time and i love you

4.【Shi Yu】

Just after graduating from university, Zhen Ye found a job. I haven't yet, but there will always be a chance. I am not discouraged. On the contrary, because of the people I love by my side, I look forward to a better life in the future.

Although Zhen Ye seems to have frequent contact with some girls, but those are entertainments, they are necessary, I don't have to worry, he still loves me very much.

Now it's time for Zhenye to get off work, and I have already prepared meals for him to come back. With a home like this, he will definitely feel at ease.

But it seemed that I had waited for a long time and didn't come back. I was a little sleepy, so I sat on the sofa and fell asleep.

It was probably dark before I heard the sound of the door, and I immediately got up to greet it. My sleep has always been very light, and even a slight sound can wake me up.

Looking at Zhenye's tired eyes, I looked at him with a smile and said, "Zhenye is back? Let's eat quickly, but it's getting cold...do you need me to reheat it?"

Wen Zhenye went in and took off his clothes and put them away, "No, I've already eaten."

In my heart... I seem to be a little lost. Zhenye seems to have not eaten at home for a long time. It must be a social occasion. He has just started work, so he must be very busy, and he is fine.

I comforted myself, and then asked with concern, "Then Zhenye must be very tired, do you need me to give Zhenye a massage? My massage is..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhen Yeen's phone seemed to rang. He answered the phone and seemed to be having a good chat with the person on the other end of the phone.

It was... a woman's voice. I watched Zhen Ye talking to her relaxedly, sometimes making jokes, and I began to feel jealous.

It was like this until he hung up the phone, and he calmed down again, "I have something to do, so I'll go out first, if you haven't eaten, go and eat, don't wait for me."

After he finished speaking, he put on his clothes and left. He hadn't stayed at home for long...Is that work?Why would you talk to a woman with a smile?

It seems that there are many pictures in my mind, all of which are him smiling with girls, even though I don’t know what they are discussing, but I am still very jealous, jealous that those people can see his smiling face and talk to him, as long as they are with him I'm jealous of everything about him.

After this, I began to feel uneasy again, why... did I become like this?Dazed by the crazy possessive desire, and began to be manipulated by the devil of jealousy.

In this way, how can he be worthy of Wen Zhenye's liking?Wen Zhenye should like the best Mu Ze, rather than himself who has become ugly because of jealousy.

Gradually, the distance between me and Wen Zhenye became farther and farther. He stayed away more and more times at night, and I didn't know his whereabouts. There was no phone call, and there was a cold tone. Let the temperature of this love drop to the extreme.

I also thought about whether Wen Zhenye didn't like me because of my appearance, so the more I tried to cover up and pretend I didn't care, the colder Wen Zhenye became, as if our relationship was only The short sentence, "Let's break up" can end at any time.

After such distorted feelings lasted for several months, I mustered up the courage to make the first phone call, and the other end of the phone was connected.

"What's the matter with calling?"

The tone is still cold, but I am eager to get closer to the phone. As long as I hear his voice, I will feel at ease, even if it is... cold.

Until, a woman answered his call.

"Hello? Are you Zhen Ye's friend? If you have something to do with Zhen Ye, let's talk about it at another time. He is very busy now."

very busy...?Obviously, Zhen Ye never goes to work at this time, what does this mean, I don't know, I don't want to think about it.

"Oh, okay." I hung up the call in frustration.

In such an extreme relationship for a long time, I even had an illusion that Zhen Ye still liked me, that's why she didn't break up with me, so those women don't need to care.

Don't care about everything, Wen Zhenye loves me, this is an undoubted fact, isn't it?

Zhenye didn't come home again today, let's make a call.

5.【Wen Zhenye】

"What...? Passed away?" There seemed to be a void in my heart, and I lost my strength and let go of the nurse's hand.

"Yes...please don't be too sad..."

How could I not be sad...?Obviously, it seems that the indifference towards Mu Ze turned into irreversible love at that moment, I turned out...to love Mu Ze like that...

"I beg you...save him...he will definitely not die...right...I beg you..." I knelt down holding the nurse's hand again, and said in a helpless voice, why? Will I just now find my heart?Why! ?

"Don't be too sad... The patient really died after being rescued..."

"You can save him, right...I beg you...please..." I couldn't hear anything, just repeated these few words, the strength in my hand gradually weakened, and then I let go, the nurse left, I was alone in this corridor, and I curled up and shed silent tears.

Fate played a joke on me, cruel and true.

I seemed to be drunk, I missed him desperately, I got up and went to the desk in the bedroom to search, intending to look through all the things Mu Ze had written.

There seem to be many, there are greeting cards that Mu Ze wrote to me when he was in high school, and letters that Mu Ze wrote to me after falling in love...

I read them one by one, and every word of his is so beautiful...just like his person.

No...why are the words on the greeting card different from the letter I wrote later...?Am I getting drunk?I put it on the table for comparison, and found that it was really different. Even though the words were all beautiful, it could be clearly seen that they were not written by the same person.

I suddenly thought of that day three years ago, when I was with Mu Yue, although I always felt that something was wrong and asked her many times, her answer every time was ignorant.

Afterwards, I broke off contact with Mu Yue, and I didn't want to see her again, because as soon as I saw her, I would think of that day, how I took his love for me and swayed it wantonly.

Why don't you go and have a look... go to his place, he will definitely... tell me, right?

I walked out the door in a dazed state and got into the car so that although I was a little drunk, I wasn't completely delirious.

Back to the place I came to a few hours ago, I walked staggeringly, and saw a person standing in the place where he was, who is that?Muze's friend?

"Who are you?" I seemed to be unable to speak fluently when I was drunk.

When the man turned around, it was a familiar face, it was... Mu Yue?

"Wen Zhenye, we meet again."

"You... why... are you here?" I asked.

"Come and see him here and receive the punishment he deserves." Mu Yue disdainfully.

"Punishment...? Do you know Muze?" My head started to get a little dizzy.

"you're drunk."

That seemed to be the last sentence I heard.

6.【Shi Yu】

In fact, I saw it all. Wen Zhenye seemed to laugh the second he caught Mu Ze. He must have recognized him immediately. How much does this mean about Mu Ze?I can't help but feel sour in my heart, could it be...do I like Wen Zhenye?

No one expected what happened next, Mu Ze just said indifferently, "It's boring." Then he left.

When I realized it, Mu Ze was already standing behind me, "If you don't go home tonight, you won't have anything to eat."

"Oh... good." I quickly got up and followed Mu Ze.

Later, it seemed that the whole school knew about Wen Zhenye's liking for Mu Ze, and Wen Zhenye even put down Haikou, "I won't like anyone else except Mu Ze."

But Mu Ze was still indifferent, but he still wrote the greeting card.

"You don't like...Wen Zhenye...why do you write him a greeting card? He's not in the same class." I watched him write greeting cards to Wen Zhenye every holiday, although Wen Zhenye was not the only one.

When Mu Ze heard what I said, he smiled contemptuously, "He likes me, why don't I tease him? Anyway, I'm pretty boring."

I don't allow Wen Zhenye to be said that by Mu Ze, and sometimes even quarreled, and Mu Ze grabbed my neck.

"What are you? Wen Zhenye likes me. He's wishful thinking anyway, so I can't make him too ugly, right? Although I don't like him, it's okay to have fun with him." Mu Ze said coldly.

After Mu Ze warned me, he started flirting with other people on the phone again, as if this incident didn't affect his mood at all.

I suddenly feel sorry for Wen Zhenye, why do I like Mu Ze?Why do you only like Muze?Even if Mu Ze has this kind of attitude, would you be so happy as hell? It turns out that liking someone is really humble.

Because I am so humble in front of Mu Ze who is liked by Wen Zhenye, yes, Mu Ze is right, he has Wen Zhenye's love for him, but what about me?Does Wen Zhenye know my name? At most, I'm just Mu Ze's follower, so what?

With the humble feeling of guilt came the flames of hatred, why did Mu Ze play with Wen Zhenye's feelings for him?Why can he treat me casually like that, and then continue to live his life freely?

It would be great if Mu Ze died, I suddenly thought viciously.

It didn't take long for this idea to be completely blinded by hatred and I put it into action.

I'm dismantling the parts of the car. This car belongs to Mu Ze's father. Their family travels a lot, so as long as it's like this, it's fine.

But I am the one who will not be favored by the god of luck. I was discovered before, and I am now.

"What are you doing!?" A loud cry made me turn around abruptly, it was Mu Ze...

Mu Ze took a closer look, and then slapped me, "You bitch! Not only are you dissatisfied, you want to kill our family!"

I was at a loss to see what happened. Mu Ze called his father over, "Dad, he did something wrong with the car and wanted us to have an accident. You fix the car and let's go out for dinner tonight."

"What? That child Shi Yu actually has such a vicious heart?"

"Yes, you see, this is what he did." Mu Ze pointed to the part of the car that I tore down, "Also, let him drop out of school, I am very worried about what he will do to me, and we will move as soon as possible. good."

I listened to Mu Ze discussing with his father, suddenly I felt cold and dropped out of school...?Isn't that... I will never see Wen Zhenye again... Don't be like this...

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