original love

This morning, before Yi Xiao woke up at the old house, Zhou Jinyu's phone call came in.

Standing up with a hangover body, Yi Xiao picked up the phone beside the bed and realized that it was already this time. Although he has gotten used to getting up early recently, he did drink too much yesterday.

After putting the phone to his ear, Yi Xiao frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

"What are you doing! You broke such a big list. President Yang still had a good talk during the day, why did you treat Huang after entertaining all night?!" Zhou Jinyu has always been easy to deal with the company's affairs. Xiao Xiao cared, so after receiving a call from a manager in the morning, he couldn't wait to call to confirm.

Yi Xiao lit a cigarette, and gradually remembered what happened last night. He remembered that shortly after returning home, Chen Shen called, saying that Xiao Kai had already settled down, and that Arctic Wolf also specially greeted him in the future. Let Xiaokai come to work here, but Mr. Yang is not easy to deal with. He is very angry at being swept away at night, and keeps yelling, "Don't think that your family is the only one who sells airplanes. I have money. I can buy it wherever I want." Where to buy it!"

Yi Xiao didn't care much about the company's performance, but after all, Zhou Jinyu, who is also the boss and brother, was involved, so he could only apologize and said: "I will recruit a few more customers to make up for it later. I will be responsible for the loss of profits this time."

"Am I talking about breaking money with you? I'm asking you what's wrong. You can't bear to deal with such a difficult client before. Why did you go to an arctic wolf yesterday and get angry?" Zhou Jinyu was furious. , I guessed that because of Chen Anhua's relationship, Yi Xiao probably didn't want to go to these sensual places, so he got angry.

Yi Xiao lit a cigarette and sat on the bed, not wanting to hide it, and said directly: "I met Xiaokai at Arctic Wolf yesterday."

"What?" After a pause, Zhou Jinyu asked uncertainly, "Xiao Kai is going there to be a duck?"

"No." Yi Xiao felt a little disgusted by this title, "It's not on stage, so I'm going to accompany you over there."

"Oh~" Zhou Jinyu quickly guessed something, and after a pause, he could only sigh and say, "I know, I'm hurt by love." She was thinking to herself in mockery. If he couldn't bear it for a year, wouldn't he be going to jump off the building?

"So it was a bit confiscated yesterday." Yi Xiao frowned and stubbed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray.

"Forget it, if you don't do anything, you've counted your success." After a moment of silence, Zhou Jinyu sighed and said, "If you break it, you can break it."

"I'm sorry, the second master is not worrying."

"You know it too!" Always unable to resent this person, Zhou Jinyu asked teasingly, "What about Xiaokai? What are you going to do? I think he has really taken a fancy to you all these years." At least that's it. Much better than Chen Anhua.

Zhou Jinyu obviously meant to exclude Chen Anhua from the people who cared about him, Yi Xiao didn't like to hear it, but because he just got into trouble, he was too embarrassed to be serious, so he could only say: "Don't worry, I will make arrangements. "

After getting up and going to the bathroom, Yi Xiao asked, "When are you coming back?"

Yi Xiao felt uncomfortable after the last time they broke up unhappy. After all, the brothers who have been with him for more than [-] years, although no one said that brothers and lovers will definitely get along peacefully, but Yi Xiao really wants these two closest friends to live together. People who are close to him can have a harmonious relationship, and thinking about getting in touch with him a few more times, Zhou Jinyu will always change his view of An Hua, although he can't figure out why this kid is only prejudiced against An Hua.

"In two or three days, there are a few suppliers here who can offer us lower prices, and I've seen that the quality of the products is very good..." Zhou Jinyu frowned when there was a sudden noise. "what are you doing?"

"What do you think? You just woke up, don't you pee when you get up?" Yi Xiao replied lazily.

"Fuck!" When the picture came to her mind and she thought of the little Yi Xiao who occasionally saw that when she was taking a bath together in her childhood, Zhou Jinyu could only hold back the tightness of her throat and cursed from the air: "Don't you fucking It doesn't matter if I'm an outsider, can I treat myself as a human being? Wouldn't it be better to do some human things? "

A few words with Zhou Jinyu, swept away Yi Xiao's haze last night, so he replied with a gruff smile: "Is it admirable to hear this news, if you don't understand, go piss and listen to me, let's compare who It's loud."

In the end, Zhou Jinyu yelled furiously, "Your uncle Yi Xiao!"

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When Anhua is off work normally, Yi Xiao will come here for dinner, and as long as Anhua doesn't work overtime on weekends, Yi Xiao must stay here at night.

Because I "cooked" for Anhua before, I was afraid of being exposed after a long time. Recently, Yi Xiao has also learned to cook a few dishes, which are nothing more than home-cooked dishes such as scrambled eggs with tomatoes. Even so, Yi Xiao still learns very seriously. Since you can only cook these two or three dishes, you must strive to make top-level tastes.

Occasionally, Yi Xiao would also challenge the difficult ones. This day, he was secretly looking at his phone in the kitchen while making braised pork ribs. But after the ribs were put into the pot, he found that some seasonings were missing. He was afraid that the dishes would be burnt when he went downstairs. On the stage, I was in a hurry and didn't know what to do.

An Hua saw it, and came over and asked, "Is there something missing?" '

Yi Xiao shrugged his hair in embarrassment and said, "I thought I bought enough, but I forgot the star anise."

'I'll go buy it. '

"It's not good, why don't you help me watch some pots, I'm fast, go back quickly." Yi Xiao said and was about to take off the apron.

An Hua looked at the messy pots and pans again, the kitchen was like a battlefield with all kinds of ingredients and accessories scattered, shook his head and smiled and said, "Forget it, I'll go." '

I really didn't want to let the spare ribs work all morning be wasted, and Yi Xiao showed his face in front of Anhua by pointing at the meal, so he could only embarrass himself and kissed Anhua's side face and said, "I'm sorry, Then help me buy it."

For Yi Xiao's more and more frequent actions, Anhua didn't think there was anything strange and didn't avoid it, but at this time Anhua didn't realize that for Yi Xiao's more and more Sony loves and kisses, in fact he I'm used to it.

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After Anhua went out, Yi Xiao used his mobile phone to continue to carefully check the next cooking steps, but after a while, there was a sound of low battery. Knowing that Anhua's home had an IPAD, Yi Xiao was tumbling in the living room.

When he found the second drawer under the bookshelf, he suddenly found a stack of An Hua's notes. Because the handwriting was so familiar, Yi Xiao involuntarily took out the notebook and rubbed it in his hand.

It should be the notes from school when he was abroad. That's right. Seeing the handwriting that he had been obsessed with and missed for many years, he flipped through the pages with a smile on his lips.

An Hua has always been serious in doing things, and his notebooks are always neat and tidy. When Yi Xiao recalled the time in high school, he saw the two letters "YX" at the bottom of a page of notebooks. The two letters had been copied repeatedly. As for the next few pages, they were deeply rubbed.

Yi Xiao's eyes widened unconsciously, "YX", his own name...

Although he repeatedly told himself that Anhua had him in his heart, Yi Xiao never dared to expect Anhua to miss him all these years. Even the question of "have you ever thought about me in these years?", Yi Xiao did not dare to confirm with Anhua .After all, when he saw Anhua again, Anhua's disgusted eyes still hurt him in retrospect. After all, Anhua's attitude towards him was always a bit lukewarm. He didn't expect Chen Anhua to express his emotions and thoughts in this way .

Yi Xiao excitedly flipped through the following books, because the time was arranged in order, so the time that went down was closer to the present, and on a certain page of the penultimate book, Yi Xiao once again saw the Copy the "YX" handwriting many times.

At this moment, Yi Xiao was so excited that he didn't know what to do. He slowly sat back on the sofa to digest the fact that made him so excited, he even forgot the ribs stewed in the pot.

It turned out to be like this, Chen Anhua has been thinking about him all these years, even though he was hurt by himself when he went abroad, he never let him go. After meeting again, he only pretended to avoid and pretend not to care, but no matter what, Anhua Hua has him in his heart, and only him.

This sudden unexpected surprise made Yi Xiao's brain stop, and his heart beat faster. Anhua liked him and always liked him. This idea kept circulating in Yi Xiao's mind, like a creed, deeply engraved in every cell of him.

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Chen Anhua returned home with the things he purchased from the supermarket, and just as he put on the slippers under his feet, he noticed a slight burnt smell in the air, so he raised his head and asked Yi Xiao who was sitting on the sofa: "Are the ribs a little mushy?" ? '

But Yi Xiao didn't move strangely, just sat there and looked at him all the time.

Not knowing why, Anhua put down the bag in his hand and walked over to ask: 'What's wrong? '

Thinking that Yi Xiao had been busy all morning and didn't cook the meal well, An Hua comforted him: "It doesn't matter, just eat something simple." '

Unexpectedly, Yi Xiao stood up suddenly, and hugged him tightly with his broad chest and arms.

This posture made Anhua unable to face Yi Xiao and express "what's the matter with you", he could only wait, until after a long time, he heard Yi Xiao say something in a low and hoarse voice.

"Why didn't you come back to me all these years, you have my phone number, why didn't you call me, do you know how I found you at that time, with the few numbers I remembered, I tried all the phone numbers I could try I tried it once and made thousands of phone calls. Because of my dad, I couldn’t go abroad at that time, so I could only stay downstairs at your house. When the holidays came, I would go downstairs to watch at your house, looking forward to it. When will you come back? How can you be so ruthless? You haven’t come back for several years. It wasn’t until your house moved that I forced myself to stop thinking about it. At that time, I wanted to give up, thinking that I might never see you again in this life. Arrived, but even if I persuade myself like this, I still can’t let it go, I just think that maybe one day we will run into each other on the street, isn’t it always shown on TV like this.”

Yi Xiao tightened his arms again to express his deep love for this person: "Anhua, I wish you could come back sooner."

Because he was afraid that Anhua would get angry and flip through his things at will, Yi Xiao had carefully put those cherished notes back to their original places, so Chen Anhua didn't know what happened at the moment, so this person suddenly had this long relationship He also heard Yi Xiao's love words before, but they didn't move him as much as today.

Although recently Chen Anhua occasionally thought of Zhou Jinyu's true or false words, he occasionally guessed how sincere Yi Xiao was towards him, and how long Yi Xiao's feelings for him would last.But at this moment, he suddenly recalled that summer, recalling the big boy who drove him home every day, so at this moment, something loosened in his heart.

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Yang Li was sorting out his boss's upcoming schedule at his work station, when he saw Yi Xiao casually pacing beside her.

"Is there something wrong with Mr. Xiao?" Yang Li stood up and asked.

"It's okay, you are busy with your work, I will..." Yi Xiao glanced around while talking, "Make a cup of coffee."

"Then wait a minute, I'll send it in for you after washing." Yang Li hurriedly got up, picked up the coffee pot and started to cough.

However, Mr. Xiao, who usually doesn't talk much with the employees, has no intention of leaving, and just stands there like wasting time.

Yang Li was puzzled, turned around and asked, "Is there anything else Mr. Xiao has to do?"

"No, it's nothing, just..." Yi Xiao leaned on the table and asked unintentionally: "Yang Li, I remember you have a double degree in economics management and psychology, right?"

"Yes, I worked hard in college. I couldn't stop when others were idle, so I minored in psychology, which is not very useful." After putting the coffee powder in his hand, Yang Li wondered what happened to his boss today. , obviously not a chatty character.

"Oh, that's it~~" Yi Xiao hesitated for a moment, and finally made up his mind and said, "That's right, I have a friend who just fell in love with a guy. This friend of mine is always not very enthusiastic, you know, so this friend of mine always thinks about it by himself."

Since discovering Anhua's notes by accident last time, Yi Xiao has been immersed in happiness, but occasionally he still feels a little bit guilty, because as long as he doesn't take the initiative, Anhua still won't take the initiative to contact him, and Yi Xiao often has the burden of shaving his head. It feels hot and desolate, so sometimes he can't wait to fly into Anhua's mind to see what's going on inside, and why he is so slow to warm up to feelings.

Yang Li always felt that this was not someone else's words, so he put down the things in his hands, and looked at Yi Xiao with some doubtful eyes.

In order to make his own words more convincing, Yi Xiao coughed lightly and said in a serious manner: "It's Mr. Zhou, and it's the first time I've talked with friends recently, so I'm bound to be in a tizzy."

Only then did Yang Li turn around and answer clearly: "Oh, that's it."

"Yeah, so I don't want to help him worry, I want to ask you," Yi Xiao coughed again: "Why do people like Mr. Zhou behave like this?"

When asked about professional knowledge, Yang Li answered seriously with the attitude of his work: "Usually, there are two possibilities for this situation. One is that Mr. Zhou has misunderstood, and maybe the person does not necessarily like him as he imagined."

"Impossible!" Yi Xiao flatly denied it, feeling that he was acting too hastily before adding: "Boss Zhou is very sure that this person likes him."

"Then there is only the second possibility." After Yang Li put the water into the coffee pot, he turned to look at her boss and said, "This person must have been hurt in his heart, so he refuses to give up his feelings easily, even if she likes it very much." other side."

"How?" Yi Xiao was impatient.

"For example, if a person had a dog when he was a child and died, usually this person will not have a dog when he grows up, because he has already suffered the pain of losing a pet, so in order to avoid this pain, even if he likes him very much I'd rather not keep it anymore, in short," Yang Li concluded simply, "I'd rather not have it because I'm afraid of losing it."

Yi Xiao pondered for a while, then touched his chin and asked: "I understand what you mean, but what if this person has never had a dog? I mean, this person may be in love for the first time?"

Yang Li looked at Yi Xiao and thought to himself, why are you so clear about Mr. Zhou's girlfriend?But he still answered seriously after thinking for a while: "That's a bit complicated. If it is confirmed that this person really likes Mr. Zhou and is still very indifferent, it may have something to do with her past experience."

"Continue." Seeing that Yang Li stopped talking halfway, Yi Xiao asked anxiously.

"It's hard to say. There are many situations. When I was in school, there were examples in textbooks. Some people's parents divorced and they didn't believe in marriage. Some people were abandoned when they were children and couldn't believe in others. You know that animals are sometimes instinctive towards people. For example, let’s take a cat as an example. A cat that has been abandoned is obviously different from a cat that grew up with its mother. It is suspicious, timid, and not easy to trust humans. Because there is no mother to protect, many things Don’t dare to try it lightly. Speaking of people, if a person was abandoned when he was young, he is likely to be more cautious than others when he grows up, and he dare not give affection easily. It seems that he doesn’t care much about a relationship, but in fact he is Lack of security, fear of being unable to extricate oneself once getting close, rather than being abandoned and injured in the future, it is better to show indifference from the beginning, so it is a manifestation of self-protection."

Yang Li stepped forward, handed the brewed coffee to Yi Xiao, and finally said: "Of course, every case is different, and there are many kinds of situations. If you really want to analyze it thoroughly, you have to analyze this person's childhood experience." "Yang Li thought to himself, Mr. Zhou should not be like this.

However, Yang Li stood there holding the coffee cup for a long time, and his boss didn't intend to take it at all, only to see that after a long time of contemplation, Yi Xiao turned around and walked towards his office as if he had an epiphany.

The moment Yi Xiao opened the door, he remembered the secretary behind him, came over to take the coffee with a smile and said, "I believe it now, you are a top student."

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Yi Xiao sat back on the boss chair in the office. He regretted how he had neglected a very important matter. Chen Anhua was an orphan. Zhou Jinyu had told him before, but all these years he was thinking about this person. I even forgot about this, yes, Anhua was an orphan, so he felt insecure since he was a child, and he probably blamed himself for not being a single-minded person on the surface, so Anhua deliberately showed respect for himself. Indifference, because I am afraid of being hurt, afraid that I am not old enough to give him a home.

Yi Xiao thought about Chen Anhua distressedly, remembering that Zhou Jinyu said that he only came to the old Chen family when he was five or six years old, where and how did he live when he was younger?Have you ever looked for your parents?Still looking for it?

Although Yi Xiao had already made up his mind at this time, to give Anhua a safe and warm shelter in this life, but at the same time, another idea popped up in Yi Xiao's mind.

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