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Complaining, he tapped Zhang Zi severely with his hand, and after saying "talkative", Yi Xiao quickly got up and chased after An Hua, leaving behind the bewildered crowd and the somewhat uncomfortable Zhang The child remained in the hall.

On the deck, Chen Anhua leaned on the railing with both hands and looked above the sea level. Looking at the starry sky as clear and bright as in Beijing a few years ago, Chen Anhua's memories gradually emerged before his eyes...

"What's new, just for fun..."

The people and words that he once thought he had forgotten were swirling in his mind so clearly. He blamed himself for believing what Yi Xiao said so easily. The promise of each other, I believe that after such a long time, a person can be changed. It turns out that he can also be as naive as an ordinary little girl who has never experienced the world. It turns out that he can be so forgetful that he even forgets the shame he has suffered... …

"Anwar!"

Yi Xiao's hurried voice came from behind, but An Hua didn't even turn his head.

"Anhua," Yi Xiao walked quickly in front of Chen Anhua, helped him by the shoulders and pulled him face to face with him, and began to apologize uncomfortably, "I'm sorry Anhua, Zhang Zi didn't know about the past, I didn't talk to others. Having said that, I don’t know how this kid brought this up today.”

Even though Chen Anhua was facing Yi Xiao, his eyes drifted to the deep black sea level hundreds of meters away, as if he hadn't heard what Yi Xiao said at all.

"An Hua, don't be angry, tell me something, okay?" Yi Xiao looked at An Hua anxiously, waiting for the man to speak.

Chen Anhua finally turned his gaze back slowly, back to Yi Xiao's tough and handsome face as it was eight years ago, and after a long while, he asked softly, "What do you want me to say?" '

Anhua's indifferent expression made Yi Xiao a little scared, and the strength of his hands on his shoulders increased unconsciously, "You can say anything, if you are angry, you can punch me twice to relieve your anger. The bastard things I did all these years I don’t know how long I regret it, but Anhua, you believe me, everything I said to you later was true, and every minute we spent together was not miserable, I really like you!”

Yi Xiao can't remember how many times he explained similar words a few months ago, but never once, he was more eager for Anhua to give him some response like today, even if he punched him, he was colder and almost decisive The expression should make him feel good.

At this moment, Chen Anhua looked into Yi Xiao's eyes, and seeing Yi Xiao's nervous and sincere eyes, he was suddenly a little stunned, and a thought flashed across him, what if he was wrong?Could there really be some misunderstanding?Suddenly he remembered Zhou Jinyu's confessed feelings for Yi Xiao, and Zhou Jinyu's eyes that were always full of hostility towards him...so he thought, maybe he should speak up and ask, and give Yi Xiao a chance to explain.

And just when Chen Anhua was about to ask bluntly, 'Who was the boy at your house that day', a figure walked out in the dark talking loudly on the phone.

"-Hey! Baby, do you miss me? Is it too lonely at home? Hahaha... I'm in Sanya... No, no, there are no girls around me, they are all rough old men... You still don't believe it This time Feng Shao and Dapeng didn’t bring their girlfriends, do you think it’s appropriate for me to bring them... Be good~~ Don’t make trouble, don’t you know that I love you the most? I’ll bring you a few more Prada bags later Can you pack it back... it's a limited edition, right? Got it, send me the picture later, don't worry!"

After vigorously "booing" to the beautiful lady on the other side of the phone, Qiao Hui hung up the phone with a smile.Because there was a mast blocking it and it was night, he didn't find the two people at the bow, and just as he was about to return to the hall, the phone rang again.

After looking at the caller ID, Qiao Hui picked up the call again with squinted eyes.

"-Hey, Mary! You finally remembered to call me back, why did you leave that morning without saying a word? I asked you out several times last week and ignored me, and today you finally remembered me..."

As the sound of calls and footsteps got farther and farther away, Chen Anhua's eyes dimmed a little bit where Yi Xiao couldn't see, maybe for people like them, they might be accustomed to it, maybe people who take some things seriously , is the real fool...

Yi Xiao watched Qiao Hui walk back swaggeringly, and cursed in his heart, "What the hell is making the mess?" He turned around and wanted to say a few more words to An Hua, but An Hua pulled his arms away, and in the end it was just sign language Expression with a deadpan expression: 'I'm fine, go back, don't keep your friends waiting too long. '

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The cruise ship was originally arranged for three days and two nights, but it basically waited until the next afternoon. Everyone was a little bit eager to get away. On the one hand, it was boring to come out without a female ticket, and another main reason was the air pressure between the male and female protagonists. It's too low, making the luxury cruise ship with full air-conditioning look even cooler, and it also makes the audience who are ready to be forced to watch the love show confused like monk Zhanger.

Seeing Yi Xiao staring closely at Chen Anhua's expression carefully, sometimes asking for opinions and sometimes serving tea and water, everyone couldn't stand it anymore, who is Yi Xiao!They are so familiar!They haven't seen Yi Xiao before, but they have never seen such a submissive to another big man. Yes, Chen Anhua looks better than ordinary starlets, but at best, he can only bring a handle, why? Can Yi Xiao be treated like this like Su Daji?

But what about Chen Anhua, most of the time he just stayed in the room alone, and occasionally he came out for a walk, and when he got together for a meal, he always answered briefly when asked.They all grew up being held in their arms, and no one wanted to put a hot face on a cold ass, but because of Yi Xiao's relationship, everyone would find a topic to throw away from time to time, but after Chen Anhua heard it, he didn't give it away. Yi Xiao, who stretched his neck and waited for the chance to translate, avoided answering most of the topics, occasionally nodding slightly in perfunctory agreement.So gradually, no one will find anything to say without being ignorant.

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In the evening, thinking that after all, he came here for Yi Xiao's face and he will return tomorrow, he wanted to drink a few more drinks if he wanted to be more lively. When several people were stumbling around the bar, Zhang Zi saw Looking at Yi Xiao who was already drunk beside him, he glanced at the empty seat where he was still there just now, and walked out slowly to the deck.

Sure enough, from the bow of the boat, he saw Chen Anhua blowing the wind alone, and Zhang Zi spat to the side, and walked over slowly with his hands in his pockets.

Hearing the sound of unfamiliar footsteps approaching behind him, Chen Anhua looked back, and when he saw the man named Zhang Zi walking in his direction, Chen Anhua just nodded and moved away from the bow of the boat to leave Yes, but just after taking two steps, he was stopped by a voice behind him.

"Chen Anhua, let's have a chat."

Hearing that the person's tone was not friendly, Chen Anhua stopped in his tracks. After a pause, Chen Anhua turned around, and his eyes signaled Zhang Zi to say what he wanted to say.

Zhang Zi took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, and after puffing out the smoke ring, he looked at Chen Anhua and asked, "What do you mean by Yi Xiao?"

In fact, Zhang Zi has been holding back his anger for the past two days. He can't understand Chen Anhua's appearance that is harder to serve than girls, and his cold attitude towards Yi Xiao makes him even more angry. Sure enough, he and Zhou Jinyu The description is exactly the same, Chen Anhua doesn't care about Yi Xiao, thanks to his brother being so sincere to a person, he was scorned for two days in a row, and dared to let Yi Xiao down in front of such people, privately What can I do... Zhang Zi has been waiting for a chance to get rid of Yi Xiao these two days, and he wants to let Chen Anhua know that without Yi Xiao's protection, Chen Anhua would not be a fart.

Chen Anhua paused for a few seconds after hearing this, then slowly walked over with his head down, took out his mobile phone and called: 'What do you want to say? '

"Chen Anhua," Zhang Zi bowed his head and approached two steps, and asked directly without detours: "They are all men, don't pretend to be confused by pretending to understand, I will ask you today, are you sincere to Yi Xiao? Playing around?!"

Chen Anhua looked at Zhang Zi's questioning expression, and suddenly felt it was very funny. Zhou Jinyu asked this question before, and now people who have known him for less than two days also asked him this question. He was curious, did someone ask Yi Xiao if he was sincere? Or is it that these people have different standards for treating friends and others, and they have the final say on what is right and what is wrong?So the lonely and somewhat self-deprecating smile just showed on Anhua's pale face.

But in Zhang Zi's view, Chen Anhua's mocking smile and cynical attitude had already given the answer. Zhang Zi clenched his fists with a cracking sound, stared at Chen Anhua and asked, "What the hell are you laughing at?!"

Sometimes the more you care about it, the more you want to cover it up, the more you want to show that you don't care, so Anhua just bowed his head and typed a few words expressionlessly, then resolutely turned on the screen to Zhang Zi: "So what if you are sincere? If you are not sincere So what?"

After Zhang Zi saw the two lines on the screen, he couldn't help but stomped out the cigarette butt on the deck, pointed at Chen Anhua, and shouted angrily: "Chen Anhua, don't be shameless! Relying on your good looks, even you dare to play with my brother, and you don’t go out to have a look. Is there anything Yi Xiao is looking for? If you find you, you should burn incense and worship, and play in front of my mother When my son came out, your hair was not fully grown when I came out to hang out... If you don’t like Yi Xiao, you can cut it off as soon as possible! But if you are still stretching him like this, hanging him so lukewarm Show him a bad face every day, believe it or not, I will find someone to destroy you!"

Because he was too excited to talk, he didn't notice the figure running over from behind. When Zhang Zi felt a swift gust of wind passing by the side of his face, a fist had already landed...

"Zhang Zi! What the hell are you talking about?!" Yi Xiao shouted, pointing at Zhang Zi who had fallen to the ground with red eyes.

Probably because of being bored and prone to getting drunk, today Yi Xiao drank a few more glasses without knowing it. When he woke up and found that Anhua was not by his side, he rushed to the deck in a hurry to find someone. The son said such vicious words to Anwar.

Steady his trembling body, Yi Xiao pointed at Zhang Zi and warned fiercely: "Try to say what you just said!"

Although already half-drunk, Yi Xiao did exert all his strength just now. Zhang Zi rubbed his painful side face with his hands, spat out a mouth full of blood and scolded angrily: "Yi Xiao, are you Bewildered, huh?! Can't you see what Chen Anhua treats you? You are a fucking idiot, you know? Spending money and looking at other people's faces, what's so good about this Chen Anhua?! You really want me I can find you a bunch of them like this..."

Before he finished speaking, Yi Xiao rushed up like crazy, Zhang Zi also drank, and the resentment of hating iron and not steel was accumulated in the past two days, and he also fought back with Yi Xiao's fist , the two scuffled on the deck with one punch at a time.

Like Yi Xiao venting, he waved his vigorous fist towards Zhang Zi's face. The few unsavory words just now were like a flood valve, opening Yi Xiao's accumulated unhappiness in the past few days. He didn't know What's wrong with Anhua, since yesterday, no matter in terms of attitude, eyes or body, he has rejected him. After asking several times, Anhua said indifferently, "Nothing", but he knew that something must be wrong. After thinking about it, it was Zhang Zi's mention of high school yesterday The cause of the son... So at this moment, Yi Xiao can only spread all the fire on Zhang Zi.

Zhang Zi is much more sober than Yi Xiao at this time, and after all, his brother can't do anything cruel, so while dodging the fists that are too familiar with the routine, he cursed: "Yi Xiao! You are crazy! How dare you fight for such a guy? I'll do it, fuck our brothers of more than [-] years are not as good as Chen Anhua!"

The people in the lower hall rushed up after hearing the commotion. When they found the two people who were already wrestling on the ground, and Chen Anhua who was ignoring all this beside him, dissatisfaction flashed in the eyes of everyone, but then they were all in a hurry Join the ranks of the racks.

"What's the matter? Did you get dizzy from the wind after drinking, what are you doing?!" Dapeng tried to persuade Yi Xiao's arm while pulling it away from behind.

"Yeah! It was fine just now, what are you doing here! Or are you going to learn martial arts?" Naturally, it could be seen that the red-eyed two had really engaged in sex, but Qiao Hui still tried to ease the atmosphere.

After Zhang Zi was supported by Feng Shao, he vigorously wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth and nasal cavity and said, "You're crazy, you don't have any strength left in your hands!"

"Zhang Zi! You don't want the villain here to sue first, who the hell did you say that to! Who are you going to destroy?! Who gave you the courage!" Because Yi Xiao scratched the edge of the fence just now, A lot of blood flowed out, but he couldn't feel it at all now, and he only cared about standing up for Chen Anhua and sternly said to Zhang Zi: "Right now, apologize to Anhua immediately!"

Hearing this, everyone guessed who caused this incident, and their eyes turned to Chen Anhua who was always standing indifferently in the corner.

Zhang Zi looked at Yi Xiao at the moment, neither angry nor hurt, this girl has never had a boyfriend since childhood, why did she fall into this Chen Anhua's hands... I don't want to embarrass Yi Xiao too much Unable to make it through, Zhang Zi strenuously put aside everyone's support, and angrily walked towards the stern.

Qiao Hui and Kunpeng wanted to follow up and try to persuade them, but they were stopped by Zhang Zi's words, "Don't come here fucking".

Even though the palms of his hands were already aching from nails, Chen Anhua still maintained a seemingly calm attitude.It's getting late now and I can't see the expressions of the people around me clearly, but I can still feel the embarrassment of being watched and isolated in the crowd, surrounded by accusing eyes, and I can clearly receive it.I am probably the scourge that destroyed the brotherhood, and it is true... Is that so.

Without saying anything, Chen Anhua just turned around silently and went downstairs.

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When Yi Xiao went to the room to apologize, he found that Chen Anhua was packing the suitcase he brought with him, ignoring the blood on his forehead, so Yi Xiao stepped forward and took Anhua into his arms and said, "I'm sorry Anhua , I don’t know how things turned out like this, Zhang Zi may have drunk too much, he’s not like this usually... Don’t be angry, An Hua.”

An Hua tried to push Yi Xiao away, but Yi Xiao used even more strength to hold him in his arms, as if once he let go, he would never be able to chase him back.

Unable to resist Yi Xiao's strength, An Hua could only stand hugged like this, staring at the door not far ahead in a daze.There was a time when the feeling of being hugged by Yi Xiao was so reassuring, even though he never admitted that this feeling was called liking, but now, even that reassuring feeling has disappeared, Chen Anhua stared blankly at the front, now I just want to escape this chest tight cabin.

After a long time, Yi Xiao found that An Hua was not breaking free, and then slowly loosened his tight embrace. After separating the two, he nervously watched what An Hua would say.

After a while, he saw Chen Anhua mouthing to him in despair: "Yi Xiao, let's break up." '

One sentence caught Yi Xiao off guard, and he stayed there to confirm if he had read it wrong just now, so he asked, "What did you say?"

An Hua didn't hesitate any longer, and expressed it with both hands and words: "I say let's break up." '

The lethality of this sentence directly made Yi Xiao take half a step back, he didn't even know what happened until now?It was clearly planned well before boarding the ship, how did it turn into what it is today?

Trying to suppress the ups and downs of his chest, Yi Xiao let himself take a deep breath and looked at An Hua and asked, "An Hua, are you unhappy? Do you not like being with these people, and I won't see them from now on."

'It has nothing to do with this. ' Anhua said with lowered eyes but resolutely.

"What's the matter? Is it because of Zhang Zi? I'll pull him over to apologize to you now..."

Chen Anhua stopped Yi Xiao who was about to go out, waved his hand and said, "No. '

"What's the matter?!" Yi Xiao had never yelled at An Hua before, and he couldn't restrain himself at this moment.

Anhua looked down at the ground for a long time, watching the ground shake slightly because of the waves. At this moment, he couldn't ask such stupid questions as 'how can you sleep with others', because it was nothing more than hearing something lame or making himself more lost It is an excuse for dignity, and he is even more afraid that Yi Xiao will simply reply to him, 'I and them are just playing around'...

Suddenly, a startling thought made Chen Anhua feel at a loss. Why did he care about this matter so much? He also suddenly realized that he was not angry with Zhang Zi's unintentional words that day, but because he accidentally heard Qiao Hui's phone call. He was sure that Yi Xiao would have something to do with others, and the reason for breaking up was because he cared too much... But it shouldn't be like this, all he had in his heart was his feelings for Chen Yixiao, and for Yi Xiao, it was just a relationship. With a relationship of comforting each other, how could it be wrong because Yi Xiao has someone else?

When he realized that Yi Xiao's feelings were no longer dispensable in his life, Chen Anhua was a little flustered. He didn't want to admit his half-heartedness, he didn't want to admit that, unknowingly, his feelings for Yi Xiao actually Rooted in my heart...

It turns out that after getting used to it for a long time, such a qualitative change can happen.

Not wanting to be noticed the embarrassment and hesitation in his eyes at this time, An Hua lowered his head to hide it, and after another long minute, when he raised his head again, he also came up with an answer that could be given to Yi Xiao:' Yi Xiao, we are not the same kind of people. '

Yi Xiao panicked completely, he stepped forward and supported An Hua's shoulder and said, "An Hua, do you think you can't get along with them? It's okay. If you don't like me, I won't talk about it. Just don't see them..."

"Neither of them," An Hua still expressed firmly: "Yi Xiao, in fact, I told you earlier that we are not the same kind of people. We are only together as companions for a while. After a long time, we will part ways sooner or later." '

"What does it mean to be different people! Why are we talking about this right now! What does it mean to be with each other temporarily? I never thought of it like that, you know!" Yi Xiao didn't know what to do, so he was anxious to defend himself, he didn't know what to do Only then can Anhua stop saying these absolutely hurtful words.

"Yi Xiao, we are not suitable. I don't understand your circle, and I don't want to understand. I am used to being alone. It is difficult for me to adapt to some things. You don't have to change anything for me, just be yourself. 'Since the decision has been made, the best way now is to cut off all this, even if you have to say something against your will.

"You don't need to adapt, I can adapt to you. I won't mention it after you don't like parties. If you like to stay at home, I will always be with you. These are not problems, they can be solved! Why break up?"

Knowing that no matter what, it was impossible for Yi Xiao to accept it calmly, Anhua lowered his head, avoiding the wound on Yi Xiao's head that was still bleeding, which made him a little worried, and finally just pushed Yi Xiao away again and said: "Can the boat dock?"If not, I'll disembark tomorrow morning. '

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The two people in the cabin did not see the gorgeous fireworks blooming above the dark blue starry sky and the calm sea. They were fireworks specially prepared by Yi Xiao for Chen Anhua.

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The author has something to say: I just got off work on time, but I had the illusion that I only worked for half a day, and I was so happy.