Lin Shen sees the deer again

After staring at Yao Lu for a moment, Lin Shen sealed his lips again, sucked for a while and then let go, then picked him up and walked to the bedroom.

Carrying Yao Lu into the bedroom, Lin Shen gently placed him on the bed, and immediately covered him...

Two 10 minutes later...

Lin Shen buckled the lubricating cap and threw it aside, got up and wanted to kiss Yao Lu's lips to comfort him to relax.

As a result, he saw a miserable state of the world.

Yao Lu closed his eyes tightly, his lips may have been bitten due to pain and discomfort, two lines of tears flowed from his eyes, trembling all over, but remained motionless, lying on his back on the bed as if offering sacrifices.

Lin Shen frowned, kissed Yao Lu's lips, and called softly: "Lu Lu? Lu Lu? Good Lu Lu? Can you look at me?"

Yao Lu was like a piece of wood, stiff all over, lying there, not responding to Lin Shen's words.

"Lulu... don't do this!" Lin Shen buried in Yao Lu's chest, and said sadly: "I didn't force you this time, you did it voluntarily, you just agreed, you don't want to do this, okay? You put Open your eyes, look at me, Lulu..."

At this moment, Yao Lu couldn't hear Lin Shen's words anymore. He was thinking about letting him eat it. After eating it, he wouldn't worry about it. Maybe, he will let himself go in the end, no matter what, he won't resist this time, let him do whatever he wants...

In this way, two people with their own thoughts lay on the large double bed, and the charming atmosphere hovered around the bedroom.

In the end, it was Lin Shen who surrendered.

He thought sadly: From the past to the present, no matter when he compares with Yao Lu, he will always be the one who loses!

If you get Lulu like this today, what will you do in the future?

If in the future, two people plan to spend their entire lives hand in hand, how will they face this unpleasant and disgraceful first time?

Do we have to bring this matter up every time we quarrel in the future?

No!This is not the first time he wants and Lulu!So imperfect!It is simply a stain on his love with Lulu!

Lin Shen sighed heavily, slowly got up from Yao Lu, and then covered him with the quilt, while he sat aside to adjust his breathing to extinguish the fire.

After a while, feeling that the anger had gone down, Lin Shen took Yao Lu into his arms with the quilt, kept rubbing his scalp, and coaxed him softly: "Don't be afraid, my good Lulu, don't be afraid, don't do it!" No, you don't want to, I know, let's not do it, okay? Don't be afraid! I won't hurt you, never!"

Lying Yao Lu moved, neither spoke nor opened his eyes, but the tears flowed more fiercely.

"Don't cry, good deer, don't cry." Lin Shen saw it, his heart ached so much, he continued to massage Yao Lu's scalp, and softly comforted him: "I really don't want to do it, I will take you home in a while, Okay? Be good! Stop crying, be good, be good..."

So, Lin Shen coaxed Yao Lu for a long time, until his arms were numb and his mouth was dry, Yao Lu finally slowly opened his eyes.

Yao Lu looked at Lin Shen for a moment, then burst into tears, and Lin Shen quickly embraced him tightly.

"Good boy, don't cry, be obedient." Lin Shen patted him lightly, and comforted him, "Go home, we'll go home in a while, go home and find mom, okay? Don't cry! Deer deer, don't cry... ..."

With Lin Shen's constant coaxing and comforting, Yao Lu's crying gradually turned into sobbing, and finally fell silent.He leaned against Lin Shen's chest weakly, his nose rubbing against Lin Shenman's chest.

Seeing that Yao Lu was much calmer, Lin Shen rubbed his hair and asked softly, "I'll take you back in a while, okay? Hmm? Are you going back today?"

Yao Lu nodded and said in a hoarse voice, "I want..."

"Okay, then take a break." Lin Shen hugged Yao Lu tightly, and said, "It's so cold outside, and you cried so hard, you can't go out right away, what should you do if your face is blown?"

Yao Lu let out a "hmm".

Holding Yao Lu and resting for a while, seeing that the time was almost up, Lin Shen cleaned him up, then picked up the scattered clothes on the floor, dressed him carefully, then dressed himself, and then helped him He went downstairs and drove to Tuanjie Community.

"Lulu..." Sending Yao Lu to the door of the unit, Lin Shen helped him put away the collar of his coat, and said, "I won't look for you these few days, lest you find me annoying. Between us, maybe It takes a while to calm down and think about the future of the two of them."

Yao Lu didn't speak, just nodded slightly.

"I don't know, why did things become like this?" Lin Shen said sadly, "It's like sand, the more you try to hold it tightly, the more it leaks faster. I deliberately want to find it back. We fell in love back then. I know it's too much, but I still can't control it."

Speaking of this, Lin Shen felt that his throat was a bit congested, so he took a deep breath and continued: "If what I did before hurt you, I apologize to you, please forgive me. I won't come to you for the time being, I will I don't want to push you so hard, you can go to work and take care of your parents with peace of mind during this time, don't worry about me, I will come to you after I think about it, okay?"

Yao Lu nodded, and whispered: "Yes, good."

Lin Shen rubbed his hair and said softly, "Okay, let's go upstairs, it's too cold!"

Yao Lu glanced at Lin Shen, turned around and walked upstairs slowly.

After standing in place for a while, Lin Shen drove back to the apartment on Xinhua Road, and fell asleep exhausted.

For several days in a row, Lin Shen, as he said, never looked for Yao Lu again, nor sent him a message or made a phone call.

The accounts that Yao Lu helped sort out were basically done, and Lin Shen handed them back to Accountant Xie to keep up with him. Accountant Xie looked at his nymphomaniac boss with a decadent look on his face, and neither dared to say nor asked, laughing and laughing. After receiving the account, it was quickly processed and sent to Mr. Wang's finances.

During the period, Xu Ze saw that the two of them were wrong, so he called Lin Shen to ask about it, and wanted to take the opportunity to mock him again.

However, when he heard Lin Shen's hoarse voice through the receiver, he knew that something serious must have happened to the two of them, so he swallowed the ridicule again, comforted Lin Shen casually, and hung up the phone.

December 12th, Christmas Eve.

When the lights come on, cartoon pictures of Santa Claus driving a reindeer cart are posted everywhere, and "Jingle Bells" is played in many shops.

Although Christmas is a foreign festival, and people don't believe in Jesus, but for the sake of profit, every year on this day, businesses will carry out promotions under the banner of Christmas, and the whole city is extremely lively at night.

Lin Shen was alone, lying on the sofa in the living room.

The apartment was pitch black, except for the floor lamp next to the sofa, which gave off a dim yellow light.

He held up a small box containing a pair of platinum rings, and was looking at it carefully by the light of the desk lamp.

The ring didn't have any style or pattern, just two platinum circles with words engraved inside, one was LS and the other was YL, which were the initials of his and Yao Lu's names respectively.

He bought this pair of plain rings for a long time, and he planned to use it when he confessed his love on Christmas Eve, but now it seems that he won't need it for the time being.

I don't know how Lulu is doing now?better?Have you ever forgiven yourself?

well!Lin sighed heavily.

If Lu Lu could forgive herself, maybe the ring could be given away during the Spring Festival, which would be good, but I don't know if I can still get what I want.

While thinking wildly, Lin Shen's mobile phone on the coffee table rang.

He got up sleepily, picked it up and took a look: Xu Ze?Immediately connected.

"Hello? What are you doing?" Lin Shen said listlessly.

"Fuck! Where the hell are you?" Xu Ze asked anxiously.

"At home." Lin Shen said, "What are you doing? I'm in a hurry, what happened?"

"Something has happened!" Xu Ze said, "Hurry up, clean up and get up!"

"Can you speak clearly? You're like a headless chicken." Lin Shen scolded.

"Yao Lu's father!" Xu Ze said, "Just now, Yao Lu called me and said that his father suffered a second stroke and was sent to the hospital for rescue. , I have already approved it, tell him to come anytime, you, you go and have a look!"

"What?" Lin Shen was taken aback, and asked, "Where is it? Where did you send it?"

"The First Hospital, ICU!" Xu Ze said, "It should be, he spoke too hastily."

Lin Shen stammered anxiously, and asked, "Lulu, Lulu, how is he feeling? Did he cry?"

Xu Ze thought for a while, and said, "That's not true, it's a little low... Oh, don't you know if you go and have a look?"

Lin Shen asked: "I'll go there, but his mother is here, what's the matter?"

"How do I know what to do? You go there first!" Xu Ze said speechlessly.

"Okay, that's right!" Lin Shen stood up and said, "I'll go there first, check the situation, and hang up."

After hanging up Xu Ze's phone, Lin Shen dashed into the cloakroom, changed his clothes, grabbed the car keys, and drove all the way to the No. [-] Hospital. After seeing the diagnostic map on the first floor, he climbed the stairs to the ICU.

When he reached the stairs, Lin Shen rubbed his hands against the wall first, then glanced at the entrance of the ICU, and saw Yao Lu sitting alone on the rest chair.

Yao Lu propped his elbows on his knees, clenched his hands into fists, bowed his back and bowed his head. Under the dim light of the hospital, he looked extremely gloomy and lonely.

Lin Shen looked around again, and there were few people at the entrance of the ICU, some were sitting, some were lying on the ground and sleeping, but there was no one suspected to be Yao Lu's mother.

After thinking for a while, Lin Shen walked over a few steps, stood beside Yao Lu, and called softly, "Lu Lu..."

Yao Lu raised his head and slowly turned to the right. When he saw that it was Lin Shen, his eyes turned red instantly, his mouth moved, and finally he said slowly, "Lin Shen..."

Lin Shen stepped forward, took Yao Lu into his arms, and comforted him softly, "Lu Lu, don't be afraid!"

Yao Lu hugged Lin Shen's waist tightly and did not let go for a long time.

"Lulu..." Lin Shen rubbed Yao Lu's hair, Yao Lu let go slowly, Lin Shen sat down beside him, and asked, "How's the situation? Where's your mother?"

"My mother, she..." Yao Lu choked up a little, and said: "When I was just sent here, she came with me. The doctor said that my father's condition was very dangerous. My mother, she... fainted from crying. After that, wait for her When her mood stabilized, I called her a taxi and told her to go back and wait for news, but the doctor didn't let her stay here, saying that she was afraid of being stimulated and causing accidents."

"Don't cry, don't cry!" Lin Shen put his arms around his shoulders, and asked again, "How is your father? What did the doctor say?"

"Still rescuing..." Yao Lu stared at the air in front of him, and said sadly: "I don't know if I can be rescued, I can only wait..."

"I'll wait with you, okay?" Lin Shen asked, pinching his shoulder.

"Well, good..." Yao Lu numbly nodded.

So, Lin Shen hugged Yao Lu, and the two of them sat in front of the ICU and waited.

About two hours later, the ICU door opened, and a nurse came out, holding a slip in her hand, and shouted, "The family members of bed 2, are the family members of bed 13 here?"

Yao Lu immediately stood up and whispered, "I, I am bed number 13..."

"Is that Yao Gang?" the nurse asked, "Who are you?"

"It's Yao Gang, I, I'm his son..." Yao Lu replied tremblingly.

"No, critical illness notice!" The nurse handed Yao Lu a piece of paper and a pen, and said, "The patient's condition is very bad and he is still being rescued. The family members should sign and leave someone to wait here."

Yao Lu took the form trembling, and asked, "My dad... can he... be saved?"

"I don't know!" The nurse said numbly, "All the equipment that should be installed and all the available medicines have been used. Whether it can be rescued depends on the patient himself, and we can't say for sure."

"Let's sign first." The nurse urged, "You stay here tonight, right?"

"Well, yes." Yao Lu signed the form tremblingly, and handed the form back to the nurse.

"Don't go far, in case there is a notice and you can't find anyone!" The nurse finished her instructions and entered the ICU again.

Yao Lu sat back in the chair, Lin Shen hugged him tightly again, and comforted him softly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Lulu..."

"No, I'm not afraid." Yao Lu said intermittently: "I'm just a little flustered, the incident happened suddenly, and I didn't have any psychological preparations at all."

Lin Shen held Yao Lu in his arms and waited until after 2:[-] in the middle of the night, when the door of the ICU opened again.

"Is the family member on bed 13 here?" the nurse shouted.

"Yes, I am!" Yao Lu stood up and asked, "Nurse, how is my dad?"

"Hmm..." The nurse looked down at the list and said, "I am temporarily out of danger, but I am still in a coma. The situation is not optimistic. Now I mainly rely on machines to maintain my basic vital signs. You family members should discuss whether to continue or give up the treatment? Give up. If so, sign a statement."

"Go on! Go on!" Yao Lu hurriedly said, "We won't give up! No matter how many days you stay or how much you spend, go on!"

"Okay, I got it." The nurse nodded and said, "Go back first, you don't have to wait at the door, there can't be too many people standing at the door of the ICU. When you were admitted to the hospital, did you leave the contact information yourself? ?”

Yao Lu nodded and said, "It's my phone number. Then, when can I see my dad?"

"Visiting time is from 3:3 p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m. every day." The nurse explained, "I can't visit during the rest of the time! If the patient's condition recurs again, I will call you immediately. Let's go now."

"Okay, got it." Yao Lu whispered.

The nurse glanced at Yao Lu, and then went in again.

"Lulu..." Lin Shen stood up, hugged him and said, "Let's go, you can't help if you stand here, it's almost 3 o'clock, go back and have a rest."

Yao Lu numbly nodded.

"Hmm..." Lin Shen thought for a while and asked, "Will you go to my place? You wake up your mother when you come home at this hour, and you want to stimulate her again. Go to my house to sleep for a while, and send her a message tomorrow Or call and go see your father with her in the afternoon, okay?"

Yao Lu numbly nodded again.

Lin Shen squeezed Yao Lu distressedly, carried him downstairs, and drove back to his apartment on Xinhua Road.