pursed her lips, let go of my sleeve, and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito: "That... I'm sorry that day, because I was ignorant, I caused you more trouble... But when I think about it, I won't see you in a year. You...you can't help it...I've been studying hard for the past few months, and this mock test has improved by [-] points! If I work harder, I will definitely be able to get into S University!"
I looked at the face that I missed day and night, and realized how close he was to me, within reach.The longing that I haven't seen in the past few months gushes out at this time, and the calmness I have always been proud of can only suppress this feeling a little bit.I suddenly hugged Zhiyu tightly in my arms, as if I wanted to rub it into my bones.Zhiyu seemed to understand my mood, and didn't resist, but hugged me tightly.At this moment, the surrounding noise or the passage of time seem to have nothing to do with us.It felt like there were only the two of us left in the world.
The bell of the train arriving at the station rang, as if it was the horn that disturbed our dreams.I let him go slowly, with reluctance and sadness in my eyes.I looked at Zhiyu and almost couldn't restrain the impulse to kiss him.But I desperately restrained myself.
I got on the train and stared at Zhiyu.This kid, probably still can't understand the ulterior emotion in my eyes, right?His feelings were so pure that I dared not say anything.
The train doors slammed shut and the train began to move slowly.I ran in the opposite direction uncontrollably. Under the surprised eyes of the people, I ran desperately while looking at the window, and Zhiyu also ran forward desperately.One of us is outside the car and the other is in the car.No matter how hard two people run, no matter how much they try to touch, they are just two parallel lines in the end, no matter how close they are, they will never intersect in the end.At this moment, a secret desire arose in my heart, but it was finally suppressed by me.I don't want to tarnish his pure feelings.This invisible feeling of mine called "brother"...
Finally, he was never seen again.I slumped against the train, letting tears flow down my cheeks.
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