The Shame of the A World and the Light of the O World

An Ning couldn't recall when the affair ended, and he didn't even know the time when he passed out.

Waking up once in a haze, he noticed that someone was moving him, glanced at him, and found that Thomas was bandaging his wound, so he continued to sleep confidently.

The fierce offensive and excessive demands made An Ning a little overwhelmed, and it was not until she woke up that she finally regained her strength.

He was alone on the bed, the bedroom door was closed, and there was the faint sound of a range hood outside.

An Ning picked up the communicator, and it was about half an hour before the alarm went off.

Thomas made him breakfast as usual, earlier than usual.But his reaction yesterday was quite abnormal.

At first, An Ning thought it was because he was slandered, but the following strange questions showed that the situation was not that simple.

So, what is it?

"do you like me?"

"what do you like about me?"

"do not leave Me."

Thomas' voice echoed in his ears, and An Ning realized the uneasiness of his alpha belatedly.

He is not good at dealing with love issues. Facing love, he is a blank slate. Only Thomas left his name.

An Ning lay on the bed and thought for a while, but her mind was still blank.

The alarm clock sounded, and after he pressed it, he changed his clothes, washed up, and went to the living room as usual.

Thomas was busy in front of the cooking table, when he heard the movement, he turned his head subconsciously.

Looking at each other, Thomas blurted out, "I'm sorry."

An Ning looked at him in confusion, while Thomas' eyes fell on the back of his neck.

Today, there is a piece of gauze pasted there.

"Didn't you apologize?" An Ning touched the back of her neck, "It's inevitable that the mark brought it."

"No, I overdid it, I... An Ning, I'm really sorry, I'm no different from a husband who has no skills but only domestic violence."

An Ning found that his mood began to become the same as last night again, uneasy, fearful, and in need of comfort.

So he said, "You're great, I enjoyed last night."

This is the truth.

Thomas knew, but this was due to the natural fit between alpha and omega, nothing else.

Her alpha expression was still very painful, and An Ning suddenly remembered that Thomas had asked him for a hug, and he seemed to like it very much.

An Ning thought, at this moment, a hug might calm him down.

As soon as he thought of it, he took two steps forward and hugged Thomas. This hug reminded him of his childhood.

On the battlefield where the flames of war raged, in the arms of his mother, in the arms of the soldier who saved him.

Sometimes, a simple hug often has unexpected effects.

Thomas was taken aback for a moment, and quickly calmed down. This was one of the few An Ning's proactive intimacy outside of love affairs.

"Thomas, I don't agree with the permanent mark. It's just that I don't have any plans to have children at the moment, so it has nothing to do with you." In An Ning's view, a large part of Thomas' uneasiness is related to this.

But that wasn't what Thomas was really upset about.

He couldn't say it, because even if he said it, the established facts would not be easily changed.

"I know." Thomas nodded, "Let's eat, I made you strawberry yogurt."

An Ning took a sip and commented, "It's delicious."

Everything was as usual, until the two went out together, and An Ning said that he was going to send Thomas to school, and Thomas told him about his temporary vacation.

So, yesterday's uneasiness, and this factor?

With so many questions, it's no wonder he's like that.

An Ning comforted him: "Don't worry, the police station is already investigating, and the school will know the truth soon."

Thomas nodded and watched An Ning step onto the aircraft: "Be careful on the road."

An Ning suddenly turned around and gave him another hug: "Don't think too much."

Thomas promised well, but the brain is not easy to control.So, when he connected Karina's communicator, he was very depressed.

Karina found that Thomas was still at home at this point, and said unexpectedly: "Don't you have class today?"

Thomas scowled and shook his head.

Mothers are sensitive, and they can tell what is wrong with their son at a glance.

"what happened to you?"

"nothing."

"Why didn't you go to class?"

Thomas couldn't tell the truth, it would only worry his mother, so he made up a reason and said, "I'm not feeling well, I took a day off."

Karina sneered: "Who are you kidding, I have eaten more salt than you have eaten. Tell me, is love not going well?"

Thomas stared wide-eyed: "How do you know?"

"It can make our heartless Thomas suddenly sentimental. What else has this magic power except love?"

"..." Thomas was speechless, "Mom, when did I become heartless?"

Karina said: "That's less muscle."

It wasn't a nice thing to say, but the bickering somehow cheered Thomas up a bit.

Karina turned the TV sound to mute. Originally, she just wanted to ask about her son's relationship status, but unexpectedly, she encountered his son's relationship crisis by coincidence.

Single dogs finally get out of the singles, so we have to pay attention to them.

Karina raised her chin: "What's your situation? I'll analyze it for you."

Thomas was worrying, and when his mother asked, he seemed to be grasping at straws.

The identity of General An Ning cannot be revealed. Thomas is secretive, only saying that the difference between his identity and the other party is too big, and he feels that he is not good enough for the other party.

After Karina listened, she showed an expression of disbelief.

"Mom, what's your expression?"

Karina said in distaste: "Are you a newly unearthed ancient?"

Thomas: "???"

"What age is this? Why are you so old-fashioned in your thinking? Don't say it's my son when you go out."

"..."

Love is not going well, is the relationship between mother and child facing a major crisis?Has he committed Tai Sui recently?

"Thomas, people are born equal. The so-called unworthy is not a material gap in status and status, but a spiritual one. For example, he is a particularly self-motivated person, but you are content with the status quo and stop , or regress. This gap is deeply entrenched and difficult to break.”

Thomas hurriedly defended: "I'm not!"

"I know you're not, but you gotta let him know. Don't you?"

Thomas nodded: "Yeah."

Karina said again: "In front of you, did he show that he dislikes you?"

Thomas was surprised: "How is it possible! He is very nice."

"Then why are you complaining about yourself here?" Karina curled her lips and said in disgust, "It's okay to look in the mirror more."

Thomas looked confused: "Why?"

"How can anyone not like this face?"

"The face is not everything."

"Yeah, so our family Thomas is so concerned about gains and losses, which proves that the other party is really outstanding, making you pale in comparison."

I don't want to admit it, but it's a fact.

Thomas nodded listlessly: "If you don't dislike it now, it doesn't mean you won't dislike it in the future."

"That depends on your performance." Karina changed her previous painting style and encouraged, "Come on, my Thomas, for the sake of your lover, you must become better."

Under the influence of his mother, the dying man finally regained his glory. Thomas clenched his fists: "I will do it!"

Karina smiled slightly, like a cunning old fox: "So, son, what kind of a good wife did you find for me?"

Thomas yelled in a panic: "Ah! Mom, I have something to do, I'll hang up first, bye."

Turning off the communicator in a hurry, Thomas thought: That's right, An Ning didn't dislike him.Why does he despise himself?Instead of wasting time feeling sorry for yourself, use it to think about how to improve yourself and become a person who is worthy of peace on the spiritual level.As for the material level, he also has to work hard!

Thomas finally came to his senses here, but there was no peace there.He has been on the battlefield all year round, which has made him sensitive. He always feels that Thomas is abnormal, not just that, but he can't find the root cause of the problem.

As soon as Major Molin walked into An Ning's office, he found that the youngest general in the empire was a little absent-minded.

It is simply a great spectacle of the empire that workaholics are in a daze at work.

After he finished reporting the not lengthy document, the general ignored him.

"General?" Mo Lin called him again to no avail.

An Ning came back to her senses: "What's wrong?"

Mo Lin put the report on his desk, and An Ning glanced at it: "Wait for signing."

"This is signed by His Majesty. Let me bring it to you. I have already reported it just now."

"Sorry, I was distracted just now."

"Iris." Mo Lin changed his address. He and An Ning are both colleagues and best friends.When he called each other that, it was a conversation between friends, "You're not feeling right today."

An Ning looked up at him. Maureen, his deputy, had a wealth of love experience, knew himself very well, and knew of Thomas' existence.

On the first day I met Thomas, this deputy came to pick him up.

Therefore, Maureen is the most suitable person to ask for help.

"I'm in some trouble." An Ning briefly recounted what happened yesterday, sincerely looking for answers, "Why did he do this?"

Mo Lin leaned slightly, leaned against the corner of the table, and called out in disbelief: "Iris, you were so out of your wits early in the morning, is this the reason?"

"if not?"

"I thought something was going to happen to the army."

"Shut your crow's mouth."

Whether it's out of the peace of the empire or from the perspective of work, Mo Lin certainly doesn't want An Ning to find him because of the army.However, it is interesting to make An Ning ask for help so seriously.

Mo Lin, a veteran in the love scene, said with ease: "What's the matter, it's nothing more than being too inferior and insecure."

"self-abasement?"

"Yeah, I don't have the confidence to be loved by you." Mo Lin changed the subject, "Do you love him?"

An Ning thought about this question carefully, and found that she couldn't tell the difference, so she replied, "I need him."

This is the most definite answer he can give so far.

"That's right." Mo Lin's voice was full of expectations, "You have such a cold personality, it is completely impossible for you to fall in love with an alpha like an old house on fire. But at least , you still like him a little bit, don’t you? Otherwise, there are so many admirers in the army, any one of them will obey you perfectly, and you have never considered being with any of them.”

An Ning blurted out: "They don't smell as good as Thomas."

Mo Lin laughed: "So it's still this ancient pheromone effect? ​​The natural attraction between alpha and omega? But this is far from enough for your alpha, you are the youngest general in the empire, what is he? "

After thinking seriously for a moment, An Ning said solemnly: "He is a teacher, the gardener of the empire, and has cultivated countless talents for the empire."

"That's what you say, but in the eyes of ordinary people, if he's with you, he's a high-ranking man." Mo Lin continued, "And he's just experienced that, and you're going to protect him. You know, our alpha has super self-esteem. Anyway, if this matter is put on me, I will feel very embarrassed."

"He was wronged."

"A capable person can save himself even if he is wronged."

Having reached this point, An Ning didn't know how to continue, so she could only ask, "What should I do to solve the problem?"

He is a man of action, and he will solve problems as soon as possible.

"This matter can't be resolved in a day or two, after all, there is a gap in identity." Mo Lin thought about it for a moment and advised him, "What will you do when you are with him?"

"Eat, watch the news, and spend the estrus together."

"Boring." Maureen complained unabashedly, "Didn't you do anything special?"

An Ning thought for a while and said, "No."

"What did you do that made him very happy?"

This has.

An Ning said: "I went to the supermarket with him once, and he was very happy."

"Oh, home-type alpha, it's really rare. What other interactions does he like?"

An Ning was only sure this morning, no, not very sure.Thomas' reaction this morning was not as strong as before.

"Embrace?"

"What kind of interaction is this, isn't it what couples often do?"

"..."

"Hello? Are you listening?"

"Is hugging a common thing between lovers?"

"Don't tell me you haven't." An Ning's expression quickly confirmed Mo Lin's conjecture, he coughed and said righteously, "Although you are better at fighting than me, you really have to listen to me when you fall in love. When you like someone, you will involuntarily want to get close to the other person, do all kinds of intimate actions, kiss, hug and hold high."

"Do you still want to raise it high?" Isn't that what children like to do?

"I'll just say it by the way! Lovers are obsessed with physical touch." Mo Lin had an attitude of hating iron and steel, "I kind of know why he is uneasy. You are like this, you are using someone as a massage stick! Tsk tsk, scum !"

An Ning can't deny that when he first started interacting with Thomas, he had impure motives, and he didn't know what true love was like.But later, Thomas told him that his limited love knowledge only stayed at the level Thomas told him.

So, there were still many things Thomas hadn't told him?

Why didn't he tell himself?

Mo Lin cried out speechlessly: "Which alpha is ashamed to tell his omega every day, you want to hug me and kiss me? It's not a pet that wants to please!"

"So, I was too passive and made him feel insecure?"

"Yes, take the initiative a little bit, and increase your liking level for him, so that he doesn't just feel needed like a massage stick."

An Ning was taught humbly: "Yes."

Having said that, this kind of alpha is too glassy.

Mo Lin asked curiously, "Is it really an alpha you're looking for? Are you sure it's not an omega?"

"Omega can't mark me."

"I can't smell his pheromone." Maureen stood up from the corner of the table, "Are there any other questions?"

"Gone."

"Then I'm going out, and you are welcome to consult me ​​anytime you need something." Mo Lin blinked, looking fascinated by all sentient beings, "It's free."

However, An Ning didn't like him at all.

The office door closed, An Ning rested his chin on his crossed fingers.

Take the initiative?