The Shame of the A World and the Light of the O World

Thomas returned home in a daze, and threw himself on the bed, feeling as depressed as if someone had used a huge vacuum cleaner to suck away all his energy.

He was lying on the bed listlessly, not wanting to do anything and not knowing what to do.

He didn't sleep all night, and his spirit was hit hard, and soon he fell into a deep coma.

When I woke up again, it was dark.

He didn't draw the curtains before going to bed, and through the window, he could see the moon hanging high in the sky.

Thomas raised his hand and scratched a few times in the direction of the moon.

Withdrawing his hand and opening it, his palm was blank.

"An Ning..." Thomas buried his head in the pillow and called out the name hoarsely.

"Is something wrong?"

The sudden answer frightened Thomas half to death, and he jumped up from the bed.

An Ning stood at the door of the bedroom, covered with a layer of pale yellow moonlight.He didn't wear a coat and looked relaxed. He should have been here for a while.

Thomas sniffed. The smell of roses in the air was normal, not a sign of heat.

An Ning turned on the light and explained, "I'll handle your hands."

Thomas glanced at his hand: "It doesn't matter."

An Ning stared at him without speaking.

Thomas recalled the conversation in the morning, and compromised: "What time is it? Let's eat first."

His stomach was about to explode with hunger, and he didn't eat at noon.

"07:30."

No wonder, he hasn't had a drop of water for nearly ten hours.

Thomas scratched his messy head and asked listlessly, "What do you want to eat?"

"I ordered takeaway."

"..." The only thing he is good at is not only him.

Obviously I was starving to death, but the food was tasteless, I managed to stuff something into my stomach, but it couldn't go in.

An Ning had already eaten before he woke up. During Thomas's meal, he took out all the disinfection supplies from the bag on the coffee table and arranged them as in the early morning.

Thomas unwrapped the bandage and held out his hand.

An Ning held his hand and looked at the wound.

He knew that Thomas had a strong recovery ability, but within 24 hours, he recovered like this, which was amazing.Several of the larger wounds had scabbed over, and the others were largely healed.

In this way, there is no need for disinfection.

An Ning had no choice but to take back the things she just took out: "Where is the medicine box?"

Thomas said sullenly, "I'll let it go."

An Ning had nothing to do, so she picked up the leftovers from the takeout, put them into a takeaway bag, and threw them into the trash can in the kitchen.

While washing your hands, stick a fiery body on your back.

Thomas hugged him tightly, resting his chin on An Ning's shoulder.

He didn't speak, and neither did An Ning.

After An Ning washed her hands and turned off the water, Thomas still didn't make a sound.

This is so unnatural, Thomas is a lively, talkative guy.

An Ning recalled carefully, it seemed that something was wrong with Thomas when he woke up in the morning.

No... He suddenly remembered a few words of conversation between him when he was half asleep and half awake.

Being framed, the truth is not revealed, so unhappy?

"peaceful."

Finally he spoke, if he didn't speak again, An Ning was about to speak.

"Ok?"

"do you like me?"

"Ah."

"what do you like about me?"

"simple."

"There are so many innocent people, why me?" Thomas finally asked the question he had cared about for a long time, as if it was not so difficult to say.

An Ning didn't think about this question, but was stunned by Thomas' sudden question.

Why Thomas?

When the two met for the first time, his odor suppressant failed and he faced premature heat again.Although the consciousness at that time became blurred, it was not powerless.

But the sweet strawberry smell is so tempting that he accepts Thomas's help and goes home with him.

Thomas didn't take advantage of the danger, and took the initiative to call the doctor. An Ning couldn't tell whether it was the long-suppressed estrus that made it difficult for him to control himself, or the strawberry-flavored pheromone had too much influence on him, or maybe he wanted to pamper him once.

So he was the one who took advantage of others, and he threw Thomas down.

Later, he was accidentally marked, but he thought it was not bad.

With a regular partner, I will no longer worry about the estrus period, and I will avoid being raped again by my two brothers using similar tricks.

At first, An Ning, who had never been in love before, saw this relationship as simple, just a mutual comfort during estrus, but Thomas didn't think so.

See how he has nothing to say about his two older brothers because of him, how he takes care of himself meticulously, how he cooks all kinds of strawberry-flavored delicacies for him, and how he tries to please himself carefully.

An Ning suddenly felt that in this love, the contributions and gains of the two were not equal.

So, he began to learn how to fall in love.

All of this seemed to be led by Thomas.

So, why Thomas?

As he said, there are so many simple people.

An Ning thought for a while and said, "We just met."

Thomas choked for a moment, then spoke again, his throat seemed to be stuck by a foreign object: "What if the person you met that day wasn't me?"

Not Thomas, no strawberry flavored pheromones, no gentlemanly demeanor of him...

An Ning said without thinking, "I will refuse."

An Ning will not lie.

Thomas couldn't tell what he felt, as if there was a big hole in his heart, which was instantly filled with peace.

"Can I understand it as fate?"

"I don't believe that."

Thomas turned his head, and kissed An Ning's slender neck with his warm lips.The wounded heart is only filled, the scars are still there.If there is an accident and the filled objects go away, my heart will still be empty.

There is a huge, unbridgeable gulf between the two.

An Ning is like Gao Tian Guyue, he is not something he can catch easily.

Thomas was extremely desperate, the kiss became heavier, his hands moved on An Ning's body, and he began to take off An Ning's clothes regardless of the two of them still in the kitchen.

"He's in heat?" An Ning let him do whatever he wanted, but he was surprised that the strawberry smell was a normal sweetness, not like a rut.

Thomas didn't answer, he worked hard, stripped An Ning naked, bit the gland at the back of his neck, and forcefully invaded him while standing.He sprinted madly in An Ning's body, not as gentle as before, although the strength was great, it would not hurt anyone.

An Ning guessed that he might be using this method to vent his emotions that were not right today, so she cooperated with him, even though his standing posture made his legs tremble and it was difficult to keep standing, she still bit her lips and silently endured.

Soon, An Ning was pressed on the counter, and his upper body was pressed against the cold countertop, which made him shiver involuntarily.But skin to skin, Thomas' hot body temperature made him heat up quickly again.

Thomas grabbed his waist and thrust in as hard as he could.Several times, An Ning felt that the entrance of the genital cavity was almost being forced open by this man.

Without the tacit consent of omega, it is impossible for alpha to enter the genital cavity.

Thomas didn't speak either, as if he accidentally touched the entrance with too much force and because his organs were too thick.

The two did it once in the kitchen, and then went to bed again.

Today, Thomas especially liked the back position. He lay on An Ning's back, licking the glands at the back of his neck while dancing.

Even though it had been temporarily marked in the kitchen, Thomas bit down again.

An Ning was forced to admit everything, and the strong strawberry smell entered his body along the marked places, making him smell like Thomas all over his body.

But Thomas can't smell...

Over and over, repeating the markup non-stop.

An Ning couldn't see the back of his neck, but he was sure that the gland must have been bitten exaggeratedly.

This kind of Thomas is too strange, so strange that An Ning thinks it is necessary to communicate with him.He's doing no better than those soldiers going through PTSD.

He called Thomas' name, but Thomas ignored him, sucked his glands, and shook his waist tirelessly.

An Ning had no choice but to turn around by herself, but was seen through.

Thomas held his shoulders and held him still.The lower body of the two was connected, and An Ning couldn't resist at all.

Thomas finally let go of the bloody gland bitten by him, with remorse written all over his face, he kissed the gland lightly with apology, the kiss slowly slid down and landed on the butterfly bone.

"An Ning, I'm sorry."

"It doesn't hurt."

"sorry."

As if he couldn't hear An Ning's words, Thomas stubbornly apologized and kept kissing.

He knows that he is not worthy of An Ning, but he will not give up on An Ning. If he can't mark it permanently, then he will keep marking it temporarily, so that his body will be full of his own smell. It is best to cover all the smell of roses, all strawberry smell .In this way, no one will compete with him for peace.

However, only An Ning could smell his pheromone.

No one knew that An Ning belonged to him, and he didn't have the face to say it everywhere.

Desperation swept through Thomas, and the liquid broke through everything and gushed out of his eye sockets.

The hot and humid liquid fell on An Ning's back without warning, one drop, two drops, more and more.

Thomas pressed down and buried his face on An Ning's back. Soon, there were tears all over the place.

"what happened to you?"

"An Ning, don't leave me."

"I do not have."

"I know I'm weak and not good enough for you, but I really like you."

"You are not weak."

"I want to be someone worthy of you, but how can I do it?"

"It's fine now."

What An Ning said was the truth, but Thomas felt only uneasy.

"An Ning, you are so kind."

"You too."

Thomas shook his head, he wasn't, he was useless except for housework.