summer love

It is said that time is the panacea to heal wounds, but I think this panacea varies from person to person.

Time did not lessen my thoughts of him,

Time has not made me forget our love,

Time has not let me forget our agreement.

His voice and smile seem to be right in front of my eyes, but I can't see him or hear him clearly. He treats me as if away from me, but I can't leave him.

Four years, exactly four years, where are you?

I'm on my way to the place where we once met, do you still remember our agreement?

Even if you don't remember our agreement, do you still remember me?

Even if you don't remember me, do you still remember our love.

Time never made me forget everything, but let the past be deeply imprinted in my heart.

"Brother, I'm cold, are you cold?" In summer, the air conditioner on the train is always turned to the lowest temperature, which makes my hands and feet cold.Sitting next to me, he was still immersed in the detective world of Shapo (the queen of detective fiction: Agatha Christie (1890-1976)).

"It won't be cold if you come to me, I'll hold you, okay?" Although he said so, he took out a coat from his bag and put it on me, and complained to me: " I've already said that it's going to be cold on the train, and you don't think it's troublesome to ask you to bring a coat."

"I knew you were the best for me, brother, and you will definitely help me take care of it."

He put the coat on me, stretched out one hand from under the coat, and took me into his arms, "This way it won't be cold, let's sleep a little longer." His height is about 180, and I am only 170. So his coat was too big for me, just enough to cover my upper body.At that moment, I felt very warm. I have lived alone for so many years (I have lived in school since the fifth grade of elementary school, and I only go home on weekends. I am especially looking forward to having someone to keep warm with each other.), I finally found a shoulder that I can rely on .

I leaned quietly on his shoulder, but I couldn't fall asleep with my eyes closed.He seemed to sense my uneasiness and said, "Can't sleep anymore?"

"Yes!"

"It's normal. You always sleep so lightly. Once you wake up, you can't fall asleep again."

"Brother, look at the rain outside!!!"

"You have always liked rain and snow. I only know why you like snow but you never told me why you like rain."

"Actually, I don't know why. Maybe it's because I have read too many poems about rain, so I like rain. But I don't like this kind of rainy day, it's too boring and this kind of rain is always associated with some murders. It always makes me have bad associations. I like the drizzle mentioned in the book, the romantic scene of two people walking in the rain together under an umbrella."

"I see. No wonder you always take me out to play on rainy days in spring, and you ignore me no matter how much I call you out when it rains in summer. You are always so sentimental."

I proudly said: "I am willing, what can you do to me?"

My brother had a smirk on his face, "What can I do to you?" Before he finished speaking, he started to itch me, and he could always find my itch exactly.When I moved, I accidentally bumped into my elder brother who was sitting next to me. The elder brother said, "Kids, keep quiet, they are all sleeping."

We hurriedly thought of Daoqian.

I whispered to my brother: "Brother, I was wrong, please forgive me!"

"You can forgive me, but how will you repay me?" He had a beating expression on his face.Although he said so, he has already pulled me into his arms.I know that no matter how I act like a baby, he can accept it. He once said that he likes my acting like a baby to him and my dependence on him.

I pretended to be pitiful and said, "How about I read you a poem?"

"Which one do you read?"

"Bamboo dock is dust-free, the water is clear, and lovesickness is separated from the heavy city. The autumn shade does not disperse and the frost flies late, leaving the withered lotus to listen to the sound of rain."

"Li Shangyin's "Su Luo Shi Ting Ji Huai Cui Yong Cui Gon" is quite relevant, so let me spare you. But you can't always be so sentimental. You have to change this habit or you will suffer, just like Lin Daiyu. No, I said, how do you recall this poem, do you remember this poem in "A Dream of Red Mansions"?"

I smiled and said to him: "Brother, you are the smartest. I wonder when the rain will last, and will it affect our itinerary?"

My brother said with disdain: "He can play as he likes, and it won't affect us. Isn't playing in the rain your favorite?"

"Brother, I like everything when you're here, but it doesn't matter if it's raining, the weather will cool down."

"Honey, this is our first long trip, do you have any expectations?"

My brows were furrowed into the shape of Chuan, "What are you looking forward to? Let me think about it, when did I start talking about it? I used to really want to go out to play, but after I went out once, I never wanted to go out again. One It’s a good time to travel alone, but when I’m free, I find it very lonely. At that time, I wondered when I could have a companion. This travel companion can be a friend, a partner, or a lover. But I found that even if I have the same interests as myself It’s still not natural to go out with someone you love, but since I met you, I’ve realized that traveling far away with my lover is what I yearn for. Brother, you have fulfilled all my expectations for my lover and love.”

He seemed very satisfied with my answer and said, "Thank you for trusting me so much. I can't let you down and I can only treat you twice as well. Ziyu, do you know that meeting you is the greatest happiness in my life."

We didn't talk anymore, he hugged me, and we watched the heavy rain outside the window together.The rain was falling fast and the train was galloping, so I couldn't see the scene behind the rain clearly.Suddenly a lightning came from the sky, illuminating the whole sky abnormally brightly, followed by a muffled thunder.

Indeed, there was a muffled thunder in the sky, and I woke up instantly.It turned out that I had a dream, but it was not a dream but a fragment of me being with him.

We have had so many sweet stories on the train. When we went to school together, we took the train to go out to play. When we were on vacation, we took the train to find each other to express our lovesickness.Later, I followed him to the city where his family lived, and the train became my necessary means of transportation.

It can be said that the train has witnessed our pursuit of each other, our friendship, family affection and love.

Today is also a rainy day, which is very similar to the situation of our first long trip. Now I am left alone, and we no longer go out in pairs.Sitting on the train to the destination we agreed to die together with him, I would subconsciously think of the scene when we were together, repeating that he is also my habit during the journey, because we can no longer distinguish each other, we have already live into each other.

The thunder woke me up, and I felt a little cold when I woke up, so I prepared to take a coat from my backpack and put it on myself.In the days without him, everything can only come by itself.When I took out my coat, I found a book that I was carrying with me to pass the time on the train.

"The Body in the Library" written by Shapo (The Body in the Library (The Body in the Library) is one of Shapo's classic detective and mystery novels, the Chinese translation is translated by Ren Linjing, there is People's Literature Publishing House, 2007 edition.), my brother used to like it very much Look, now I like to watch it too.

The world in the novel is more intense than the outside world, whether it is Grandma Marple or Mr. Polo, their wisdom and wit are always fascinating.Because my English is not good, I can only read the domestic translation, but this is not bad.I vaguely remember that the plot after the film adaptation is that two women fall in love, but there is no such plot in the book. Both the book and the movie plot are very exciting.

Then put on the earphones and turn on the music, and look out the window with the melody of the music, the endless "dark scenes" and the rain lines on the car window, so I was immersed in the wonderful storyline.

My favorite song "Brother" is playing on the phone, sung by Wang Leehom, I like him.Wang Leehom's music always has a touch of sadness and his expectation and longing for love. I like that feeling.In fact, I don't have a feeling for music, and listening to music is still influenced by "him".At that time, I liked to listen to whatever he listened to. After he learned it, he sang it to me. I couldn't learn it because I was tone-deaf.After we separated, I always wanted to get rid of his influence, but I found that after being with someone for a long time, I gradually became him, and I really have many shadows of him, which I can't get rid of.

Take music as an example, although I deliberately do not listen to the music I have listened to together, but the habit is still formed.Even though I deliberately got rid of his shadow, my favorite song turned out to be "Brother", because I called him "Brother".The lyrics of this song always remind me of those beautiful days.

You say that you are my elder brother and I am my younger brother. You have to shelter me from the wind and rain. No matter how difficult the road is, we must be together and find the foundation of life together. I have you as my brother in my heart, and I will shelter you from the wind and rain... ………

The lyrics of this song are like a portrayal of my life with him.He is my elder brother and I am my younger brother. He always protects me from wind and rain on the road of our love.Even if our love road is bumpy, we will share the wind and rain together. He is like all the hope in my life.

But life cannot be as beautiful as the lyrics.

Whenever I miss him, I will listen to this song. The more I listen to it, the more I miss him, but I can't stop thinking about him.Our story appeared in my mind scene by scene with the melody of the song, and was never forgotten with the passage of time.

"Hello! Hello..." A deep voice brought me back from the last century.

It turned out that the fellow passengers arrived at the station and wanted to pick up their luggage. They were worried about bumping into me and asked me to pay attention.I replied embarrassingly: "I'm sorry, I'm just busy reading novels." He also smiled back at me, with such a warm smile, "It's okay, I'm the one who bothered you!" After finishing speaking, he took off his luggage and got out of the car up.This is how people get along with each other, and we also return politely. Our world is much more harmonious.

I looked out the window, and my heart tightened, and I realized that I had arrived at my old place.I turned around quickly, not wanting to look at it, not wanting to think about it, since he left me and graduated, he never came here again.

The carriages are still so crowded, and those who get off the train will naturally also get on the train, and the passengers will not disappear until the terminal.At this time, I noticed that among the passengers on the bus, there was a woman who should be about the same age as me, and she also brought a little girl. She looked very thin in the crowd, and her face was very haggard.But her figure and aura look very familiar to me, I seem to have seen her somewhere but can't remember it.

Forget it, I still don’t want to think about it, so what can I do when I think about it, so I continued to immerse myself in my novel, hoping to calm my mind in another world.

Life is so unpredictable.It is said that the mountains have no edges and the heaven and the earth are united, so you dare to fight with the king, but in the next second, you will really fight with the king.

Nalan Xingde once wrote a poem in mourning for his deceased wife "Huanxisha · Who reads the west wind and cools alone"

Who wants the west wind to be cool alone?Xiao Xiao Huang Ye closes the window.Contemplate the past and set the setting sun.

Don't be surprised by the wine and fall into a heavy sleep.Gambling books disappear with the fragrance of tea.At that time, it was only normal.

The author has something to say:

The exam is finally over this afternoon. Looking at the published content on the train, I feel that the previous chapters are a bit unsatisfactory, so I will make some revisions to the previously published content recently, and then try to update the content of the following chapters on time.Regarding the update of the article, I will notify you as soon as possible on my Sina Weibo "Xingting Zhulin Xiaoyu's Weibo", so stay tuned! !

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