summer love

He still loves me, and I love him even though I hate him and have already forgiven him.After his wife's explanation, I understood everything. I am still his "lover", the only lover in his heart.Looking back at my heart, it is not because I have always loved him and refused to let go that I have tortured myself for so many years.But love is in my heart, how can I let it go lightly.

His daughter is my daughter, and I will help his wife bring up our common daughter, so that Chenchen can spend her life happily and happily.This is the most precious wealth he left to me and also my longing. Although he is gone, there are still people who live in this world instead of him.

As for that key, yeah, that's the key to our love nest.I've moved out from there since he disappeared and never went back.Once I passed by there by chance and saw the lights on upstairs, thinking that the tenant had changed there.Now that I think about it, it should be him.

Although the train is fast, it is really too slow for a person like me who is eager to return home.

The moment I opened the door, I was stunned. It was exactly the same as when we lived here.On the sofa were his clothes that were still there when I left, the coat that he could no longer wear that had been on me.This is our home, our home.At this moment, I am already in tears, and here I have spent the happiest time in my life and the most difficult time in my life.Here are all my memories.

On the night of last year's Yuan Dynasty, the lights of the flower market were as bright as day.On the head of willow branches on the moon, people make an appointment with Huang Huihou.On the night of the Yuan Dynasty this year, the moon and lights remain the same.I don't see the person from last year, and the sleeves of the spring shirt are wet with tears. (Ouyang Xiu: "Sheng Zhazi·Yuanxi") Once upon a time, here we hugged each other and slept, here we laughed and laughed, and here we fell in love and killed each other.Everything is still the same when we are together, "the moon and the lamp are still the same".It's just that he's gone, and I'm no longer who I was back then.His cruelty to me made me stronger and more resilient.

They all talk about Tang poetry, Song Ci, and Yuan opera.The artistic conception of Tang poetry is too elegant, and those who do not understand ancient literature can only keep it at a distance; Yuan opera is too straightforward, and the artistic conception is not enough;I like the artistic conception of Song Ci, he can always give people a sense of intimacy, so that I can accurately find my own state of mind.

My brother is one year older than me, and his age is also one year older than me, so he graduated one year before me.I was very depressed near his graduation and didn't know what to do.Everyone says that the graduation season is also the breakup season. Lovers go their separate ways. Love is no longer a shackle that can entangle each other.

But my brother treated me better than before when he graduated. He knew that I was a sensitive person, and something could cause big waves in my heart.He has to go home to work after graduation, and the family business needs him to take care of it.Of course, their family's business is not the kind of business that we see in novels where we often live in luxury houses and drive luxury cars.It's just a relatively ordinary business, and the annual profit is only about one million yuan. It is also a good family in a second- and third-tier city like ours.Dad's health is not very good. After working hard for most of his life, it is time to gradually rest.He is an only child and very filial, so he must go home to take over the family business and bear the burden of the family.

He knew my worries and told me to wait for a few days, and he would give me peace of mind in a few days.I trust him, we have been together for more than two years and less than three years, and three years before the summer vacation, I have always trusted him so much.He often said that I pretended to be a pig and eat a tiger, and asked him to work more.Why do I say that, because I am a very lazy person, as long as I am with him, I don't use my brain.If it were me, I would do things more beautifully than him, so he would often be thankless and not satisfy me.But I'm happy, and so is he.Because I love him, he loves me too.When two men are together, one has to rely on the other, otherwise life will be difficult.

When I fell asleep that morning, my brother said, "Honey, it's time to get up."

"No, I was so tired last night."

"Get up, we have other things to do today!"

"No, it's you and me who still hurt."

"I have a way to not hurt, do you want to know?"

"You know why you didn't say it earlier."

"Use pain to stop pain!"

"Take pain to stop pain? Don't" I thought for a while before realizing what he was going to do, but it was too late.Now I finally understand the sentence "A man is an animal that thinks with his lower body".

After finishing the work, he hugged me and said, "Go to sleep a little longer, you are tired enough."

"I can't sleep anymore, it hurts even more."

"This is all voluntary on your own initiative. You took the initiative last night, and you agreed this morning. You have worked hard, baby, and you will just get used to it in the future."

Habit?Who knows when I can get used to it, I regret that guy.Facing such a thick-skinned person, I am really speechless, and now I finally understand why the second child in our dormitory slapped my ass and made me be careful.

He fed me a bowl of porridge on the bed, and I lingered until almost noon before getting up, taking a shower and going out.

As a result, he took me to this house, which is a new building that has just been developed, and there are less than half of the residents.He told me that this will be our future home, and he rented this house for two years.After two years, when he has money, he will buy a bigger house, and then take me to meet the parents of both parties, and let them agree that we can be together.At that moment, my heart almost flew up, and we finally had our own nest.

I didn't go back to school that night and stayed with him at his house.He called his parents and said that a classmate was going to eat at home in the evening, and he wanted to cook an extra meal for one person tonight.Then we went to the supermarket together to buy some dishes that I could cook, and we were going home to cook for my parents, and we also bought some gifts at random.It is said to be random, or bought according to the hobbies of the elderly.

When we arrived at his house, both parents had gone home, and his mother was cooking in the kitchen.Although she is a teacher, her homework is relatively easy because she does not teach the main subject, and she doesn't need to take on too much work at her age.Although my brother and his father asked his mother to quit her job or retire and go home several times, the old man loved teaching very much and didn't want to stay away from the children.

I have greeted them and given them gifts, and they are still very satisfied.Especially the "Dream of Red Mansions" that I gave to his father, it is the best version I have seen on the market, even though it was a pre-approved copy that cost hundreds of dollars, I still gave it to the old man.

Then he pulled me to discuss "Dream of Red Mansions" with me. Although he had read it several times, he didn't have a particularly deep understanding of its content.I only know that "the paper is full of absurd words, a handful of bitter tears. It is said that the author is crazy, who can understand the meaning." But I don't understand the meaning. Now I recall all the past by myself.

My parents just talked to me during dinner.Ask me how many children are there in my family, where is my home, and so on.Among them, the most difficult thing for me to answer is asking if I have a partner.I know this object refers to a girlfriend, so I still answer yes, it's just that his family doesn't agree with us being together, but I will try to get their parents to agree?They knew that I didn't want to talk about this issue, so they didn't ask again.Then I sneaked a glance at my brother, and saw a smile on his brow, as if he was satisfied with my answer.

After eating, I am going to help his mother clean up the table and bowls.His mother said: "How can I let you clean up. Go and rest, you are tired after playing all day." I said: "Not tired, I often clean up at home, and I am used to it." My brother also helped me say : "It's okay, let him clean it up, I'll do it with him. You go and have a rest, after working all day and cooking so many dishes, the two of us will clean up and exercise after dinner." In fact, he also watched It turns out that his mother is really tired, and recently he has been saying that her body is not as good as before.Later, under our persuasion, his mother went to rest and said to clean up my room.He immediately refused and said: "Let Ziyu sleep in my room tonight, don't bother to clean up. We still have to talk about some school things." His mother looked at me, and I said: "It's up to you , but it is true that there are still some things in the school that I need to discuss with the seniors." Then we both washed the dishes in the kitchen, especially I did it there, because I always dislike him for being clumsy.

He stood on the side and looked at me cheerfully, then suddenly hugged me from the back and said, "My wife, thank you for your hard work."At that moment, I was so nervous that the bowl in my hand almost fell into the sink.I whispered: "You are dead, your parents are still outside." He let go of his hand helplessly, and I asked him to take out two apples and a dragon fruit, and eat the fruit later.

He took the cut fruit to the living room, his parents said we don't eat it, you can eat it, and you don't have to sit with us anymore, go back to the room and play.Then we took the fruit and went to his room.His room wasn't very big, but it wasn't small either.A double bed, a wardrobe, a desk, and a bookshelf.This is the first time I came to his room, the feeling is very warm, he hugged me and said: "We will have our own home soon, shall we go buy furniture tomorrow?" I said: "Okay." Then he returned to his lowly look, teased me and said, "My ugly daughter-in-law didn't lose face in front of her in-laws." I said angrily, "Who is your wife? I didn't marry you, and I didn't sleep with you." .” When it comes to the word “going to bed”, it can really be described as “sound like a mosquito”. We used to speak in a low voice, but now we speak in a low voice.

After finishing speaking, he pressed me on the bed and said, "My wife, will you marry me? You must be a good wife if you are so virtuous."

"I regret it now." He had proposed to him last night and I knew he was joking with me to make me laugh.

"Regret doesn't work, it's all done!!" His smile was so annoying.

I knew what he wanted to do, so I turned over and pressed on his body first and said: "I'm going to take a shower, I sweated a lot during the day. I didn't bring my pajamas, so you can lend me one to wear."

"You don't need to wear it anymore, your body is so beautiful, you can't get enough of it, why are you blocking it?"

I really didn't want to talk to this shameless person, so I found a pair of his pajamas and went to take a shower.

As a result, I just started washing him, and he came in naked, and said, "I'm worried that you don't know how to use the water heater, so I'm here to teach you, and I will help my wife rub her back by the way." I knew it was useless to refuse, so I could only obey.Fortunately, his room has a bathroom, so his parents won't find out. In fact, to be on the safe side, we locked the door when we entered the house.

Just like that all night without words, he hugged me and fell asleep soundly.Later my brother told me that his parents had a good impression of me.The next day we went to the furniture market to buy furniture. Since we had limited funds, we simply bought some enough for the two of us, and added others one after another.We went back to school together on the weekend afternoon.

Now all the furniture is still there, but the people are gone, and no one can tease me like this anymore.I still remember that he told me at that time: "If the mountain is not high, there will be a name if there are immortals; if the water is not deep, there will be dragons. Our home is not big or luxurious. Home is where love is."

On the balcony, the unknown green plants I bought in a certain treasure are still alive and more lush.Because I like to plant some green plants, my brother often buys them at home.I once said to him that a place where people live is not a place where people live if they don’t plant some green plants.

Our kitchen is still the same, because I like to cook, and he also likes to cook for me, so our kitchen is very well decorated, and all the kitchen utensils are chosen by us together.

There are still my books on the bookshelf in the study room. I chose to study here because of him. My books are all over the room, leaving only a small corner for him.I also packed these books away at the beginning, but now they are still placed on the bookshelf in order.Presumably he bought another set according to my book list, so he remembered all this so clearly.

I study history, so he bought me a complete set of 24 histories published by Zhonghua Book Company, as well as other books on philosophy and economics.In addition, we also have a children's room that is empty, and there is only our plan for this room hanging in the room.I also tore it up at the beginning, but it can be seen that he spliced ​​it together bit by bit.

In the master bedroom is the bed we chose together, a very simple solid white oak bed in original color.On the bed is my pillow, a big bear, I hug him to sleep every night, he is jealous because of this.Said that I would not hug him to sleep, and I said to him: "I hug you, who hugs me? If you don't let me hug a bear, why go hug another man." He had no choice but to hug me to sleep, but Occasionally I would hug him once, and he always intended to accommodate me like this.In order for him to hold me comfortably, we specially chose the kind of mattress that can put his arms.The quilt on the bed is also my favorite dark blue. In fact, I prefer sky blue, because the quilt cover is not good-looking, so the three-piece suit is dark blue without patterns.On the head of the bed is our "wedding photo", which was taken by the two of us in the photo studio.

I remember I smashed it though, don't know why it's hanging there again.Taking a closer look at the room everything was spotless and it made me wonder.

Just when I didn't know why the room was like this, the door opened.It was Brother Jie, he was stunned after opening the door, and I was also stunned, how could he be here.All the things in my hand fell to the ground, and then I ran over and hugged me tightly.Yes, we haven't seen each other for a long time.