Gan Lin

What is the difference between liking him by my side and getting used to him by my side?

I do not understand.

In the next few days, "You're just used to me" echoed in my mind, and the impact was comparable to his "I like you".

I wanted to talk to Ru Yuze again and again several times, but I was always stage fright when it came to me. I finally mustered up the courage once, but was preempted by others.

The sky is bright and the air is clear, under the verdant trees, Bei Lexin looks at Ru Yuze affectionately.

The two of them didn't know what they said, but she blushed and pulled a strand of hair behind her ear, smiling softly at him.

Anyone can see that Bei Lexin's drunkenness is not about drinking.

I grabbed Song Lan's sleeve indignantly: "When did the two of them know each other?"

Song Lan gave me a blank look: "The goddess of the academy and him are both elites of the student union, what do you think?"

"I don't think there are any pretty girls in the academy. Belle Xin is just average looking." I said.

"No way, big brother." Song Lan looked at me, "You asked someone for their phone number when you started school, so you won't hold grudges after being rejected."

"You misremembered the person," I said, "a handsome guy like me never asks for a number."

Song Lan was speechless: "Tsk tsk tsk, as long as you are happy."

I said angrily, "Aren't they tired after talking for so long?"

Song Lan squeezed her throat, and said in a strange voice: "I'm not tired, it's not as tired as when we squatted in the corner."

I:"……"

I don't know why I was scared. When I saw a girl approaching Ru Yuze, my first reaction was not to make trouble and tease him, but to hide and peep at him like a stalker.

Song Lan was still stirring up the flames next to me: "What a beautiful couple."

"That's useless, Ru Yuze doesn't like this, he likes..." I was like this.

Song Lan glanced over: "What kind?"

"Anyway," I coughed twice, "they're useless."

"Oh, is that so?" Song Lan said, "I heard that there are two exchange places in Switzerland this time, and the other one is for the goddess Belle Xin."

My heart skipped a beat, and I forced myself to refute him: "Gossip, it's unbelievable."

Song Lan looked me up and down with a solemn expression. After a long time, he took out a note from his pocket and solemnly handed it to me.

"Lin Han, you are dying of illness. Take my sister's contact information. Maybe it will be useful to fight poison with poison. As a brother, I can only help you here."

"go away!"

Holding the note, I stared at Ru Yuze who was not far in front of me. He seemed to have sensed something, and his gaze was projected over and passed in our direction.

I quickly shrunk my neck and dragged Song Lan in front of me guilty of guilt.

He looked at it lightly, and my heart stopped suddenly, my breathing was short of breath, and his expression just now kept replaying in my mind.

It's over, I probably really need to fight fire with fire.

I held Song Lan's hand tightly: "Brother, thank you."

Song Lan was silent for a moment: "Are you serious?"

I hung my head sullenly.

He sighed and patted my shoulder.

"In that case, brother, I can't harm you either."

After speaking, he took the note from my hand.

I am at a loss.

Song Lan looked into the distance, and said leisurely: "Actually, I can't remember my sister's number either, the one just now was written randomly."

I:"……"

Men's friendship is really unreliable.

Song Lan chuckled: "Don't be discouraged! I'll start a discussion group on WeChat."

"Begging for your favor!"

After Song Lan's gag, I finally invited Song Ning out.

She scooped a spoonful of ice cream into her mouth and said vaguely: "I've found my true love, it's too late for you to turn back now."

I asked Song Ning if you still like Ru Yuze, she said he was no longer her type, and I asked her why you liked him in the first place.

Song Ning squinted at me: "Why do you ask this?"

I told her: "Because I want to like him."

Song Ning whistled: "Damn, although I'm not a rotten girl, I will bless you as a gentle and beautiful new woman."

I blushed: "He wants to break up with me because he likes me. I thought about how to keep him, and then I came up with a way."

Song Ning asked: "How to retain?"

I said, "I like him too, so everyone is happy."

Song Ning said: "It seems a bit right and a bit wrong."

I said: "Anyway, you can teach me the experience of liking people."

Song Ning said: "Since Ru Yuze likes you, it means he is a very superficial person."

I was not convinced: "Where is it superficial?"

Song Ning analyzed with me: "Think about it, apart from your good looks and barely cute personality, what other advantages do you have?"

Uh... I shook my head.

Ru Yuze has said that I am slow, it seems that I really have no advantages.

Song Ning clapped her hands to confirm: "So he must have fallen in love with your skin, which is as superficial as me."

I looked at Song Ning's face with heavy make-up, and felt sorry for Ru Yuze in my heart. Just because I fell in love with me, I became a superficial person.

I feel guilty for being too handsome.

Song Ning went on to say: "To deal with superficial people, you must be equally superficial. You see, I can't help but fall in love when I see handsome guys."

She put her arms around her shoulders, closed her eyes slightly, raised her head and immersed herself in fantasy, and slowly pursed her mouth...

"Stop!" I said, "If you can love me, you have loved him a long time ago. Ru Yuze said that I am used to him."

"Hmm..." Song Ning rubbed her chin, thought for a while and said, "You have always been good brothers, and the relationship is really easy to confuse, so why not just separate for a while, the so-called distance creates beauty, and a small separation is better than a newlywed."

"Separate for a while?" I repeated her words with difficulty.

If I want to separate, why should I look for her.

Song Ning cupped her face in her hands and looked up to the sky: "Separation is for a better encounter."

I felt a sudden chill and rubbed my arms vigorously.

But thinking about it carefully, what Song Ning said is not unreasonable, I have been with Ru Yuze for too long, I can't accept that he suddenly likes me, and he can't believe that I will like him.

keep your distance...?

In the following time, Song Ning was infatuated with her new love, the air conditioner in the cold drink shop was whistling, I lay on the cold table, with noises in my ears, I fell asleep.

In the dream, Ru Yuze finally chose to study abroad, and it was Bei Lexin who went with him. The two of them boarded the plane hand in hand amidst the teacher's blessing.After a year of no news, I waited until all my hair fell out and turned into a handsome bald man. I finally looked forward to his return to China, and there was a baby in his arms.

"I'm sorry, I'm married with my son."

With a more mature face, Ru Yuze smiled apologetically and looked at his goddess tenderly.

At this time, the little baby in my arms opened his hands to me.

"Hug, hug, daddy..."

I stepped back helplessly, but I stepped into the abyss. The next second, the world was spinning.

"what!"

"Wow!"

Song Ning was so scared that I shook her hand, and all the ice cream in the spoon fell on the table.

"What are you doing?"

I asked her seriously: "Can a two-month-old baby talk?"

"Probably... no." Song Ning said disgustedly, "I have never given birth, how do I know?"

"It won't be good, it won't be good."

I patted my chest and exhaled slowly. This dream was really scary.

Song Ning knocked on the table unhappily: "Pay me for the ice cream."

"Compensation compensation."

I watched her eat three boxes of ice cream in one go, feeling restless, wishing I could fly back to school, grab Ru Yuze's shoulders and shake wildly.

You can be an exchange student, but don't make other people's belly bigger.

However, I thought I would meet Ru Yuze when I returned to school, like every day before, but I didn't even catch his shadow.

It turns out that without him intentionally staying by my side, we are people from two worlds.

He usually likes to go to the library, I like to stay in the dormitory and watch movies, he will go to play basketball on weekends and I will run into the city to buy desserts... We are people who will not pass each other.

I stared at the branches and leaves swaying in the wind outside the window, as if I saw him reading a book again.

He is always very focused on reading, his two sword eyebrows are slightly frowned, his pale lips are pursed into a line, and his deep black eyes are covered by crow-feather eyelashes.He doesn't like incandescent lamps, but prefers natural light, and the swaying tree shadows falling on his neck are like ink spots accidentally stained.

I always said at first that he was faking it.

It should be easy to fall in love with Ru Yuze's skin, but I haven't done it after two years. What about him, what kind of mentality did he have to like me these two years?

His eyes suddenly flashed in my mind, the eyes I have never dared to touch, full of helplessness, distress and tenderness... How long has he looked at me like this?

——I don't care if you really don't know or if you don't know.

--I like you.

I suddenly realized that Ru Yuze was not the calm and self-restrained good friend I was familiar with, but a fool who had been suppressed for a long time.

He finally summoned up the courage to reveal his long-buried emotions to me, and I shouldn't and couldn't treat him so lightly.

The sky was completely dark at seven o'clock. I walked to the door of Ru Yuze's new dormitory, took two deep breaths, knocked on the door, and put my hand on his shoulder pretending to be joking.

"Hey, don't you invite me to the housewarming party?"

Ru Yuze was silent for a while, and said, "I've eaten."

"So early."

"It's getting late, usually you're always hungry, and you start eating at five o'clock."

I laughed dryly: "It turns out that your meal time is later than mine."

He didn't speak, and the atmosphere became a little dignified. I coughed twice and asked, "Where's your new roommate?"

"Go home." He stepped aside and motioned for me to go in and sit down.

I glanced at it, and in the quiet night, the transparent glass reflected the overlapping silhouettes of the two of us, so intimate.

"Ru Yuze," I said, "you should be an exchange student."

He raised his face all of a sudden, with an extremely shocked expression.

"The opportunity is never to be missed, the time never comes. And Xiaobie wins... No, if you leave for a year, you might find that liking me is an illusion."

He looked into my eyes, as if trying to find something out of them.

"You came here just to tell me this?"

"Yes," I tried hard to restrain the desire to dodge, "You're right, we're just used to each other."

He stood there for a long time, his handsome face was pale under the incandescent light, just when I thought he would refuse, he closed his eyes.

"If that's what you want, then fine."

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Thanks to Soniko w for mine~