original love

Chen Anhua was resting at home that night, when he suddenly received a notice from the hospital saying that there was an emergency for him to go there immediately.After hurriedly getting up and putting on casual clothes, Chen Anhua came downstairs in the community.

In the early hours of the morning, it was not easy to hail a car at the entrance of the community, so An Hua hurried two steps, wanting to try to go to the next intersection, but at this moment a short horn sounded behind him.

In fact, the road is very wide and it is so late at night, when An Hua turned sideways to make way, he was still thinking about who would drive around in the community at this time.

Looking back at the vehicle approaching at a constant speed, Anhua frowned unconsciously when he saw the person behind the lowered window, why did he come here...

After Yi Xiao slowly parked the car beside Anhua, he poked his head out and asked, "Are you in an emergency? There won't be a car at this hour. I'll take you to the hospital."

Even if he was reluctant, but the lives of patients in the hospital might be in danger at any time, An Hua looked down at his watch, and then opened the car door and got in without thinking about anything else.

Yi Xiao was driving on a ring road that was not as crowded as it was in the daytime, and he felt a little conflicted. On the one hand, he wanted to drive faster so as not to delay Anhua's business, and on the other hand, he was afraid that it would not be too fast for him to finish his speech. After all, This short opportunity to be alone was bought by him after staying up for a month, and he guarded it night after night, just waiting for this opportunity.

About 5 minutes after the car drove out, Yi Xiao finally said, "Anhua, I'm sorry."

Yi Xiao had caught a glimpse from the corner of his eye, and just as he started, Chen Anhua turned his face out of the window impatiently, but even though he felt uncomfortable, Yi Xiao continued firmly: "Anhua, you probably think that I am a little bit like this now. It's ridiculous, you must be thinking, since you did something like that a few years ago, how could you still have the nerve to lick your face and appear in front of you."

After a pause, Yi Xiao said again: "But actually, Anhua, I have been looking for you for a long time, and I have been looking for you for a long time, because I have always wanted to explain to you that I was too young back then, and I didn't know how to deal with some things. Yes, I am not making excuses for myself. I knew how messed up I was at the time. I admit that when I first met you, my motives were not pure. I was a little panicked when I liked you, probably because I never thought I would like a man, so I said those stupid things to cover up, and I really didn't expect things to turn out like that, which made you change your mind temporarily going abroad..."

Yi Xiao masochistically explained the fact that he regretted it for so many years. In fact, he had asked his classmates later that Chen Anhua's grades at that time were already enough for admission, and he was admitted to University B ahead of schedule. The students thought that Anhua would be in China Studying in this sacred place that all students yearn for, no one thought that he would suddenly give up the recommendation and choose to go abroad. After all, everyone cherishes such an opportunity. After all, it must be easy for a dumb person to go abroad.

So all these years, Yi Xiao has always believed that there is only one reason for Chen Anhua to go abroad temporarily, and that is the bastard himself back then.

Finally, Yi Xiao said sincerely and solemnly: "Anhua, I know it's a bit difficult for you to trust me again, but I swear, I really liked you back then, and although explanations can't change anything, I really didn't think about it later. I want to hurt you, can you believe me when I say so?"

Chen Anhua always turned his face out of the window. He couldn't judge the authenticity of the words of the people next to him at the moment. In the third year of high school, he had only been in contact with him for more than a month. It's unimaginable to think about it now.But even if there was a body collision, he never knew Yi Xiao from the beginning to the end, and probably never wanted to.

Listening to Yi Xiao explaining the cause and effect of the year, and hearing Yi Xiao saying that it was his own reasons that caused him to go abroad temporarily, Anhua thought it was a bit ridiculous, but he didn't want to bother to explain irrelevant things to this irrelevant person, and he didn't want to explore Yi Xiao. Xiao came to him several times, maybe out of guilt, maybe just out of desire.

It doesn't matter anymore, and I will never be involved with him again.

Yi Xiao drove and looked ahead, but from the corner of his eye, he kept scanning Anhua's reaction after hearing these apologies. He was afraid that this person would leave without leaving a word, but when he arrived at the hospital two intersections away, I finally saw Chen Anhua take out a small notebook and start writing.

Yi Xiao anxiously wanted to see what Anhua wrote, but the light in the car was too dim, and he couldn't read half a word with his 5.0 eyesight. After Anhua finished writing, the car also drove to the gate of the hospital.

After the car stopped, Anhua put the piece of paper on the front windshield of the car, and hurried into the hospital gate.

Yi Xiao hurriedly turned on the lights inside the car, and read the familiar handwriting on the piece of paper word by word, then he pursed his lips, sighed and put the piece of paper away carefully.

Chen Anhua's delicate handwriting on the piece of paper only wrote a paragraph: "We were too young that year, and some things were not entirely your fault. Take what you said today as my belief, but don't come to me again in the future, and thank you today. you."

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Chen Anhua has undergone a lot of surgeries recently, and his reputation is very good. The number of patients who come to see him during the day has also increased. When the nurse outside the door greeted the next patient to come in, Chen Anhua, who heard the patient's name, heard the patient's name from the computer screen. He raised his head, frowning and looked towards the door.

When Yi Xiao sat down on the chair next to the doctor, he let himself smile as naturally as possible and looked at Anhua, but at the same time he was feeling uneasy, so it wasn't too rash.

After they separated that day, Yi Xiao finally decided to approach Chen Anhua in a different way. If Chen Anhua listened to him that day and could forgive him, maybe everything could start over.

There was nothing to do in the hospital, Chen Anhua could only follow his duty as a doctor and call: 'What's wrong? '

After Yi Xiao saw the screen in front of him that should be synchronized with An Hua, he finally knew how An Hua usually communicated with patients, and he couldn't help but wonder how much effort it would take to make a dumb person take the position of a doctor.

After a while, he turned to Anhua and said, "Recently my heart is not feeling well."

'How long?Describe in detail, why is it uncomfortable? '

"Oh, why is it uncomfortable..." Yi Xiao repeated it thoughtfully, and then said: "It started about a month ago, and my chest is always a little stuffy."

Yi Xiao's eyes were always on Anhua's face. It turned out that Anhua wore glasses when he was working. He had never seen Chen Anhua like this before. He was focused and intellectual.

'What do you usually do?Do you feel palpitations, pain, or shortness of breath? 'Not as kind as he was to other patients, Anhua didn't look at Yi Xiao from the beginning to the end, but just stared at the screen.

"Palpitations," Yi Xiao said seriously, "If it's this symptom, it might have been there eight years ago, especially when thinking of someone."

Chen Anhua's eyebrows trembled slightly, and while holding the black-rimmed glasses with his hands, he exhaled heavily from his nasal cavity, and said "I'll listen first" helplessly, and put on the stethoscope that he carried with him.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he turned around, he saw that Yi Xiao had lifted up his clothes as if he had prepared for a long time, revealing the eight-pack abs that can only be obtained after long-term fitness.

An Hua frowned and clenched his fists. He didn't know what this man wanted to do. While he was thinking about how to let people out as soon as possible, the tips of his ears turned red unconsciously. The memory jumped out inappropriately, after all these years, he has not come into contact with the second man.

An Hua raised his head to meet Yi Xiao's gaze, and unconsciously mouthed, "No need to do this. '

"Oh..." Yi Xiao raised his eyebrows, and put down his clothes as if helplessly, "I haven't been to the hospital for a long time, how can auscultation be done through clothes?"

Anhua ignored Yi Xiao's nonsensical question. After auscultation for a while, he returned to the screen, "I haven't heard anything wrong yet. If you're worried, I'll do an EKG and CT later. If necessary, I'll make an order now." '

"Have you had an EKG?"

'There are dedicated doctors and nurses, and I am only in charge of outpatient clinics. '

"Then shall I show you the film after filming?" Yi Xiao continued to ask.

'Yes, you need to show me, but judging from the current situation, there is no problem. I suggest you go home and rest more. Regular work and rest can improve the palpitations. '

"That's it~" Yi Xiaozhen thought about it for a while, then said, okay, let's make an order.

After Anhua handed the printed receipt to Yi Xiao, he pressed the button next to the table, and then typed: 'You can go out first. '

After seeing the instruction to greet the next patient, the little nurse who was guiding the doctor outside asked in a sweet voice, "Next one, is Mr. Yan Jun there?"

After hearing no answer from anyone, the nurse asked again, only then did she hear a voice from inside the room: "I'm inside."

The little nurse couldn't help but opened the door to confirm the situation, only to see that Dr. Chen, who was polite to everyone, was staring at a man next to him who was also in a good mood with an unfriendly expression.

After signaling the nurse to go out first, Chen Anhua frowned and typed on the screen: 'What do you want to do? '

"I want to ask you out for dinner." Without beating around the bush, Yi Xiao said it directly.

'No need, I should have written it clearly to you last time. '

"It's pretty clear that you said you wanted to believe what I said, so I think we can start as friends."

'Even if I said that I can stop worrying about the past, it doesn't mean we can be friends. '

"That's it~" Yi Xiao bowed his head and paused for a few seconds before he said, "Actually, I took a few documents and hung up your account this afternoon and tomorrow. If I really can't have dinner with you, maybe I can only Stay here."

Chen Anhua seemed to have exhausted his last bit of patience. After looking at Yi Xiao, he turned to the screen and typed with a slight force: 'Don't you like women?What the hell are you doing now? '

The nonsensical expression suddenly faded from Yi Xiao's face, and then he lowered his head and became lonely. He knew that An Hua was angry about what happened at that time, and it was impossible to forgive and forget easily, so it was natural.

But in the end, he still looked at Chen Anhua seriously and said that sentence: "From the moment I met you, it is no longer."

Chen Anhua didn't know whether he was too easily deceived or Yi Xiao's words were too true, because at this moment, he felt that he believed it a little bit.

But a second later, An Hua still slapped coldly: "Yi Xiao, we are not the same people, don't waste any more time." '

Yi Xiao was at a loss at the moment, he didn't know how to show his heart in front of a person to be sincere and to be believed.Because he has never done this kind of thing to anyone except the time in the third year of high school. Although the times have changed, everything is just for the same person.

"Why don't you make a bet," Yi Xiao watched Anhua throw the final bet, "You said we are not the same people, I don't think so, put aside the past, from today on, can you give someone An opportunity for us to get to know each other again."

No longer waiting for Anhua to reject, Yi Xiao continued: "You said the address of the dinner, not writing it down but telling it out. If I can get there earlier than you at night, we will get to know each other again, even as friends. If it doesn't work, I won't pester you anymore, how about it?"

An Hua looked out the window, he didn't know why Yi Xiao made a bet that he would lose, but after weighing the probability of success and the future, he nodded, and then turned to Yi Xiao to "say" said a word.

Yi Xiao stared at Chen Anhua rather nervously, for fear of missing a single syllable or word. After Chen Anhua 'said' the long list of addresses, he seemed to have gone through a long period of memory and thinking, and finally got up and left with some reluctance. .

Looking at Yi Xiao's leaving back, Chen Anhua said in his heart, this person can give up this time.

……

Anhua is a trustworthy person, and he didn't schedule a shift that night. After get off work, he took a taxi to a street corner inside the second ring road. Since the destination stretched in the alley, Anhua could only walk there after getting off the bus. .

This vegetarian restaurant is the courtyard of one of his patients. He was invited to eat here a few months ago. This is a courtyard house hidden deep in the alley. Word of mouth has reached the point where you need to make an appointment in advance to eat.

On the way here, Chen Anhua didn't think about the possibility of Yi Xiao being able to find him at all. The route here is tortuous, and it takes 10 minutes to walk in from the corner where he got off the bus.

He had almost reached the door, and just as he was rehearsing the steps of a major operation in a few days, he heard someone inside say: "Young man, you have been waiting for three hours, is it possible that the person you were waiting for couldn't find it here?" , it's not easy to find here, do you want to make a phone call first?"

Then I heard a firm voice saying: "It's not wrong, it's here."

An Hua had already stepped out, so when half of him had already appeared at the door and stood there in surprise, he saw Yi Xiao's eyes catch him for a moment, and a smile broke out on his face.

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After Chen Anhua sat down, he took out his mobile phone as calmly as possible and called: 'How did you do it? '

Feeling a little uncomfortable being asked, Yi Xiao immediately lowered his head. He found that he was looking forward to Chen Anhua's arrival just now, but now he was a little scared. Looking at the red fingertips under the table, Yi Xiao confessed after a while: " I'm sorry Anhua, I cheated..." Then I dared to slowly raise my head and said to Chen Anhua: "Actually, I have learned lip language for a long time, not only lip language, but also sign language, so Anhua, what you want to say, as long as Look at me and say it, you don’t have to worry about writing it.”

Finally, he looked into Anhua's eyes and said, "Anhua, do you believe what I said now?"

Chen An Wharton forgot to look away for a long time there. He couldn't believe it and didn't think about it. After all, this person was only too short to appear in his life. He didn't know why a person like Yi Xiao was interested in this paragraph Firework-like feelings are so persistent, how much perseverance is required to learn lip language and sign language that are never used, just for a person who may never see in a lifetime, is it meaningful to do so?

Eventually he lip-synced: 'Why? '

It is relatively early now, and there are only three or two tables in the small courtyard, but even in an environment full of people, Yi Xiao can face it calmly, because for so many years he has been wanting to say that sentence to this person eight years ago but has not had time to say it if.

"Anhua, I like you, it's true, I have always been like this all these years, so can you give me another chance?"

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