Lin Shen sees the deer again

"Take a bath first, you can make do with this set of pajamas." Lin Shen handed Yao Lu a set of pajamas, and said, "You wear a big one, but it doesn't matter, there are shampoo, body wash, facial cleanser, shower room, and this set of toothbrushes and towels. New one, I put this for you."

Yao Lu nodded, hugged his pajamas, and stood at the door of the bathroom without moving.

"Go and wash?" Lin Shen urged, "You don't want me to wash it for you, do you?"

Yao Lu shook his head, went into the bathroom with his pajamas in his arms, and closed the door, but didn't lock it.

Standing at the door of the bathroom, Lin Shen pricked up his ears to listen carefully, and soon heard the sound of running water. After about 20 minutes, the sound of the water stopped, and after a few minutes, he heard the sound of Yao Lu rinsing his mouth.

"Lulu?" Lin Shen knocked on the door and asked, "Is it finished washing? Can I go in?"

The door was opened, and Yao Lu stood in front of Lin Shen with wet hair. His pajamas were wrapped around his fat body, which was very funny. There was still some toothpaste on his mouth. Looking at Lin Shen, he whispered, "Wash it well." gone."

Lin Shen wiped his mouth clean and blamed him, "Hair is too wet!"

After finishing speaking, he wiped Yao Lu's hair with a towel, then took out a hair dryer from the bathroom cabinet, plugged it in, and dried Yao Lu's hair.

After blowing for about 5 minutes, Lin Shen checked to make sure it was dry, then held Yao Lu and smelled it, and said with a smile, "It smells so good! Go to bed and wait for me!"

When Yao Lu heard this, he immediately raised his head, frowned and looked at Lin Shen with doubts on his face.

"Uh... there is ambiguity." Lin Shen said with a sneer, "I mean, you go to bed and lie down first, and I'll take a shower to find you."

Yao Lu still looked at Lin Shen with a frown.

"What's going on! Why can't I explain it clearly?" Lin Shen said madly, "I mean, we both sleep in the master bedroom today, and I hold you to sleep, nothing else, okay? You If you don't agree, I'll sleep in the guest room."

"No, yes." Yao Lu whispered.

Lin Shen rubbed his head and said, "Then go and lie down quickly, you're exhausted."

Yao Lu nodded, and then entered the master bedroom.

Lin Shen took a quick shower, dried his hair with a hair dryer, put on new pajamas, and entered the master bedroom.

The main light in the master bedroom was not turned on, but two bedside lamps were turned on. Yao Lu lay quietly on the bed, with his face pressed against the pillow, his forehead softly hanging over his brow, as if he had fallen asleep.

After carefully climbing onto the bed, Lin Shen lay next to Yao Lu, looked at the back of his head for a while, and finally stretched out his arm, even the quilt led someone to embrace it from the side, and gently squeezed it.

He never dreamed that there would be a day when he and Yao Lu would sleep in the same bed for this reason.

Yao Lu moved, and Lin Shen was worried about waking him up, so he quickly withdrew his hand.

After a while, Yao Lu turned over, faced Lin Shen, and then leaned towards Lin Shen.

Lin Shen: "!!!"

After hesitating for a moment, Lin Shen put his hands on Yao Lu, Yao Lu arched towards Lin Shen again, and finally slipped into his arms.

Lin Shen: "!!!!!!"

"Lulu..." Lin Shen called softly.

Yao Lu arched into Lin Shen's arms again, reaching out to wrap his arms around his waist.

Lin Shen sighed, put his arms around Yao Lu, patted him on the back with one hand, and kept stroking his hair and scalp with the other hand, just like taking a nap at school, hoping to make him fall asleep early.

In this way, Lin Shen rubbed non-stop. Although he was tired and sleepy, and his eyelids were glued together, his hand was like a machine, brushing over Yao Lu's scalp tirelessly.

An hour later, Lin Shen vaguely heard the person in his arms whimpering, and quickly opened his eyes, looked down, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Huh? What's the matter? Lulu?"

"Lin Shen, I..." Yao Lu muffled a word, because his voice was too low and he was stuffed in his arms, Lin Shen only heard his own name.

"What? Lulu?" Lin Shen asked in a low voice.

"Lin Shen..." Yao Lu paused for a moment and said, "I, like you..."

Lin Shen: "!!!!!!"

"What?" Lin Shen grabbed Yao Lu and asked eagerly, "What are you talking about? Like me?"

Pulled out of his arms by Lin Shen, Yao Lu froze for a moment, raised his head, looked at Lin Shen with tears all over his face, and said softly, "I said, I like you..."

"Lu Lu!" Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu in disbelief, and asked, "Really? Are you telling the truth?"

"Well, really." Yao Lu nodded.

"What? Suddenly want to say this?" Lin Shen asked.

"I just wanted to say it suddenly..." Yao Lu choked up, "I have always...always liked you...I didn't say it before...because...because I saw you like this...I'm afraid that you treat me...it's just an obsession in school. Nian...I'm afraid that if you get your hands...you won't want me...so I dare not say...and I don't want to say it."

"Lu Lu..." Lin Shen's eye circles also turned red, he hugged Yao Lu tightly, kissed his hair, and said, "You idiot! How could that be! How could I not want you? How can you think of me like this? "

"You say I'm playing hard to get, but I'm actually very guilty." Yao Lu sobbed, "I also understand that I mean it, but I don't want to admit it! Seeing you and Xiaoxi together makes me very sad and a little Jealousy, you said there are many people, so I'm afraid... I'm afraid that you treat me differently than before."

"It's my fault." Lin Shen stroking his hair and comfortingly said, "I shouldn't have said or done those things before, and I did do a lot of stupid things before, you don't trust me, I can understand .”

"These days, you didn't come to me..." Yao Lu cried, "I miss you very much...I thought about how you treated me, I think...I only think about myself, vanity I'm afraid that if I speak first, I will lose..."

"Just now, you helped me get my pajamas, waited for me at the door, helped me dry my hair, put me to sleep, I know, I can feel that you are sincere to me, I think too much..." Speaking of this , Yao Lu was already sobbing.

"Lu Lu..." Hearing Yao Lu's heart-pounding confession, Lin Shen was so moved that he hugged Yao Lu tightly, and the emotions in his heart beat his soul like a stormy sea.

"Lulu, I was the one who was wrong!" Lin Shen said softly, "I always force you to wait for you to say that you like me before I dare to confess to you. If you don't tell me, I want to get yours first." Man, I thought that was your confession to me, that's why I did so many goddamn things to you."

"My obsession is actually not to get you..." Lin Shen stared at the air in front of the bed, and said in a daze: "My obsession is to mind why you didn't want me back then. I have always! Always I can't get over this hurdle... At that time, you changed your mind and dumped me, leaving a big shadow on me, I was afraid, I was afraid that one day in the future, you would treat me like that again."

"So I forced you, forced you, all to prove it," Lin Shen sighed softly, "to prove that you like me now! Love me! In this way, I can forget everything from the past and start over with you. I just want to forget , You once abandoned me, I think your heart will always belong to me..."

Speaking of this, Lin Shen suddenly collapsed.

He hugged Yao Lu tightly, buried his head on him through the quilt, and couldn't control his tears anymore, sobbing bitterly.

"Lin Shen..." Yao Lu hugged him with his back, feeling very sad.

He had never seen Lin Shen cry, and he even thought that Lin Shen would never cry.

But now, the person he thought would not cry was hugging him, trembling all over, and crying bitterly.

After crying for a while, Lin Shen restrained his emotions, choked up and said: "Lu Lu, I like you, I have always liked you, from eight years ago to now, it has never changed! I miss you so much, Lu Lu..."

Afterwards, the two hugged each other emotionally, deeply moved by each other's confession and confession.

"Lin Shen..." Yao Lu whispered, "There is something I want to tell you."

Lin Shen stopped crying, looked at Yao Lu with red eyes, and asked hoarsely, "What's the matter?"

"You have to promise me first." Yao Lu held Lin Shen's face and said seriously: "After hearing this, you can't be angry, you can't get angry, and you are not allowed to vent your anger on others."

Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu in puzzlement, and asked, "What's the matter? Do you want me to guarantee these?"

"You promise me first before I can tell you." Yao Lu pursed his lips and said.

Suddenly, Lin Shen's mind flashed, and he frowned and said, "No way? You, don't you want to tell me that you have...talked to a male partner before? Then you two...what's the matter?"

Yao Lu, who was very sad at first, was almost stunned by Lin Shen's words, and said speechlessly, "What's on your mind? No!"

Lin Shen chuckled and said, "It's fine if it's not! Actually, I don't think so either. Before, you obviously didn't have anything... oh oh oh!!"

Yao Lu covered Lin Shen's mouth and said, "Shut up!"

Lin Shen took the opportunity to touch Yao Lu's palm with the tip of his tongue, and Yao Lu quickly withdrew his hand, glaring at him and asking, "Do you still want to listen?"

"Think!" Lin Shen nodded obediently.

"Listen to me, Lin Shen!" Yao Lu looked into Lin Shen's eyes and said in a deep voice, "It's been a long time since this matter happened. No one is right or wrong about the parties involved in this matter. Everyone is right, but their positions are different. That's all. The reason I told you is because you said you have obsessions, and I want you to let go of the burden completely, if not, I would never say it in my life, do you understand?"

Seeing Yao Lu's serious expression, and savoring his words carefully, Lin Shen's heart suddenly moved, and he vaguely guessed what Yao Lu might be talking about.

"Tell me, I promise I won't get angry, lose my temper, or find someone to settle accounts with." Lin Shen promised.

"Okay!" Yao Lu nodded.

"At the beginning, I didn't change my mind and dump you." Yao Lu said slowly.

Yao Lu startled Lin Shen with his words.

Lin Shen's eyes widened, and he looked at Yao Lu in disbelief.

"At the beginning, your mother once looked for my mother." Yao Lu continued, "My mother said that your father is the director of the Labor Bureau, and a note can make my father change his job and transfer him to a job that is both poor and tiring. Post. My mother also said that as long as I continue to associate with you, even in private, your father will have a way to know, and then my father's future will be over. My mother questioned me, for myself, can I afford to pay for my father? Work, I—of course I can't afford it!"

At this moment, Lin Shen's mouth has turned into an O.

"So, I can only force myself to change my mind." Yao Lu choked up, "Before the college entrance examination, you came to see me, and I made up my mind to draw a line with you and drive you away. After you left, I cried again. After the college entrance examination, You came to see me again. At that time, I had successfully hypnotized myself. I don’t like you anymore. It’s wrong for a man to fall in love. I even imagined that after I was with you, the two of them broke up because of a quarrel. My dad I also lost my job, and I became the laughing stock of everyone."

"That afternoon, I said a lot of unfeeling things to you. I wanted to drive you away as soon as possible. I was afraid that if I stayed with you any longer, I would waste all my previous efforts, I would throw myself into your arms, I would tell you the truth, and I would desperately ask you With you! But I didn’t, I didn’t dare! I didn’t understand anything at that time, my dad lost his job, to me, it was like the sky was falling, I was terrified..."

"Why?" Lin Shen looked into Yao Lu's eyes, frowned and asked, "Why didn't you tell me? If you told me, the matter would never have ended later! I fell in love again, but you know, how likely is it that the two of us will always be strangers? We will never get in touch with each other forever?"

"I dare not!" Yao Lu shook his head and said wearily: "I was only 19 years old at the time, and I was a person who had never even been out of the province. Since I was a child, I didn't watch TV or go out to play, and only read books! My mom told me, don’t expect telling you to solve the problem, she said you’re not financially independent, you can’t live without your parents, you can’t control what they do.”

"So..." Yao Lu said, "Even if I tell you, it won't change anything, it will only annoy your father even more."

"I..." Lin Shen thought for a while, and felt that Yao Lu's mother was right. He couldn't even support himself at that time, and he couldn't influence his parents' behavior, but this didn't mean that he lost everything. Right to know!

Two families, six people, five people all know, only he doesn't know!Only him!

Thinking of this, Lin Shen felt a little annoyed, and blamed: "Although I can't control them, if you tell me, we can find other ways, there are many ways! We can pretend to break up, and then find a chance to meet secretly, or It’s about getting together after college, how can they control it! You can also ask a middleman, such as Xu Ze, to let him pass the message in between... There are many, many ways, any one! Any one! It’s better than your stupid breakup Much more!"

"Yes, I took the stupidest path!" Yao Lu raised his head and closed his eyes, then opened them immediately, and said in a deep voice, "I just said that I was timid and ignorant, and I was terrified , I thought that only by doing this, my family would not be hurt. Later, I walked out of my hometown, I grew up, and I regretted this matter very much, but it didn't help..."

"I used to think that I would always be so lonely." Yao Lu said desolately, "I can't like girls, let alone other boys, they are not you! I thought I could forget you, but I can't! I I used to be in the dream again and again, returning to that afternoon, telling you the truth of the matter, and then you told me not to be afraid... But, I would wake up from the dream, and every time I woke up, I felt very uncomfortable and regretted it even more. Why are you so stupid!"

"At the beginning, when we were together, you were kind to me, I liked and enjoyed it very much... Later, when we broke up, I realized that the things you did for me, the feelings you gave to me, How precious! I often think that I may never meet someone who loves me so much in my life, but I have already missed him..."

"Fortunately," Yao Lu touched Lin Shen's face, leaned into his arms, and said, "I met you again, and you... are still waiting for me at the same place. I am really, so lucky ! Lin Shen, I..."

"Lulu..." Lin Shen's eyes were red again.

He hugged Yao Lu tighter and tighter, with mixed emotions, including sadness, unwillingness, shock, anger, annoyance, palpitations, and luck...

"Lulu, I'm sorry!" Lin Shen said, "I didn't expect that my family would bring you and your family so much trouble! It's because I didn't do well and didn't let you fully trust me, otherwise you wouldn't won't dare to tell me."

"I'm so, so shocked! I always thought you had a change of heart! I couldn't get over this hurdle! Now you tell me the truth. On the one hand, I feel that I am finally relieved. On the other hand, I am very angry. Just like that Something, not big or small, actually let you and I waste seven years! What if we don’t meet? What should we say? Could it be that when you are old and I am old, the two old men bump into each other on the street and hold their heads together? cry?"

After hearing Lin Shen's words, Yao Lu imagined the scene, then chuckled and said, "It feels a little funny."

"Are you still laughing?" Lin Shen looked at Yao Lu with red eyes, and asked, "Do you really have a heart? Are you not afraid? If I imagine it now, I feel terrified! What if I really can't meet him? You didn't go to [the 19th floor], you won't go to the class reunion if you kill me, okay? Then what are we going to do? What do you say?"

"No, I won't miss it." Yao Lu took the initiative to kiss Lin Shen, and said softly: "There is no assumption, if we meet, we will meet, the fact is that we met, and now we are together again , you also know the truth, don’t think about things that didn’t happen.”

After being kissed by Yao Lu for the first time, half of Lin Shen's three souls and seven souls flew away. He stared at Yao Lu for a moment, and then sealed his lips.

Yao Lu hugged Lin Shen with his backhand, and the two kissed passionately. They didn't let go of each other's lips until both of them were a little hypoxic.

Lin Shen panted and called out: "Good deer..."

"I'm... a little sleepy." Yao Lu begged softly, "I'm very tired, I want to sleep, can I?"

Lin Shen understood that he was sleepy and tired and didn't want to do anything.

"I'm really mad!" Lin Shen said indignantly, "I'll go back tomorrow and ask my parents to settle accounts! How dare I cheat my son like this! You don't know, they are watching me change one after another..."

Speaking of this, Lin Shen immediately glanced at Yao Lu, and Yao Lu said, "It doesn't matter, I don't mind what happened in your past, and I can accept it."

"Oh, thank you Lulu." Lin Shen slapped Yao Lu's face, and continued: "They saw me changing back and forth, and regretted it, and even said, let me find a stable partner, and want children in the future I went abroad to do test tubes, and I was really speechless to them! Then what happened at the beginning? Didn’t I become cannon fodder with you?”

"Oh yes, there is more!" Lin Shen thought of something again, and said angrily: "Last year, when they heard that they were from the high school, they actually wanted to ask you if you could go! I choked you back with a single word! Isn't that Are you playing tricks? They were the ones who beat people away! Now they are the ones who want us to reconcile!"

"Don't say that!" Yao Lu persuaded, "You can't blame your parents, you have to consider this matter from their perspective. In that case, puppy love is not allowed and will be broken up, let alone us .How do they know about you and me? Our parents thought we were going astray, just take it apart."

"Ignorant!" Lin Shen mocked, "They are narrow-minded! My dad also said that I am against the heavens! Which way stipulates that men and women cannot have love? This is purely chauvinism from the perspective of reproduction! Love is not considered at all No borders! No gender! No human considerations at all!"

"What is it! Why do you talk like an old man?" Yao Lu asked, "Imagine, if you had a child, he fell in love with a monster, pig monster, snake monster, etc... would you agree? Would you say that love has no borders? Love has no gender? Love has no species? Can you put yourself in another place and think about it! Don’t go over old accounts, it doesn’t make any sense!”

"What kind of monster!" Lin Shen pinched the soft flesh on Yao Lu's waist, and mocked, "Where did the monster come from after the founding of the People's Republic of China! What kind of messy metaphors are you talking about!"

"That's almost what it means." Yao Lu said seriously, "Promise me that you will not quarrel with your parents about this matter, and you will not question them, okay? If we are not together, it is understandable for you to quarrel, now Let's talk about it, and we are together again, so don't look for unhappiness anymore. Parents are always parents, don't you want to have nothing to do with them forever? "

"That won't work!" Lin Shen said.

"So." Yao Lu said, "You make trouble with them and make everyone unhappy. What about the future? How should I face them? Isn't it embarrassing for everyone to meet?"

"You're right, Lulu." Lin Shen resentfully said.

"Why are you acting unconvinced?" Yao Lu asked, "You promise me, hurry up!"

"Okay, I promise you." Lin Shen said, "This matter is over, it's over, it's over! Don't mention it!"

"Yeah." Yao Lu nodded, then adjusted his posture, and said wearily, "I'm really sleepy, I'm so tired! Go to sleep, I have to visit my dad in the afternoon."

"Okay, go to sleep, dear Lulu..." After Lin Shen finished speaking, he kissed Yao Lu's lips, and then pulled him into his arms.

The two hugged each other tightly and fell asleep with their necks crossed.