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After a comprehensive examination of Chen Anhua, the experts invited by Zhou Jinyu confirmed that it was a nerve disconnection caused by trauma, and another nerve anastomosis operation was needed. Although it cannot be guaranteed that the flexibility of the fingers can be fully restored, it should have a great impact. Fix space.After repeatedly confirming the risks of surgery with the doctor, Yi Xiao had the heart to send An Hua, who had just woken up for more than a month, into the operating room again.

The operation was successful. After more than a month of immobilization, the splint was finally removed, but Chen Anhua always said that he had no strength in his hands, and he didn't feel any better than before.This point can not help but make the experts very puzzled, because judging from the repair process of the operation and the postoperative examination, the patient's right hand nerves have obviously matched well, and finally the experts can only helplessly express that, probably because of each person's physical condition, the nerve regulation system always There are differences. It is recommended to follow the normal rehabilitation therapy first, and then look at it after half a year.

Zhou Jinyu also came when the expert gave Chen Anhua the last examination before returning to China. He might be born with sensitive genes. Zhou Jinyu pulled Yi Xiao to a corner, looked at Chen Anhua who was being taken by the doctor for rehabilitation in the distance, and whispered: "Why do I feel that Chen Anhua doesn't want to get well?"

"What nonsense!" Yi Xiao frowned and cursed in a low voice, "An Hua is most worried about his hands, how could he not want to hurry up?"

"Really!" Zhou Jinyu moved closer, and said with certainty, "This is the world's top neuroprosthetic doctor. My brother helped him find it. Mom's outpatient fees cost almost 1000 million. I will cover it for you." It hurts, I asked the doctor several times in private, asking whether you can be cured, the doctor also felt strange, he explained that the operation went well, but it seems that the patient is not very willing to cooperate with the treatment."

"Impossible, don't think about it, then tell me why An Hua has to delay?"

Zhou Jinyu opened her mouth wide and pretended to be surprised: "How would I know! Who knows better than you that you are serving 24 hours a day! But I think he is deliberately procrastinating, and don't you find it strange? It stands to reason that you There is no obstacle between the two of them now, and we have worked so hard to get together, but why does Chen Anhua always look unhappy?" Zhou Jinyu kicked Yi Xiao with his elbow, and looked up at the man in the room who was still as delicate even though he had been in a coma for two years. Lifting his chin: "Didn't you notice?"

Yi Xiao also looked at Chen Anhua who was a few meters away. This time he was not in a hurry to refute. In fact, he discovered that Chen Anhua has been reluctant to communicate with himself since he woke up. It seems that an invisible barrier has been erected in his heart. He was isolated in the outer circle. He asked Anhua several times if he had any worries, but Chen Anhua always smiled and said nothing.So in the past two months, Yi Xiao was immersed in the joy of Anhua finally returning to his side on the one hand, and on the other hand, his heart was never at ease.

What worried him even more was that he always had a faint feeling that Chen Anhua seemed to be ready to leave him at any time.

One day when he went home, he saw An Hua was browsing the web in front of the computer, but he turned off the screen when he found himself in the room. Although he smiled and asked him why he came back so early, his expression was clearly revealing unnatural.Later, when he came across the search records by chance, he found that all the information he searched before was housing information. When he asked An Hua, An Hua just smiled and explained that he had been in a coma for two years and didn’t know how the housing market was going. Just look.

Although Yi Xiao scolded Zhou Jinyu and became suspicious after staying with the police for a long time, in fact, there was a gloomy shadow in his heart.

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As the Qin family needs to announce the financial report near the annual settlement, Yi Xiao is busy again during this period, but except for the business that must be handled by the company, Yi Xiao will still work at home most of the time.That night, the two were lying on the bed, and after a simple kiss, Yi Xiao smiled and said good night to Chen Anhua, and went to sleep.After waking up from Anhua, Yi Xiao actually wanted to have more intimate actions countless times, but because Anhua's physical strength is not very good now, and because he is afraid of hurting his unhealed hand, Yi Xiao can only hold back. A few times when he woke up in the middle of the night and saw someone sleeping soundly, he reacted inexplicably, and then he could only force himself to push back.So now Yi Xiao has deliberately reduced the number of deep kisses with An Hua, for fear that if he is not careful, he will no longer be able to hold himself back.

Under the dim light, Chen Anhua slowly opened his eyes, looking at this person who used to be dissatisfied with desires but has never touched him again, he couldn't help guessing randomly, whether he, as a man, even had a crush on Yi The least attractiveness of Xiao was lost.

It is easier for people to deny themselves when they are weak. One day he caught a glimpse of his pale face in the mirror, the eye sockets sunken due to weight loss and the long scar on the upper forehead. Button it up, I never cared about my appearance before, but now I despise this annoying sick face, after all, when I opened my eyes, I was almost 29.

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Near midnight, the sound of the phone vibrating suddenly rang. Yi Xiao sat up quickly when he heard it. After looking at the caller ID, he got out of bed and walked out of the house while answering the phone, but the moment the phone was picked up, A clear cry of a child came from the other end of the phone, "Daddy!"

Yi Xiao hung up the phone immediately, and quickly turned to look at An Hua behind him. Fortunately, Chen Anhua was still asleep, so Yi Xiao hurried to the balcony of the living room and called back the phone.

The phone was picked up quickly, and Li Xiaonian's anxious voice came from the other end, "Yi Xiao, I'm sorry, you should go to sleep."

"It's okay, what's the matter, did Xiaoyu cry just now?"

"Yes, Xiaoyu has pneumonia. We are in the hospital. This kid wants to find you for some reason today. No matter what you say, I just want to call you and you can just coax him." That's it. Said that because her husband hadn't returned to China yet, Li Xiaonian's urgent crying came tremblingly.

Not to mention that he still owes Li Xiaonian a favor, just because he has been the child's father for more than a year, it is impossible for Yi Xiao to ignore Xiaoyu, and after saying "don't worry, I'll be there right away", Yi Xiao hung up the phone.

Gently returning to the bedroom, Yi Xiao called Anhua twice in a low voice. Seeing that Anhua was still asleep, he thought that he would be able to come back before people woke up, so he carefully picked up his coat and closed the door out.

But not long after he left, Chen Anhua, who was still lying on the bed, slowly seeped tears from the corners of his eyes.

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Because of chlamydia infection, Xiaoyu stayed in the hospital for a whole week. During this period, Yi Xiao stayed with the hospital during the day. After going to the company to handle the necessary business in the afternoon, he rushed home as soon as possible, although Yi Xiao spent a little less time at home than before. Less, but it doesn't look different, but for those who are too familiar with the smell of hospitals, they can always catch a faint smell of disinfectant from him.

This weekend, after taking Xiaoyu out of the hospital and playing with the child for a while, Yi Xiao hurried home.He came to the sofa and kissed Anhua's forehead lightly, and said with a smile: "The company is busy with some things today. Let's go for a drive in the afternoon. The weather is just right for us to go out and get some fresh air."

Chen Anhua put down the book that hadn't been turned much in his hand, looked at this handsome face against the light, and said with a light smile, yes.

Although An Hua is able to walk, his leg strength is still weak, so Yi Xiao is used to carrying a wheelchair wherever he goes, so that An Hua can rest at any time when he is tired.The two drove to a scenic area. Yi Xiao took Anhua to a quiet and beautiful corner, pointed to a villa area in the distance and said, "That's it."

Anhua looked in the direction of Yi Xiao's finger, crossed the calm lake and green land, and indeed saw a villa area. Yi Xiao put his hands on his shoulders and said, "Our new home is there. I have already bought a The villa is furnished according to your favorite style."

Seeing that Anhua was still silent and didn't say anything, Yi Xiao squatted down and explained with a smile: "It's not that the current house is not good, it's just that some rehabilitation equipment can't be installed, and I have to go to the hospital every day for fear that you will be too tired. After installing a full set of equipment, we can move whenever you want, okay?"

But when Chen Anhua heard this, he didn't have the slightest expression of joy. His eyes fell on the mirror-like lake and he didn't look at him for a long time. Just when Yi Xiao was about to say something, a family came from the path behind him. come near them.

It looks like a warm family of three. The man is carrying a tent as if he is looking for a place suitable for picnic or camping, while the woman is playing by the lake with a child under two years old. The land is probably too hard for tents. The man chose After a few settlements, they still decided to give up, and the family of three then moved to other places.

But when passing by them, Yi Xiao noticed that Anhua's eyes had been staring at the child who was happy to follow his parents, and he hadn't looked away until he had gone a long way. At this moment, Yi Xiao suddenly thought of something, so Turning to Anhua, he asked, "Didn't you say you like children, Anhua? Shall we adopt a child?"

But after a long, long silence, Chen Anhua said a word to him.

He said, "Yi Xiao, go home."

Yi Xiao was puzzled, hesitated and asked: "Anhua, are you tired? Don't you want to stay longer? Go home now?"

There was another long silence, and finally Chen Anhua spoke slowly: "Yi Xiao, I mean it's time for you to go home."

Yi Xiao looked at An Hua in disbelief, and his body stiffened a little. After a while, he frowned and asked, "Which home do you want me to go back to?"

"...Go back to my home." Although it was very difficult, Chen Anhua said it out.

"Anhua, what are you talking about? Wherever you are is my home, where do you want me to go back now?" Yi Xiao's voice raised unconsciously.

Hearing the trembling of Yi Xiao's nasal voice, An Hua didn't go to see him, he knew that there would be such a day, even if he escaped sooner or later, he would have to face it, so he said hard-heartedly: "Yi Xiao, you should go home, and I will go home too." Same, I have already told my parents that I will move back home next week."

With reddish eyes, Yi Xiao stared closely at the person who refused to look at him and said: "Anhua, you are still angry with me, even if you don't say it, I know you are still angry, and you hurt you at that time, you don't forgive me You deserve it, but don't drive me away, it doesn't matter if you get angry, I'll wait for you to forgive me, as long as I want."

"No, why would I be angry with you, it's just...you should go home." Every word was so heavy and difficult for Chen Anhua.

"Chen Anhua! What the hell are you talking about?! Why do you have to drive me away?!" For the first time in a while, Yi Xiao spoke so loudly, "Chen Anhua, look at me," he held Anhua's cheek in his arms. The palm made the two of them face to face, Yi Xiao asked with red eyes: "You look into my eyes and tell me what's wrong, what are you thinking?! Do you really want me to go? Do you not like me anymore?!"

Chen Anhua had no choice but to look into those jet-black eyes, but after a few seconds, his eye sockets suddenly became wet. He wanted to lie, but a strong voice in his heart made him answer: "I don't want to, no..."

"Then why!" Yi Xiao anxiously even yelled, "What happened to you all this time? You refused to tell me anything, can you tell me why?!"

Slowly, Chen Anhua raised his hand, stroked the cheek that had been missed for countless days and nights right in front of him, and rubbed his thumb on the dark red resolute lips that he was deeply fascinated by. He tried his best to calmly say: "Because you You are married, have a family, and become a father. You have responsibilities to fulfill. You have been with me for a long time. I cherish and appreciate this time, but Yi Xiao, you should go..."

I just want to remind Yi Xiao and himself that this is an unchangeable fact, but the moment he said it, some salty liquid ran down the corner of his eyes without warning, as if he wanted to put all his nostalgia for this person at this moment It rushed out unscrupulously like venting.

He has never dared to face up to it or confirm it with Yi Xiao. One day, when Yi Xiao was getting dressed, he dropped his wallet flat in front of him. A photo of a family portrait, or a cute birthday photo of a child, it seems that when many things are opened, it will be the end of the play, even if it is reluctant, it will end in parting.So for the past two months, he tried his best to procrastinate, knowing how shameless it was, but he still didn't want to tell the truth.He even hoped that he would recover slowly, so that Yi Xiao could stay by his side forever.

But some facts can no longer be turned back. Even if he doesn't care about being the immoral person who is scolded by others, it is unfair to Yi Xiao's current wife, let alone an innocent child, how could he be so selfish enough to think of using Ways to stall for time to keep a person.

Yi Xiao stared at Chen Anhua in amazement for a long time, and finally stretched out his strong arms to hold Anhua, who was trembling from crying, tightly in his arms, and said with a distressed voice: "How did you know, when you Didn't you go abroad? I thought you didn't know and I was afraid that you would get angry, so I didn't tell you all this time. We are a contract marriage. In order to find a decent son-in-law, the Li family wanted to help the Qin family through the crisis. The marriage is dissolved, and the child is not mine."

"..." Chen Anhua couldn't believe what he heard, "What did you say?"

Yi Xiao asked the two to separate so that he could look at Anhua's face, and gently wiped away the tears on Anhua's face with his hand, but he smiled with tears in his eyes and said, "You fool, why didn't you just ask me directly during this time?" What about me? Isn't it uncomfortable to hold back all the time?"

The tears still didn't stop falling from the side of Chen Anhua's face, he still couldn't believe it until now, so he asked again: "But I heard a child call you that day."

"Did you hear that? Don't you ask if you heard it?" Yi Xiao looked at Chen Anhua's red eyes, and explained a little patiently: "That's Xiaoyu, Li Xiaonian's son, who is almost two years old. Just watching him grow up will inevitably cling to me, recently he got pneumonia and I went to the hospital to accompany him for a few days, but his father will return to China next month, and the bear boy will probably not recognize me in the future."

Yi Xiao complained distressedly with a strong nasal voice: "You have always hidden things in your heart, and you have to change it in the future. After we get married, we have to set up a family rule. Each person must say at least three hundred words every day. Tell the other party clearly what's in your heart, and don't want to sleep if you don't understand." Wiping away Anhua's unstoppable tears over and over again, Yi Xiao asked with pity: "You never thought of asking come out?"

Even though he knew that it was embarrassing at this time, Chen Anhua still couldn't stop sobbing: "I'm afraid you will really leave after asking and won't come back..."

"So the hand is not willing to cooperate with the treatment? I will leave after I am afraid?"

After a pause, Chen Anhua still nodded slightly in embarrassment.

Yi Xiao held Chen Anhua tightly in his arms again, and gently stroked his soft short hair with his palms to give him warmth and comfort: "Anhua, I won't leave, even if you drive me away, I won't leave, we are destined This life will be spent together, so stop thinking about it and just accept your fate."

Chen Anhua also hugged Yi Xiao forcefully, wanting to put all the weight of love in this life on this person, even if tears wet Yi Xiao's collar and front, he was not willing to let go even an iota.

On the quiet and clear lake, there are ripples where the spring breeze blows, and if you look carefully, a handsome man in a wheelchair is being pushed by another handsome and tall man for a walk on the shore. The two people's looks are too outstanding, and they blend perfectly with the beauty of the lake and mountains, so that several photographers who are shooting the scenery can't help but record this scene in their cameras.

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