[BTS] Wanderer's Room

Kim Namjoon froze in place.

He just stood there looking at Min Yoongi with a miserable expression and moist eyes.

Since the beginning of entering bighit, he was entrusted with important tasks after being seen to have the potential of talent, and he was the center to select another six players to form a team.

When everyone was a trainee, those children who were not treated differently by Fang Shihyuk respected him as a senior who had already debuted.Speech and demeanor are modest and polite, even groveling.

But he was the only one who knew that he was actually just a child back then.Whether he grew up or not, he can't remember clearly.

As far as he is concerned, if the company wants to promote someone to debut, he does have almost 100% possibility of being selected, but being selected or making a debut does not mean success or glory.

At that time, Kim Namjoon faced all the flattery with a cool look all day long, and once thought that he would be alienated by everyone in this invisible way until after his debut.Until the hair had just been cut, people watched Min Yoongi, who was much stronger than now, walk in from the outside.

At that time, Min Yoongi was still very immature, with the indifference and hostility that only belonged to underground rappers in the corners of his eyes and brows.

Suddenly he narrowed his eyes and noticed Kim Namjoon who was looking up at him.

"Namjoon?"

"Brother." Pian Pianzui, who was still a young captain, called him this way, with the sadness and grievance in his tone of being isolated by everyone's respect.

But now that his thirties have passed, and there are sporadic fine lines around his eyes that represent years of precipitation, the current Kim Namjoon is also looking at Min Yoongi from such a distance.

There was something in the eyes that seemed to span their entire youth.

So he calmly and slowly, step by step over.In the end, he hugged Min Yoongi into his arms solemnly.

"I asked you to hug me, aren't you happy?" Min Yoongi said softly after a while.At the same time, he turned slightly sideways, and broke free from his embrace, but after not breaking away, he leaned firmly inside again.

Sensing his strength, Jin Namjoon immediately hugged him tighter, buried his face in his neck, and replied in a nasal voice, "How could that be."

"But you're crying." Min Yoongi sighed softly, and stretched out his hand to support his face, making him look directly at him as much as possible.

This captain who was once the most trusted by him, the closest brother, was once considered by everyone in the world to be the most invincible existence.Standing in front of him at this moment, weeping silently.

Kim Namjoon shook his head, "Brother Yoongi, I'm just too happy."

After all, he once thought that this little brother who had done so much in his youth would never return to him.

"Namjoon, do you still remember the question I asked you before I left the team?" After hearing his answer, Min Yoongi was silent for a while again, and when he spoke again, he stretched out his hand and pushed his arm away.

Kim Namjoon frowned.

If there is no guesswork, he should be referring to the nights before he signed the refusal to renew the contract, when they had just returned from the comeback tour in turn.Except for Tian Jungkook, who is still serving in the army, all six people sat around and ate hot pot.

The next time I go back to China, I should wait until Jungkook returns to the team and re-adapt to the high-intensity dancing and singing practice.After this day's concert, they only have a Japanese FM on the second day, and there will be a long blank period after that, so it's okay to drink too much.

At that time, bts had already passed the most glorious time of the Korean group, and subsequent boy groups and girl groups emerged one after another.Even if no one is willing to say it, they must admit that they were almost at the top of the South Korean boy group at the beginning, and they really can't compare with the next generation or even the next generation of teams.

In fact, they danced more skillfully, even if they sang more beautifully.

Growing older comes with maturity and charm, but at the same time it is also aging and the inability to support many difficult movements.

Later, Park Jimin once fell to the ground when he was doing a backflip during a world tour, and since then he has been completely insulated from this kind of somersault.

Among so many trainees in South Korea, there are too many young, beautiful and hardworking boys and girls.No combination can stand at the top forever, and no one is immune.

Min Yoongi's original intention of refusing to renew his contract was mainly to give the seven-member group a relatively intact ending.Climbing up the mountain in a dignified way will naturally lead you down the mountain in a dignified manner, and it doesn't make any sense to be greedy for the magnificence of the top of the mountain.

If they go down by themselves, maybe it just makes fans feel a little regretful, and when they talk about it in the future, they say, "If they haven't disbanded, then the pinnacle of South Korean idol groups will be even higher."

However, if the successor troops forcibly overshadowed all the edge, and all kinds of first prizes were eaten up by others, they could only end up with the ironic title of "the once brilliant sunset red".

He just wanted to make the decline of the group more graceful.

But Kim Namjoon showed a rather tough attitude of rejection.

The two discussed while drinking, and almost grabbed each other by the collar and cursed at the end.

That was the first time that Kim Nam Joon felt Min Yoongi's sobriety and calmness.

In the past, he only knew that Min Yoongi was indeed qualified to support the team with him, but he didn't know that this person could be so ruthless.

He doesn't know what bts is to Min Yoongi, but he knows that it is life to him, it carries all his vigor and vitality, and endows him with all the mission and glory as the captain.

Kim Namjoon never knew that while his little brother worked hard every day for the team, he was already ready to walk away.

They immediately started a cold war, and they all kept their faces livid and didn't say a word.

In the waiting room of the Japanese FM the next day, that is, the time that Kim Seokjin mentioned later, it was Kim Namjoon who couldn’t stand his little brother’s insistence, and dismissed his teammates and staff a few hours before going on stage, saying that he wanted to have a good relationship with him comminicate.

They have always been the most stable two, not to mention that Kim Namjoon looked quite calm when he said that, and Min Yoongi was the same.

So everyone didn't worry about anything, and they all went out one after another.

Who would have thought that that would be the trigger that later caused bts to fall apart.

Jin Namjoon picked up Min Yoongi, who was a little sleepy, sitting there with his eyes closed and sleepy, and without any explanation, he pushed him down on the table, his clothes were almost torn.

At that moment, he felt all kinds of negative emotions that he had suppressed for many years all burst out.He forced Min Yoongi to do a lot of things he didn't want to do with a gesture that he thought was scary even when he thought about it later, and in the end even forced a person with such a tough personality to shed a lot of tears.

The consequence of this incident was that Min Yoongi completely refused to renew the contract soon after.

Before leaving, Min Yoon couldn't stand Kim Nam Joon pulling his sleeves, and asked him privately in a soft voice, "Which is more important, the integrity or the longevity of the group."

In other words, do you want to go with me or want me to stay.

The captain's answer was to slowly let go of the hand holding his sleeve.

"Will brother come back to see us?" Kim Namjoon asked in a low voice.

Min Yoongi just laughed.

They have always been two completely different individuals, from personality to behavior are all very different.

It's like a reporter asked Min Yoongi before, is there any difference between him and Kim Namjoon in terms of song production.

The answer to that question is that Kim Nam Joon is a finely crafted producer, while Min Yoongi wants that momentary feeling.

They are more like two rays from the same starting point than parallel lines.The original intention is the same, but the roads are not the same, even getting farther and farther.

In fact, sometimes, the smaller things are, the more you can see the difference in the thinking of two people and the difference in the three views.

For example, two little girls like completely different idols. It sounds like a very trivial thing, but it can really cause a breakdown in friendship.Not to mention two people who love each other together.

If you want to get along with each other for a long time, some things must be unified.

Either you give in, or I take a step back.

But Min Yoongi and Kim Namjoon are the kind who won't compromise easily.One of them has been wandering abroad for many years, and the other is in Seoul, South Korea, which he is most familiar with, but he is as lonely as a stranger who has just arrived.

If it weren't for the unyielding attitude at that time, perhaps the two would not have seen each other for five years.

In fact, Kim Nam Joon realized his recklessness soon after he did that thing, but it took a long time to understand Min Yoongi's intentions.

His little brother loved this combination as much as he did, but because of this, he couldn't bear to watch it linger in his hands.

And he would rather watch it gradually decay than cut off this necessary connection between members.

After all, the group had already entered a period of exhaustion in the last days, and everyone was too busy to raise their heads and eyes. In addition to the team fit, there were also individual variety shows and performances.When the Eight Immortals crossed the sea and each showed their magical powers, they looked at each other and felt that they were more competitors.

The last time I felt this way was actually around 17 or 18, when the group renewed their contracts for the first time after their debut.

After going through that turmoil, everyone's relationship has become closer, and those people who were hesitant but continued to be together five years ago finally chose to disperse.

Jin Namjoon was actually very sad in his heart, but he was really powerless.

Hearing the question Min Yoongi just asked, he felt his blood turn cold again.

It turned out that five years had passed, and the problems in front of them were still unavoidable.

"Are you going to leave after a while?" Kim Namjoon asked.

Min Yoongi nodded, and looked up at him calmly, "So the decision is still yours—Namjoon, do you want to come with me?"

The author has something to say:

Although the comments are not visible in the foreground, but the author can see them in the background!The little angel still wants to comment on me.

In addition, quietly asking for a favor from the collection of the original "The Life Trajectory of a Xueba" (whispering).It's too hard for me.