The pursuit of rebirth is not easy

When Chen Feng returned to the dormitory, his heart was in a mess. He felt that he was sorry for Lin Ran.During this period of getting along, he really liked Lin Ran, and the two of them lived together, and nothing bad happened.

But just because he has a good relationship with Lin Ran, he can't just accept Lin Ran's liking and everything Lin Ran has done to him.So he could only clarify all of this and talk about it, so that Lin Ran should give up.

Lin Ran is very good, but he can't afford it, he's just not good enough.

Thinking of Lin Ran's wet eyes, Chen Feng felt a little pain in his heart. In his eyes, Lin Ran will always be the boy who can't put on the sheets well, the child who will cry and hug him, and then say he is homesick.

He treats him like a younger brother, but he can't accept him as a lover.

His lover is only Chen Ran, but he is long gone.

At some point, there was a sound of "crackling" outside the window. It was the sound of rain patting on the glass. Chen Feng stood up from the bed, walked to the window wearing slippers, looked at the rain outside, and thought of Lin Ran again. He hasn't returned to the dormitory until now, and he doesn't know where he is.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it didn't seem to stop at all. It was hazy outside, and Chen Feng couldn't see the forest in front of the dormitory, let alone Lin Ran.

He took out his mobile phone and called Lin Ran. The beeping beeped for a long time, but no one answered.Chen Feng called a few more times, but the result was still the same. Lin Ran definitely didn't want to receive his call.Chen Feng had no choice but to send a text message to Lin Ran in the end.Since you refuse to answer the phone, you can still see the text message.

It took about an hour for the rain to stop. There was a lot of water on the road outside, and some lower potholes were filled with rainwater, reflecting pedestrians in a hurry, but no one could see them.

Evening self-study at six o'clock was still the same. When Chen Feng arrived at the class, the tables and chairs had returned to their original state.The squad leader and Wang Haifeng had already arrived, and it seemed that the two of them helped move the table back.

Chen Feng simply greeted the two of them and thanked them. Wang Haifeng waved his hand and didn't care much. Instead, he asked, "What about Lin Ran, why didn't he come with you? Could it be that he went to the supermarket to buy snacks again?"

Chen Feng didn't know how to answer, so he didn't speak.After simply tidying up the desk and putting everything away, he looked at the empty desk beside Lin Ran, it was clean and there was nothing on it.

He knew that Lin Ran must be very angry with him, but he didn't think that Lin Ran would not even come to the evening self-study.He originally thought that he would have a good talk with Lin Ran during the evening self-study.

He waited for a long time, but Lin Ran still didn't come. It wasn't until the bell rang that the squad leader realized that he should call Lin Ran.

Lin Ran answered the phone call from the monitor. The monitor asked him why he didn't come to the evening self-study. Lin Ran just said "No" and hung up the phone without giving the monitor a chance to speak.

The squad leader was also a little angry, "Did Lin Ran take gunpowder? He's so angry!"

Wang Haifeng advised the squad leader not to be angry, "Maybe there is something else going on!"

The two of them looked at Chen Feng who was sitting in the back together, but they didn't speak in a tacit understanding. Chen Feng was stared at, and he didn't have any abnormal reaction. He still did what he should do, and there was no flaw at all.

But the squad leader always felt that this matter about Lin Ran must have something to do with Chen Feng. He suddenly remembered that most of what he said in Lin Ran's dormitory that day should have been heard by Chen Feng.

Or it was because Lin Ran took the initiative to confess and failed, which caused Lin Ran to be in a bad mood and didn't come to class.When Lin Ran confessed at the time, he was shocked, and Chen Feng, the person involved, was probably even more surprised.Maybe it was because Chen Feng couldn't accept it, so he rejected Lin Ran, which is not impossible.

Thinking of this, the squad leader felt relieved, sat back and stayed quietly.Although Wang Haifeng didn't know the truth, he felt that the atmosphere on their side today was extremely strange.Lin Ran didn't come, and although the squad leader called, he didn't ask why he came.

The relationship between Wang Haifeng and Chen Feng is not very good, he himself has no way to chat with relatively quiet people, and he always thinks that Chen Feng is not the same as him and Lin Ran, so he dare not disturb Chen Feng.

The evening self-study was very quiet, and the teacher on duty came to check on the person again. Naturally, one person was missing. The class leader lied and said that the person went to the toilet and came back in a while, and deceived the teacher on duty.

After Lin Ran answered the monitor's call, he felt relieved and no longer worried.After the long evening self-study, Chen Feng did not stop, walked out of the class quickly, and went straight to the dormitory.

He thought that at this time, Lin Ran must have returned to the dormitory. Sure enough, when they reached the first floor of the dormitory, the key to their dormitory was no longer there, and Lin Ran must have taken it away.

When Chen Feng arrived at the dormitory, he pushed open the door, and the first thing he saw was not Lin Ran, but the empty wine bottles lying on the ground. Chen Feng glanced roughly, and there were about five or six of them, and the room was also filled with a smell. The smell of wine was not very pleasant, Chen Feng frowned and opened the window.

Lin Ran didn't lie on the bed, but sat on the ground, holding a wine bottle in his hand, which still had half of the wine in it, so he probably hadn't finished it yet.Chen Feng didn't give him a chance anymore, he snatched the wine bottle from his hand, then took out the other empty bottles on the ground and threw them into the trash can.

When Chen Feng entered the room again, he didn't see Lin Ran's figure on the ground, but the sound of vomiting came from the bathroom. Chen Feng was worried that he was alone, so he also went in to take a look.I saw Lin Ran was throwing up standing there holding the sink, his face turned pale, it seemed that he was really not in a good condition.

Lin Ran couldn't stand still because he was drunk, so Chen Feng could only stand aside and support him. Lin Ran didn't eat anything at night, he just drank a lot of wine, and most of the things he spit out were these.When he was almost vomiting, Chen Feng dragged and hugged him back to his bed.

He wiped Lin Ran's face with a wet towel, and took off Lin Ran's clothes. Because Lin Ran was not cooperative and kept moving around, Chen Feng took a lot of effort to remove Lin Ran's coat and trousers. He took it off, then pulled the quilt over him.

Chen Feng cleaned the dormitory again, and cleaned the pool by the way. Then he felt that the smell was almost gone, so he closed the windows. Now the weather is no different from August, and the night is already very cold.If the windows were not closed, the two of them would most likely catch a cold the next morning.

After tidying everything up, the lights were about to turn off. At this time, someone knocked on the door. Chen Feng went to open it, and saw the monitor outside the door, "Why are you here?"

The squad leader poked his head into the room, "Where's Lin Ran, are you back?" He was actually worried that Lin Ran wouldn't go back to the dormitory, that would be really dangerous.

Chen Feng nodded, "I've already fallen asleep, go in and have a look." He turned sideways and made room for the squad leader, just enough for him to go in. The squad leader just stepped through the door and looked inside, and saw Lin Ran lying He fell asleep on the bed, relaxed, said a few words to Chen Feng, and went back to his dormitory.

Chen Feng locked the door, made his own bed, and went to Lin Ran's bed. Seeing that Lin Ran's face was still pale, he felt a little worried. He whispered in his ear, "Lin Ran, what's wrong?"

Lin Ran seemed to have a feeling, and leaned towards Chen Feng, muttering in his mouth that he didn't know what he was talking about.Chen Feng pulled the quilt for him, turned around and wanted to go to bed, but before Chen Feng left, the person on the bed grabbed his hand.Chen Feng tried to break free, but failed.Chen Feng did not expect that Lin Ran, who was asleep, had such great strength.

Chen Feng could only turn around and use his other hand to separate Lin Ran's hand, and then he freed his hand.Chen Feng gently stuffed Lin Ran's hand back into the quilt, but Lin Ran seemed to wake up, and suddenly spoke, and the voice was not low.

"Brother Xiaofeng, why did you reject me, I like you so much, why..."

Chen Feng thought that Lin Ran had woken up, but he kept seeing that Lin Ran didn't open his eyes, probably talking drunk, and Chen Feng didn't answer.

"Brother Xiaofeng, we obviously love each other so much, why don't I..."

Chen Feng was shocked when he heard the words, and then realized that Lin Ran was drunk.

Lin Ran didn't speak any more, and Chen Feng also went back to bed to get ready for sleep. The lights were turned off as time went on. The room was pitch black and very quiet. Chen Feng could even hear Lin Ran's breathing and feel Lin Ran's existence. For a long time, he also fell asleep.

The next morning, Lin Ran was the first to wake up with a severe headache.He patted his head and pressed down the hair that had been fried into a chicken coop.Lin Ran carefully recalled everything that happened last night, but unexpectedly, he didn't remember anything at all.

At this time, Chen Feng also woke up, seeing that Lin Ran's face had returned to rosy, there should be no problem.Chen Feng began to get dressed, ready to get up and wash up.

Lin Ran hugged the quilt, sat in the middle of the bed, did not get up, hesitated and finally said, "Chen Feng, did I make a lot of noise last night? Did I say something inappropriate? If I said something , can you just pretend you didn't hear..."

Chen Feng recalled what happened last night, and recalled what Lin Ran said last night, his expression changed, and he finally said, "No, you're very good when you're drunk."

This is true, Lin Ran behaved very well-behaved except for talking in his sleep at the end, and he didn't make much trouble.After listening to Chen Feng's words, Lin Ran's hanging heart was relieved. Chen Feng probably wouldn't lie to him.

Reverting to the previous Lin Ran, he immediately got up and dressed, went to wash up, and then the two went downstairs to have breakfast together.