original love

That day, just as Chen Anhua left the school gate after school, he saw Yi Xiao who was waiting there on his bicycle. Since he had known him, he was embarrassed to leave without saying hello, so he had to walk over slowly.

Chen Anhua's figure under the streetlight was stretched and slender. When Yi Xiao saw this quiet boy approaching him slowly, he looked at this man with a scrutiny.Are you really gay?If yes, what kind of boys do you like more?Before these questions could be answered, Chen Anhua had already walked in front of him.

Perhaps because I didn't bring my mobile phone today, Chen Anhua took out a small notebook that should be commonly used in his pocket, and wrote in delicate fonts: 'I forgot to mention that day, thank you! '

Yi Xiao took a serious look and said with a smile: "Then let's thank you for today, let's go, I've been waiting for you for a long time."

This time Chen Anhua did not write, but asked with easy-to-understand mouth shapes and expressions: "Wait for me?" '

"That's right, who else is there? You are the last one to leave school after school in our school. It's been a mess these days. I'll be here waiting to send you back."

Chen Anhua looked at Yi Xiao with some hesitation. Even if he could speak, he didn't know what to say at the moment. He didn't understand why this person did this. After a pause, he still wrote: "Don't bother, I'm used to it, it'll be fine. '

Yi Xiao patiently waited for Chen Anhua to finish writing every single word. When he saw the small notebook Chen Anhua handed over, he deliberately made a slightly disappointed expression and said, "I told you that the robbery is true. I wanted to hurry up." You're a second model, you study so well, don't delay if anything happens, but are you afraid that being with poor students like us will have a bad influence, and you can understand, why don't you forget it..." Then it was like being affected by Slowly lowered his head like a blow.

Chen Anhua hurriedly waved his hands, lowered his head quickly and wrote: "Don't get me wrong, that's definitely not what I mean, it's just too much trouble." '

Seeing these words, Yi Xiao's expression brightened immediately, and then he showed a bright smile and said, "Then don't smear the ink, come up quickly, we have enough time to communicate with you, and we have already arrived at your house."

Seeing that Yi Xiao was already in the starting position, although Chen Anhua felt it was inconvenient, he silently walked to the back seat of the car and sat in it.

"Help me a little bit, I try to slow down, but sometimes I forget when I get used to it." After speaking, Yi Xiao happily rode out.

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From that day on, Yi Xiao always waited for Chen Anhua to leave school at the school gate. At first Chen Anhua was wary of him, and Yi Xiao could feel it. He didn't know if it was something old Chen said at home, or if his reputation was really bad before.But later, Chen Anhua seemed to accept it. After all, there are not many people who can patiently communicate with mutes in school.

Sometimes Yi Xiao borrowed notes from Chen Anhua decently, until Chen Anhua needed to use them in class and went to look for him at the door of their classroom, then he dawdled and returned the notes.At night, when Yi Xiao was waiting at the door, he always tried to bring Chen Anhua something to eat and drink. Seeing Chen Anhua's refusal, he said that he just bought an extra portion, and if he didn't eat it, it would be a waste.

Yi Xiao found that it was very easy to get in touch with Chen Anhua. As long as he didn't give Chen Anhua the opportunity to write and type, Chen Anhua couldn't refuse and argue even if he didn't want to. It is a girl who asks "like it or not" or plays petty at every turn, which is much better in this respect.

Xia Peng, who had been on the sidelines all the time, couldn't help but sigh in admiration and said: "You have paid a lot of money for revenge. If you didn't plan with you, I would have thought you had really fallen into it."

Yi Xiao felt that he was about to be moved too. When he waited for Anhua under the street lamp for more than half an hour and no one came out, he felt that he had never been so patient with anyone in his life, but surprisingly, the waiting time was often not so long. tough.

Finally one day, it was really not on purpose, but to avoid a kitten that suddenly jumped out, Yi Xiao stopped abruptly, and Chen Anhua, who lost his balance, suddenly reached out to support his waist, Yi Xiao felt slightly weak for a moment. A numb feeling passed by, and after a second of reaction, how could he allow such a great opportunity to slip away in vain, so he hurriedly grabbed Anhua's hand and clasped it forward, "How long have you been waiting, finally willing to help up."

When the people behind heard this, they hurriedly withdrew their hands, but Yi Xiao held on tightly, and after a while, he finally made a decision, turned his head and said in a very emotional voice: "An Hua, I like you. "

Although Yi Xiao had never made a draft before saying this sentence, and he didn't know if saying this sentence to a boy would make him feel sick, but after he really said it, he felt that there was something difficult, so he just four What about this word, who should I tell you? After hearing it so many times since I was a child, I finally let him use it once.

Yi Xiao couldn't see Chen Anhua's expression behind him, but he just held Anhua's hand like that, and then drove towards Chen Anhua's house with a smile while supporting the handlebar with one hand.

Later, Yi Xiao never touched Anhua too much physically, but when he sent Anhua downstairs every day, he often unconsciously stroked his soft hair. Let him go.

Years later, whenever Yi Xiao recalls this time, he can't help sighing. When he was young, he really didn't know what love is. At that time, he always thought that he was the one who started to play pranks. so deep.

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The two have been in contact for more than a month. Suddenly, one day, when Chen Anhua walked out of the school gate, he was very silent. It was not a verbal silence, but... I don’t know if Yi Xiao misread it, but emotionally. depression and sadness.

Having been in contact with Chen Anhua for so long, Yi Xiao has never seen him like this, so he asked: "Your grades are out, I think your grades are good, why is your condition not right?"

Anhua didn't sit in the back seat of the fixed car today, but typed a few words with his mobile phone: "Come with me for a walk." '

Although he was a little puzzled, Yi Xiao still responded, "Okay."

The two were wandering aimlessly on the road, and Yi Xiao found that Chen Anhua had no intention of going home, but was walking along the road towards the city.Their school is not very prosperous here. If the male and female students who live in the school want to buy clothes or do something else, they usually go to the city, but even if they take the bus, there are five or six stops. Yi Xiao didn't know that Chen Anhua was going on this bus How long did it take to walk to the quiet alley in the city, just when he was about to ask, Chen Anhua took out his mobile phone, typed a few words and put them in front of his eyes.

When Yi Xiao saw these words, his eyes suddenly widened, and he paused for a few seconds before blurting out, "Okay."

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When entering the room which is not expensive but looking very clean, Yi Xiao sat on the toilet and recalled some things from the time he met Chen Anhua to the present, and it was only over a month. This person who looks so comfortable and obedient Student, you actually asked him just now: "Do you want to go to the hotel?"

Just now he only had one idea, don't act badly and don't be cowardly, but after agreeing, he is now sitting in the bathroom after taking a shower but dare not go out.

"Damn it..." Yi Xiao muttered two words in a low voice while smoking a cigarette. He has no experience in what to do with boys, and the key problem is that he is not sure whether he can be hard.

How did you get to this point?

Yi Xiao hurriedly took out his mobile phone to make up some temporary skills online, but he still flinched later, why did he involve himself in it to make enemies with Lao Chen? What the hell is going on?So when Yi Xiao stubbed out his cigarette butt and came out of the bathroom, he had already planned for a showdown. He wanted to tell Chen Anhua that I'm not gay, I'm just teasing you, because I got married to your father.

Yi Xiao thought so, but when he went out, he completely changed his mind.

After taking a bath, Chen Anhua sat on the head of the bed wearing a bathrobe, with his neckline slightly open, revealing his slender, fair and beautiful neck. When Yi Xiao saw Chen Anhua's bewildered expression and his slightly red cheeks, his body immediately got up. changed.

A little caught off guard, but in order not to be so embarrassed, he walked slowly to the bedside and sat down next to Anhua.

When he smelled the fragrance of shower gel beside him, Yi Xiao licked his dry lips, and unconsciously turned his head to look at An Hua.

How can a man look so good-looking, with a straight nose bridge and long eyelashes, but his eyes look forward with a little nothingness, maybe he is too nervous.I don't know if it was prompted by the exuberant hormones at that age that made Yi Xiao involuntarily lean over...

What happened that night made Yi Xiao think about it countless times in the next few years, and after he really understood the things with the same sex, no matter how many times he recalled the details at that time, he couldn't remember that An Hua had ever been tough. .

But there was one thing he always remembered, when he raised his body heartily, he looked down and saw Chen Anhua's tears.

Is it too painful?Yi Xiao was a little overwhelmed, so he lowered his head and kissed Chen Anhua gently, and then gently lingered on Chen Anhua's lips, kissing him comfortingly.

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After a long time, when Yi Xiao lay calmly on the big bed, he looked at the ceiling and thought about something in a daze, how could this happen?Holding in for too long?Why did you...do it with a man?But he couldn't deny the feeling that fascinated him just now, just thinking of Chen Anhua's frowning expression, Yi Xiao couldn't help rolling his Adam's apple twice.

He turned his head to see how Chen Anhua was doing, and saw that Chen Anhua sat up from the head of the bed with difficulty, then slowly got up and walked to the bathroom.

And the moment he looked sideways at the bed, Yi Xiaoteng sat up suddenly, and then he stared at one place for a long time without taking his eyes off, because the pool of blood on the bed at this moment made him so shocking.

Just now...was it too careless?

Yi Xiao wanted to go to the bathroom to see how Anhua was doing, but something messed up his brain, making him not want to admit or compromise, so he just lay down on the bed and continued to be in a daze.

It took about 10 minutes for Chen Anhua to come out of the bathroom, and then silently began to put on his school uniform. Seeing this, Yi Xiao also got out of bed immediately.

After Anhua finished dressing, he only said two words to him with his mouth: 'Let's go. '

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Yi Xiao wanted to say something after sending Chen Anhua home that day, but Anhua walked into the community without giving him a chance, and Yi Xiao stared at his back for a while before leaving with a frown.

After returning home, the smoke never left Yi Xiao's fingertips, but even though the room was completely covered in smoke, it still didn't calm him down.

Is it normal to have a reaction with a man?Are you gay?Is it because Chen Anhua is so good-looking?Wouldn't it be okay to change to a man?He began to regret making this decision in a fit of anger with Lao Chen, otherwise there would be nothing like this.

At this time, Xia Peng's call came in at an untimely time. Yi Xiao, who was already irritable, didn't want to answer the call, but the ringtone kept ringing over and over again.

Yi Xiao finally picked it up impatiently: "What are you doing at night?! Keep people from sleeping."

Xia Peng's inexplicable laughter came: "Are you home?"

"Where can I sleep if I don't get home?!" Yi Xiao's tone was obviously not very good.

Maybe he was used to being squeezed out, but the other party didn't seem to notice it, but continued to ask with a smile: "I saw you and Chen Anhua walking to the city today, why did you go?"

I didn't expect to be seen, but because I couldn't make up any other reason temporarily, after a pause, Yi Xiao had no choice but to say: "Yeah."

"You won't... take it?"

I didn't want to say it at first, but since it happened, Xia Peng, the instigator, might not be able to hide it, and there are some things that Yi Xiao can't discuss with others, so he didn't answer, which is regarded as tacit consent.

After a while, Xia Peng's explosive voice came from the phone: "Damn it!!!"

"Fuck! Keep your fucking voice down, your ears are almost deaf." Yi Xiao moved the phone away and cursed at the phone.

"Yi Xiao! You are so good! You have become a role model for my brothers! It's been a long time, the men have been taken down, how did you do it? No, you...you can really do it. !"

After pausing for a while, Yi Xiao tried to calm himself down and asked, "You said..."

He actually wanted to ask Xia Peng if this was normal?If there is a good-looking guy you don't hate, will you get hard?But he still swallowed the words, and finally said perfunctorily, so be it.

"Yi Xiao...Really, I admire your dedication so much. You said that if Lao Chen knew that his son was raped by you, what kind of expression would he have on his face?" Xia Peng said, and he became amused, " I can’t wait to see it.”

These words instantly reminded Yi Xiao, he immediately sat up from the bed and asked, "Who else saw me and Chen Anhua go out tonight?"

"It's just me. Today I was caught by the teacher and wrote the ancient prose ten times to stay so late. Otherwise, I would miss you two. Isn't it just waiting for you to come back to get first-hand information?"

Yi Xiao suddenly said sternly: "Xia Peng, let me tell you, don't tell anyone about this today, forget about the feud between me and Lao Chen, don't mention it again in the future, you understand?"

When Xia Peng heard Yi Xiao say this overly solemn sentence, he was a little stunned for a while, but based on the experience of knowing Yi Xiao for so many years, he knew that he should not do what Yi Xiao warned, otherwise everyone would suffer. It can't be cleaned up, just think about it, it's all about the man's son, and I'm very angry.

So Xia Peng promised very clearly: "Understood, this matter is over."

Yi Xiao breathed a sigh of relief before hanging up the phone. That night, he looked out of the white-bellied window until dawn.

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