I had a crush on her and finally broke up

"Don't speak ill of me, she will take it seriously." Ruan Yu said with a smile.

Yan Shuang shrugged, looked at Qi Lan, "Well, she is actually a very nice person, really, you trust me."

"Don't be poor." Ruan Yu patted her on the shoulder, "You come back this time, do you want to leave?"

Qi Lan couldn't help but look at Yan Shuang when she heard the words.She is also very concerned about the answer to this question.

"I'm not leaving." Yan Shuang sighed, with a tired look on his face, "After drifting outside for a long time, I think it's better to be at home. When I come back this time, I'm ready to settle down. But we haven't seen each other for five years. Everything has changed a lot, and it is estimated that we will have to start all over again.”

That being said, the expression on her face was more excited than worried.

The scale of this gathering was not large, there were probably less than 20 guests present, and they were all close friends with Yan Shuang, and their relationship with Ruan Yu was naturally not bad. —— Originally, Ruan Yu was introduced into this circle by Yan Shuang, so their circle of friends naturally mostly overlap.

Although Yan Shuang was the protagonist of tonight's party, Ruan Yu, who didn't go out much all the year round, also got everyone's attention.

Qi Lan, who was by her side, naturally got some attention.

Ruan Yu would bring people to this party, which in itself has already explained some problems.She had been with Ye Siyun for two or three years before, and many people had heard of any secrets in the circle, but Ruan Yu never brought anyone out in the few gatherings.Now that Qi Lan is brought out, the attitude is naturally different.

In fact, this is their misunderstanding.

Ye Siyun never attended this kind of occasion, firstly because Ye Siyun flew around all the year round, and stayed in the local area for very little time, so it might not be a match, and secondly because of the relationship between the two of them at that time, and they hadn't reached the point where they wanted to see relatives and friends.

They are all public figures, and they have no plans to come out to the public for the time being, and they tacitly keep their relationship as a secret.In this way, it is natural to avoid simultaneous appearances outside the workplace.

So Ye Siyun would not attend this kind of gathering with Ruan Yu, and Ruan Yu had never had any contact with her friends.

But Qi Lan was different, this guy wanted to take her home for the New Year without saying hello, and Ruan Yu, Ms. Zhang, had met her before, and his attitude towards her was so kind that Ruan Yu couldn't believe it.These must be Qi Lan's efforts behind the scenes, Ruan Yu naturally wanted to reciprocate.

Of course, she has other plans, but this is not urgent for now.

It's just that, even if everyone pays attention to Qi Lan, they don't know her at all, and she has been with Ruan Yu all the time, even if she is curious, it is not good to ask in person, so after saying hello, they can only change the topic to other aspects.And the one who talked the most was naturally Yan Shuang.

And when it comes to Yan Shuang, many people can't help but joke Ruan Yu, "If it weren't for Yan Shuang, it would be rare for us to see you once." And everyone agreed that Ruan Yu and Yan Shuang were the best friends.

Qi Lan listened to it at first, but the more she listened, the more uncomfortable she became, so she left with an excuse and ran to the corner to stay.

She knew that the relationship between Ruan Yu and Yan Shuang was very close at one time, and she really didn't need such reminders over and over again, almost every word stuck in her heart.

When going out with Ruan Yu before, Qi Lan was still very excited, feeling that she had nothing to hide from him.But now, the people here are all familiar with each other, and the circles are also related to each other. Many of the topics she talks about are things she doesn't understand, and she feels that she is out of place.

It seems that I am being rejected by everyone.

While drinking with self-pity, Ruan Yu's voice came from behind, "Why did you run here and hide? I almost couldn't find anyone."

"Why are you here?" Qi Lan quickly put down her wine glass and straightened her clothes so that her image would not be too bad.

"I brought you here specially to meet these friends today. How can you be lazy? Come on, follow me." Ruan Yu said, grabbing her hand, intending to pull her up.

Qi Lan frowned slightly, but did not move.

After all, she weighs a hundred and eighty pounds, if she doesn't cooperate, Ruan Yu may not be able to pull him up for a while.Sensing Qi Lan's resistance, she relaxed the strength in her hands, and looked at her carefully, "What's wrong? There's something wrong with your mood today."

"I..." At that moment, Qi Lan was about to blurt out what was on her mind, but when her eyes touched the guests in the room, she regained consciousness and couldn't say those words.

She now understands the weird attitudes of Zhang Lingling and Lin Shen.Maybe sometimes it's not that I don't want to say it, but I just can't say it.

The more you care about it, the more you cannot export it.

Ruan Yu once taught her not to compromise her pride or give up her dignity for anyone.But Lin Shen is right, the dignity that can be discarded is not very important, because I know that I still have a lot, or know that I can get more if I lose my dignity, so I am not afraid.

When you only have this bit of dignity, you have to hold on to it.

Because once you lose it, you will become very ugly.She didn't want Ruan Yu to see her hysterical and completely out of control.He was even more afraid that if he told the truth, he would see disappointment and disgust in Ruan Yu's eyes.

"I won't go." What he said turned into a vague prevarication, "Go and play with your friends, I'll sit here for a while."

"Why? Is it because you feel unwell, or do you feel dissatisfied?" Ruan Yu didn't leave, sat down beside her, took her hand and asked, "Why are you suddenly unhappy?"

"No," Qi Lan wanted to find an excuse, but she couldn't think of it for a while, so she could only tell half the truth, "I just feel that I can't get involved in everyone's topics, and it's inappropriate to speak rashly. It's better not to participate for the time being."

"They won't care." Ruan Yu smiled, but didn't force her, "But if you don't like it, forget it. This is someone else's home field, so it's not good to overwhelm the host. There will be opportunities in the future."

Qi Lan began to feel uncomfortable again.

Whenever Ruan Yu and Yan Shuang feel a little uncomfortable, she can express the doubts in her heart.But they didn't, Ruan Yu was also frank and frank, and Yan Shuang was also frank and frank, but it seemed that she had something wrong with herself.

Qi Lanwu was out of his mind for a while before realizing that Ruan Yu hadn't left.

She was a little happy and a little complicated, and asked in a low voice, "Aren't you going to talk to them?"

"It's okay, I'm not the protagonist today." Ruan Yu said, "Since Yan Shuang wants to stay here in the future, of course she must pick up all the contacts from the past. In this case, let her perform."

Qi Lan's heart moved, "You specially set up this game to help her, right?"

Gu Chunzhi was right, Ruan Yu really had nothing to say to his friends.And she never made any promises, she just finished things silently.It's good for others to understand, but she doesn't seem to care if they don't.

In fact, Ruan Yu has always been like this, and Qi Lan admired this character very much in the past.It's just that when that friend became Yan Shuang, she felt a little uncomfortable.

"She helped me a lot before." She guessed it, and Ruan Yu said with a smile without trying to hide it.

The two sat for a while, Ruan Yu suddenly looked at the time, and said in surprise, "Is the Golden Bear award ceremony today? I almost forgot."

Qi Lan was also refreshed when she heard the words, "Is Lin Shen at the awards ceremony right now? I don't know if it's over or won an award? If she wins an international best actress, she will be really amazing. The show is about to be aired, isn't this a big piece of good news?"

She said, took out her mobile phone and started to climb over the wall.

However, there was a time difference between China and the other side, and it was only afternoon over there at the moment, not to mention the award ceremony, the entrance ceremony had not even started yet.However, judging from the news of the film festival in the past few days, the possibility of Lin Shen winning the award is still very high.

The two got together to read the news, and they didn't even know when Yan Shuang came over, until her voice sounded above her head, "What are you looking at, so fascinated?"

Qi Lan was taken aback, and when she turned her head, she realized that it wasn't just Yan Shuang who had come, but several other people.

Yan Shuang stood behind the sofa and looked at them with a smile, "I said you two must be together, tell me, right? I know you have a good relationship, but you don't need to provoke us single dogs like this? What are you still looking at?" Something that’s not convenient for us to see, huh?”

"...I was just watching the news about the Golden Bear Film Festival, and the awards will be presented tonight." Ruan Yu reached out and pulled out the earphones, letting the sound of the video play out, proving that what he said was true.

Someone suddenly realized, "Ah, Lin Shen is also shortlisted, right?"

Someone else laughed and said, "No wonder I saw Zhang Lingling when I went to the airport to pick up clients today."

Xingyuan has only been established for a few years, and it has become a well-known film and television company in the entertainment circle. Most of the people present are insiders, so they are naturally very concerned.

The story between her and Lin Shen was much more widely spread than the story between Ruan Yu and Ye Siyun.After all, there are many donors who spend money to praise people, but few can do what Zhang Lingling does.While there are quite a few starlets favored by financial supporters, there are almost none who can reach Lin Shen's position.

Where did Zhang Lingling go?Ruan Yu and Qi Lan looked at each other, both wanting to laugh.

No matter how cruel and ruthless the words are, it is different when they are implemented in action.Qi Lan now somewhat agrees with Ruan Yu's words, and it may not be a bad thing to let the two of them toss so awkwardly.

Sure enough, gossip is the nature of human beings. Starting from the story of Lin Shen and Zhang Lingling, Qi Lan unexpectedly picked up the topic of everyone without any obstacles, and began to integrate into this small circle, instead of being out of place like before.

Ruan Yu deliberately brought her to meet her friends. Although Qi Lan had mixed feelings, she would not refuse the opportunity to blend in.

By the end of the party that night, she was able to stand side by side with Ruan Yu and say goodbye to the guests.

Qi Lan thought that this matter would pass like this, so she didn't need to pay attention to the little emotions in her heart.Unexpectedly, when he got home and was resting on the sofa, he was caught off guard and heard Ruan Yu asking, "Why are you unhappy tonight?"

"No." Qi Lan fished a pillow into her arms, blocking Ruan Yu's sight, and said.

"Yes." Ruan Yu pressed the pillow, leaned over to meet Qi Lan's eyes, "You didn't react like this when you saw my friends before."

For the people around her, from Zhang Lingling to Gu Chunzhi, and even Boss Qian who is not close, Qi Lan has been trying her best to make friends.But today was such a good opportunity, Ruan Yu took the initiative to bring her in front of twenty or so friends, but Qi Lan was not very interested, which was very strange.

"It's just that everyone is familiar with each other, so I can't get involved in the topic." Qi Lan lowered her eyes and brought up the topic she had used before.

Ruan Yu didn't believe it at all, "Excuse me, if you want to make friends with others, how can you not do it? I didn't say anything at Qin's house just now, but I just didn't think it's suitable to talk about it there. Lanlan, I don't want to question you, I just want to Know what's wrong. If you really don't want to hang out with my friends, I won't..."

"I didn't!" Qi Lan was afraid that she would say "I won't take you to see them again", so she quickly denied it.

After she finished speaking, she also realized that her relationship with Ruan Yu was completely different from that of Zhang Lingling and Lin Shen. It was almost impossible for her to keep a secret in front of Ruan Yu, so she threw her head on the pillow and shouted loudly, "" I admit, I'm just jealous, okay!"

"Jealous, whose jealousy?" Ruan Yu was a little puzzled.

Qi Lan didn't expect that she wouldn't admit it, so she couldn't help grinding her teeth and said, "I'm jealous of Jiang Baiyu, Ye Hong, Yang Zhan, Xu Chenfeng, Shi Yifan, Liu Lian and Fan Jingdong. eat them all!"

The smile on Ruan Yu's face faded.