ghost lights

It was windy outside and the sky was overcast.It's late autumn now, pedestrians are scattered on the street, leaves are falling on the ground, blown everywhere by the wind.

Li Shang wrapped his coat tightly and walked back to the apartment. Looking at the dead leaves running around on the ground, he remembered what Li Tang once said to him.

"When walking alone, I always have the habit of lowering my head unconsciously to see which stone or fallen leaf I am stepping on."

At that time, Li Shang was still young, so he didn't understand why what Li Tang said meant, what Li Tang said to him always made him feel mysterious and mysterious, like a hidden master, who was out of touch with the world. Everyone else on the web is different.

Just staying by Li Tang's side makes him feel peaceful, but sometimes he feels that Li Tang is far away and out of reach, which makes the little Li Shang very anxious, so he never makes Li Tang angry. He studied hard, did housework, and corrected the problems that Li Tang didn't like one by one, but in the end he was kicked out of the house.

Maybe he never really knew his adoptive father, he didn't know what Li Tang wanted most, and he had never seen Li Tang have too much desire for something, what he liked very much yesterday is no longer interested in today , made him think that Li Tang was a person who likes the new and dislikes the old, but a very old stationery box made Li Tang reluctant to throw it away, and it was neatly placed next to his computer until his death. It's an old thing he's used to.

Li Shang caught a fallen leaf that drifted past his eyes and played with it in his hands. He remembered the situation when he was brought home by Li Tang:

"This is Dabai, this is Dahuang, and we will be a family from now on."

Li Tang pointed to the Samoyed squatting at the door, then pointed to the fat orange cat lying on the sofa, and introduced it to Li Shang with a happy face.

Li Tang took him into his room, which was decorated very warmly, just like the people in Li Tang, making people feel at ease.

The two pets are very dependent on Li Tang, as long as Li Tang sits on the sofa, Da Huang will jump into Li Tang's arms, and Da Bai will obediently put his head on Li Tang's lap.

Li Tang picked up the orange cat and handed it to Li Shang, wanting him to get acquainted with Rhubarb. Rhubarb was very obedient and didn't make trouble because it was given to someone else by its owner. It raised its head and looked at Li Shang, as if it wanted to make Li Shang I remember the appearance in my mind, and then gently lay in Li Shang's arms, finding a comfortable position to sleep.

At noon, Li Tang cooks himself and cooks a delicious meal, which is the best meal Li Shang has ever eaten since he was a child. Li Tang also made desserts, which are sweet and not greasy.

It's hard to imagine a man so young, with such good craftsmanship.

Li Shang offered to wash the dishes, and Li Tang agreed.

In the afternoon, Li Tang took him to the new school, a very good junior high school.

"Don't be too pressured to study, just do your best. I won't dislike you because of your poor grades. As long as you can be happy, you understand?"

Although Li Tang said so, Li Shang still worked very hard. He felt that if he had no strengths, he would not be qualified to be loved, and he would let down the people who adopted him.

He has been working hard and trying to prove himself. When he got the No.1 report card, Li Tang was still very happy.

"Yes, it's much better than my grades back then. My political and historical grades in junior high school and high school have always hovered on the verge of passing. Otherwise, I wouldn't have chosen to study science, but I actually like liberal arts..."

Every time he mentioned this, Li Tang would look helpless, complaining that the exam questions always made it difficult for him.

Li Tang is very pleased that Li Shang can get such good grades in the exam, and he will give appropriate rewards. After all, children work so hard. Sometimes Li Shang doesn't pass the exam, Li Tang doesn't even frown, and comforts Li Tang. Shang, tell him not to be sad, and then take Li Shang out to play and relax.

When Li Shang was in the orphanage, he didn't like to talk very much. He had a withdrawn personality. As he got older, fewer and fewer people adopted him. He also longed to meet a pair of parents who loved him. , but those who came to adopt the child felt that he was old and had already remembered things, and even if they brought them back, they would not be familiar with them, so they simply gave up on him.

His playmates are always decreasing, more and more new faces join the orphanage, and then disappear, he thought he had no hope, but Li Tang appeared and gave him everything he wanted, the only love , the opportunity to study, as long as he thought about it, he got it, except for the title of mother, but Li Shang didn't care, everything was enough now.

But fate always seems to like to play jokes on him. After graduation, he became alone again. He was not sad at all when his girlfriend left. They only held hands anyway. He wanted to ask Li Tang why Angry, why not him?

But facing the vacant house, he resented and hated, as if the past ten years were just a dream, and now he woke up from the dream.

In two years, he was decadent for half a year, and for the remaining year and a half, he was supported by the memories of the past, so he didn't become a useless person. He vowed to find Li Tang, he didn't want to be abandoned in such a vague way , if Li Tang is sad because he has a girlfriend, he doesn't have to have a girlfriend.

After a year and a half of life experience, Li Shang found that only Li Tang was clean around him, without Li Tang, he seemed to be in a filthy dye vat, and even breathing became a luxury, and he was dying every day. Facing the people and things that I don't like, I try my best to bear it. Why does Li Tang seem to be invulnerable and able to live in this world as he pleases?And still have the energy to adopt a child who has never met?

All the questions have not been resolved, but Li Tang just left this world, which caught him off guard. What's the point of him living alone?

But he can't die, and he doesn't dare to die. He still has things to do.

Li Tang left him a paragraph in his suicide note: Live well, and you will know everything you want to know.

This sentence is like a Pandora's box, attracting Li Shang to unlock all the secrets of Litang.

The phone was vibrating. Li Shang took out the phone from his jacket pocket. It was a message from Chen Xuanyi. Could it be that there was something left to say just now, so he wanted to add something?

Li Shang clicked on the message.

"I can give you the contact information of my roommates in Litang University, if you need, but I have one condition, after meeting them, tell me the information you know."

Li Tang's college roommate?Li Shang looked at the text message and fell into deep thought.

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