original love

When the balance that has been in a balanced state suddenly starts to tilt, the person standing on the top of the balance will feel weightless and panic because of this sudden change.

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Recently, Chen Anhua's life suddenly became pure, and the person who was always around him disappeared suddenly recently, without any signs or traces.

I remember that day Yi Xiao called him, saying that he had something to do in other places, and it might take a while to come back. This was the first time in a few months of dating. Yi Xiao left in a hurry without explaining the specific location and time limit. At first Anhua didn't take it seriously, but two weeks later, Yi Xiao didn't make a single phone call or text message.

When Anhua came home that day, for the first time, he glanced at the location of the parking lot. He followed the markings on the ground and walked past the parking spaces one by one. In fact, the location was not difficult to find, because Nuo In a large parking lot, I saw only this car full of dust from a long distance, and it turned out to be a white Porsche.

Walking to the A06 parking space, Anhua stopped, stood there looking at the brand-new but dust-covered new car for a long time, and then looked down at the mobile phone without any text messages before turning around and leaving. I said to myself in my heart, if Yi Xiao never shows up again, should I find a chance to return the car keys.

That person is tired after all, tired of getting along with himself who can't speak, this kind of silent day is still too boring for others, the time is neither too long nor too short, in fact, it is very good, but in this While persuading myself, I heard the sound of a small thing falling from the bottom of my heart.

It should have been guessed a long time ago, with Yi Xiao's conditions, he faced many temptations. From the occasional scent of perfume on Yi Xiao's body after socializing, and based on what Zhou Jinyu said last time, he should know that Yi Xiao will not be in a relationship. I stayed on the Internet for a long time, but I didn't feel much when I heard it at the time, but after only a few months, my mentality seems to have changed.

Life is still going on as usual. He usually sees more and more patients in the hospital, and visits his parents at home on weekends. Only occasionally when he returns to his house, he always feels that something is missing in the room. At first he didn’t care about it, but later But gradually familiar voice and breath.

When I went home to visit my parents that day, my brother and sister-in-law also came. Anhua’s sister-in-law, Chen Xue, has been pregnant for several months, and it is not convenient to move with her belly swelling, because she is an advanced mother and her first child, and the whole family They all took extra care, especially Chen Yixiao. Ever since Chen Xue married into the Chen family, Chen Yixiao has pampered her like a daughter, and now even bends down to let Chen Xue wear clothes when she goes out. shoe.

An Hua glanced away on purpose, seeing Chen Yixiao and Chen Xue being intimate, he was still uncomfortable. In fact, psychologically speaking, Chen Xue dominated Chen Yixiao, since he was a middle school student a few years ago It has been rooted in his heart since the beginning, but recently, the shadow of another person quietly appears in his dreams, making him feel a little disturbed.

Yi Xiao used his stubborn obsession and words of love that went straight to the bottom of his heart to tear open a gap in Chen Anhua's heart and then disappeared. Many things that Anhua was not sure about grew in that gap.

Why is this so?

His feelings for Chen Yixiao cannot be easily shaken by people who have only been in contact with him for a few months. Love words, will he say such things to others in the future and do such things? The 20 days of no news seems to prove that Yi Xiao finally let go of him after he got it.

At this moment, Anhua was walking in the park of the community with his parents and elder brother and sister-in-law. Looking at the sky already covered in red sunset glow, looking at his parents and Chen Yixiao and his wife supporting each other in front of him, Anhua felt lonely in his heart like never before.

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On the way Chen Yixiao was driving home from get off work that day, a phone call came in.

"-Hello?" Chen Yixiao looked down at the caller ID and picked up the phone with a smile.

"Brother Chen, it's me, Yi Xiao."

Chen Yixiao smiled, parked the car on the side of the road and said, "I heard it, how are you doing, have you made any progress these days?"

More than 20 days ago, this man named Yi Xiao suddenly called himself and asked if he could tell him how Anhua was adopted when he was a child. If possible, Yi Xiao wanted to help Anhua find his family, and he might consider his Yi Xiao carefully asked about his parents' feelings, whether this would make your parents unhappy.

There is warm comfort in Chen Yixiao's heart, he knows that Anhua has found the person who cherishes him, otherwise he would not use this covert way of taking Anhua's feelings into consideration to help him find his family back.Therefore, Chen Yixiao readily replied that there was no problem. After the two met, Chen Yixiao told how he met An Hua and the police's search situation.After Yi Xiao took out his notebook and wrote down some contents carefully, he thanked him and left.

Looking at Yi Xiao's back when he left with what seemed like an extremely important task, Chen Yixiao thought with relief that he cared too much about An Hua.

"-This piece is too big, it's very difficult to find any clues. I have searched all the homes where children were lost 20 years ago, but I couldn't find the one that was lost at the same time as An Hua."

Yi Xiao's voice pulled Chen Yixiao back, and he said with a smile, "If it was that easy, we would have found it back then. Later, we also put Anhua's DNA into the library at the Public Security Bureau, but there was no match."

"-Then when they found Anhua, didn't the police provide any useful information?" Yi Xiao continued to ask.

"-It was a gang back then, and many children were abducted from various places, especially Anhua was still very young at the time, and even the traffickers didn't remember how many hands they passed, so there was very little valuable information." Chen Yixiao recalled Looking back at that year, recalling this little Anhua who was holding on to his sleeve tightly on the street at that time, he couldn't help sighing.

"-Oh," the same disappointed voice came from the other side, and finally Yi Xiao said: "Okay, Brother Chen, I understand."

"-Do you want to search over there or come back first?" Chen Yixiao asked.

"-Maybe I'm going back first, and there is no progress here." Yi Xiao suddenly thought of something, "By the way, Brother Chen, you didn't tell An Hua, did you?"

Chen Yixiao jokingly said: "No, how dare I say it after you have told me so many times."

Yi Xiao smiled embarrassedly, and apologized: "I'm sorry, Brother Chen, you should be more concerned about Anhua's feelings about this matter than I am, but I'm just afraid that he will find it even more uncomfortable if he finds out and holds on to hope, but in the end it will be in vain."

These days, Yi Xiao endured to the limit and did not call or text Anhua, fearing that Anhua would not find a suitable excuse to reveal his secrets when he asked him, so he endured it even though his thoughts were overflowing.

"-No, actually Anhua is stronger than you think." Chen Yixiao said seriously.

"-I know, Anhua's temperament is to hide everything." Recalling the person he cared about, Yi Xiao lowered his head and smiled.

Just after the two said goodbye, Chen Yixiao suddenly stopped him.

"-What's wrong? Brother Chen, what do you say?"

After hesitating for a while, Chen Yixiao made up his mind and said, "Actually, An Hua can speak, do you know that?"

"...What did you say?" Probably too shocked, it took a long time for Yi Xiao to ask this sentence.

Chen Yixiao didn't tell anyone about this matter, not even Chen Xue, because she was afraid that it would burden An Hua's heart if others asked her repeatedly, so the Chen family didn't talk to anyone except the doctors they met when necessary. Bringing up this matter, but at this moment, Chen Yixiao was so sure that Yi Xiao was the one who could take care of Anhua for the rest of his life, so even though he only met a few times, he still spoke out.

"-Anwar's vocal cords are fine and he can speak. He didn't know what he went through when he was a child. Since we met him, he hasn't made a sound. But his inability to speak is not a physical problem, but a psychological problem. .”

Chen Yixiao slowly revealed the fact that for so many years, Anhua never said what happened when she was a child, so no one knows what happened to that little child, but what is certain is that it can cause a lot of pain in her heart. Such a big shadow must be an indelible tragic event.

The person on the receiver side pondered for a long time after hearing these words, until Chen Yixiao said "Hello" twice, and then came Yi Xiao's heavy exhalation: "I'm listening."

So Chen Yixiao was on the phone, on the side of the road, talking to Yi Xiao about how he had seen a doctor back then, how Anhua resisted until he convulsed and fainted, and later, even the obedient little Anhua no longer accepted to see a psychiatrist. Doctor's arrangement.

On the other end of the phone, Yi Xiao was holding the hot phone in his hand, listening to Chen Yixiao tell about Anhua's childhood with pain in his heart, these are the source, Anhua's indifferent attitude towards people has something to do with it The reason is, at such a young age, what has Anhua experienced at an age when she should have enjoyed the care of her parents and family.

By the time Chen Yixiao finished speaking, the phone had already made the sound of low battery. Before hanging up the phone, Yi Xiao thanked this person sincerely. He knew what Chen Yixiao said to him meant, so he promised to say the same : "Brother Chen, thank you for telling me this, don't worry, I will take good care of Anhua."

The two men confirmed their approval in each other's hearts just by calling, because they both knew that they cared about the same person.

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After Chen Anhua came home from overtime work that day, he saw a figure squatting at the door as soon as he stepped out of the elevator. Since the sensor light on this floor was broken and he had not had time to repair it, he turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone to shine on the figure at the door, probably at the door. After a long period of darkness, he was suddenly awakened by a glare of light, and saw that person raised his head under the strong light.

Then Anhua saw the man who had disappeared for more than 20 days and said to him with a tired but charming smile: "Anhua, I'm back."

After Yi Xiao stood up, before Anhua opened the door, he embraced him in the dark, as if he wanted to put his whole body weight on it: "I miss you to death, Anhua, do you know how much I miss you?" .”

After the two met again, this was the first time they had been separated for so long. Feeling the warmth of this person, Yi Xiao buried his face in Anhua's hair and took a deep breath of the smell that made him nostalgic. For 23 days, he never felt that time could be enough. so long.

An Hua stood there for a long time without moving, and the man came back again. He couldn't deny his most genuine reaction at the moment he recognized Yi Xiao. He was really happy, as if the stone that had been hanging for a long time finally fell to the ground.And this momentary comprehension made him uneasy again, he was afraid that something that he hadn't expected before was happening quietly, subtly changing his long-standing habits.

It should be just getting used to the company of this person, nothing else, An Hua resisted the urge to wrap his arms around Yi Xiao as he persuaded himself, and even asked, "What are you doing these days?" Questions like "Why didn't you send a message" that sounded too much about Yi Xiao were swallowed.

After entering the door, Yi Xiao has been waiting for Anhua to question him. For this reason, he has already thought of excuses, including the reasons why he didn't call him, but Anhua is so calm Putting down the bag in his hand, he turned around and only asked him: "Why did you come without saying anything?"Have you been waiting for a long time? '

In fact, Yi Xiao wanted to call Anhua today when he found that Anhua was not at home. On the one hand, he wanted to give Anhua a surprise. Here, I didn't expect to have traveled too many remote places recently, the conditions are not good, the accommodation and transportation are inconvenient, so I am a little tired, and I fell asleep while sitting.But now that he couldn't wait to come back, when An Hua said this sentence in a calm tone, this strong contrast really made Yi Xiao feel a little uncomfortable.

So before Anhua turned to go to the bathroom, Yi Xiao hugged him from behind and asked for the first time, "Did you miss me these days?"

However, Anhua, who was being hugged and stopped, just paused for a moment, then nodded with a slightly sideways face.

There was a slight sigh in his heart, but Yi Xiao still smiled and said as if he was satisfied: "I knew it, you go take a shower first, and I will cook."

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During the meal, Yi Xiao still took the initiative to explain: "Recently, there is a project that supplies the government. Because it is classified as confidential, the mobile phone signal is blocked. I have been locked in a base for so long, so I have been talking about it for a long time. Did not contact you."

Anhua hesitated for a moment before nodding when he heard it. He knew that Yi Xiao was not telling the truth. He didn't believe that in today's information society, people can be blocked from contacting outsiders for 20 days. But since Yi Xiao said so, let him He thought he believed it.But in my heart, I still can't control myself thinking, why did Yi Xiao lie, what did he do, he needs to be behind his back, or is he just tired of being with himself who can't speak every day, and just wants to go out to get some air.

"Are you still busy during this time? Do you always work overtime? Have you eaten on time?" Yi Xiao asked with concern.

'Still the same, nothing special. ’ Anhua replied calmly.

"Oh, that's right," Yi Xiao smiled awkwardly: "That's right, most of the work of doctors is done step by step."

In the chat between the two, Yi Xiao always asks questions, and An Hua only answers them.

Thinking of Chen Yixiao's words, Yi Xiao couldn't help asking: "An Hua, I talked to Brother Chen a while ago, and he said that your voice is actually..."

Unexpectedly, after seeing him today, An Hua, who has never had any emotional ups and downs, looked at Yi Xiao with cold eyes when he heard this sentence, and said, "How did you find my brother?"Who told you to find my brother? '

Yi Xiao blamed himself for being a little impatient, and hurriedly explained: "Didn't your brother come over when I was at your house that day? I left a phone call at that time, and I got acquainted after sending text messages a few times during the holidays, and I haven't told you .”

If he hadn't happened to see Chen Yixiao asking Anhua if the two were dating, if he hadn't seen Anhua smiling and nodding at that time, Yi Xiao wouldn't have been so reckless, but he still smiled carefully and said: "Don't worry, actually Brother Chen knows about us."

'What are you looking for with my brother?Who gave you the rights?Do you really think that we can contact my family members casually when we are dating?Do you have my permission? ! '

An Hua was too anxious to get angry, and his sign language expressed his anger in a big way. He didn't know what he was angry about?Is it because Chen Yixiao really knew about his relationship with Yi Xiao, or because Yi Xiao failed to give him a convincing reason for disappearing for more than 20 days.

Having seen Anhua's indifference but not Anhua's anger, Yi Xiao was at a loss for what to do. A man of majesty felt a little wronged at the moment because he couldn't tell the truth.

But Yi Xiao still tried his best to make himself a faintly curved smile and said: "I'm sorry, I don't know that you don't like me to contact your brother, I just want to get closer to your family or friends, but since you are unhappy Now, I have nothing to do in the future and I will not take the initiative to contact him."

Knowing that he had overreacted, but he couldn't take back what he said, Anhua could only calm himself down and say, 'I'm sorry, I haven't figured out how to tell my family about the two of us. '

"It's okay, take your time." Yi Xiao smiled as much as he could, and said to An Hua and himself.

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