at the end of the day

Xiang Bai took a shower, and after eating, he nestled happily on the sofa, wrapped in a plush blanket, and hugged a big teddy bear in his arms, which was given to him by a fan.

He sat obediently with the bear in his arms, Lin Ziheng wiped his hair behind him, and gently stroked his hair with his big hand.

Xiang Bai's eyes were blank, and after a while, he opened his mouth and said: "When I was young, I wished very much that I would lie on the same bed with the person I love, and he would hug me and smooth my hair with his hands. It's very warm just thinking about it, let alone being held in my arms. Maybe from the beginning, I liked men." In a tone like reminiscence, Xiang Bai finally said with a smile, a bit sarcastically.

"You are not looking for a lover, you are clearly looking for a father." Lin Ziheng didn't know what to say, so he had to try his best to ease the atmosphere, but the atmosphere became even more embarrassing.

"Xiaobai, do you want to find your family?" Lin Ziheng asked again.

Xiang Bai raised his hand to grab Lin Ziheng's hand, removed his hand from his head, then turned around, looked at Lin Ziheng, and asked, "Why did you ask this suddenly?"

Xiang Bai's mouth was at a gentle angle, as if he was smiling, his face was flushed just after taking a shower, and he was more angry than during the day.

The hair was wet, and the whole person was so tender that it was outrageous.Lin Ziheng stared blankly, the small water droplets on his hair slapped onto the back of his hands, Lin Ziheng immediately reacted, and turned his naked eyes away to Bai's face.

"You've been in a bad state recently, and then, you told me that just now, I thought you..."

"Think I miss my family?" Xiang Bai giggled, turned his body back again, and the coldness in his tone permeated, "I haven't thought about them since I became sensible, they didn't want me, I'm so good, I regret it Yes, sad, should be them, not me."

"I used to hope that they would not come to me, or if I couldn't help scolding them, the image would be completely ruined. Now, it doesn't matter. In fact, it has been 28 years, come here It’s gone, I’ll live my own life if I don’t come here, it’s all right.”

"If you don't think about it, don't think about it. Isn't there me? It's okay." This is what Lin Ziheng thought of, the only sentence that can warm Xiang Bai.

He actually understood quite well that Xiang Bai had been locked in the small black room by himself before, and the lock was covered with a thick layer of ice. Lin Ziheng wanted to let him out, but the ice couldn't melt away.What about breaking this ice cube?Lin Ziheng didn't dare, he was afraid that the whole room would be shattered along with the ice, and Xiang Bai would also be shattered.

Xiang Bai was in a daze, and was interrupted by the phone ringing, it was an unknown number, "Hello, how are you?"

"Is that Xiang Bai? I'm Yu Manli, Lin Rongze's wife."

Xiang Bai: "!!!"

"Come out and meet at noon tomorrow, is that okay?" Yu Manli paused, her tone was a pleading pleading that she was trying to hide.

Xiang Bai's eyes dimmed, Miss Yu looking for me?Why?With suspicion, he still agreed, "All right. Where is it?"

"Yiko Coffee House, I will send you the location when the time comes. I will be there all day, and I can arrive at any time."

Xiang Bai didn't say much, and hung up the phone.The room was empty, the TV was off, and Lin Ziheng listened to the entire conversation.

At first, when Xiang Bai's phone rang and saw that it was a serious number, Lin Ziheng was still puzzled, but after wondering, his heart ached, Xiang Bai seemed to... have no friends at all?In his life, besides Lin Rongze, he was the only one left. No one cared about him, no one cared about him, and he didn't even know who he missed.

Lin Ziheng asked cautiously, "Are you really going?"

Xiang Bai nodded, and said in a low voice: "I promised, no, she is a girl anyway, so I can't go back on what I promise."

"How about I accompany you?"

"Forget it, no need. Ms. Yu asked me out because she had something to say to me. Otherwise, would you still ask me? What would she say if you went?"

Lin Ziheng nodded, "That makes sense, then I'll take you there, and I'll wait for you at the door when the time comes, and we'll come right back when you come out, do you think so?"

"Well... it's done."

Xiang Bai originally wanted to refuse, but thinking that Lin Ziheng didn't seem to have a job tomorrow, he would definitely not feel relieved to go by himself.And his tone didn't seem like he could refuse, so he agreed.

Ms. Yu said that she could arrive at any time, but Xiang Bai was too embarrassed to keep people waiting, so she got there around 10:30. After entering the door and looking around, Ms. Yu was already sitting.

She was wearing a short black skirt, a beige woolen sweater, and a camel down jacket. The sun shone on her body. I have to say that Miss Yu is a very elegant, generous and temperamental woman.

Walking over to Bai, sat down, and found that Miss Yu had drunk half of her coffee.

"Why are you waiting here? In fact, you can give a specific time." Xiang Bai said, with a slight upward arc at the corner of his mouth.

"Maybe this is more sincere." Miss Yu picked up the cup in front of her and took a sip. "You should ask me why I asked you out."

Xiang Bai raised his eyebrows, then smiled and said, "Then why did you ask me out?"

Miss Yu is a very strange person, he thought.

"You are really similar to Lin Rongze." Miss Yu put down her glass and continued, "I'm pregnant. The child is not his, but my lover's, but my lover is in prison now."

When Ms. Yu was speaking, she lowered her head, looked at her belly and smiled, rubbed her right hand, and motherhood spontaneously emerged.So much so that when he said "not his" and "in prison", he was calm and there was no wave in his eyes.

Xiang Bai was shocked and didn't recover for a long time.At that second, the grievances, sadness, and reluctance in my heart all exploded in my heart, but I still pretended nothing happened on the surface, and the feeling of tears flowing into my heart was really uncomfortable.

He wanted to ask Yu Manli, why did she marry Lin Rongze since she had a lover?Why ruin your own future?And why... tell him this now?

Seeing that he could not bear it any longer, he spoke to Bai with a trembling voice: "So?" What exactly are you trying to say?