original love

It was the weekend, after Yi Xiao took a shower to wake himself up and came to the first floor, he saw Li Xiaonian playing a bunch of cards on the table.

"Where's Xiaoyu?" Yi Xiao looked around the room and asked.

"Aunt Li is playing in the yard with her." Li Xiaonian replied without raising his head.

Yi Xiao came to Li Xiaonian with a water glass, looked at the pile of cards on the table and frowned and asked, "Why don't you see the child here?"

"I'm busy now, and now I can make money by divination for others by relying on Tarot cards." Li Xiaonian continued flipping through the cards with various pictures in his hand and said, "I can earn two dollars by doing fortune telling on WeChat. Hundred! I have never made a penny by myself in my life, and now I feel a sense of accomplishment!"

From the corner of the eye, I saw the long legs standing there without moving. Li Xiaonian couldn't help but asked the man in a black vest, "It's early in the morning, I'm drying my muscles here after taking a shower! Be careful, I told my husband Said you harassed me." Although I am already a little immune to the handsomeness of this person, sometimes I still need to strongly warn myself not to keep looking at men other than my husband, especially this man has not always been a man, and it is okay to glance at him. use.

Yi Xiao above his head said with disdain, "Will anyone believe this?"

Li Xiaonian was dissatisfied with this, rolled his eyes, raised his head and replied dissatisfiedly: "Don't believe me! I dare not say 100% on this thing, but most of the people I have counted say it is very accurate. Otherwise, I will give it to you." Forget it, if you don't let me know at all, I won't touch this within a week."

"Not interested." Yi Xiao turned around and went to the yard to see the children.

But Li Xiaonian persisted in grabbing Yi Xiao and dragged him to the chair opposite the coffee table to sit down, and said solemnly face to face: "You don't have to believe this, but you can't disrespect my work. Money, the first time I earned hundreds of hundreds of dollars, I realized how difficult it is to make money. Is it easy for me to get up early and late every day, watch children and learn tarot cards? Do you know that you are contemptuous of my personality?"

Yi Xiao looked at her and said nothing, then sighed after a while and said, "How do you calculate?"

Li Xiaonian, who was still a little angry at first, got excited when he heard this, and handed the cards to Yi Xiao excitedly, "You shuffle the cards first, it's very simple, you don't have to say anything if you don't want to say, I'll do the math for you, All the answers you want are here."

After Yi Xiao paused, he really moved, and handed the cards to Li Xiaonian after shuffling them.

No matter what, I finally saw this person compromise. After holding back a smile for a while, Li Xiaonian began to pick up his professionalism and said solemnly: "Okay, let's start. You have to believe in the Tarot cards to be accurate. This is Know the basic principles."

Immediately afterwards, without asking any questions, there was a set of love cross formations in a dignified manner.

When the first card was turned over, Li Xiaonian rested his palm on his chin and pondered for a while before saying: "This paragraph...you and you..." After thinking for a long time, Li Xiaonian directly said angrily: "I'll take it as yours." It's about feelings, if you want to ask about other things, you can apply it casually."

Seeing Yi Xiao sitting there silently, neither denying nor admitting, Li Xiaonian continued to explain the card: "The situation was not good at the beginning of this relationship. Let's talk about the next card."

"The second card expresses what he thinks of you in his heart." When Li Xiaonian reached out to touch this card, she noticed Yi Xiao slightly leaning back from the corner of her eye. After the card was lifted, she said, "But This person is still devoted to you later, maybe it was not good at first, but now he is wholehearted to you."

As the third and fourth cards were turned over, Li Xiaonian frowned instead. He tilted his head and faced the cards for a long time but couldn't say a word. After a while, he dragged his voice and said: "Uh~~ this card The surface is a bit difficult to understand, obviously the third card is a turning point card, but it turns into a demon again when the fourth card is played, it seems that there is a lot of trouble due to environmental factors, which makes it impossible for you to be together now."

Li Xiaonian was so startled that he raised his head and raised his voice and asked, "It's not because of our marriage, is it?!"

Yi Xiao didn't speak. He didn't say anything from the beginning to now. He didn't know why he was doing such an extremely boring thing with Li Xiaonian here. He would actually think of giving himself the answer through a set of cards. He thought helplessly , What's the use of deceiving others? How hard it is to let go of it is to believe in these far-fetched divinations.

Seeing Yi Xiao getting up to leave, Li Xiaonian hurriedly crossed the table and pulled him back, "Don't worry, don't worry, just watch the ending card before we talk!"

Yi Xiao, who had already got up, still didn't take a step after all. He told himself that it was just a game, and it didn't hurt to listen to it. But when the last one was opened, when he saw Li Xiaonian's smile, he found that he was inexplicably surprised. Take it easy.

Li Xiaonian looked up at himself and smiled and said, "It's okay, it's okay, this one is the gear of fate, which means that the two of you will be tied together for the rest of your life, it's each other's fate, how about it, is it correct?"

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During lunch, Li Xiaonian suddenly said, "I will take Xiaoyu to the hospital in the afternoon."

"Recheck for the last cold?" Yi Xiao looked at Xiao Yu who was being fed by Aunt Li next to him, smiled and reached out to wipe the rice grains off the child's face.

"Well, yes, but it's time for regular physical examination."

Yi Xiao nodded, "There's been a lot of flu recently, so bring a mask for Xiaoyu when you go to the hospital."

"I know~~ But now the hospital is changed, and the environment is better than before."

"Didn't you always see Dr. Yu? Why did you change suddenly?"

Li Xiaonian had almost eaten, and after putting down his chopsticks to wipe his mouth, he said, "Dr. Yu changed hospitals, and was invited by Xingcheng, so I will follow him to change places."

Yi Xiao's hand holding the spoon suddenly paused in mid-air, and his eyes were fixed on the table for a long time. After a while, he asked, "When did I change it? Why don't I know."

"You are so busy every day, why are you nagging about such trivial matters?" Li Xiaonian didn't notice Yi Xiao's unusual reaction, but just got up and sat next to the child, took the bowl from Aunt Li and said, "I will Take him to see the doctor and then go back to my parents, the two of them miss their grandson, so they probably won't come back tonight."

The room was very quiet except for the sound of the children eating. It wasn't until a while later that Li Xiaonian heard Yi Xiao who was next to him say leisurely, "I have nothing to do today. I'll take you there."

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When Yi Xiao stepped into a familiar hospital that he hadn't been to for a long time, he found that he had uncontrollable nervousness and anticipation from the moment he entered the hospital gate. In the space that is already close at hand, we should be able to meet by chance.

While waiting for Xiaoyu's physical examination, Yi Xiao walked to the sign showing the doctor's visit information that day. However, after he carefully read every message and failed to find Chen Anhua's name, the disappointment that could not be concealed was revealed from the bottom of his eyes. Xiao lowered his head and thought, but he still couldn't see it after all.

Immediately afterwards, he turned and stopped in front of the other information panel, which was the profile column of the qualifications of all the doctors in Star City Hospital. The longer he stood there, the deeper his frown became, because Chen Anhua's name could not be found in either the Cardiac Surgery Department or other departments.

Doubts can't help but arise in my heart. Could it be that Chen Anhua is no longer working in Star City?Just as he frowned and hesitated at the name of a doctor visiting today on the sign, this person happened to be standing behind him.

"Yi Xiao?"

The moment Yi Xiao turned around, he saw Jiang Xu, whom he hadn't seen for more than a year, appearing behind him with a slightly surprised expression.

Jiang Xu paused for a moment before walking forward to say hello, "It's really you, I just looked like you from behind."

"Long time no see." Yi Xiao said.

"Yes, it's been a long time." Jiang Xu lowered his head a little unnaturally, the two knew each other because of one person, but...

"Are you busy recently?" Yi Xiao took the initiative to ask. In fact, how could he not know how busy the doctors in Star City Hospital are, but he was thinking about how to cut into the question he wanted to ask a little naturally.

Jiang Xu just replied indifferently: "It's always been the same. There is no such thing as a free time in the Department of Cardiac Surgery." Then he fell into silence, not intending to continue the conversation.

It's not natural for the two of them to stand face to face. Yi Xiao can feel Jiang Xu's deliberate alienation from him, but now he doesn't care about it. There are some things he wants to know urgently.

Jiang Xu looked down at his watch, said to Yi Xiao politely: "There is still a meeting later", and then took a step to leave first.

And when Jiang Xu had already turned to leave, Yi Xiao finally asked that sentence: "Is Chen Anhua not in Star City?"

But what Yi Xiao didn't expect was that after hearing this question, Jiang Xu froze there for an instant, and looked back at him with a shocked look after a long while.Yi Xiao clenched his hands unconsciously. He didn't like Jiang Xu's expression now, which made him feel very uneasy.

Relieved from the emotion just now, Jiang Xu then slowly turned around and came to him, looked up at Yi Xiao in disbelief and asked, "You...don't know?"

"Know what?" Yi Xiao frowned.

There was some sadness in Jiang Xu's eyes, and after a while he slowly and softly said: "Chen Anhua... is no longer here, it has been a year."

gone?Yi Xiao stared blankly at Jiang Xu, but couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence, so he checked again and asked, "Has he left Star City?"

Jiang Xu shook his head slowly. Even after a year, he was still sad when he thought of this former friend. He only found out the news when he looked at Yi Xiao now, and felt even more sad for the two of them. He had clearly witnessed that the two loved each other so much. Creation tricks people into doing wrong, and it ended up in today's end.

Jiang Xu finally looked up at Yi Xiao and said: "Yi Xiao, I knew you were separated at that time, but I didn't know that you hadn't contacted at all. In fact, Chen Anhua had... passed away. It's been almost a year, and the event was held abroad. I only found out about the funeral from the retired Dean Liu later, so I didn’t make it in time to attend. The details are not very clear, but it is said that when they were supporting doctors in the field, their entire group was suddenly attacked..."

Yi Xiao didn't know how he got out of Star City that day, but he only remembered that when he staggered to the parking lot, he was so confused that he felt like he was dreaming. He seemed to have heard every word Jiang Xu said just now, but he didn't seem to listen. What about Chen Anhua being suspended for one year because of a medical accident, why applying for Doctors Without Borders to go to Africa to participate in the rescue, and why the whole group disappeared because of the bomb attack... It is fake, there must be something wrong, how is it possible?Chen Yixiao said at the time that Chen Anhua was only going abroad for three months, probably Jiang Xu just didn't know that Chen Anhua had returned to China, and besides, Li Xiaonian didn't forget it in the morning, saying that he and Chen Anhua would still be together in the end.

Moreover, he dreamed that Chen Anhua was waiting for him to go back yesterday.

Along the way, Yi Xiao couldn't hear the continuous ringing of his mobile phone, and all his senses were blocked. The only thing he could think of was the scene of Chen Anhua begging him to stay in the hut, and wanting to explain to him outside the hotel room, By the way, doesn't Chen Anhua still have something to say?How could he die before he finished speaking?He went to ask now what Chen Anhua wanted to say, and told him now... But it seemed that what he wanted to say was not that important, as long as he saw this person right now.

When Yi Xiao came to this long-lost neighborhood again and reached the 17th floor in a daze, he was still thinking about how to talk to Chen Anhua later, so he said that he was not angry, so that's okay.

But even though he kept knocking on the door, there was still no sound in the room. He couldn't think of any other way, so he could only start dialing the number frantically, but every time he only heard the voice of "this user has been shut down", Yi Xiao fought hard. He smashed and kicked the door of the room desperately, while yelling hysterically: "Chen Anhua! Come out! I have something to tell you, come out now..." It seemed that the whole building was trembling with the man's despair.

A few minutes later, the door behind Yi Xiao opened a gap, and an elderly woman slowly poked her head out, carefully persuading her: "The other door should not be at home, you can come back at a different time."

And when he saw the tall man in front turned around, the old man put on the glasses on the bridge of his nose, recognized him and asked, "Are you the one who lived here before?"

Seeing that the man was silent for a while, the old man continued: "You lived here with another young man for a while, I remember you, once you forgot your key and I handed you a chair."

After a while, the man finally asked hoarsely, "...that person, does he still live here?"

"Are you talking about the young man who rented with you? He doesn't live here anymore. He changed tenants on the opposite side a long time ago. The owner of the house was still complaining about it, saying it was bad luck. No, his family came to move it for him, but... is that young man feeling better now?"

Yi Xiao was stunned, he was half a beat late before asking, what's better?

The old man is a foreigner who came to Beijing to help his sons and daughters to look after their children. He always thought that these two young men were just ordinary co-tenants who came to Beijing to work in Beijing. He seems to have lost something for a while, and he has been looking downstairs, in the lawn from morning to night, many people have seen it, it can be as small as a month, in fact, if something is lost for a month, it is estimated that he can’t find it , so later some people spread the word, saying that they were afraid that this young man might have a problem here." The old man pointed to the temple with his finger as he spoke.

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The door was gently pulled shut, but Yi Xiao's body trembled in shock from the slight sound. He guessed what An Hua was looking for in a split second, and then he seemed to hear a shallow short cry coming from the open space. from the hallway.

It's the ring...

Coming down from the 17th floor, Yi Xiao sat paralyzed in the car. After a while, he suddenly slapped himself loudly with a "slap". This is a dream, right? Let him believe that Chen Anhua is dead, is it because Anhua is angry that he wants to anger him in this way, and revenge him with the same pain and injury.If this is the case, he is willing to admit his mistake, he will tell Chen Anhua to ask him to forgive, and he will say that I am not so angry a long time ago, and I have been hoping that you can come back to me first.

The liquid in the eye sockets was constantly swirling. Yi Xiao wiped it away with his palm. He couldn't cry, because it seemed like it would become real after crying. Immediately afterwards, he restarted the car and came to this place based on his memory. A community that has only been a guest once.

Now he only believes what one person says.

When Yi Xiao knocked on the door with the last remaining strength, Chen Xue saw that he looked him up and down in surprise, and then asked in surprise, "Yi Xiao?"

Yi Xiao, whose eyes were already red, restrained his emotions that were on the verge of collapse, and asked tremblingly with a ghostly voice: "Is Chen Yixiao at home?"

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