Everyone is optimistic

He Zhengyang waited for Liu Yiming to pack up, and took his car to the vicinity of Dapeng's house.before getting out of the car.He Zhengyang couldn't help asking him, "Who are you going to see, male or female?"

Liu Yiming looked at Lu without raising his head, "Girl, my mother arranged a blind date."

He Zhengyang smiled sweetly at him, "Oh, Mr. Liu, come on."

Liu Yiming turned his head and glanced at him, but said nothing.

"arrive"

He Zhengyang got out of the car, walked down, closed the door, and ran away.

Liu Yiming looked at the direction he was running away with parting in his eyes.

He received a call from his mother a few days ago, "Your father is dying, why don't you come back to see him? You have played outside for a long time. It's time to go home. You said that you will be given a few years. Now you Dad can't wait anymore. If you are still so naive, just wait until your dad's funeral." After finishing speaking, my mother hung up the phone.

Liu Yiming is the only son in the family. His father got a son when he was old, and he pampered him for many years. When another son appeared, he suddenly had a younger sister and younger brother.But it's not justifiable, the mother tolerated them under one roof.Because the mother of the two children died, he showed up at the gate of their house. His old and cunning father asked the siblings to call him uncle, even though he had brought the paternity certificate long ago.Who knows, which of his children this is.

He Zhengyang knew his father's intentions, and he still favored him after all. Even if he didn't favor him, his mother would erase everything and would not give other people's sons a chance.After he saw the two children, he no longer wanted to talk to his father, and he found an excuse very early on to never see his father again on the grounds of training.Occasionally, when the assistant told him about his father's recent situation and the company's progress, he just remembered it silently without saying a word.

But his mother had already prepared for him a blind date with a girl with a history, and the time was tonight.The woman booked a store called "I don't know why"

Liu Yiming parked his car and walked in. The name of the store was written very small on the bottom right of the black lacquered sign. There was a transparent window, and there was a small circle of flowers and grass outside.Surrounded by a small fence, it is full of greenery, but it is full of fake flowers.There is a sign at the door, "Fantasy world, true and false, if you want to love, you will love. If you want to hate, then hate, why waste your youth." It seems that he is still a literary shop owner.Open the door and enter, there is a garden inside the window that is exactly the same as the outside, facing the same mirror, but the indoor flowers and plants are real, and the soil is also real, and the fence blocks the bottom tightly so that insects can't crawl in.Looking up at the room, several hanging baskets are connected in the air, and many Japanese-style wind chimes are hung randomly. There are some simple things pasted on the wall, many elaborate small decorations, shiny, pasted on the wall. It is meticulous.There were many people sitting there, men and women, two boys were kissing, and two girls were feeding each other ice cream, nodding, saying that the other's was better.

As soon as he entered, a tall and thin girl came over and asked him, "Sir, how many are you?"

"You two. I'll wait for someone."

"Then do you need a private room or a hall?"

"Private room."

"Then which season do you like?"

"It's winter."

"Okay, then you come with me."

Following the waiter to the second floor, the view from the second floor is wider, but there is no sunlight coming in.Illuminated by many lights, there is an irregular stream, surrounded by a fence, the fence is about two meters high, with many lanterns on it, and wooden signs with people's names on them. The stream is more than three meters wide and flows quietly. There are goldfish and lotus in the water. In the center, there is a small pavilion for people to pass through.All the rooms are divided into two parts around this creek.Here is ancient style, there is futuristic style.

Walking to the innermost room, opening the door, a burst of incense smells, a screen blocks it, and a table is placed there when you come in.Behind it was a bed with its curtains raised.

"Do you think you are satisfied?"

"Are all the boxes here like this, and there are beds."

"No. There are others, but, a lot of people will choose this one."

"Sorry, I'm just meeting an ordinary friend, so there's no need to bother. Ordinary ones are fine."

"Well, you come with me."

Liu Yiming followed and went down to the first floor.Turn right and open the door, which is another space with soothing music playing.Walk forward, about ten meters.The waiter turned on a switch, and a small room lit up instantly, with dark green walls.A crimson small round table and two armchairs facing each other.Liu Yiming sat down and ordered a cup of coffee.

The waiter went out and put on a thick dark brown curtain, which means the door.Soon, the news of the blind date came.

"I'm here, where are you now?"

"Private Room No. 3 on the first floor"

"almost there."

Just read the news.I saw someone talking outside, "Excuse me, is this Mr. Liu Yiming, I am Qi Tongtong."

Liu Yiming stood up, "Please come in"

Qi Tongtong opened the curtain and came in.Come in and sit down.Liu Yiming first asked, "What would you like to drink?" "A piece of chocolate mousse, and a piece of passion fruit, thank you." After the service outside heard it, he wrote it down and left.

"I thought Mr. Liu wouldn't come today."

"How to say?"

"Don't you already have a boyfriend, lover?"

"how do you know."

"Guess... Let's just say it straight, Mr. Liu, you are not my type. I think my mother may be crazy. I haven't graduated yet to find a blind date for me. You are much older than me, I think We probably won't have much in common."

"Um"

"but,"

Liu Yiming looked into her eyes, waiting for her to speak.

Qi Tongtong smiled and said, "I like the type of your lover, you can introduce him to me."

"Impossible, don't even think about it."

"Your family is young and handsome. It's a pity. If it weren't for your age, I would have thought about it. Really, have all of you guys internalized it now? It's good that one is good-looking, and both are so good-looking. How do you let other young ladies live."

Liu Yiming smiled lightly.Appreciate her compliments.

"How on earth do you know, you know him?"

"Who?"

"He Zhengyang"

"Who is He Zhengyang?"

Liu Yiming hesitated, "I'm a man, I'm a lover."

Qi Tongtong turned his eyes around pretending to think, and said with a smile, "Oh, your lover, I don't know you, I met you once, but you didn't know what I looked like at that time, but I am Saw you from your mother's phone."

"where"

"Hot pot restaurant, I celebrated my birthday that day, and I took my roommate there to eat there. I didn't expect to see the two of you, and happened to be next to us. Oh, yes, did you two have a fight that day? I left Time slipped by, but neither of you spoke."

"Well, he has always felt that someone is staring at us. That person is you? You also sent that rose? And that piece of paper.?"

Qi Tongtong was very disappointed and said, "Of course I have to watch it. My mother said that if I don't come on a blind date, I will cut off the money given by my family. I am still short of money for the time being. After all, the chair you are sitting on is very expensive, and it is all from the family. I have been unable to make ends meet, and I can’t cut off the source of my family. But she said that as long as you don’t show up or you refuse, it has nothing to do with me, and I can continue to use the money from the family to maintain my “I don’t know why”. So I Didn't want you to come at all. But you came anyway. Oh, I don't want to get married."

Liu Yiming laughed when he saw her dancing and dancing.

"why are you laughing?"

"It's nothing, I suddenly remembered him."

"You can see your lover when you get home. Don't think about it now. I know you don't want to get married, right? Then you go and tell your mother, just say I'm not good, say I'm ugly, and say I'm fat , I don’t care if I have a bad personality, as long as you refuse, I beg you. Go and talk to your mother.” Qi Tongtong begged him sincerely in a dejected tone.

Here comes their dessert.The waitress looked at Qi Tongtong, Qi Tongtong shook his head, and the waiter walked away.

"I don't understand the little girl nowadays. You won't be angry if you say these things, not to mention that you are not ugly, not fat, and have such a cheerful personality. Who can say that you don't like it?"

"If someone said that about me before, I would roll my eyes to death, but now it's the moment of life and death, no matter what you say about me, I don't care."

"By the way, you haven't answered me yet. You wrote that rose and those words?"

"Yeah, it's not just to keep you from coming."

"Then you wrote too harshly, 'If you lose your love for some reason, you will live until you die'."

"I'm sorry, but I just want to remind you not to let go of the person you love, otherwise, your life will be in vain. You will miss him throughout your life, and you will not feel it until you look back on your life and see him before you die. It’s alive again. I’ve always felt that two people who are introduced or on a blind date will never have love at all, but there’s just a vacant space. If you’re here, and the space is filled, then I can still watch a scene with you. Movies. Or for the future to be mediocre or for the next generation. You may think that what I said is too absolute, but I also think so, because I am too young, I have not lived long enough, and I have not watched enough.”

"But you see clearly."

"No, I just created a huge trouble for myself. There is no real love, it's all nonsense, I have to find it myself, I'm really stupid."

He Zhengyang took a sip of coffee, "Don't worry, we will find it."

"I don't care if I can find you or not, as long as you two don't break up, looking at you two, I can cheer myself up. I believe people can fight for love again. I still don't understand, you Why do you want to come here today, I have clearly hinted that you don't need to come here."

"Leave me a way out"

"What back way? What are you going to do?"

"He may, he will separate from me, but he won't say it. If one day, you are the original partner who wants to drive away the mistress, and then pity him, and give him everything in the house by the way."

"No, I just said that I don't want you two to break up, so you tell me this?"

"I came here to try and see if you can agree to me. If you don't agree, I may not even be with him for a few more years. If you agree, your coffee is not bad. After I take over, They are delivered every day. In short, it is beneficial to both parties, so you can think about it."

"What do you mean?"

"Originally, I wanted to ask you for help, but you have other difficult things now, then we can become cooperation"

"Are you threatening me?"

"No, but this method is more durable, and I'm very relieved."

"At first, I was thinking of helping you two get together without any conditions, just to make you refuse this marriage, but now I have to help you... Moreover, I also want to thank you, you really have a business talent."

"But you are the one who makes the money. You only need to agree to the engagement. If you don't get married, wait for a few years. When your 'I don't know why' slows down, we can break off the engagement. How about it, Ms. Qi Tongtong."

"Okay, but you have to make sure that you and him live here two days a month, otherwise how will I know if the two of you are really still together."

"Supervise us? It's not good for you, is it?"

"You don't care about me, I have a lot of free time."

"Then we've made a deal. There may be an engagement in a few days. My family is in a hurry, and I invite you to attend."

"Then what should he do? Keep it a secret?"

"I'll find a chance to talk to him, but not now."

"When? When we broke up?"

"Maybe. I won't bother you then, bye."

"No delivery."

Liu Yiming walked out of "I don't know why", feeling a lot lighter on his shoulders.Taking a breath of the night air, I got into the car.Inadvertently solved one of the biggest problems, and there was nothing left to bother them.He picked up his cell phone and wanted to call He Zhengyang.After thinking about it, he hasn't called himself yet, so he must have had a good chat, so go home first and pick him up later.put down the phone.Driving in the night, there was no traffic jam today.

As soon as He Zhengyang got out of the car over there, he met Dapeng who came back from the mobile phone shop, walking with his head bowed in his mobile phone bag.

He Zhengyang called him to stop, Dapeng came over, He Zhengyang said "have a drink" and Dapeng nodded.The two bought a few dozen beers from the supermarket, bought some snacks, and walked back.The two set things up and sat down.Dapeng asked, "You two, how are you doing?"

"No, he resigned." He still heard it.

"Resign? He doesn't work there anymore. Isn't it very good, why don't you go?"

"I don't know, I always feel that he has something to hide from me."

"But you didn't ask, did you?"

"Well, I don't know how to ask."

"If you want to ask, just ask. Haven't you two been together for a while? Why, what else is there to ask?"

"I don't even know whether we are together or not now. I don't remember who said it first."

"I don't think it should be you. You are someone who can suffocate yourself to death without saying anything. Then how did you two become like this? Have you forgotten?"

"Sleeping together? I took the initiative first. The bed in their living room was too hard, and I felt uncomfortable lying on it. I wanted to mess with him so that he couldn't sleep, but his room didn't lock the door, so I went in directly. And, do you know that the bed in his house is so big, it's obviously for two people to live in."

"However you look at it, it's your own choice. It has nothing to do with others. However, after you moved to his house and found out that you were living with him, didn't you think about it? Don't you just like men? Except me, I Now it's the feeling of being a mother, and mother, you must not like it, I have self-knowledge."

"I really didn't think much about it at that time. It's normal when I go to work. Everyone is busy with their own work. I didn't go to see others. If he didn't tell me, I really don't know where to live. That's why I agreed. Moreover, since I let Lian Mo know about my sexual orientation, I haven't thought about it again. I kind of want to die alone at that time."

"I think you're really amazing, you didn't say you'd find a girlfriend instead after holding it in for so long."

"No, I don't feel it. I've tried it a long time ago. In high school and junior high school, it's not that I don't feel it at all. I have to feel guilty. I use my beauty and kisses to let all kinds of girls wash my clothes. At first , I thought it was because I didn’t meet true love. At most, I remember one year, when I was a sophomore in high school. I changed 13 of them a year. I hope they forget me as a scumbag. Hahaha. At that time, I was in the last class. There was a senior who was tall and handsome. I skipped class and met later. Did you know that big brother smells good all over his body? After playing, he must take a shower and spray a lot of perfume. He pays special attention to his hairstyle. He must walk slowly. Every time he passes by , I thought this guy was so cool and handsome. I told him that I wanted to play basketball with him, and he told me directly that he was gay, that he didn’t like me like this, so that I could be his friend, and then He told me a lot, he said he could see that I too, not having a girlfriend and changing many girlfriends is actually a manifestation of not liking the opposite sex, although it is not comprehensive, but it is also a hint I keep changing girlfriends, that is, I am looking for an answer, and those who do not find a girlfriend, such as him, are waiting for an answer. He told me that otherwise, I have to face myself, and I can really find that I am also It’s nice to have company because of him.”

Dapeng felt that He Zhengyang was about to cry.His own grievances, only he can know, the feeling of not being able to find what he likes is not good, and He Zhengyang never thought of that, it is lucky that someone can tell him, otherwise, I don’t know the doubts about myself when.

"Then it's not too late when I know,"

"I didn't intend to tell you at first, but you found out later, you are so cunning."

"Damn, can this be my fault? It was an accident, okay? I just made a joke. It wasn't when you first said that I was infatuated with Lian Mo and despised the people we were in love every day. I decided to fight back." You, I said, 'you can't be gay if you haven't had a girlfriend for so long,' and then you stopped talking, so what can I do, I can only believe it. But I didn't tell Lian Mo at that time, I I still feel quite guilty because she was the one who knew about it first, hey, let’s not talk about it. Sad.” Dapeng tilted his head and sobbed twice, expressing his sadness.

"But if I tell you, you will definitely think too much. I don't know about your character?"

"No, what are you thinking about, I still have Lian Mo."

"Well, by the way, Lian Mo is coming out soon. It won't be many days."

Dapeng seemed very happy, pointing to the cosmetics he bought for Lian Mo, "In less than half a year, I have everything ready for her, as well as the clothes in the wardrobe in the bedroom, and the new ones I bought for her." I don’t know what kind of high heels are suitable for her, so I bought a lot of sneakers first. Just wait for her to come back.”

"You really haven't seen her?"

Dapeng suddenly became depressed, "I have been there, but she didn't want to see me, and told me that if I go again, I will never see her again."

He Zhengyang was suddenly a little rejoiced.Fortunately, Lian Mo didn't say it too harshly, "Nonsense, girl, you have a lot of self-esteem. When she comes out, I'll pick her up with you. It's okay. I'll go see her again in a few days and see if she has anything." need me to speak"

Dapeng looked at him and nodded.

After drinking some more wine, the two of them started talking about the dormitory again, and about that annoying monitor, He Zhengyang once beat him up after what happened with Lian Mo.Dapeng didn't know, if he knew that Lian Mo went in and had something to do with this squad leader, he might have the intention to kill someone.The squad leader is also a coward. He originally wanted to publicize what happened to Lian Mo after the incident happened, to make Dapeng look good, and to teach Lian Mo a lesson, that is, "If I can't get it, don't let others get it. Since you get it." Yes, then I will destroy it for you. "After Ma Ye died, he was tense every day. He woke up with nightmares and talking in his sleep. He Zhengyang heard him, picked him up from the bed, threw him on the ground, and beat him. At that time, Dapeng was still in the hospital, so he didn't know about it. Every time He Zhengyang looked at Dapeng in pain, he would beat him up when he came back. Later, the monitor couldn't take it anymore, so he moved out with his girlfriend in the same class. He brought a lot of green hats to her girlfriend. , I thought she didn’t know, until later, when the squad leader paid the one-year rent for the place where he lived, and was about to ask for the girl’s money as usual, the girl brought her new boyfriend over and beat him, and the girl also gave him money by the way. He slapped me a few times, saying that he hit me before, and I will pay it back to you today. Every time a girl’s parents send money, the squad leader will go directly to pick it up and put it in his place. He will take the money and give it to other girls. The girl was having a good time.He only gave his girlfriend enough money to buy a meal a day.Now, he has used all his money to rent a house, and he has no money for food. The little girl lied to him that her parents hadn't called her money yet.It's very cheap to sign for one year, so the squad leader only signed for one year.The money cannot be refunded now, and his living expenses for a year are gone.The little girl left with her new boyfriend, and the squad leader shrank into a ball in fright.

Later, I didn't know what happened to the monitor.I guess I'm having a bad time.

He called Liu Yiming and asked him to pick him up.Dapeng heard him acting like a baby, and Dapeng's face turned dark, and he kept leaning back, as if he couldn't accept such a scene for a while.After hanging up the phone, Dapeng picked up the wine and muttered, "My mother, too, has become a living person."

"what"

"It's horrible, you just changed into a different person,"

"Is this how the big change is used? I don't read much, so don't lie to me."

"It's half a catty, and I am the same."

After speaking, the two glanced at each other, and spilled the wine in their hands while laughing.Laughing stopped and looked at each other, and began to laugh again.The two collapsed from laughing so weakly, they coughed and talked at the same time,

"Zhengyang, no matter what, I still hope you think about it again. Can you two really last? I don't think I should ask these things. He knows what you are like, but you know what he is like. The two of you have not been together for a long time now, and it doesn’t hurt too much when you are broken, but no matter what you choose, I will support you, but I want to consider a little longer for you, mainly family issues, you Just take care of your grandparents, or, to put it in an ugly way, your grandparents have not lived as long as his parents after all. Can you understand what I mean? "

He Zhengyang understands that he can wait until the day when his grandparents are not around. He was born late, so it probably won't be long, but Liu Yiming's parents should be pressing him very hard.His parents can't wait.

"Don't put yourself in it without knowing anything." Dapeng fell asleep after saying this.The usual Dapeng would not talk so much, and encouraged him to believe in love.Most of the time I drank too much to say these concerns, these most truthful words.

He Zhengyang's alcohol capacity is average, but he can drink more than Dapeng. He threw Dapeng on the bed, covered him with a quilt, went to the toilet, opened a new can, and drank it down violently, reeking of alcohol. .He wants to know something.

He packed up for a while and went downstairs, and Liu Yiming's car also arrived.In fact, he seldom came to see Dapeng, and when he had nothing to do, he posted emoticons and pictures on WeChat the most.The usual holidays are simply too few.

Liu Yiming came to help him, He Zhengyang ran to hug him, but his legs and feet didn't work, I felt like I was going to fall, Liu Yiming, catch me quickly, the ground is so cold.I was thinking about these in my mind, but I couldn't say a word.Feeling himself falling into a warm embrace, He Zhengyang fell into a deep sleep, forgetting what he wanted to ask.

When He Zhengyang woke up the next morning, it was already past noon, and he usually couldn't get up from the bed, so he would rely on the human-shaped alarm clock next to him to call him, and pick him up to wash up. He wanted to kiss when he woke up in the morning. Just gag his mouth and let him wash up.Sometimes He Zhengyang forgot, and Liu Yiming stood by and waited for him not to let him go out, just looking at him like this, He Zhengyang would see through it, and it became a habit in the future.

"I want to kiss you." He Zhengyang muttered and turned to look at Liu Yiming.

"Huh? No one's here?" He Zhengyang sat up, stretched, and walked out slowly.

"Not here, not here, not here." He Zhengyang searched the house, but he didn't see anyone.He was sitting on the sofa, watching TV with distracted eyes.He didn't know what to do.

Picking up the mobile phone on the table, he saw a lot of messages. Dapeng told him that he was awake but was going to sleep for a while.A bunch of push messages saying who and who have made it public again.Someone broke up again, the game was updated again, and so on.He Zhengyang yawned again, flipped through his phone,

"I have something urgent to go out. The breakfast is in the refrigerator. I will heat it myself and I will be back later. /Kiss" The time is 7:03 in the morning.

"/kiss hello"

For a long time, he just looked at the phone like this, Liu Yiming didn't reply him, and he didn't move.

With a growl in his stomach, he got up and put down his phone, opened the refrigerator, and there was bread again.He ran back and picked up his phone to check what time it was. 13:45. It's afternoon, so I can't have breakfast.Sitting down again, I checked my phone to see which takeaway I haven't eaten for a long time.After ordering a fried rice and a glass of juice, I put down my phone after paying.

"I don't want to wash up." There was no kiss after washing up.

The phone rang. "Eat after washing." He Zhengyang smiled silly. "Did you hear me?"

"Um"

"You old pervert, have you set up surveillance cameras at home to monitor me every day?" After sending the message, He Zhengyang got up and looked around, but there was nothing.

"Who is old?"

"abnormal."

"." "You eat, I have something to do. See you in the evening. /Smiley face"

"I was wrong. / Sad"

"Eat more. /Smiley"

He Zhengyang knew he was busy, so he didn't reply.

The phone rang again, "Don't wear slippers when you go out to get takeout,"

"Please don't imprison my free soul."

"don't wear"

"understood"

He Zhengyang was bored after washing and turned on the TV to watch. Sometimes, he could watch a TV series many times and almost memorized the lines, but when he was exposing the villain, he couldn't watch it no matter what.

The takeaway came, but it was only delivered downstairs, and the security office at the door refused to let him in. He was ready to go down in his slippers, opened the door, took a look at his feet, put on a pair of sneakers and went out.

There is nothing to do after eating, and finally some holidays are coming to an end.It was as if there was a stone in his heart that hadn't been let go.He wanted to make sure of one thing, but he didn't know who to ask.He really, resigned?What does he want?That.what should I do.

Liu Yiming is already very busy here.One by one, I'm afraid I won't be able to go back at night.I took the time to send a message saying that I would not go back at night.Let He Zhengyang take care of himself.

He Zhengyang had to go to work the next day, so he went to bed early.

No one called him in the morning, and he almost overslept, but managed to catch up.

"Hey, Liu Yiming isn't coming today? A newcomer is here to follow."

He Zhengyang was absent-minded, "I don't know. I have something to do over there, so I'll go there first." Then he walked away.

Liu Yiming didn't come, really didn't come, originally thought that he might be in one of the dozens of carriages, but now someone told him that he really didn't come.He Zhengyang was indescribably lost.

"Hey, our company has to hand in the resignation report one month in advance. Liu Yiming did it a month ago. We don't know yet."

He Zhengyang heard it, 'One month?Didn't tell me for a month? He Zhengyang couldn't stay any longer, and wanted to go to Liu Yiming and question him now, why he didn't discuss it with him, why didn't he tell him anything.What the hell is he.

He Zhengyang also resigned in a bewildered manner. He didn't realize it before, and when he wasn't together for a day, he couldn't sleep or eat, he was flustered, and his brain couldn't react at all. Although the car was leaving, his heart was always at home, and he never stepped out of the door. .

He begged to say that he really didn't want to come tomorrow, and the finances couldn't be settled, so he said that he didn't want this month's salary.

I hurried home by car, calling his name, "Liu Yiming, Liu Yiming," but no one answered.He sat on the ground in a panic, anxious tears streaming down his face.It was as if a stone had been blocked in his chest, and he couldn't breathe.He picked up his phone and wanted to send a message. It was such a terrible feeling of being abandoned.

Oh, he remembered, how they got together.