time and i love you

1.【Wen Zhenye】

It seems that I haven't seen him for a long time until today, and I can't help but start thinking about him, thinking about his face, thinking about what he said, thinking about his every expression, every second, it's so missing and difficult.

Why don't you go to sleep, so that time will pass quickly, and I will see him tomorrow, I must rest well, meet him with the best appearance, and then enjoy the eyes he looks at me with love, then I must ,very happy.

Close your eyes, your mind is full of him, everything seems to be within reach, is it a dream, anyway, as long as you can see him, it will be fine.

The door seems to be ringing, who is it, interrupting my meeting with him, it really doesn't make people rest.

I got up and approached the door to find that I was greeted with a big hug.

"Zhen Ye, I miss you so much." The person in his arms muttered.

"I... miss you very much too." I said something thoughtlessly.

is that true?It's real, not in a dream... In this case, it's understandable to disturb people in the early morning.

After all, he is the love of my life, Mu Ze.

"Zhen Ye, haven't you washed up yet? It looks like you just woke up. You can't delay our schedule today. You agreed to...see me." Mu Ze was like a child who wanted to play a prank, although with a little It's a smirk, but it's still so cute, making people fall deeper and deeper.

"Okay, okay, why the promise to you will be delayed, let's go together, you wait for me for 10 minutes." I looked at him and smiled, eyes full of doting.

"Then you have to tidy up well, today is a rare day, you know that?" Mu Ze asked, looking at me with his little head tilted.

"I know, you sit on the sofa and wait for me, and then we go out together, huh?" I straightened his little head and smiled.

"Okay, hurry up, I haven't eaten breakfast yet..." Mu Ze walked to the sofa and sat down, stroking his screaming belly.

I nodded to answer, and then sorted out quickly. Seeing him, I seemed to be motivated.

After breakfast, I went to the flower shop with him and picked the flowers to send him.

"Sir, welcome! Do you need anything?" The waiter greeted kindly.

"A bouquet of lisianthus flowers." I am simple and clear.

"Then you must have found true love, sir. I wish you happiness?" the waiter said while wrapping the bouquet and handing it to me.

"Well, thank you." I took the flowers and left.

After getting in the car, I took this bunch of flowers and said to him, "Look, I bought your favorite flower again, do you like it?"

"I've received it many times, and I'm getting tired of reading it." Mu Ze's reaction was not as good as expected, but he still complained in a coquettish tone.

"But this is the only way to express my unchanging love for you. Even if you get tired of watching it, you have to keep it, otherwise I won't want it if you get tired of watching it." I tried to ease the atmosphere with a joking tone.

"No." Mu Ze suddenly leaned on my shoulder and hugged my hand and said something in a low voice.

I didn't speak any more, just looked at the scenery farther and farther away from the car. This road is so familiar, I see it every time I come, so that now I can tell the place names of every street and alley. I'm not very familiar with it, but Aze said that he likes it very much, so it's up to him.

After getting off the car, I took flowers all the way, thinking that today is really a very important day, if I can spend it with him, he will be very happy.

I walked up to the front, put down the flower, looked at the 25 on it, and suddenly thought of Mu Ze who was always older than me, and now he is the same age.

The eye sockets suddenly turned red.

Wen Zhenye, how can you be so disappointing? Didn't you say today that you want to spend your birthday with the person you like, shouldn't you be happy?

My love for you has not been buried by time at all, but has deepened with each passing year.

I tremblingly wrote this sentence on the paper, then walked away in the opposite direction, and kept running, as if there was no end.

2.【Shi Yu】

From half an hour ago until now, I have been calling the same number, but the line is always busy. Is something wrong with Wen Zhenye...?Or... someone else?

I can't stop thinking about whether he is joking with other women or something else, because it seems... I have seen it many times... It seems that as long as I think of him joking with others, the anxiety in my heart will deepen, In this way, I always think that one day he took someone else's hand and told me, let's break up.

I don't want to leave him, but I don't have the right to be jealous, where can I have the right?The name, or the person?Either way, it doesn't seem to make sense.

I will always be in a passive position when getting along with him, and I can only wait for him to love me and be with me, but like this, isn’t it something that I feel very happy from the beginning? Why… will I ask for more and more? ?

Is it because the selfishness of nature is gradually unable to hide its feet?Because the heart was driven by the devil called love, and then the whole person began to rot.

Wen Zhenye, in this love with you, I really want to take the initiative once, only once, and there will be no next time, okay?

It seemed that saying this made my heart feel better. I went out to the street and looked at the busy street, and my spirit began to be in a trance. What method should I use to seek death?

Although it is too hypocritical to use the method of crying, making trouble and hanging himself on a man, this is the only chance, the only time, and there is no need to wait for Wen Zhenye.

Just stay in this moment, now Wen Zhenye loves him very much.So, leave before he discovers everything, no more doubts, suspicions, and anxiety, only his love for him, that's enough.

If you will be punished for doing so, then use his life, and the previous crimes, to end together.

I walked through many streets and alleys, and re-read all the memories of me and him, until the dazzling light hit my face.

It turned out that God helped me in the same way. This car ran a red light illegally.

I watched the car coming towards me without reacting.

What happened next was probably the sound of emergency brakes, and the driver who got out of the car in a panic to check the situation and finally fled.

And I, who is a bit confused, haven't died yet, this life is really cheap.

I tried my best to reach the position of the phone, then flipped to the address book, and continued to call his phone, but it seemed that I couldn't press it correctly, and the screen was dirty...

But it's okay, I listened to the sound of the call, and it seemed to be a kind of enjoyment, even if it wasn't connected.

The line was busy again, my eyes were red, and the smell of blood filled the air. I couldn't tell whether it was blood or tears, and it ran across my face.

I used to think that I was complacent and vowed to never let go of my cherished love, but it was lost to the decay of time and to the self-righteous eternity.

Those oaths, those words, melted away like bubbles, without a trace, I could only think about it with my memory, and I heard some vaguely in my ears, but now... it seems that I can't hear it anymore.

It's snowing and a little cold.

I seem to see you.

The young man who passed through the cold winter, melted the gloom, and brought the snow that had not disappeared, bloomed wantonly in the spring, just like the cherry blossoms in the past.

3.【Wen Zhenye】

It seemed that I was tired, my body stopped uncontrollably, I was breathing violently, gasping for breath, and suddenly thought that I was still alive, and I loved someone with this heart, I loved it very much.

The tears on your face have dried up, Wen Zhenye, what are you crazy about, today is his death day and your birthday, do you want to do anything more outrageous?

After a seemingly self-denial, I walked to a nearby station and got on the bus home, feeling uncontrollably sad.

Didn't they all agree to be happy and celebrate their birthday together? Obviously...I've been thinking about the day for a long time, but I was overturned by a sudden out of control emotion. What a failure.

After getting off the car, I walked all the way home with guilt, opened the door, took a deep breath, and thought about the breath he used to be here.

He picked up the photo frame on the table and stared at it for a long time, then decided to find a drink.

It is said that it is even worse to use wine to relieve sorrow, but if I don’t drink it, I will feel even more uncomfortable. At least if I drink it, it can still confuse my sober mind and forget the fact that he has been away from me for three years, isn’t it?

Only in this way can I escape this cruel reality. It seems that fate is playing a joke on me, taking my lover away easily and never giving it back to me.

At the beginning, maybe he was bored with his lover who kept silent all the time. He was so close to others, but he still didn’t react, didn’t get jealous, didn’t ask questions, it seemed like nothing happened, but he was still happy Talking to me, obviously saw everything, but remained indifferent.

For a long time, my love for him seems to have faded. A love that always lives in suspicion and temptation will not last long.

I started to be indifferent to him, and had frequent contact with other people, and Mu Yue was one of them.

She is a very smart girl, she is pretty good in everything, I seem to have some affection for her.

After a few months of getting along with Mu Yue, when our relationship changed from friends to the first step in bed, the punishment seemed to come.

After I took a shower, my heart suddenly became very uneasy. I don't know why, but I checked my phone and found that there was no incoming call.

"What are you looking at, Zhen Ye." Mu Yue hugged me from behind and asked.

"It's nothing...Sorry, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first." I suddenly thought of a possibility, which made me even more uneasy, and I needed to make sure.

Then, I left under Mu Yue's repeated persuasion, and went back to the room I shared with him, only to find that it was empty.

I started looking for him like crazy, and soon got a call, "Hi, hello, are you Muze's family?"

"I am." Probably because of his hoarse voice, he was a little speechless.

"Then can I trouble you to come to the hospital? The patient is currently being rescued in the hospital, and some documents need to be signed by you."

"Okay..." A little weak, the phone fell to the ground after hanging up, and it's being rescued...?How can it be…?

Later, I don't really remember how much I signed and what content, I only know that signing can make him stand in front of me completely again.

But it didn’t seem to work. After I waited for several hours, the emergency lights finally went out. Seeing the nurse coming out, I hurried up to ask the situation, “Is the operation successful? Is he okay?”

"The patient was involved in a car accident and was not rescued in time. He has... died."

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