when i used to love you

Time flies, time flies.I'm about to take the college entrance examination.Sometimes I would take the question to the cafe, and when I raised my head again, I realized that several hours had passed, and Zhiyu just wanted cup after cup of boiled water, and sat opposite me, smiling into crescent moons with eyes.I cherish these few months very much. Unlike other candidates who live like years, I just feel that every day flies by, and I wish I could add another few years.I can't help but sigh how powerful the power of love is.

Soon it was the day of the college entrance examination.Dad made an hour-and-a-half phone call from overseas, and hung up reluctantly until the phone was in arrears.And she still drank as always, but she rarely drank at home.Only Zhiyu, who accompanied me to school early in the morning, gave me thousands of instructions like an old mother, made a fuss about whether I didn't bring my admission ticket, and comforted me and told me not to worry.My previous worry disappeared in Zhiyu's energetic voice.

We strolled along a path, walking leisurely.It is June, the season when sweet-scented osmanthus blooms.The sweet-scented osmanthus trees planted around are shining in golden light, and there are bursts of fragrance.This aroma made me feel a little dazed, as if I had returned to the previous time.Zhiyu fell silent.Time seems to stop flowing at this time, and the air between us is quiet and beautiful.If time stopped here...

"Brother." Zhiyu said suddenly, with a hesitant voice, "You...are you going to take the exam elsewhere?"

I nodded silently, breathing lightly unconsciously.

"Brother..." Zhiyu stopped in her tracks, with an expression like she was about to cry, "Then I won't...see you anymore?"

"Don't talk nonsense." I lightly tapped Zhiyu's furry head, and then rubbed it, "It's only a year, and it's not like I won't see you in the future. Now that the traffic is so developed, it's not just a matter of meeting each other for a while. ?”

"But, but..." Zhiyu bit her lower lip, and then showed a determined expression, "Brother, I must be admitted to your university! I know that you study well, and you will definitely go to a good university, but, But I will work hard and catch up with you!"

Looking at Zhiyu's pure and clear firm eyes under the faint sunlight, my mind was in a trance for a moment.

"Brother?" Zhiyu shook her hand in front of me.

"Ahem..." I covered my mouth with my hands in a concealed manner, and my eyes swept around unnaturally.This kid...

"Brother, you're fine... Ah! There are only 10 minutes left before the exam! Brother, hurry up, go!" Zhiyu couldn't help but grab my arm and rushed forward.I looked at his shattered hair fluttering gently in the morning breeze, and the crystal beads of sweat flying in the air... As long as I think of this person by my side, I feel extremely at ease.

I successfully passed the exam, and still went to school to pick up Zhiyu on time every day, and then went home with him.

When it came time to check the scores, I was sitting in an Internet cafe, leisurely scrolling through posts.Zhiyu would say every few minutes, "It's still x minutes before you can check your score, brother, it's time to prepare."I would always answer "no hurry, no hurry", and then laugh and have a stomachache because of a certain sentence in the post.Zhiyu stared at me from the side.

It's score check time.I unhurriedly opened the website, and finally went in after being prompted several times that "the server is busy".My heart suddenly tightened, and I couldn't help but look a little more serious.However, when I came out, I couldn't help being taken aback.

"Wow... Brother, you are so good!" Zhiyu suddenly rushed over and hugged me tightly, as if he had done so well in the exam, staring at the score with staring eyes, "Such a high score, it must be the school The No. [-] Scholar of the city... No, it is the No. [-] Scholar of the city!"

My heart returned to calm again after a few "thud-thud" beatings.Then I felt a little surprised that Zhiyu suddenly lay motionless on my shoulder, where a large area was wet with tears.

"Yeah, Zhiyu?" I was a little at a loss and didn't know what to do.

"Brother, I'm sorry...I know that today is a happy day, but I still cry...but, but I..." Zhiyu raised her face, her steamy eyes were crystal clear under the dim light, "What should I do, The distance from you is getting farther and farther..."

I gently put my hand on Zhiyu's hair, and then slowly followed it.Zhiyu's sobs gradually died down.He didn't get up, but hugged me tightly, in a completely dependent posture.I didn't speak either, and the two enjoyed a rare moment of silence.

We never brought up the subject that day.After Zhiyu said goodbye to me with red eyes, she walked in the opposite direction with me.I walked alone on the moonlit street, only the rustling sound of the wind blowing the leaves.

Silly Zhiyu, you said that you will not be able to catch up with me, and the distance between you and me will be getting farther and farther... But I can also wait where I am until I meet you.