Ask your heart and soul

Cheng Yin opened the door of the house, and a pungent smell of alcohol came to his face.He quickly put the vegetables he bought on the shoe cabinet and called out loudly, "Brother Sui Feng?"

Sui Feng just got up, with messy hair, unshaven beard, wearing only a pair of shorts, shirtless sitting at the small dining table in the living room, the beer bottle in hand is half empty.

"Brother, why are you drinking again? You clearly promised me last night..." Cheng Yin ran over to snatch his bottle, but didn't dare to move, and finally sat down aggrieved, his eyes full of pleading.

Sui Feng was most afraid of seeing him like this, so he waved his hand irritably: "I was drunk last night, so what I said couldn't be taken seriously. Leave me alone!"

"..." Cheng Yin's eyes were red, and his lips parted, as if he wanted to argue, but he didn't say anything.After a while, he whispered, "I'm going to cook."

Soon there was the sound of cooking in the kitchen, and Sui Feng's bottle of beer also ran out.In fact, he is a very good drinker, so much liquor last night is not a problem, now a bottle of beer is not a problem at all, it's just a bit uncomfortable to drink on an empty stomach.

He pressed his stomach, stood up reluctantly, walked to the door of the kitchen, folded his arms and looked at the people inside.

Cheng Yin was wearing an apron, her back was very handsome, her waist was narrow, her hips were narrow, and her shoulders were not broad. She looked like a tall girl with short hair. It was hard to imagine that such a thin body could burst out with such a high-pitched voice.Cheng Yin's voice conditions are the same as Bai Wan's, they are both unique. Although his skills still need to be honed, he has an innate advantage that Bai Wan can't match.He knows how to integrate and express his feelings better than Bai Wan. It can be said that he is more suitable than Bai Wan to be a pop singer and sing his emotional voice for the public.

He's a natural singer and shouldn't be wasting time on himself and the band.

But he has followed him for almost 20 years.

Since childhood, he followed Sui Feng, who was like a child king, as a soldier, and later followed him all the way to junior high school, high school, and university. After Bai Wan left the band, Cheng Yin offered to be the lead singer.Sui Feng originally disagreed, he knew what Cheng Yin was thinking, and he even wanted to make it clear to him, let him leave and let the band disband.But Cheng Yin called the other members of the band first, and expressed his thoughts in front of everyone.Of course, Liang Chengzhu and the others agreed in surprise, so that the band would not disband, and Sui Feng would not have to drink too much every night.Liang Chengzhuo even started to match the two of them. He has never been used to Bai Wan, thinking that Bai Wan is too lofty. Compared with Cheng Yin, who is still gentle and considerate, he is more pleasing.But Cheng Yin never acted out of line with Sui Feng, even after they moved into the same house and Cheng Yin began to take care of his daily life, he never said "I like you" once.

It seemed that Sui Feng couldn't really refuse him if he didn't say anything.

Cheng Yin took out the potatoes from the pot, turned off the range hood, turned around, met Sui Feng's eyes, and was stunned for a moment.

"Brother... why are you standing here?"

Sui Feng also felt that he stood here like a pervert who was peeping. He touched his nose and wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, he hiccupped.

"..."

Cheng Yin couldn't help laughing, wiped his hands on the apron, walked over and pushed him: "I told you not to drink, it stinks."

"Really? Does it stink?" Sui Feng breathed at him deliberately.

Cheng Yin's white skin quickly turned red, as if dyed with rouge, it was extraordinarily charming.

"Brother, you are too annoying!"

This sentence is said like a baby.Since childhood, Cheng Yin has always liked to act like a baby to him. The other three members of the band even laughed at him, saying that Cheng Yin was his puppy or pet. Only Bai Wan was expressionless and never followed him.At that time, Sui Feng still felt that Bai Wan was jealous, and was secretly happy.Thinking about it now, it was a joke.

That person Bai Wan doesn't understand what feelings are at all, so how could he be jealous?

Everything is just self-indulgent.

Thinking of Bai Wan and the chance encounter a while ago, Sui Feng's heart seemed to be immersed in ice water, and he lost all interest.

Cheng Yin was still leaning on his chest, pushing him towards the living room. From his neck to his earlobes, it was all pink and tender, and he could touch it when he lowered his head.

After standing still in the living room, Sui Feng took a deep breath, and pushed Cheng Yin away gently but firmly.

Cheng Yin froze for a moment, then slowly raised his head.

Sui Feng met his gaze, and quickly bounced away like an electric shock.

The atmosphere was so strange, Sui Feng looked around and said to him: "Is the meal ready? Let's eat!"

The meal is served.Braised beef with potatoes, diced Kung Pao chicken, stir-fried green beans, and tomato and egg soup are all home-cooked dishes, and Sui Feng also likes to eat them.

Cheng Yin served Sui Feng a bowl of rice, and said softly, "Eat first, I'll clean it up."

In fact, he had already cleaned up last night. Last night Sui Feng said he was going to have a dinner party, but he came back from nowhere, so drunk that he vomited countless times.Cheng Yin washed his clothes, trousers and sheets overnight, and didn't go to bed until three o'clock in the morning.

But he has long been used to it.

He went into the bedroom, picked out the vest that Sui Feng took off, put it in the laundry basket, found a clean short sleeve, and threw it to Sui Feng.

"Put it on, and be careful not to catch a cold."

"Thank you." Sui Feng obediently took the clothes and put them on quickly, covering the eagle's head.Cheng Yin glanced at his arm, then turned and walked into the bedroom.

He opened the window to let the cool summer night breeze in, dispel the smell of alcohol, and dispel the longing and depression in his heart.

He doesn't know how long this kind of life will last. If there is a small ambiguity that seems to be nothing, it seems to be very close, but in fact the world is far away. It was his own choice at the beginning, but now he can't stand it anymore.When he moved here with Sui Feng three years ago, he thought it was the beginning of their new life, the beginning of their band.So what if you didn't debut?So what if there is no fame and fortune?They can still sing freely and live a simple life, can't they?Moreover, after participating in the competition, their band's reputation is much greater than before, and they don't have to worry about making a living at all.But Sui Feng is still unhappy, not happy at all. Although his alcoholism has improved a lot under Cheng Yin's supervision, he still gets drunk from time to time.Cheng Yin knew that he was still thinking about Bai Wan, and hoped that Bai Wan would come back, but he couldn't save face and untie the knot in his heart.Since Sui Feng can't do it, let him do it.He is willing to pay and sacrifice for the one he loves, and he is willing to fulfill it.However, Sui Feng didn't even give him this chance.Cheng Yin was really at a loss, he didn't know what else he could do, he thought that as long as he stayed by Sui Feng's side, one day he would be able to occupy Bai Wan's position, just like he became a member of the "Wild Band". Same as lead singer.But for three years, whenever he thought he was about to succeed, he found that he was actually still where he was.What was even more frightening was that he couldn't get out either.He seemed to have drawn a circle and trapped himself firmly.

There is always someone or an opportunity to break such a stalemate, isn't it?How long can I endure it?

At this time, Sui Feng's deep voice sounded in the living room.

"Cheng Yin, come here."

Cheng Yin was taken aback: "What's wrong?"

"I have something to tell you."

Cheng Yin's heart was pounding, he suddenly had a premonition that Sui Feng was going to tell him something important, and this matter was related to their future.

Suddenly he couldn't walk.

Sui Feng was very patient and didn't rush him, just sat quietly in the living room, with a briefcase placed by his feet at some point.

Cheng Yin finally walked out of the bedroom step by step, and sat down beside Sui Feng.

"elder brother?"

Sui Feng stared at his black eyes, which were still innocent, bright and clean.The world is changing and people are unpredictable, many things have changed, but this person is unswervingly following him, as if it has never changed.

He was too good for him and too much for nothing else.So that I can no longer pretend to turn a blind eye, so selfishness continues.

Sui Feng sighed deeply: "Xiao Chengyin, after so many years, it's hard for you."

Cheng Yin hadn't heard this title for many years, and his eyes turned red again in an instant.

Sui Feng stretched out his hand, and pressed the corner of his eye with his rough thumb: "Look at you, you are such a big person, you still cry at every turn."

The corners of Cheng Yin's eyes turned hot, and he said in a trembling voice, "How old am I, am I still your little Cheng Yin?"

Sui Feng didn't refute, just stared at him deeply, as if he wanted to penetrate his skin and reach the forbidden place deep in his soul.He felt that all his thoughts, love, and deep feelings would be completely reduced to ashes under the scorching gaze.

Cheng Yin's heart was beating violently, almost rushing out of his throat.At that moment, he suddenly had an absurd and bold guess, didn't it?

This thought made his whole body burn, and his face was so hot that he could cook an egg.

"Brother!" He murmured, subconsciously grabbing Sui Feng's hand.

Sui Feng grabbed him first.

"..."

"Look at what this is." Sui Feng grabbed his hand and lifted the briefcase.

"open to take a look."

Cheng Yin was stunned for a moment, but he opened the bag according to Sui Feng's words, and a few pieces of paper fell out of it, and fell lightly in front of the two of them.

After the first episode of "You Listen to Me Sing" was aired, the response was surprisingly good.In particular, the verbal battle between Bai Wan and Fu Ye was quite interesting. The video of Fu Ye learning how to sing from him, the click-through rate soared, and it became more than one trending topic.It's a good thing that the show is popular, but Bai Wan doesn't understand what's wrong with the young girls nowadays. Anyone with eyes can see that he and Fu Ye are not getting along. There have been many "Fu Bai parties".

"Oh my god, don't you guys think Producer Fu is too aggressive? He's just a domineering president, okay?"

"Obviously a mafia boss!"

"The gangster and the Bingshan policeman, this person is so impressive!"

"Hey, why should we, Bai Singer, be below? Shouldn't it be a cold-faced abstinence attack?"

"Pull it down! See how nervous he is in front of our Boss Fu, how he can attack."

The comment drew echoes.

Bai Wan was very speechless. He had been educated by Liu Kong earlier on the problem of attacking and receiving, and had to admit with regret that he was indeed no match for Fu Ye, no matter his height, weight or momentum.

Wait a minute, why should he seriously consider this?

He is not crazy!

Fu Ye has been disturbing his mind for a while now, he really needs to calm down.

The new album hadn't been released yet, Liu Kong ran to bring a new singer who had just signed a contract, and Bai Wan suddenly became a loner, and even had to go to the next recording by himself.

Liu Kong called to apologize, saying that he was really busy.

Bai Wan didn't say anything, he knew it was all arranged by the company, anyway, Media Asia Satellite TV would send a car to pick him up, and it didn't matter if his manager went or not.

On the day of the recording, he simply took care of his makeup, hair, and clothes. As soon as he went downstairs, he saw a magnificent stretched Lincoln parked in front of the company, with car cameras on both sides.

Sure enough, as soon as the show became popular, there were more tricks.

Make it like a reality show.

Bai Wan adjusted her facial expression, straightened her neckline, straightened her back and walked towards the Lincoln car.

As soon as he opened the car door, he froze.

Fu Ye sat in the back seat leisurely and gave him a slight nod.

"You, why are you here?"

"I'm going to record a show too!"

"But, isn't it a car for one person?"

"Who knows," Fu Ye shrugged indifferently, "Maybe we think it's more exciting if we go together?!" Seeing Bai Wan's hesitation, he raised his eyebrows playfully, "Why don't you get in the car? Are you afraid of me?"

Bai Wan slandered, afraid of you being a ghost.

He gritted his teeth and sat down heavily beside Fu Ye.