original love

The little nurses of Star City Hospital recently discovered that Dr. Chen, who was the most perfect in their minds, always received a lot of gifts recently. The little nurses couldn't help guessing who this person was, who would make the always refined Dr. Chen see these gifts every time. He frowns unavoidably.

But when these expensive gifts and all kinds of takeaways were delivered, the little nurses couldn't help but shake their heads, thinking that even if this person spends a lot of money and stalks them, it's not a good thing to want their excellent Dr. Chen to nod. easy job.

In fact, when Chen Anhua heard Yi Xiao's words that day, he neither nodded nor refused, but said after a long silence, 'Got it'.

For Chen Anhua, he was moved by what Yi Xiao said at that moment, because he understood this kind of persistence without seeing results, so he couldn't bear it, so even if he knew that he couldn't promise Yi Xiao anything, he couldn't be cruel there. He said no for a moment, so he thought to do this first, if Yi Xiao can see clearly that the two of them are not the same kind after all, if they get to know each other for a while, maybe Yi Xiao will let go of this obsession.

Compared with yourself, why can't you help others.

But from that day on, Yi Xiao began to surround Anhua on the premise that he didn't reject being friends, waiting to pick him up from get off work, or sending gifts of one kind or another, watching Yi Xiao doing these things carefully , Anhua always thought, is it really right to do this?

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As soon as An Hua walked out of the unit door of the community that day, he saw Yi Xiao was already standing beside the parked car. After looking down at his watch, he walked up to him with a smile and said, "Got it, Monday You have to leave half an hour earlier, right?"

Although he was used to Yi Xiao spending most of his time around him, he still couldn't help asking: 'Don't you go to work? '

"Come on! You don't think I'm not doing my job right? How is it possible? Zhou Jinyu is in charge of the company. I'll take care of it when necessary," said with a smile while hugging Chen Anhua's shoulders and sending him into the passenger seat: "Don't worry, I'm very self-motivated."

Because there was no way to watch Chen Anhua 'communicate' in the car, Yi Xiao always took the initiative to throw out a lot of topics: "Do you have any impression of Zhou Jinyu? We are from our school. I was a child, and I have the best relationship. We have known each other for almost 20 years. When I was young, I was not much bigger than a monkey, but I grew up later,” recalled with a smile, and then said: “A few years ago, the two of us partnered to start a company, mainly engaged in private jet business, and occasionally did some capital and credit. "

Yi Xiao recently had the opportunity to talk to Chen Anhua about this and that, always wanting Anhua to know more about himself.

"I'll introduce you to you someday, okay?" Yi Xiao looked at An Hua expectantly after finishing speaking.

After Chen Anhua hesitated for two seconds, he still nodded.

After the corners of his mouth rose uncontrollably, Yi Xiao smiled happily and looked forward, "Recently, you seem to be less busy than before, and your overtime hours are much less than last month. By the way, don't you like to eat vegetarian food? The takeaway I ordered last time should be one of the best in Beijing. It’s not bad. If you like it, I’ll take you there to eat at night... Oh, I forgot to tell you just now. I moved to your community. I’ll pick you up when you get off work You, just go back together."

Feeling that Anhua turned his head to him, Yi Xiao looked back at him with a smile and said, "I can't tell if your commuting time is too much trouble, it will be convenient in the future, I live in the building opposite to you, and when you see your lights on, you will know go out."

Listening to what Yi Xiao said, Chen Anhua began to seriously consider whether the decision he made two weeks ago was right or wrong. Does this count as fulfilling Yi Xiao?If one day I tell Yi Xiao clearly that I can't like him, wouldn't it be too cruel.

Sure enough, Yi Xiao moved into the community where Anhua lived, and as he said, from taking Anhua to and from get off work most of the week to waiting for orders all week, as long as Anhua appeared downstairs, he would definitely be able to see that Yi Xiao was already relying on him. Wait by the car.

Chen Anhua thought he was the one who got up and cleaned up quickly. He didn't know at what speed Yi Xiao went downstairs so that he could appear downstairs earlier than himself every time.

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On Saturday, Yi Xiao waited on the window sill for a long time, but did not see the lights in Chen Anhua's room turned on. Because of the same apartment type, Yi Xiao knew that Chen Anhua's room was also a bright kitchen and bright bathroom. Let him know when Anwar wakes up.

Because there is always a need to go to the toilet.

But it was almost 10 o'clock, and there was still no movement from Anhua's side. He originally wanted to wait for Anhua to get up together and go to the suburbs, but finally couldn't hold back, Yi Xiao took the key and went downstairs.

After knocking for 2 minutes, the door was slowly opened, and An Hua came out with a bad complexion.

'How did you come? '

"What's wrong? Are you sick?" Yi Xiao was keenly aware of it, and entered the house regardless of whether he was allowed or not. He put his hand directly on Anhua's forehead and said, "Why is it so hot? Have a fever?"

Anhua turned his head away and said, "It's okay, maybe I've caught a cold, just take a rest and you'll be fine." '

Yi Xiao was a little anxious, and couldn't help frowning: "It's probably almost forty degrees! What are you doing here? I'll take you to the hospital right now." He complained in his heart why this person couldn't take care of himself so much. A little on the thin side.

Yi Xiao turned around and picked up a coat from the hanger at the door, put it on An Hua, and then hugged people and walked out the door.

But Chen Anhua broke free, took half a step back and said, "I really don't need it, just take some medicine later and it will be fine." '

"You are a doctor, right? You know that a high fever can be serious, right? Is it okay to just take medicine in this situation? Can I do it without infusion?" Seeing Anhua's weak appearance, Yi Xiao became even more anxious.

Hearing the word "infusion", Anhua's eyes dodged a little, and then he took off his clothes and hung them back up again: "It's all right, if you really want me to get well soon, you can go back first, I can rest more Everything is strong. '

Yi Xiaodun stared at Chen Anhua for a while, then suddenly turned his head and smiled: "Chen Anhua, don't tell me you are afraid of injections."

Sure enough, Anhua looked away in embarrassment after hearing this, and said after a while, "No. '

Yi Xiao laughed angrily: "Are you a doctor? You are not afraid of surgery on stage, but you are afraid of injections yourself. Does that make sense?"

Chen Anhua also felt a little embarrassed, and pushed Yi Xiao towards the door: "You go back first, I will be fine after today." '

Yi Xiao dodged sideways, and then turned around and went directly into the living room, "Okay~~, I see, I don't want to go if I really don't want to, but let me take care of you here, do you think I can take care of you? Do people leave here and go?"

After taking off his coat, Yi Xiao directly supported An Hua to the bedroom, "You can rest well today, and just treat me as a nanny. If you have anything to do, just tell me," gently pushing An Hua down who was still trying to break free On the bed, after carefully tucking him in the quilt, he looked at him with a smile and said, "Don't worry, it's free, oh no, it's all upside down."

An Hua stared at Yi Xiao for a while. At this moment, he felt a little guilty. He didn't plan it that way at first. He clearly wanted to help someone, but no matter what, it seemed that he was taking advantage of other people's feelings.

After Yi Xiao brought the boiled water to the bedside, he knelt down and looked at Chen Anhua and asked, "What medicine do you take, tell me, I'll buy it now."

In this situation, it is really necessary to take medicine, otherwise, an infusion may be necessary. Anhua has had only a handful of infusions and injections since he was a child. He will never allow the cold needle to enter the skin unless it is absolutely necessary, because the childhood memory is too deep. , It made his scalp tingle when he thought of the feeling of being pricked by needles, so after a while, Anhua looked at Yi Xiao and said a few names of the medicine.

Seeing that Yi Xiaodun was there for a long time, and his brows were wrinkled, Chen Anhua couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?" '

"I'm learning daily lip language, academic... maybe not, can you call me what you just said?" Saying that, Yi Xiao quickly took out the phone from his pocket and put it in Anhua's hand.

The habit at work made Chen Anhua not notice that what he just said was the scientific name of the drug. Seeing Yi Xiao's flustered expression, Anhua involuntarily turned his head to the side and smiled. After he calmed down, he took the phone and entered a few words.

Seeing Anhua's smile, Yi Xiao lost his mind for a moment. How long has it been? It's been almost two months. He hasn't seen Chen Anhua smile at him yet. Not only these two months, but eight years ago In the short time that passed, he didn't remember that An Hua smiled at him. It turned out that An Hua's smile was so fascinating.

Looking at Chen Anhua's flushed cheeks due to the high fever, Yi Xiao suddenly felt hot and tight in his throat, and his thoughts suddenly returned to that summer night eight years ago. Regardless of kissing... But after a flash of thought, he told himself not to be too impatient to mess up everything, and must wait until An Hua accepted him again.

So when Anhua handed him the phone, he paused before slowly getting up, saying you wait for me, I'll be right back.

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Yi Xiao doesn't know how to do housework, let alone cook, but after two days, he was still busy in the kitchen for a long time. After making sure that Chen Anhua was asleep, he secretly called Chen Shen who had been waiting downstairs. Bring up the cooked meals and refills.

When Anhua tasted the food and looked up at him in surprise, Yi Xiao still lowered his eyes in embarrassment and said, "Don't boast, eat it quickly, eat more if it tastes good."

In my heart, I vowed secretly, just let this lie, and I will definitely learn to cook in the future.

Yi Xiao wanted to spend the night at Anhua's place, so he asked and asked insincerely, but after getting a serious refusal from the other party, he still accepted, and he gave some worried instructions before leaving the door.

On Sunday, Yi Xiao came over early again, taking care of Anhua meticulously like yesterday, cooling him down with a towel, and taking his temperature every few minutes. After repeating this for a long time, it finally arrived on Sunday afternoon , Anhua's body temperature returned to normal.

Yi Xiao breathed a sigh of relief, leaned on the sofa and sighed, "Anhua, it's really not easy for you to be a doctor."

Chen Anhua has recovered a lot. He is leaning against the door and looking at Yi Xiao, who has been taking good care of him for the past few days. It has been two months. There was some hesitation in Hua's eyes, should I say it now, tell Yi Xiao that it was not because of him that he went abroad a few years ago, and that I didn't hate him as much as he imagined because of that incident, and tell him that I have someone I like , but not you, never have been.

Just when Anhua was thinking this way, Yi Xiao smiled at him contentedly and said, "Thank you, Anhua!"

Chen Anhua was puzzled, 'Shouldn't I thank you for taking care of me? '

"You don't understand," Yi Xiao got up and slowly came to Anhua's side, "Anhua, you don't know what it's like to be by the side of the person you like, it looks like I'm taking care of you, but actually," Yi Xiao He clenched his fist with his right hand and knocked on the position of his heart: "Here, it is the one to be taken care of."

Chen Anhua looked at Yi Xiao, but he was thinking in his heart, next time, let's wait for the opportunity.

There was a knock on the door at this moment, and before Chen Anhua could take a step forward, Yi Xiao trotted to the door on his own.

After the door was opened, a familiar man with a mature and steady temperament looked at him in surprise and asked, "Who are you?"

Chen Anhua quickly came to the door. When he saw Chen Yixiao with a surprised expression, he complained in his heart that Yi Xiao just opened the door because he was still wearing pajamas.

Anhua could only step forward and say in sign language: 'Brother, why are you here? '

"Mom asked me to call you home for dinner, and you didn't answer the phone when I called you, so I came here because I was afraid you had something to do."

Yi Xiao didn't feel embarrassed by the side, and whispered in Anhua's ear: "Just now I was afraid that it would make you rest, so I muted it."

Chen Yixiao finally turned to Yi Xiao, sized him up and asked, "Who is this?"

"Brother Chen," Yi Xiao greeted him naturally and decently, "I'm Yi Xiao, classmate Anhua, remember?"

"Yi Xiao?" Chen Yixiao repeated the name, looked at this handsome and recognizable man again, and quickly identified him, "Oh! Yes, after An Hua went abroad, you I came to look for him at home, I remembered, hello, long time no see."

Then he turned to Anhua and said, "I forgot if I didn't mention it, this young man came to your house to look for you twice, did you get in touch?"

An Hua lowered his head subconsciously, but immediately adjusted his expression and then raised his head with a smile, saying, "Yes, it's my classmate, who just happened to be a guest at home today, bro, come in first." '

After bringing Chen Yixiao into the living room, Anhua turned around and went to the kitchen to get a teacup. Chen Yixiao likes to drink Longjing the most. Anhua himself doesn't drink tea very much, but he always keeps it at home, and throws away the old one every two months. Replace it with a new one, and the current one is just replaced a few days ago.

When he finished making the tea and brought him back to the living room, he was thinking how to let Yi Xiao leave first, but he entered the living room and saw the two of them chatting harmoniously.

"You and An Hua are high school classmates, right?" Chen Yixiao asked.

"Yes, all three years of high school." Sometimes Yi Xiao often thinks, why didn't he pay attention to An Hua earlier.

Fearing that Anhua still doesn't want his family to know, even though Chen Yixiao didn't ask, Yi Xiao took the initiative to explain first: "I came to see Anhua today, I didn't expect him to be sick, so I just happened to take care of him."

Chen Yixiao didn't say anything else, but nodded in understanding, and then asked: "You haven't been home since then, have you contacted An Hua?"

"No," I'm afraid you may find something wrong, "I just got in touch recently." Yi Xiao said.

"Well, Anhua was a little shy back then, and there were not many classmates who could find him at home, so you and I remembered it right away." After a moment of silence, Chen Yixiao nodded again and said, "It's good, You know about Anhua's situation, and you don't have many friends, so you should keep in touch with Anhua in the future."

Yi Xiao smiled and didn't answer, and said in his heart that if you knew that I liked your brother, you could still treat me like this.

An Hua stepped forward and handed the teacup to Chen Yixiao's hand and said, "Brother, let's drink some tea first." '

The three chatted with each other for a while, and Chen Yixiao was surprised to find that no matter what An Hua said, this man named Yi Xiao understood it better than his elder brother who had been in contact with An Hua for 20 years. be quick.

So when he went to the kitchen with An Hua to clean up the teacups, Chen Yixiao asked in a low voice, "Are you two dating now?"

Chen Yixiao knew about Anhua, how long ago was that, probably when Anhua was in junior high school, by chance, in Anhua's drawer, he found a book explaining the psychology of homosexuality that had been deliberately wrapped in a cover, and Chen Yixiao Yixiao was a little surprised when he found out, but when he turned around and saw little Anhua standing behind him in a panic as he had just come in from the door, Chen Yixiao forced himself to calm down first, and then held Anhua's shoulders to calm him down. Finally he said: "It's okay, Anhua, when you grow up, you will decide when, and I will tell your parents when you need it."

At that time, he didn't know how he had the confidence to convince his parents, but he might have gotten used to keeping his younger brother behind him, so he would pave the way for An Hua to overcome all difficulties.

Chen Anhua brushed the teacup in his hand, his eyes were a little empty, is there any need for an explanation, now that a man is at home and he is still wearing pajamas, anyone would think so, and even if there is any point in explaining?

So An Hua gently put down the teacup in his hand, looked at Chen Yixiao with a smile, and let himself sign as calmly as possible: "I want to contact and see first." '

Yi Xiao watched Chen Yixiao ask that question through the half-closed kitchen door, and he waited nervously for Anhua's answer, until he saw Anhua expressing that sentence with a smile, his heart fell to the ground, A smile spread from Yi Xiao's heart to his face little by little.

He knew that he could wait until this person was willing to turn around.

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In the end, it was Chen Yixiao who left first, because Yi Xiao's heart was blooming with happiness, so after closing the door, he couldn't wait to get close to An Hua and stare at him for a long time.

The close distance made Anhua back away with a slight frown, and he asked: 'What's wrong? '

Yi Xiao looked down and asked with a smile: "I have a good relationship with your brother, it's rare to see someone you are so close to."

Chen Anhua slowly turned sideways and walked behind the sofa, and nodded with his back to Yi Xiao.

Yi Xiao, who was indulging in excitement, had only one thought at the moment, An Hua should have begun to accept that he could admit the relationship between the two with his brother.

Just when there was an unbearable smile on the corner of his mouth, Anhua turned around and gave the order to evict the guest, "It's getting late, go home quickly." '

Although he was reluctant, Yi Xiao still said: "Sure, you are just right, go to bed early, and I will pick you up tomorrow morning."

Anhua waved his hand, "No need, there will be an academic meeting tomorrow, and the dean asked me to listen to it." '

"Tomorrow? What time? I'll take you there."

'Outsiders, don't bother. '

"Outside? Where?"

An Hua is not in a good mood now, because Chen Yixiao hit him right, so he just admitted that he is developing a relationship. Originally, nothing will change, but why is his heart so messed up at this moment.

An Hua couldn't help frowning, and asked Yi Xiao with a bad face, "Don't you have something to do yourself?"Were you like this every day before I appeared? '

Caught off guard by the question, Yi Xiao didn't understand why An Hua, who was still pleasant just now, suddenly changed his face, so he lowered his head in embarrassment and stroked his hair, and said slowly, "It seems to be a bit annoying..."

An Hua knew that he was wrong, no matter what, the person in front of him had already opened his heart to him, but at this moment he decided to let everything go, even if he didn't explain where his feelings were, at least he could tell Yi Xiao that it wasn't him.

Afraid that what he 'said' could not be seen clearly by Yi Xiao, so An Hua approached and resolutely said in sign language: "Yi Xiao, I'm sorry, I think we should..."

Unexpectedly, before Chen Anhua finished expressing, Yi Xiao gently pulled his hand down and pressed it into his own: "It's okay Anhua, you don't need to explain, I understand everything."

'...you know? An Hua looked at Yi Xiao suspiciously.

Yi Xiao looked at Anhua and continued to say seriously: "I understand, really," then put his hands on Anhua's shoulders in relief and said: "Anhua, we haven't seen each other for eight years, you need time, I understand , Let alone now, even eight years ago I didn’t have the chance to let you know me, so you are uncertain about many things now, and I know everything.”

Yi Xiao caressed Anhua's soft hair with his hands like when he was young, and said with a smile: "Silly boy, I'm a little scared because I pushed you so hard, it's okay, I have time to wait for you to see me clearly."

In the end, Yi Xiao reluctantly put down his hand, looked into the sincere promise in Anhua's eyes, "Anhua, I won't force you, you go to other places for meetings these few days, and I will take care of the company's affairs, waiting for you to come back Let's meet again when we have time, shall we?"

Chen Anhua looked back into Yi Xiao's eyes, let that sentence linger in his mouth for a long time, but he still couldn't say it.

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