The pursuit of rebirth is not easy

The three-day exam is finally over. No matter how good or bad the exam is, you can relax and play. After the last subject of the third day, many people went to the Internet cafes outside the school to play games. People even hand in the papers long in advance, just to be able to "relax" after the monthly exam.

Several boys from class ten went out together, ready to have some fun, and wanted to take Lin Ran with them, but Lin Ran refused.After Chen Feng finished the exam, he still seemed to be preoccupied. Lin Ran looked a little worried, so he stayed by his side all the time.

When the two came out of the teaching building, they didn't see the class monitor and Wang Haifeng. They probably went out to play with those people, so they didn't wait any longer.

The weather turned cooler, and the sun disappeared because of the clouds.Only thick white clouds were left, covering the earth.

Because they came out relatively late, there were hardly many people on campus. Everyone either went back to the dormitory or went out early. Some people went to the cafeteria first, so they could avoid the peak meal time and eat dinner in advance.

Chen Feng's walking speed was much slower than his usual. Lin Ran would always walk a few steps and then look back at him, still looking lost in his soul. Maple is side by side.

During the exam period, Chen Feng controlled himself not to think about that matter again, but now that the exam has passed, he really has no way to make himself behave like a normal person.

He would rather he hadn't heard the conversation that day, but life always brings many accidents, but these accidents together will always convince himself that it is actually the truth, it is inevitable.

Chen Feng is not a person who likes to escape, and he doesn't even want to be a selfish person. He doesn't want Lin Ran to treat him well by his side with such thoughts, or when he knows it clearly and has no way to give him a response. Down.

Wouldn't that be very unfair to Lin Ran?

The two of them walked back to the dormitory on the shortest way from the small woods. When they walked almost halfway, Chen Feng suddenly stopped. In place.

"Chen Feng, what's the matter?" Lin Ran asked inexplicably, he was inexplicably flustered, and always felt that something was about to happen.

Chen Feng looked at Lin Ran's face, his eyes were bright and clear, but his eyes were always focused on himself, he closed his eyes slowly, and opened them again in a few seconds, "Lin Ran, what happened to you that day? In the dormitory, I heard everything you said to the squad leader."

Sure enough, have you heard...

Lin Ran's face turned pale. He knew Chen Feng very well. Now that he knew, he would definitely make it clear to himself. No matter how good he was, it would be in vain if he liked him so much. Of course.

"Chen Feng, listen to me, I really like you for a long time. But, I really just want to stay by your side, I don't think much about it, really." Lin Ran's voice trembled a little because he was anxious, and his words The speed is also much faster.

Looking at Lin Ran's appearance, Chen Feng felt a little sorry for him, but he had many questions, "Isn't it the first time you saw me on the day you transferred schools?"

"No, I lied to you. In fact, I already knew you a year ago. At that time, you were in the thirteenth middle school. The high school I mentioned before was also a lie to you. I actually studied in Huazhong, which is very close to your school. .”

Chen Feng pursed his lips tightly. Although he knew about this from Lin Jiayang, he still found it inconceivable to hear Lin Ran's confession.Lin Ran was by his side, and he hadn't even noticed it for a whole year.

"At that time, you always went to the thirteenth high school..."

Lin Ran knew what he was talking about, "Just to see you, I like you, but you don't know me, because the two schools are not far away, the first time I went there was by chance, because my classmate was going there Side. But after that, I want to go to see you by myself, sometimes with several people, and sometimes just me and Dagang."

Chen Feng frowned. He didn't know who the "Da Gang" Lin Ran was talking about, but it should be one of those classmates who used to accompany Lin Ran.

Lin Ran paused for a while, and then continued, "I have seen it with my own eyes. You rejected a certain girl's confession. I fell in love with you at that time. It seemed to be a special attraction. I can't say no. I understand, but since I was a child, I have only liked you. After that, I always went over every now and then to see you secretly. "

Lin Ran was lying about the first half of these words, but the latter part was true. In his whole life, Lin Ran probably only liked Chen Feng.

Chen Feng can't remember when he rejected a girl. Anyway, it was in the first year of high school. At that time, Lin Jiayang told himself that the students in their school were spreading rumors that Lin Ran fell in love with No. [-] Middle School Only a certain person from my family would come here all the time. I didn't expect this to be true.What is even more surprising is that that person is actually himself.

If Lin Jiayang knew about this, he would definitely be shocked.

People who thought they had no intersection at first turned out to be such a result in the end.Chen Feng couldn't help but sigh, life is really more unimaginable than the book.

Chen Feng suddenly thought of one thing, he was forced to drop out of school and transferred here, so what about Lin Ran?

"Lin Ran, you transferred to No. [-] Middle School, wouldn't it be the same?"

"It's just like you think. I also met a few boys with good relationships in the thirteenth middle school. At first, I only heard them say that you were dropped out of school. At that time, I didn't think much about it. I just inquired about it and transferred to another school together. It doesn’t make much sense in Central China anyway.”

Central China is notorious for chaos, and Chen Feng has heard about it for a long time. It may not be a good thing for Lin Ran to transfer to another school.But the reason for the transfer really shocked him too much.Lin Ran was able to transfer to a completely unfamiliar place just because he liked him. Lin Ran's liking was really too pure, and the weight was even heavier.

Chen Feng spoke again, his voice was not as steady as before, "Didn't you think that I don't know your existence, maybe I don't like you at all, and I still have someone I like in my heart, you did this Is it really worth the effort? If I have a girlfriend, what will you do then?"

Lin Ran's voice became hoarse, "I know, but I just like you, what can I do, you have always had a boy in your heart, I knew it a long time ago. But if a person can control his heart, what about you, you Have you taken care of your own heart? How long has that boy been gone, don't you still like him the same? What qualifications do you have to tell me, I like you, it is my freedom. "

After hearing Lin Ran's words, Chen Feng reached out and grabbed Lin Ran's school uniform collar, "What qualifications do you have to talk about Chen Ran!"

Chen Feng usually has a good temper, as long as it is not too much, he will not get angry, but Chen Ran is an exception.As long as someone commented on Chen Ran in front of him, he would not allow it.He forbids others to discuss his Chen Ran.That was his Chen Ran, the precious Chen Ran who was on the tip of his heart.

Lin Ran was frightened by Chen Feng's sudden action, he didn't know the importance of Chen Ran to Chen Feng until then.How much Chen Ran occupies in his heart and how important it is.

Perhaps to others, Chen Ran is just a former classmate, a poor boy who left the world, and an ordinary person.But in Chen Feng's world, that's all.Chen Ran is his whole world.

The two of them still maintained the posture just now, and Lin Ran's eyes were already full of tears, which were full of water. Maybe Chen Feng thought that he was crying because he was rejected.But it was not the case, only Lin Ran knew that he was crying because of Chen Feng.

He didn't know that Chen Ran had such a great influence on Chen Feng, it would be fine if he never left.

If he had never left, then Chen Feng would definitely not be like this now, he would definitely be living a happy life, spending every day happily.Lin Ran even longed for that kind of life. He really hoped that the two of them could live together for the rest of their lives.

"Brother Xiao Feng, I love you." Lin Ran murmured softly, his voice was so low that he could hardly hear it, but Chen Feng who was very close could hear it. He gradually loosened his grip on Lin Ran's clothes and pushed He took two steps to distance himself from Lin Ran.

Brother Xiaofeng, this name is what Chen Ran called him when he was acting like a baby.Chen Ran likes to act like a baby and is very willful, but he is not annoying. On the contrary, Chen Feng enjoys Chen Ran's cute appearance of acting like a baby.Like a lazy and noble cat, it suddenly put down its airs, and kept rubbing its owner's trouser legs with its small head, trying to get the snacks it wanted.

Clingy, but lovable.

Chen Feng gradually calmed down, and looked at Lin Ran without emotion, "Since you know me and Chen Ran, you must also know that I don't like you, and I don't want you to waste time on On me, that's really not worth it."

After all, Chen Feng turned around and left first. He had already expressed his attitude that although this was a bit cruel, if he kept procrastinating like this, it would be even more unfair and irresponsible to Lin Ran.Lin Ran is very good, he doesn't want to delay Lin Ran.

Lin Ran remained where he was, without moving. He was very confused and didn't know what to do.